Cruel World

Chap 59

(THERAPIST OFFICE)

'So Sarah did you write those pointers that I told you?' Becca holds a pen and paper and asked that with a smile

Theo saw how nervously Sarah took the paper from her bag.

Sarah was not looking him ...like she was afraid and it was disturbing for theo

Becca unfolds the paper and reads it 'hmmm, interesting....ok follow this one by one. Theo according to Sarah...she hated the moment when you use to misjudge her not to give the chance to speak to clear her. Instead of doing that you hit her....so is it true or not and please explain if it is'

Theo flinched, he clear his throat 'yes it's true and I'm terribly sorry for those moments'

Becca looked at tense Sarah 'can you highlight some of those moments please'

Sarah closed her eyes like she doesn't want to go there and Theo felt helpless...he squeezed her hand that it's ok to expose his cruelty front of their therapist

Sarah sigh 'there were many... when I met my brother after so many years of my marriage ...he ...he confronted me so bad...even he felt bad after but it still leaves me in a bad mess but most painful were when he locked me in the basement room for days, with limited food.... I almost died (Sarah shiver with the thought) and when we went to Miami he beat me so bad that I was in a coma for days and I can't even speak for weeks' Sarah said with a painful deep voice

head ...he remember all...he remembers how bad he was...how

looked intently at Theo 'theo what you want to say

looked at Sarah) I'm sorry baby...so so sorry...i did all this because (he looks so regretful and in shame) because Sarah was Simon sister..and it was a constant reminder

looks away at how this thinking of Theo made her life

in Miami and with out listening to

something on her pad 'ok...this was very important to accept your mistakes and you did great theo. I won't say

how....but listening it made me hurt more...that's why I don't

'im sorry you are hurt but you

to get you out of this......and I don't think you should feel embarrassed about anything you said here because you

in tina death but she wants to know why you hated

felt uncomfortable 'i...i ...love my daughter so much...Sarah, you also know

talking about those days when you hated that I was pregnant with your child. When she was born you still keep that

why I keep this attitude...but I never hated her...i try to but still I cant....she was my flesh and blood how can I, even when

little stun 'you miss me that's

like her 'yes I do ...it was so frustrating... I mean it was all done...what I wanted for years finally come true when you were in prison but I was so burdened with something heavy and then you were all the time in my mind....i knew i was already in love with you but i never acknowledged that' theo meant every

its last one ..so theo