Cruel World

Chap 60

Sarah

Sarah can feel the goose bumps arising in her arm hairs so bad that made her shiver. It's more than 15 minutes when Theo dropped the bomb that he was molested, not in her worse imagination she ever expected this news. She looked at Becca who was little taken by the news and Theo who was not looking at anyone.

Becca than cough 'Theo do you need some time alone... Sarah and I can go out'

Theo flinched come back from his memory land and hold Sarah hand like he doesn't want her to go anywhere 'no ...no .....Sarah won't go....'

Becca nodes 'then can you talk about this thing you have told us' she carefully used the word

Theo looks in dilemma. Sarah can feel his inner distress and she also knows he is not good at such stuff and usually he snaps badly in such situation ...she has been the victim of his snap

Theo opens his mouth but then close it...like words aren't coming. Sarah out of nowhere squeezed his hand 'Theo its ok if you don't want to talk about this...especially in front of me I can understand' Sarah try to calm him but she was desperate to know why a 13-year-old child who has every luxury of life was treated like that

Theo looks at her in anger and Sarah winced, she knows he is gone to another dark world but then theo expression soften and he replied 'no ...if anyone should know about my past it should be you'

Thoe sighs and pinched his nose...and took a deep breath and said to Becca 'I need something stronger to drink to open up '

Becca knows what he is indicating 'i don't usually entertain alcohol ...strong coffee will work?'

Theo cringed but nodes

After giving him coffee. Theo stand. Both Becca and Sarah looked him in wonder

Theo walks towards the window and looks aimlessly outside. He took the sip of the black coffee...he sighs 'I was 13 when I was in basketball final match ...unfortunate I have an injury that put me in bed rest for months... I fractured by foot and doctor told me that for 5 months I can't go outside the house....it was frustrating for me as hell.... I got super angry and supper angst....at that time basketball was my everything like for any teenager it can be....moreover I was embarrassed to break my leg and let down my whole team....(he shake his head) nonetheless my parents decided to homeschool me since I can't go school for next five months ....so with great convincing and warning from my parents they hired different teachers some where from my old school , well my parents offer them great deal of money (he looked disgusted) well i was getting the education and everything but still I was angry and was failing badly at chemistry and so my mother hired 35-year-old women..she was known at the time for her teaching chemistry ...' theo stop he closes his eyes...Sarah can see his back ..how it was moving...she was feeling bad and emotional what was coming next

Theo continued with tight-voiced 'Her name was June....she was really attractive women and she knows to show that very well (Sarah can feel his anger) she started tutoring me ...and surprisingly like I was doing well...my mom and dad was happy that my grades are up and my year will not be wasted....I also liked her but not in a sense the way she liked me' theo huff and took another sip of coffee

Theo put down the coffee and took out his cigarette and lighten up...Sarah looked at Becca knowing the policy of not smoking inside...but theo was gone to care that and Becca also don't pinpoint

Theo took a deep puff 'One of the days we were studying some chemistry shit when my mom enters the room and said to us she and dad are going to someplace I don't remember and it will take some hour...mom requested June to stay little longer ...June happily agreed .. I on another hand was angry that I have to study more....

June can see that in my behavior and she said:' Theo I know you don't want to study more and I won't do that to you. We will play some games how about that' ... I got happy finally I will be away from this study...but her games were different ' Theo close his eyes and make a fist

Sarah can feel her heartbeat beating stupidly fast

Becca calm replied 'what games was that"

Theo turned back and with moist eyes 'she said me to close and lock the door'

Sarah's eyes got water too and she looks down...oh god

(Flashback when Theo was 13)

13-year-old Theo looked at her startlingly 'but why miss June'

June smiled gently 'cause I don't want to get caught playing with you...what if someone told Mrs grey that we were playing not studying'

Theo also nodes 'oh yes...you are right..'he closes the door and locked

Theo stand and said 'ok what should we play..i have some bunch of video games'

June seductively stand and touch Theo hair 'i love that but you look so tall and such a pretty boy we should play some games that are not childish' she continues to touch Theo hair

Theo feel weird ....what she is doing.....her eyes also look different ...but 13-year-old theo was innocent enough to predict something wrong 'oookkkk....miss June I don't know any such games'

June eyes beamed with excitement 'no worries sweet boy... I have some ideas ...why don't you sit on the bed I will tell you'

Theo like a good student sit on the bed...June stand in front of him 'well theo I need you to promise me first...that what we are doing you won't tell anyone...if you did then I won't play with you ever and I will teach you more'

Theo groaned ....no he doesn't want to study 'i promise miss June....'

on something that I believe

promise on my baby sister tina...I won't tell please tell me what games we

lie on tina...ok now I will ask some questions ok

her huge cleavage ...she looked flushed and said in a weird tone that made theo little uncomfortable 'theo how do you like me....you like

face and theo winced, theo then replied 'miss June please this is not good... I think we should

haven't done anything... I know its little strange but you will love it what I will do...you know you are a big boy...someday you

then he jerked..when he felt June hands on his manhood...she moved her hand up and down ...theo feel disgusted and remove her hand 'what

sat again 'this is right..you will do what I'm telling you

is happening to him

''you won't...you promised on your baby sister...you do know what happens why you take a fake on oath on someone you loved they died...and secondly your parent won't believe you they know

and feel like crying...his 13-year-old mind said she

she crudely said, she removes her shirt

made a startling sound 'stop theo don't you dare to go out...no one is home ...so

fall down 'no I feel disgusted...you are my

she looks remorseful 'im sorry...I thought... I thought you are a big boy who can handle this.... I mean I thought you will be comfortable with me but since its making you uncomfortable I won't do it....but please don't hate me... I wanted to be your friend... I don't have any' she started crying and theo feel bad as he doesn't

June...ok.stop crying I will be your

I promise I won't.' she runs to him and hugged him...theo tense for a moment but hugged him back. But then he felt a

don't want to

Then theo fell down.

he slurry said 'dont....please don't...'he try to move his hand that he found to be tired by something....he feels good and bad at the same time...his body was reacting and

open his eyes and saw June head was going down ..he saw it was

is nowhere of teenage boy...you are so handsome' she did again with her mouth and theo felt frustrated

liked it...you are making sexy sound... I know this is your first time getting ahead....but baby you will get more if you keep your mouth

and he felt his penis to pulsing up...he has no idea what's happening....it was strange ...June laughed and out her mouth again...and after a minute Theo knew he orgasm much to his

lover boy we don't have much time ...but im turned on... I pleased you now you will please me too' she picked theo hands but theo pushed her hard 'stay the hell away from

who come like a madman....some evidence can be found in bed....nowhere is mine and looking at

the land his slip. He points at her

was recording too... I don't trust you... I knew the moment you were finished you ill tell everyone...so I recorded you ...look it's your face only not mine...and you were

touched his arms ...'now please me and I will go quietly without showing this to anyone' she threaten him

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finished his painful story she remembers her days...when

emotions like anger, guilt, and

wanted to kill her....but I was scared and embarrassed too that maybe

scared and have no choice....like

down 'maybe but what I did with you make me happy that I endured that molestation

she

maintain a good facade that anyone falls for her....she sound so pious and graceful..no one doubt her..and I knew no one will believe me....things get over hand when mom hired her to tutor tom too....she blackmailed if I didn't do things she want the same thing to happen with tom...i was stupid I knew she is playing with my head...she is manipulating everyone....(he shamefully look down)

that wiled

it was over...how

found a way out to get her do more...and i pray to god that day never came...after

i stopped dating and even looking at girls....i knew i has to found out why she did that to me...so with the help of my some older friends. I got to know she molested more than a done kids like me she was into kids (he look disgusted) i dont know why at that moment i

theo 'theo that was incredibly brave to tell your story.....don't feel guilty and embarrassed about it ..you

you guys next week... I hoped I got some pointers that I will discuss that will help to clear your

looked disturbed....Sarah today feel so sad and sympathetic towards him..she softly called him 'Theo..shall we

sighs and

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not talking to me' Ava pout and said

can see how Theo demur has changed after their session with Becca...hell she is also not

child what theo has endured. Men like theo who portrayed themselves so strong, expressing their helpless situations and weakness surely

talking he just go directly to his office...it was only dinner time when she sends missy

table, Ava was babbling something and Sarah was gently silencing

to smile 'sorry baby girl

I

'ok but what you know about

excitement 'I saw it on my storybook, Alice was riding a cycle right mama' Ava confirm it from

with a smile and Theo poke Ava nose 'then you are getting