Cruel World

Chap 59

(THERAPIST OFFICE)

'So Sarah did you write those pointers that I told you?' Becca holds a pen and paper and asked that with a smile

Theo saw how nervously Sarah took the paper from her bag.

Sarah was not looking him ...like she was afraid and it was disturbing for theo

Becca unfolds the paper and reads it 'hmmm, interesting....ok follow this one by one. Theo according to Sarah...she hated the moment when you use to misjudge her not to give the chance to speak to clear her. Instead of doing that you hit her....so is it true or not and please explain if it is'

Theo flinched, he clear his throat 'yes it's true and I'm terribly sorry for those moments'

Becca looked at tense Sarah 'can you highlight some of those moments please'

Sarah closed her eyes like she doesn't want to go there and Theo felt helpless...he squeezed her hand that it's ok to expose his cruelty front of their therapist

Sarah sigh 'there were many... when I met my brother after so many years of my marriage ...he ...he confronted me so bad...even he felt bad after but it still leaves me in a bad mess but most painful were when he locked me in the basement room for days, with limited food.... I almost died (Sarah shiver with the thought) and when we went to Miami he beat me so bad that I was in a coma for days and I can't even speak for weeks' Sarah said with a painful deep voice

remember all...he remembers how bad he was...how he almost lost her ...he again feels hate and

at Theo 'theo what you want to say on

things I did with her.....she is right... I did all of these things....those time give me a sense of power and satisfaction but now I feel like shit....(he then looked at Sarah) I'm sorry baby...so so sorry...i did all this because (he looks so regretful and in shame) because Sarah was Simon sister..and it was a constant reminder for

she looks away at how this

for meeting your brother was all wrong and blaming you for giving interview behind my back in Miami and with out listening to you I did (he was shameful to

something on her pad 'ok...this was very important to accept your mistakes and you did great theo. I won't say that it justifies all but it clear

listening it made me hurt more...that's why I don't want to come here....but you force me 'she

tiredly reply 'im sorry you are hurt but

important ....you look ok by appearance but mentally you are still disturbed... I need to get you out of this......and I don't think you should feel

were quite than Becca raised another question 'ok next question....theo according to Sarah she always can understand your hate towards her because your thinking she was involved in tina death but she wants to know why you hated your daughter

daughter so much...Sarah, you

you hated that I was pregnant with

thing I hate you that time but I also feel so attracted and passionate towards you that it scared me that my plans to put you behind the bars will be compromised....so that why I keep this attitude...but I never hated her...i try to but still I cant....she was my flesh and blood how can I, even when you were gone she reminds me of you....and in order to forget you I was distant to her....but it didn't work out...as I fell so much

looks a little stun 'you

done...what I wanted for years finally come true when you were in prison but I was so burdened with something heavy and then you were all the time in my mind....i knew i

both of them) ok its last