Cruel World

Chap 43

Afer one year

Theo

He was dead tired and when he enters his bedroom...he decide to jump directly to bed without taking shower...he dropped his coat and shoes on the floor and walked towards his bed...he stopped in the midway when he saw a woman was laying on his bed

He walks slowly and put his hand on the women shoulder and turn her on her back...he flinched when he saw it was Sarah...who was sleeping peacefully...he was speechless...he looked at her beautiful and delicate features and winced when she opens her eyes 'Theo' she softly said

Theo closed his eyes to save her soft voice in his memory 'Sarah?' he asked in shocked

Sarah put her hands on his face ' i like the light beard look on you...it suits you'

Theo lean on her hand 'but...how...you are here?'

Sarah giggled 'and where I can be. I miss you so much'

she puts her lips on his...Theo was tense and confused as hell but he can't deny her touch ...he kissed her back and wiped his tears 'Fuck... I miss you so much...Sarah, I can't even tell you how I survived without you...those days without you were hell'

Sarah kissed his cheeks 'sshh...I'm here now...we are together now...that's what matter that most'

Theo smiled and protectively hold her 'i won't let you go...i will keep you with me all the time'

Sarah smiled vanished 'but you did let me go...you hurt me ...you hurt my AVa'

Theo shakes his head but Sarah was getting away from his hold...he tries to catch her...but she was crying badly...Theo try to run to her but he saw she was bleeding...she was looking so weak and fragile and then she falls down

Theo screamed 'SARAH'

Theo suddenly wake up from his dream and his whole body was covered in sweat and he was breathing loudly...that was a dream...just a dream...a dream he has been looking for one year...fuck ...he gets up from the bed and took a shower

He still can't fucking believe it has been one year...one fucking year where he is living like a dead person and Sarah is still in jail...he still can't understand why he sees this kind of dream every day and why he feels guilty that he did something terrible...he shook his head..he need to get out from the house now

He walked toward his room to start looking for his things but he cant finds anything...fuck if Sarah was here his things were in his hand right now....theo stop it..he scolds himself...just stop it...

He needs a fucking strong coffee...this fucking house staff know shit about his routine if Sarah was here she would have

'Fucking stop it...you don't need her she is not here and will never be here' he yelled at himself

After struggling to find his stuff he was finally ready...he decides to stop by at his father wing ...Mr grey condition is still the same but their relationship has been more restrained than previous year since Sarah has gone... Mr grey still believes Sarah is innocent even all the evidence are against her.

But being the oldest son he will always make an effort...he walks toward his father room...and he heard his mom loud voice 'You spoil brat...look what you did...where is your nanny...you really need to get punished this time'

He looked confused to whom she is talking like that when he heard a small wobbling voice 'Im sorry grandma' Theo stop and realized it was Ava's voice

He feels protective all of a sudden why his mother is scolding her...He heard his father broken words to 'Roo...roma ...dont..dont..say to ...her'

favouring her she always does this shitty

leaning towards Mr Grey wheelchair and she was holding her grand dada hand and her tears were falling.

said 'whats happening and why mom are

on my floor ...she always makes a mess... I don't know why she always

said 'I...I t..ttt..told

head and Theo replied 'Mom you do know it can get clean...it

Ava nanny came with the glass of milk and give to Roma ..'Im sorry Mr grey ...but Miss Ava she was complaining to be with her dada. I

Ava 'Ava do what your nanny and grandma say

and nodes and softly

said to him daddy...like it hit him on the fact that what a shitty dad he

dadda' Mr grey smiled at

scared when she holds her nanny hand and he doesn't know why...maybe

can't you

rubbed his forehead 'mom we already had a discussion on this..' Theo

his face 'No...not ..your dad...look

more guilty and

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saw tom coming with food..he looks at the time and does not realize it was

'I didn't

shocked his head 'because you are super

hold

in the midway and feels sad for Ava it

I didn't mean that..I'm sorry. Ava ...of course it's her birthday too. I

sad smile 'dont...mom will be angry let mom

'so have you talked to a

if Ava was not involved Sarah and I have got the divorce easily..since her lawyer morgan already plead that custody should be given only to Sarah it makes it messy maybe after her

want to bound yourself....surely one day you will find someone

so now I'm

but still

then his phone ring it was

was telling us she wanted to see her daughter ..if

for a moment...Sarah..she called...'ok

transfer...he kept his promise when he told Sarah he will let Ava meet her...but Roma think it will not him move forward like this if he still connect with Sarah

and I want some time with her...please let meet her...its almost a year

what she meant she hasn't seen Ava

every month Ava went with her nanny to

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Ava

get angry with her again

you spoil girl..' she also holds her arm and shakes her so bad that Ava feel her arm will fall out 'the stupid girl if ever saw you ...if I lost my job because of

tears were falling and she scaredly replied 'sorry..plesh..you