Ex-Husband's Regret

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Rowan

There is something that happens inside you when you see your ex–wife, the mother of your son, shot and bleeding on the cold cemetery ground. Something I never thought I would feel towards Ava. 1

When I saw the men with guns pointing at us, I didn’t fucking think. I knew Noah was safe with my parents so my instincts took over and I dived for Emma. I would die for her and I was prepared to do just that..

I was relieved when the shooters ran after seeing the police but my relief was short lived when one of the officers shouted for an ambulance. I turned around wondering who was hurt, only I didn’t expect it to be Ava and seeing her hurt almost brought me to my knees.

It was a flurry of events after that. The ambulance arrived and the officer refused to let Ava go until he made sure she was safely in the able arms of the doctor.

I was pissed at his reluctance to let her go, she was my wife, I mean ex–wife but more importantly I was pissed at myself. I should have protected her. If something worse had happened to Ava, how would I have explained it to Noah? How would I justify the fact that I had failed to protect his mother?

So here I was pacing back and forth in the waiting room. So fucking worried because we hadn’t gotten a word since Ava was rushed to the emergency room. No one had come out to inform us of the prognosis.

“Please let her be okay” Kate, her mother whispered.

This is the first time I’ve heard any emotion in her voice when she talked about Ava I guess losing her husband and then almost losing her daughter softened her a bit.

We were all here with the exception of Noah Travis was seated next to Kate who was next to

Emma

I sat down unable to control the anxiety inside me. I needed her to be okay for Noah’s sake. I kept telling myself

I don’t know fo

ow long we were waiting, but when I looked up I saw Ava. She was over at the nurse’s station handing off papers. Her left arm was in a sling as she took her credit card and put it in her bag.

With difficulty, she managed to get out her phone, while still holding her bag. You could see that it wasn’t an easy task by the frown on her face.

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“Ava” I called as she was about to walk past us. Her eyes still on her phone.

She looked up. I immediately noticed that something about her was different. I couldn’t place my

finger on it but it was there.

“What are you doing here, did someone else get hurt?” she asked. Her voice flat and devoid of any

emotion.

“How are you doing?” her mom asked instead of replying.

“Unfortunately for you, I’m not dead yet”

Her answer took everyone by surprise. Not only because of how she worded, but because of how cold it was.

I decide to cut in. “Where are you going”

“Home” was her only answer.

“Your hand is in a sling, you can’t drive” I reason.

“That’s why I called an Uber”

“Ava we need to talk. It’s about you father” Kate whispers making Ava turn to her mother.

missing. I could see it in her

see what that

didn’t consider me

her mother’s throat but Ava doesn’t pay any

all her feelings leaving nothing behind but a

door but then stopped. “Where

mom’s house” Travis answered. His

you’ll get

drive you”

Emma but she’s got to understand.

and she is hurt.

down. “No need. I’ll use the Uber like I had planned and meet you

else, she turned and left. We stare at

any opportunity to be close to me. So we

she rejected my offer.

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go before she gets home and leaves before we’ve had the

into my Cadillac Escalade and drive off. Breaking every speed limit, we get to Kate’s house

park the car and get out. Getting inside the house we find my parents, Gabe and Ava who was basically ignoring them. It was weird seeing this side of her. Most of the time she would try to make small talk with them

over with” she says

he wanted to partner with me. I agreed because I thought it was

It was later that we realized that the company belonged to a criminal gang. Neither James nor I wanted anything illegal to touch our companies. We knew that it would be inevitable if we continued with them so we found a way

the word, her brows were furrowed as if she

they didn’t take it well that we had ousted them so they went into hiding. We thought that since the police

from there. “They started threatening your father. They promised to make him pay then came after his wife and children. They blamed him because he was the one that had approached them even though he didn’t they were involved in illegal business. We thought

Gabe and my parents already knew. I look at Emma to find

Ava and the same dead and

has to do with me” her voice is cool as she looks

“I’m going to take Noah and

this seriously”

meant? How much danger she was

planning her

and like I said I

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same frustration I was feeling.

glares at him. “All it tells me is that I was in the right

Kate goes to speak but

me. Everyone

so what’s the use of going after

if she died?”

words cut through the air leaving us.cold. This was so

turns to look at me. Her eyes are devoid of any emotion. It’s like she

at me bothered me. I hated that

her eyes

priority then. it’s the woman beside you. She was his perfect little

created” she pauses then faces the

fake ass concern. I don’t fucking need it and if it turns out I’m danger I will deal with it by myself. I’d rather die than accept any of your protection” she finishes

gasps and we stare at her in surprise. Unable to recognize the

slapped her.Emma springs up and stares her down, trying to intimidate her. In

down but

always you want everything to be about you” she seethes making Ava laugh tonelessly.