Ex-Husband's Regret

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Rowan

There is something that happens inside you when you see your ex–wife, the mother of your son, shot and bleeding on the cold cemetery ground. Something I never thought I would feel towards Ava. 1

When I saw the men with guns pointing at us, I didn’t fucking think. I knew Noah was safe with my parents so my instincts took over and I dived for Emma. I would die for her and I was prepared to do just that..

I was relieved when the shooters ran after seeing the police but my relief was short lived when one of the officers shouted for an ambulance. I turned around wondering who was hurt, only I didn’t expect it to be Ava and seeing her hurt almost brought me to my knees.

It was a flurry of events after that. The ambulance arrived and the officer refused to let Ava go until he made sure she was safely in the able arms of the doctor.

I was pissed at his reluctance to let her go, she was my wife, I mean ex–wife but more importantly I was pissed at myself. I should have protected her. If something worse had happened to Ava, how would I have explained it to Noah? How would I justify the fact that I had failed to protect his mother?

So here I was pacing back and forth in the waiting room. So fucking worried because we hadn’t gotten a word since Ava was rushed to the emergency room. No one had come out to inform us of the prognosis.

“Please let her be okay” Kate, her mother whispered.

This is the first time I’ve heard any emotion in her voice when she talked about Ava I guess losing her husband and then almost losing her daughter softened her a bit.

We were all here with the exception of Noah Travis was seated next to Kate who was next to

Emma

I sat down unable to control the anxiety inside me. I needed her to be okay for Noah’s sake. I kept telling myself

I don’t know fo

ow long we were waiting, but when I looked up I saw Ava. She was over at the nurse’s station handing off papers. Her left arm was in a sling as she took her credit card and put it in her bag.

With difficulty, she managed to get out her phone, while still holding her bag. You could see that it wasn’t an easy task by the frown on her face.

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“Ava” I called as she was about to walk past us. Her eyes still on her phone.

She looked up. I immediately noticed that something about her was different. I couldn’t place my

finger on it but it was there.

“What are you doing here, did someone else get hurt?” she asked. Her voice flat and devoid of any

emotion.

“How are you doing?” her mom asked instead of replying.

“Unfortunately for you, I’m not dead yet”

Her answer took everyone by surprise. Not only because of how she worded, but because of how cold it was.

I decide to cut in. “Where are you going”

“Home” was her only answer.

“Your hand is in a sling, you can’t drive” I reason.

“That’s why I called an Uber”

“Ava we need to talk. It’s about you father” Kate whispers making Ava turn to her mother.

could see

see what that

consider me his

doesn’t pay

off all her feelings leaving nothing behind but a

the door but then stopped.

house” Travis answered. His eyes

“Looks like you’ll get that talk after

you” I

me a frown from Emma but she’s got to understand. No matter my difference

she is

the Uber like I had planned and meet you

saying anything else, she turned and left. We stare

be close to

she rejected my offer.

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go before she gets home and leaves before we’ve had the chance to talk” Kate says softly. Her

jump into my Cadillac Escalade and drive off. Breaking every speed limit, we get

who was basically ignoring them. It was weird seeing this side of her. Most of

get this over with” she says

proposal that he wanted to partner with me. I

company belonged to a criminal gang. Neither James nor I wanted anything illegal

word, her brows were furrowed as if she

wanted, they didn’t take it well that we had ousted them so they went into hiding. We thought that since the police were involved they would keep their

father. They promised to make him pay then came after his wife and children. They blamed him because he was the one that had approached them even though he didn’t they

knew. I look at Emma to find shock and fear etched on

Ava and the same dead and cold look is

of this has to do with me” her voice is cool as she looks at us. Her eyes piercing us like shards

up. “I’m going to

taking this seriously” I say through gritted

this meant? How much danger she was in. How‘ things today could’ve

with us planning

am and like I said I don’t see how this involves

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frustration I was feeling. “You were shot today shouldn’t that tell

that I was in the right place

speak but Ava

you, not me. Everyone in this damn city knows that none

use of going after someone

if she died?”

through the air leaving us.cold. This was so unlike her. What the

eyes are devoid of

bothered me. I hated

her eyes

someone whose safety should be your priority then. it’s the woman beside you.

pauses then faces the rest. Staring each

need it and if it turns out I’m danger I will deal

her in

has just slapped her.Emma springs up and stares her down,

but not

just like always you want everything to be about you” she seethes making