Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 4

Utterly broken
Have you ever felt like your heart has been put in a mincer? That is how I feel right now looking at them. I feel like my heart has been shredded into pieces.

If I could take the useless piece of organ and throw it away then I would. Because the pain that was tearing through me was unimaginable.

I wanted to run away. To look away, but I couldn’t. My eyes were fixed on them and no matter how I wanted to avert them it was like they were glued there. To the loving scene that was playing before me.

I watch as they separate. Rowan’s eyes soften as he stares at the love of his life. I continue to watch as he cups her face in his hands. He brings her closer to him. He doesn’t kiss her, just lays his forehead against hers.

He looks peaceful. Like he’s finally home after a long time. Like he was finally whole.

‘I’ve missed you’ I read the words forming on his lips.

I don’t want to imagine what would be happening between them right now if they had met under a different circumstance. If they had met when we were still married. Would he have cheated on me?

Part of me wants to deny that thought but I can’t be sure. After all, this was Emma we were talking about. Rowan would go to hell and back for her sake.

Unable to take it anymore. I stand up and rush outside.

The moment I get outside the tears begin to fall. It fucking hurt and I didn’t know how to numb or stop the pain. But who could I blame? I was the one at fault for falling in love with a man that didn’t belong to me.

“Please make it stop. Make the pain stop” I beg whichever higher power is there to listen to me.

There is no answer though. No reprieve.

feel my chest constricting. I couldn’t get enough air into my lungs no matter

a man that doesn’t belong to you” his mocking voice penetrates the

little sister then you can walk your ass back to the hospital where your family is. There

cry. I won’t give them the chance

face. I guess he

away from her but now they can

let out a sarcastic

again. After this, none of you

His brows pinched in confusion. “What do you

ever happened. I’ll cry myself to sleep then

if she

hear Travis calling my name but I don’t bother to turn around. I just wanted to go home and break apart in

and drive home. Rowan told me that Noah was with his mother. I didn’t want to deal yet with another person that hated my guts. He was safe, so I’ll just

in record time. Being there alone just reminded me how truly alone I am. I have no one to comfort me or look after me.

falling down my

could go back in

the past. Once it’s happened, you can never change

three days since father died and everyone is in turmoil. It came as shock to everyone. He was a well known and loved man. So everyone was

loved up and in Emma’s

those bitter thoughts, I focus

Noah’s voice comes from behind

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