Being alone was what I was never used to but being here- on Xerxes' pack and mansion had forced me to embraced being alone everyday.

One month felt like a decade.

Lucy goes back to the pack house whenever her work in the mansion is done and I am left alone in this huge mansion without anyone to share my thoughts or talk with.

I looked around the room I was in and all I saw was blank, plain and not a thing in this room gave me a homey feeling.

Everything was finally catching up to me.

I was tired and started feeling a sense of suffocation whenever I am left alone in this mansion.

Even the magnificent library in this mansion did little to ease my feeling of loneliness.

I was homesick.

I walked out of the room and down the stairs making my way towards the kitchen.

"Good morning, Lucy"I mastered up a smile.

"Good morning, Meryl."Lucy greeted back.

She placed a plate before of me as I took a seat.

I heard heavy footsteps and then the seat beside me was occupied.

Lucy placed a plate before him and greeted him, "Good morning, Alpha"

"Morning."

He nodded stiffly and started eating his breakfast in silence.

"Good morning...Alpha.’ I mumbled causing him to stop eating for a second.

"Morning."

He continued eating without even sparing a glance my way.

It was the usual.

Him avoiding me as if I was plagued.

He hardly sleeps in his room and I was grateful for that.

He mostly sleeps in his study and I don't know whether he do that to avoid any contact with me or he really have a lot of work.

We were done with the breakfast soon and without any words exchanged.

He stood up and walked out of the kitchen without a word.

I sighed before gulping down my half filled OJ glass.

"Thank you for the breakfast Lucy"

I stated gratefully.

"You don't have to- Alpha?"

Lucy looked behind me as she held a confused face and I was too.

I turned around to find Xerxes standing at the kitchen doorway.

He cleared his throat and looked at Lucy.

"Lucy, go to the pack house"

Lucy looked at me and she hesitated, probably realizing how lonely I would be if she go away so early.

But also at the same time, she can't defy or go against what her Alpha said so she agreed reluctantly.

She nodded before grabbing her things.

Lucy walked towards me and gave me an apologetic smile.

"I will be back tomorrow.’ She hugged and I hugged her back murmuring an okay.

She pulled back and turned towards Xerxes whose expression was neutral and blank, she gave him a nod once again and walked towards the front door.

I kept gazing at her retreating form until I heard a throat being cleared.

I snapped my attention back at Xerxes who looked like he had something to say but instead of saying anything like I thought he would, he turned around and made his way towards the front door.

I walked behind him and out of the kitchen to get to the library and explore the hidden, mysterious world of the wizards and legends mentioned in the books which were placed on the shelf untouched, but Xerxes voice stopped me.

"Meryl."

With my one foot on the first step of the stairs, I turned around to face him.

He motioned me to come over and I had to do what he said because of the mark he had given me.

His mark on my neck didn't let me do anything against him nor can I go against his orders.

This mark makes me feel like a prisoner, a slave who is bound to do anything his master wishes and this mansion, my cage, my prison from where I can go nowhere nor can I see the outside world.

It felt like ages since I had last seen what the outside world really looked like and I craved to be free again.

When I was near him, his eyes glazed over and then there was a knock on the door.

him a curious look, thinking he would explain

whoever was on

who was on the door but his huge frame didn't allow

huffed giving up

men who stopped and faced Xerxes, one of them was huge and even bulkier than Xerxes with a stoic expression while the other one was huge but the smallest compared to the other

also looked less scarier

and protect

Both of them replied, their expressions void

up at him at

I won't be

looked down at

you want anything,

head quickly and he walked out of the mansion without uttering a word after

face as

they looked scary, at least I

"Hi, I am Meryl.

at the two men and offered my

less scarier guy took my hand and shook

Dante and he is

widely pointing at himself and then at the

his fellow friend but his expression remained intact- hard

outside if you need us, Luna.’ Thomas said before bowing to

grabbed Dante's arm

used to but what he said before Luna was more important to

are you both

not wanting them

in their tracks and turned

so we will be at

"But..."

want to alone,

say this

orders, Luna.’ Dante gave me a sad

before turning around to get to the library and

behind me

wolf will be born who will mate and bear a

it aside and

these books weren't helping

still alone and

I was previously reading before I tossed

thick and old, really old

of it were

examined the cover of the book and read the name of

"Legacies and Prophecies""

P were hardly recognizable perhaps because it was old

behind by some of the

placed it back on the shelf

around, taking in all the shelves and shelves of

is the best and the only place where I feel at peace and

and walked out of the library, closing the door

bored, alone and had

stairs and towards the front

to open the door but it won't

tried again and realised

Xerxes had locked me inside even when he had

where my pack is and how far it is,

rather be prepared if I am going to run but I've never really given much

knocked on the door wishing that the guards were there to hear

"Yes, Luna?"

Thomas

you please open the

silently praying for them to open the

was quiet for a moment then I heard faint voices coming from the other side of the

you think you are

Thomas voice, no

"Opening the door"

smiled when I heard

the Alpha's

complete silence on the other

or the door

they wouldn't open the door, I heard a

squealed in delight opening

stood before me and I had to take a step

a questioning gaze when he didn't let me

you want

asked me, his eyes practically glaring down at

I couldn't help but cower

"Urn.."

scaring her.’ Dante elbowed his side with a scowl

"I'm sorry.

doesn't know how to talk with a lady.’ Dante smiled at me charmingly

feeling a little at ease

nice and

to

if I did I'd start overthinking and would probably end up in the bedroom, alone.At my blurted words both of them looked at me, one with a straight face and

"You can't"

while Dante

"But I want to.

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