Cruel World

Chap 60

Sarah

Sarah can feel the goose bumps arising in her arm hairs so bad that made her shiver. It's more than 15 minutes when Theo dropped the bomb that he was molested, not in her worse imagination she ever expected this news. She looked at Becca who was little taken by the news and Theo who was not looking at anyone.

Becca than cough 'Theo do you need some time alone... Sarah and I can go out'

Theo flinched come back from his memory land and hold Sarah hand like he doesn't want her to go anywhere 'no ...no .....Sarah won't go....'

Becca nodes 'then can you talk about this thing you have told us' she carefully used the word

Theo looks in dilemma. Sarah can feel his inner distress and she also knows he is not good at such stuff and usually he snaps badly in such situation ...she has been the victim of his snap

Theo opens his mouth but then close it...like words aren't coming. Sarah out of nowhere squeezed his hand 'Theo its ok if you don't want to talk about this...especially in front of me I can understand' Sarah try to calm him but she was desperate to know why a 13-year-old child who has every luxury of life was treated like that

Theo looks at her in anger and Sarah winced, she knows he is gone to another dark world but then theo expression soften and he replied 'no ...if anyone should know about my past it should be you'

Thoe sighs and pinched his nose...and took a deep breath and said to Becca 'I need something stronger to drink to open up '

Becca knows what he is indicating 'i don't usually entertain alcohol ...strong coffee will work?'

Theo cringed but nodes

After giving him coffee. Theo stand. Both Becca and Sarah looked him in wonder

Theo walks towards the window and looks aimlessly outside. He took the sip of the black coffee...he sighs 'I was 13 when I was in basketball final match ...unfortunate I have an injury that put me in bed rest for months... I fractured by foot and doctor told me that for 5 months I can't go outside the house....it was frustrating for me as hell.... I got super angry and supper angst....at that time basketball was my everything like for any teenager it can be....moreover I was embarrassed to break my leg and let down my whole team....(he shake his head) nonetheless my parents decided to homeschool me since I can't go school for next five months ....so with great convincing and warning from my parents they hired different teachers some where from my old school , well my parents offer them great deal of money (he looked disgusted) well i was getting the education and everything but still I was angry and was failing badly at chemistry and so my mother hired 35-year-old women..she was known at the time for her teaching chemistry ...' theo stop he closes his eyes...Sarah can see his back ..how it was moving...she was feeling bad and emotional what was coming next

Theo continued with tight-voiced 'Her name was June....she was really attractive women and she knows to show that very well (Sarah can feel his anger) she started tutoring me ...and surprisingly like I was doing well...my mom and dad was happy that my grades are up and my year will not be wasted....I also liked her but not in a sense the way she liked me' theo huff and took another sip of coffee

Theo put down the coffee and took out his cigarette and lighten up...Sarah looked at Becca knowing the policy of not smoking inside...but theo was gone to care that and Becca also don't pinpoint

Theo took a deep puff 'One of the days we were studying some chemistry shit when my mom enters the room and said to us she and dad are going to someplace I don't remember and it will take some hour...mom requested June to stay little longer ...June happily agreed .. I on another hand was angry that I have to study more....

June can see that in my behavior and she said:' Theo I know you don't want to study more and I won't do that to you. We will play some games how about that' ... I got happy finally I will be away from this study...but her games were different ' Theo close his eyes and make a fist

Sarah can feel her heartbeat beating stupidly fast

Becca calm replied 'what games was that"

Theo turned back and with moist eyes 'she said me to close and lock the door'

Sarah's eyes got water too and she looks down...oh god

(Flashback when Theo was 13)

13-year-old Theo looked at her startlingly 'but why miss June'

June smiled gently 'cause I don't want to get caught playing with you...what if someone told Mrs grey that we were playing not studying'

Theo also nodes 'oh yes...you are right..'he closes the door and locked

Theo stand and said 'ok what should we play..i have some bunch of video games'

June seductively stand and touch Theo hair 'i love that but you look so tall and such a pretty boy we should play some games that are not childish' she continues to touch Theo hair

Theo feel weird ....what she is doing.....her eyes also look different ...but 13-year-old theo was innocent enough to predict something wrong 'oookkkk....miss June I don't know any such games'

June eyes beamed with excitement 'no worries sweet boy... I have some ideas ...why don't you sit on the bed I will tell you'

Theo like a good student sit on the bed...June stand in front of him 'well theo I need you to promise me first...that what we are doing you won't tell anyone...if you did then I won't play with you ever and I will teach you more'

Theo groaned ....no he doesn't want to study 'i promise miss June....'

'promise on something that

replied immediately 'i promise on my baby sister tina...I won't tell please tell me what

trust you now, you will never lie on tina...ok now I

first two buttons of her shirt...that reveal her huge cleavage ...she looked flushed and said in a weird tone that made theo little uncomfortable 'theo how do you like me....you like what you are seeing?' she touches

his face and theo winced, theo then replied 'miss June please

it what I will

felt June hands on his manhood...she moved her hand up and down ...theo feel disgusted and remove her

and made him sat again 'this is right..you will do

is happening to him 'stop it

busy opening his pant and put her hands inside his pants ''you won't...you promised on your baby sister...you do know what happens why you take a fake on oath on someone you loved they

feel weird and feel like crying...his 13-year-old mind said she is right.....no

a 13-year-old you do have a long and thick dick' she crudely

you dare to go out...no one is home ...so come back I know

feel disgusted...you are my teacher....this is so wrong...I

thought you are a big boy who can handle this.... I mean I thought you will be comfortable with me but since its making you uncomfortable I won't do it....but please don't hate me... I wanted to be your friend... I don't have any' she started crying and theo feel bad as he doesn't have

'miss June...ok.stop crying I will be your friend but please don't do this

I promise I won't.' she runs to him and hugged him...theo tense for a moment but hugged him back. But then he felt a pinched in his armed ..like a pin

love ...l don't want to do this ...especially

Then theo fell down.

body, he slurry said 'dont....please don't...'he try to move his hand that he found to be tired by something....he feels good and bad at the same time...his body was reacting and

and saw June head was going down ..he

it.. you are so hard and your body is nowhere of teenage boy...you are so handsome' she did again with her mouth and theo felt frustrated tears

liked it...you are making sexy sound... I know this is your first time getting ahead....but baby you will get more if you keep your mouth shut' she

then something happens he groaned and he felt his penis to pulsing up...he has no idea what's happening....it was strange ...June laughed and out her mouth again...and after a minute Theo knew he orgasm much to his shame and disgust ...he felt another wave of tears...how can he orgasm...how ...she forceful touched

lover boy we don't have much time ...but im turned on... I pleased you now you will please me too' she picked theo

come like a madman....some evidence can be found in bed....nowhere is mine and

the land his slip. He points

too... I don't trust you... I knew the moment you were finished you ill tell everyone...so I recorded you ...look it's your face

without showing this to anyone' she threaten him while putting him down and opening her pant button 'you know what

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has finished his painful story she remembers her days...when

full on emotions like anger, guilt, and

did this to me..... I feel so confused and disgusted.... I wanted to kill her....but I was scared and embarrassed too that maybe she was right

dont..you were helpless...you were a child....who was confused and scared and have no choice....like I was

I did with you make me happy that I endured that molestation for a

Was she back again? theo why didn't you told

maintain a good facade that anyone falls for her....she sound so pious and graceful..no one doubt her..and I knew no one will believe me....things get over hand when mom hired her to tutor tom too....she blackmailed if I didn't

protect his brother from that wiled women that he took her abuse for

down 'when it

that day never came...after a year she died in a car accident...it was really bad

was more like anger fuck for me ..People getting scared of me...and girls .I start using girls like a dirt...shard fuck was my way to get out June from my system...but then i realized my anger will hurt some girl badly...so i stopped dating and even looking at girls....i knew i has to found out why she did that to me...so with the help of my some older friends. I got to know she molested more than a done kids like me she was into kids (he look disgusted) i dont know why at that moment i knew i

feel guilty and embarrassed about it ..you were innocent it was that bitch fault and yes

next week... I hoped I got some pointers that I will discuss that will help to clear your

but theo looked disturbed....Sarah today feel so sad

sighs and looked

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why you are not talking to

see how Theo demur has changed after their session with Becca...hell she

as a child what theo has endured. Men like theo who portrayed themselves so strong, expressing their helpless situations and weakness surely turned them like this

talking he just go directly to his office...it was only dinner

Ava was babbling

from Ava question and tries to smile 'sorry baby

'daddy... I told you I need a new dolly and

smiled 'ok but what you know

on my storybook, Alice was riding a cycle right mama' Ava confirm it from

Theo poke Ava nose 'then