Being alone was what I was never used to but being here- on Xerxes' pack and mansion had forced me to embraced being alone everyday.

One month felt like a decade.

Lucy goes back to the pack house whenever her work in the mansion is done and I am left alone in this huge mansion without anyone to share my thoughts or talk with.

I looked around the room I was in and all I saw was blank, plain and not a thing in this room gave me a homey feeling.

Everything was finally catching up to me.

I was tired and started feeling a sense of suffocation whenever I am left alone in this mansion.

Even the magnificent library in this mansion did little to ease my feeling of loneliness.

I was homesick.

I walked out of the room and down the stairs making my way towards the kitchen.

"Good morning, Lucy"I mastered up a smile.

"Good morning, Meryl."Lucy greeted back.

She placed a plate before of me as I took a seat.

I heard heavy footsteps and then the seat beside me was occupied.

Lucy placed a plate before him and greeted him, "Good morning, Alpha"

"Morning."

He nodded stiffly and started eating his breakfast in silence.

"Good morning...Alpha.’ I mumbled causing him to stop eating for a second.

"Morning."

He continued eating without even sparing a glance my way.

It was the usual.

Him avoiding me as if I was plagued.

He hardly sleeps in his room and I was grateful for that.

He mostly sleeps in his study and I don't know whether he do that to avoid any contact with me or he really have a lot of work.

We were done with the breakfast soon and without any words exchanged.

He stood up and walked out of the kitchen without a word.

I sighed before gulping down my half filled OJ glass.

"Thank you for the breakfast Lucy"

I stated gratefully.

"You don't have to- Alpha?"

Lucy looked behind me as she held a confused face and I was too.

I turned around to find Xerxes standing at the kitchen doorway.

He cleared his throat and looked at Lucy.

"Lucy, go to the pack house"

Lucy looked at me and she hesitated, probably realizing how lonely I would be if she go away so early.

But also at the same time, she can't defy or go against what her Alpha said so she agreed reluctantly.

She nodded before grabbing her things.

Lucy walked towards me and gave me an apologetic smile.

"I will be back tomorrow.’ She hugged and I hugged her back murmuring an okay.

She pulled back and turned towards Xerxes whose expression was neutral and blank, she gave him a nod once again and walked towards the front door.

I kept gazing at her retreating form until I heard a throat being cleared.

I snapped my attention back at Xerxes who looked like he had something to say but instead of saying anything like I thought he would, he turned around and made his way towards the front door.

I walked behind him and out of the kitchen to get to the library and explore the hidden, mysterious world of the wizards and legends mentioned in the books which were placed on the shelf untouched, but Xerxes voice stopped me.

"Meryl."

With my one foot on the first step of the stairs, I turned around to face him.

He motioned me to come over and I had to do what he said because of the mark he had given me.

His mark on my neck didn't let me do anything against him nor can I go against his orders.

This mark makes me feel like a prisoner, a slave who is bound to do anything his master wishes and this mansion, my cage, my prison from where I can go nowhere nor can I see the outside world.

It felt like ages since I had last seen what the outside world really looked like and I craved to be free again.

When I was near him, his eyes glazed over and then there was a knock on the door.

I gave him a curious look, thinking he would explain

was on the other side of

was on the door but

huffed giving up

stopped and faced Xerxes, one of them was huge and even bulkier than Xerxes

scarier than the other

protect her at all cost.’ Xerxes

Alpha.’ Both of them replied, their expressions void of

beamed looking up at him

I won't be alone

down at

want anything,

head quickly and he walked out of the mansion without

as

they looked scary, at least I

"Hi, I am Meryl.

men and offered my

guy took my hand and

Dante and

widely pointing at himself and

eyes at his fellow friend but his expression

if you need us, Luna.’ Thomas said before bowing

Dante's arm

to or would ever get used to but what he

where are you

asked not wanting them to leave

halted in their tracks and turned around to

we will be at the

"But..."

want to alone, all

wanted to say

me a sad smile probably noticing the

turning around to get to the library and

closed behind me and I sighed

will mate

it aside and laid down on the

these books

still alone

and grabbed the book which I was previously reading

thick and

pages of it were

of the book and read the

"Legacies and Prophecies""

recognizable perhaps because it was

legacies left behind by

my hands and placed it back on the

all the

the only place where I feel

the door and walked out of the library, closing

was bored, alone and

stairs and

tried to open the door but it won't

and realised it was

angrily when I realised Xerxes had locked me inside even when he had guards looking after

that the thought didn't cross my mind but not knowing where my pack is and how far it

prepared if I am going to run but I've never really given much thought

on the door wishing that the guards

"Yes, Luna?"

heard Thomas deep

you please

lip, silently praying for them

for a moment then I heard faint voices coming from the other side of the

do you think you are

Thomas voice,

"Opening the door"

I

forget the Alpha's

saying this there was complete

something or the door to open but

in defeat and when I thought they wouldn't

squealed in delight opening the

to step outside but Thomas stood before me and I had to take a step back inside

gave him a questioning gaze

want something,

asked me, his eyes practically glaring down

intense stare and cold tone, I couldn't help but cower back a

"Urn.."

her.’ Dante elbowed his side with a

"I'm sorry.

know how to talk with a lady.’ Dante smiled at

feeling a little

seemed nice and

to

if I did I'd start overthinking and would probably end up in the bedroom, alone.At my blurted

"You can't"

while Dante looked deep

"But I want to.

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