Being alone was what I was never used to but being here- on Xerxes' pack and mansion had forced me to embraced being alone everyday.

One month felt like a decade.

Lucy goes back to the pack house whenever her work in the mansion is done and I am left alone in this huge mansion without anyone to share my thoughts or talk with.

I looked around the room I was in and all I saw was blank, plain and not a thing in this room gave me a homey feeling.

Everything was finally catching up to me.

I was tired and started feeling a sense of suffocation whenever I am left alone in this mansion.

Even the magnificent library in this mansion did little to ease my feeling of loneliness.

I was homesick.

I walked out of the room and down the stairs making my way towards the kitchen.

"Good morning, Lucy"I mastered up a smile.

"Good morning, Meryl."Lucy greeted back.

She placed a plate before of me as I took a seat.

I heard heavy footsteps and then the seat beside me was occupied.

Lucy placed a plate before him and greeted him, "Good morning, Alpha"

"Morning."

He nodded stiffly and started eating his breakfast in silence.

"Good morning...Alpha.’ I mumbled causing him to stop eating for a second.

"Morning."

He continued eating without even sparing a glance my way.

It was the usual.

Him avoiding me as if I was plagued.

He hardly sleeps in his room and I was grateful for that.

He mostly sleeps in his study and I don't know whether he do that to avoid any contact with me or he really have a lot of work.

We were done with the breakfast soon and without any words exchanged.

He stood up and walked out of the kitchen without a word.

I sighed before gulping down my half filled OJ glass.

"Thank you for the breakfast Lucy"

I stated gratefully.

"You don't have to- Alpha?"

Lucy looked behind me as she held a confused face and I was too.

I turned around to find Xerxes standing at the kitchen doorway.

He cleared his throat and looked at Lucy.

"Lucy, go to the pack house"

Lucy looked at me and she hesitated, probably realizing how lonely I would be if she go away so early.

But also at the same time, she can't defy or go against what her Alpha said so she agreed reluctantly.

She nodded before grabbing her things.

Lucy walked towards me and gave me an apologetic smile.

"I will be back tomorrow.’ She hugged and I hugged her back murmuring an okay.

She pulled back and turned towards Xerxes whose expression was neutral and blank, she gave him a nod once again and walked towards the front door.

I kept gazing at her retreating form until I heard a throat being cleared.

I snapped my attention back at Xerxes who looked like he had something to say but instead of saying anything like I thought he would, he turned around and made his way towards the front door.

I walked behind him and out of the kitchen to get to the library and explore the hidden, mysterious world of the wizards and legends mentioned in the books which were placed on the shelf untouched, but Xerxes voice stopped me.

"Meryl."

With my one foot on the first step of the stairs, I turned around to face him.

He motioned me to come over and I had to do what he said because of the mark he had given me.

His mark on my neck didn't let me do anything against him nor can I go against his orders.

This mark makes me feel like a prisoner, a slave who is bound to do anything his master wishes and this mansion, my cage, my prison from where I can go nowhere nor can I see the outside world.

It felt like ages since I had last seen what the outside world really looked like and I craved to be free again.

When I was near him, his eyes glazed over and then there was a knock on the door.

with someone? I gave him a curious look, thinking he would explain something but he turned around ignoring me

in.”He said to whoever was on the other side

looked who was on the door but

huffed giving up

and faced Xerxes, one of them was huge and even bulkier than Xerxes with a stoic expression

also looked less scarier than the other

and protect her at all cost.’

them replied, their expressions

up at

won't

looked down at

want anything, ask

my head quickly and he walked out of the mansion

my face as I faced the

looked scary, at least I won't

"Hi, I am Meryl.

the two men and offered my hand to

scarier guy took my hand

and he is

smiled widely pointing at himself and then at

rolled his eyes at his fellow friend

outside if you need us, Luna.’ Thomas

grabbed Dante's arm

Luna was what I wasn't used to or would ever get used to but what he

where are you

wanting them to

both halted in their tracks and turned around to

we will

"But..."

don’t want to

wanted to say this

gave me a sad smile probably noticing the dampen

understanding before turning around to get to the library and bury

door closed behind me and

be born who will mate and bear

aside and laid down

these books weren't

am still alone and

up and grabbed the book which I was previously reading

a thick and old,

of it

the book and read the

"Legacies and Prophecies""

and P were hardly recognizable perhaps because it was old

behind by

placed

taking in all the shelves and shelves of books

where I feel at peace and relax in this whole wide

made my way towards the door and walked out of the library, closing the door

was bored, alone and had

down the stairs and towards

tried to open the

and realised it

had locked me

not knowing where my pack is and how far it is, I wasn't going to run blindly like a wild

to run but I've never really given

the door wishing that

"Yes, Luna?"

heard Thomas

you please open

praying

was quiet for a moment then I heard faint voices coming from the

think you

Thomas voice,

"Opening the door"

I heard Dante's

the Alpha's

complete silence on the

them to say something or the door to open

I thought they wouldn't open the door, I

squealed in delight opening the

a move to step outside but Thomas stood before me and

gave him a questioning gaze when he didn't

you want something,

eyes practically glaring down at

stare and cold tone, I couldn't help but cower back a

"Urn.."

her.’ Dante elbowed his side with a scowl

"I'm sorry.

know how to talk with a lady.’ Dante

little at ease

nice and

want to

blurted without giving much thought to what I was saying because if I did I'd start overthinking and would probably end up in the bedroom, alone.At my blurted words both

"You can't"

shook his head while Dante looked deep

"But I want to.

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