Cruel World

Chap 61

Sarah

Sarah felt her alarm ringing...she groaned. She doesn't want to wake now, she is so sleepy, it looks like after a long time Sarah doesn't want to go anywhere only sleep. After a few minutes her alarm ring again ....she cringed with the sound and opened her eyes and randomly put her hand on the bedside table and turn off the alarm and yawned. She was late she had a feeling about that.

The moment she move her legs down she felt some one was behind her...she paused...then she saw hands on her waist ...shit...she turned slowly and saw it was theo and they both were naked....Sarah whole body becomes tight and tense in shocked what the fuck.....then she recall what happen at night...she cursed softly...

she chanted slowly 'no oh god no' how stupid she can more get..she slept with her husband, hypothetically it not such a wrong but the nature of the relation they are it is so so wrong...

Stupid Sarah, she tries to remove his hand....and wished to god he doesn't wake up now she sure as hell can't take this humiliation like this.

She has to get ready before him but the moment she tried to remove his hand..theo tighten the hold and bring her back, he mumbled and nuzzled her neck 'hmmm, stay don't go'

Sarah can feel her goosebumps and his hot breath ...she knew he will wake any moment ..damn it... theo kissed her neck and whispered 'you always smell so good here'

Sarah doesn't want this go any further 'theo leave me, we are already late for office'

But theo was in the playful mood he massaged her tense arms ' let's not go today and since you are the real boss of the company no one will say anything'

Sarah sighs and somehow remove her body. Theo was a little shocked by her reaction ..'what happens'

Sarah try to cover her body by blanket 'nothing, I'm getting late...and I'm not taking any day off' ' she then runs to the bathroom

she heard theo faint shocked sound 'sarah stop'

She put her head on the bathroom door and took a breath 'oh god what i did'

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When she comes out of the washroom, properly dressed, she took a step back when she saw theo standing in front of her looking very confused 'Sarah whats wrong, why are you are acting so weird...what I did now' he holds her shoulder

Sarah was feeling angry and wanted to say to him that they have sex but it will be unfair as Sarah also enjoyed and agreed on what happened yesterday night...

She removed his hand 'im just getting late....if you are in mood of going office today please go and get ready...I'm gonna check Ava '

But theo stropped her and hold her arm 'you are seriously giving me whiplash ...what happen tell me.....i thought (he shake his head ), is it about yesterday night? ...what we did

But Sarah raised her hand 'I don't want to talk about this....it was a mistake and we both need to forget that'

Theo got angry 'mistake? we both know it sure as hell don't feel like a mistake ... I don't force myself on you, hell I even try to stop you but you said it was ok'

Sarah defensively said 'wow now you gonna blame me, great theo I was really expecting this'

Theo face falls 'no I'm not blaming you hell I'm not blaming myself here too cause it was no one mistake....we feel something for each other that's why we slept together'

Sarah also feel something for him but she will never accept that aloud not again 'no it was just we both were in mental stress and other heavy stuff got into our mind and we did what we shouldn't and feeling? (she mocked) really feelings were nowhere it was just body reaction. You are (she look away to find right words) you are a good looking guy so

Theo open the bathroom door like he is disgusted with what she said ...he paused and said 'I'm not flattered and you just being cruel'

Sarah glared him 'i wish i can be more than you so that you can know how you used to react when we slept and next day you make me feel like shit'

Theo looks guilty for a moment like he remembers those days but he shut the door with a strong force, Sarah flinched with the sound....he was right she was cruel but he was too once

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They were in the car and were ignoring each other ...Sarah is not once looked him while he was driving and theo looks he will lose his shit in any minute...

Sarah sighs, as they were stuck in traffic.

Theo looked at her and said 'i don't know what your problem, why you are evening reacting like that...you have any idea how I am feeling right now? like I force you on something. I get it we...we have sex after such long time and there are so many things unsolved between us but at least don't make me feel like shit and yes I know I was terrible to you in past and I totally deserve this but your ignorance in this topic is making me losing my mind'

Sarah feel bad that she is really doing that to him....she is involved in that act willingly and now she is confused and embarrassed ..she sighs 'can we take a break on this ...like we will talk about this but not today. Theo there are so many things in my mind and I need a break to think on them separately please don't push me '

Theo nodes 'ok..ok I get it...but we will talk maybe not now but someday?' he still wants to be sure

Sarah looked at him 'yes we will'

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we are all going for Lilly birthday lunch.. it will

'and where we going exactly and

going to that hooter place it so cute place and they offer free drinks to us...and many are not going only a few people of our team...and you know what Jim is also there so it will be super fun' merry blushed at Jim

Jim will be there he never misses something

talking about me?' he made a

merry blushed 'no we were talking about the Lilly birthday lunch'

'oh yes..so what you guys are waiting for for...come we

not? well its her lunch break and she can do whatever she want but out of many years habit she wanted to take his permission cause she has no idea how he will react...but who will tell him as he hardly came to this department and hopefully he will be also busy and whatever has happen with them in night she don't feel like talking to him....but the inner fear was her that theo will straightforward say no and she really wanted to

you are? come on ' she waved her hand on sarah face ..even Jim pass a funny

her mind 'sorry ..ok

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(In the Dinner)

Lilly' Sarah

a cake on Sarah's mouth 'thank

this...for the first time, she was having her alone time with people she like with no pressure and instruction from others what she

time, there were hardly 6 people at

note he is

towards her 'hi beautiful.....here take this new cocktail on the

pink drink and took a sip yum its taste

I bring something bad for

she looks away. She liked Jim a lot but not in

theo....she stop ...what she said...oh god there something in this drink as its making her losing her mind....no way

some lunch because this cake

it its rude

is busy with her boyfriend right now...will making out will be

really they were

down on booth and watch some of her colleague were

she shake

'hey you are lost again ..you are doing

no i was just thinking

you have a

that aloud...but the damage has been done

out ...he took a sip of its cocktail 'damn girl, what else you are hiding....so are you married too' he slowly put his glass and

anything like that and secondly we never came on this topic of our personal life' sarah defend

looked uncomfortable but he hide it and nodes 'oh yes ..you are right..but you never answered are

should not hide this especially from her friends....she

a little and shakes his head slowly and gives

eyes were bulging out in shocked 'Jim...i..im sorry' she had no idea what she

hold her hand 'hey relax its not your fault....I mean we

all .You have put me in ease i was worried sick that I

baby we are friends for

both laughed at

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Theo

the same color I requested' theo

sir..how can we denied the request..its red color as your requests and we have just sent

call by

lift the mood

sudden shift in their relation makes him more nervous. Their relation

lunch time ...they can have a lunch together...he picked the phone but dropped

'damn it what

then decided to go directly to her department and act normally and then ask her for lunch

for lunch

face 'Mr grey ...sir please comes ...do

and shake his head 'oh no I was just looking for Sarah I hope we can have lunch

Joe know about the nature of their relationship so

replied 'oh Sarah and some co-employees have

she never go alone and even if she ...she might have told him...he felt an immense anger but he hide it 'oh really my bad...so who has she been

..I think it was Mary, lily and