Cruel World

Chap 60

Sarah

Sarah can feel the goose bumps arising in her arm hairs so bad that made her shiver. It's more than 15 minutes when Theo dropped the bomb that he was molested, not in her worse imagination she ever expected this news. She looked at Becca who was little taken by the news and Theo who was not looking at anyone.

Becca than cough 'Theo do you need some time alone... Sarah and I can go out'

Theo flinched come back from his memory land and hold Sarah hand like he doesn't want her to go anywhere 'no ...no .....Sarah won't go....'

Becca nodes 'then can you talk about this thing you have told us' she carefully used the word

Theo looks in dilemma. Sarah can feel his inner distress and she also knows he is not good at such stuff and usually he snaps badly in such situation ...she has been the victim of his snap

Theo opens his mouth but then close it...like words aren't coming. Sarah out of nowhere squeezed his hand 'Theo its ok if you don't want to talk about this...especially in front of me I can understand' Sarah try to calm him but she was desperate to know why a 13-year-old child who has every luxury of life was treated like that

Theo looks at her in anger and Sarah winced, she knows he is gone to another dark world but then theo expression soften and he replied 'no ...if anyone should know about my past it should be you'

Thoe sighs and pinched his nose...and took a deep breath and said to Becca 'I need something stronger to drink to open up '

Becca knows what he is indicating 'i don't usually entertain alcohol ...strong coffee will work?'

Theo cringed but nodes

After giving him coffee. Theo stand. Both Becca and Sarah looked him in wonder

Theo walks towards the window and looks aimlessly outside. He took the sip of the black coffee...he sighs 'I was 13 when I was in basketball final match ...unfortunate I have an injury that put me in bed rest for months... I fractured by foot and doctor told me that for 5 months I can't go outside the house....it was frustrating for me as hell.... I got super angry and supper angst....at that time basketball was my everything like for any teenager it can be....moreover I was embarrassed to break my leg and let down my whole team....(he shake his head) nonetheless my parents decided to homeschool me since I can't go school for next five months ....so with great convincing and warning from my parents they hired different teachers some where from my old school , well my parents offer them great deal of money (he looked disgusted) well i was getting the education and everything but still I was angry and was failing badly at chemistry and so my mother hired 35-year-old women..she was known at the time for her teaching chemistry ...' theo stop he closes his eyes...Sarah can see his back ..how it was moving...she was feeling bad and emotional what was coming next

Theo continued with tight-voiced 'Her name was June....she was really attractive women and she knows to show that very well (Sarah can feel his anger) she started tutoring me ...and surprisingly like I was doing well...my mom and dad was happy that my grades are up and my year will not be wasted....I also liked her but not in a sense the way she liked me' theo huff and took another sip of coffee

Theo put down the coffee and took out his cigarette and lighten up...Sarah looked at Becca knowing the policy of not smoking inside...but theo was gone to care that and Becca also don't pinpoint

Theo took a deep puff 'One of the days we were studying some chemistry shit when my mom enters the room and said to us she and dad are going to someplace I don't remember and it will take some hour...mom requested June to stay little longer ...June happily agreed .. I on another hand was angry that I have to study more....

June can see that in my behavior and she said:' Theo I know you don't want to study more and I won't do that to you. We will play some games how about that' ... I got happy finally I will be away from this study...but her games were different ' Theo close his eyes and make a fist

Sarah can feel her heartbeat beating stupidly fast

Becca calm replied 'what games was that"

Theo turned back and with moist eyes 'she said me to close and lock the door'

Sarah's eyes got water too and she looks down...oh god

(Flashback when Theo was 13)

13-year-old Theo looked at her startlingly 'but why miss June'

June smiled gently 'cause I don't want to get caught playing with you...what if someone told Mrs grey that we were playing not studying'

Theo also nodes 'oh yes...you are right..'he closes the door and locked

Theo stand and said 'ok what should we play..i have some bunch of video games'

June seductively stand and touch Theo hair 'i love that but you look so tall and such a pretty boy we should play some games that are not childish' she continues to touch Theo hair

Theo feel weird ....what she is doing.....her eyes also look different ...but 13-year-old theo was innocent enough to predict something wrong 'oookkkk....miss June I don't know any such games'

June eyes beamed with excitement 'no worries sweet boy... I have some ideas ...why don't you sit on the bed I will tell you'

Theo like a good student sit on the bed...June stand in front of him 'well theo I need you to promise me first...that what we are doing you won't tell anyone...if you did then I won't play with you ever and I will teach you more'

Theo groaned ....no he doesn't want to study 'i promise miss June....'

something that I believe

sister tina...I won't tell please tell me

never lie on tina...ok now I will ask some questions ok and you will

a weird tone that made theo little uncomfortable 'theo how do you like me....you like what you

his face and theo winced, theo then replied 'miss June please this is not good...

theo legs 'but I haven't done anything... I know its little strange but you will love it what I will do...you know you are a big boy...someday you will like someone ...she won't be happy

confused and little scared too then he jerked..when he felt June hands on his manhood...she moved her hand up and down ...theo feel disgusted and remove her hand

his arm and made him sat again 'this is right..you will do what

happening to him 'stop it

fake on oath on someone you loved they died...and secondly your parent won't believe

said she is right.....no one will

long and thick dick' she crudely said, she removes her shirt and

go out...no one is home ...so come back I know

feel disgusted...you are my teacher....this is

I thought you will be comfortable with me but since its making you uncomfortable I won't do it....but please don't hate

crying I will be your friend but

him and hugged him...theo tense for a moment but hugged him back.

don't want to do this

Then theo fell down.

some sound and someone hands on his body, he slurry said 'dont....please don't...'he try to move his hand that he found to be tired by something....he feels good and bad

going down ..he saw it

I told you too will like it.. you are so hard and your body is nowhere of teenage boy...you are so handsome' she did again with her mouth and theo felt

then jerked him hard that made theo moaned in pain but June thought something else 'see you liked it...you are making sexy sound...

then something happens he groaned and he felt his penis to pulsing up...he has no idea what's happening....it was strange ...June laughed and out her mouth again...and after a minute Theo knew

will please me too' she picked theo hands but theo pushed her hard 'stay the hell away from me...you touched me without

found in bed....nowhere is mine and looking at your

his slip. He

table and show him the phone 'I was recording too... I don't trust you... I knew the moment you were finished you ill tell everyone...so I recorded you ...look it's your face only not mine...and you

June came and touched his arms ...'now please me and I will go quietly without showing this to anyone' she threaten him while putting him down and opening

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herself...when theo has finished his painful story she remembers her days...when theo treated her the same way June treated theo...even the word 'you know what

was full on emotions like anger, guilt,

disgusted.... I wanted to kill her....but I was scared and embarrassed too that maybe

child....who was confused and scared and have no choice....like I was at one point' she whispered that

'maybe but what I did with you make me happy that I endured that

year? Was she back again? theo why didn't you told

graceful..no one doubt her..and I knew no one will believe me....things get over hand when mom hired her to tutor tom too....she blackmailed if I didn't do things she want the same thing to happen with tom...i was stupid I knew she is playing with my head...she is

Theo try to protect his brother from that wiled women that he took her abuse for a

note down 'when it

walked again 'she was getting out of hand...she wanted to fuck me...her words not mine...she said she was bored of oral thing she wants more ....and she will get more.....luckily i always found a way out to get her do more...and i pray to god that day never came...after a

from my system...but then i realized my anger will hurt some girl badly...so i stopped dating and even looking at girls....i knew i has to found out why she did that to me...so

your story.....don't feel guilty and embarrassed about it ..you were innocent it was that

you guys next week... I hoped I got some pointers that I will discuss that

stand but theo looked disturbed....Sarah today feel so sad and sympathetic towards him..she softly called him 'Theo..shall we

and looked

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why you are not talking to me' Ava pout and

after their

imagine as a child what theo has endured. Men like theo who portrayed themselves so strong, expressing their helpless situations and weakness surely turned them like this

to talk to him but he was not talking he just go directly to his office...it was only

babbling something and Sarah was

back from his trance from Ava question and tries to smile 'sorry

'daddy... I told you I need a new dolly and

but what you know

shine with excitement 'I saw it on my storybook, Alice was riding a cycle right

poke Ava nose 'then