Ex-Husband's Regret

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Rowan

There is something that happens inside you when you see your ex–wife, the mother of your son, shot and bleeding on the cold cemetery ground. Something I never thought I would feel towards Ava. 1

When I saw the men with guns pointing at us, I didn’t fucking think. I knew Noah was safe with my parents so my instincts took over and I dived for Emma. I would die for her and I was prepared to do just that..

I was relieved when the shooters ran after seeing the police but my relief was short lived when one of the officers shouted for an ambulance. I turned around wondering who was hurt, only I didn’t expect it to be Ava and seeing her hurt almost brought me to my knees.

It was a flurry of events after that. The ambulance arrived and the officer refused to let Ava go until he made sure she was safely in the able arms of the doctor.

I was pissed at his reluctance to let her go, she was my wife, I mean ex–wife but more importantly I was pissed at myself. I should have protected her. If something worse had happened to Ava, how would I have explained it to Noah? How would I justify the fact that I had failed to protect his mother?

So here I was pacing back and forth in the waiting room. So fucking worried because we hadn’t gotten a word since Ava was rushed to the emergency room. No one had come out to inform us of the prognosis.

“Please let her be okay” Kate, her mother whispered.

This is the first time I’ve heard any emotion in her voice when she talked about Ava I guess losing her husband and then almost losing her daughter softened her a bit.

We were all here with the exception of Noah Travis was seated next to Kate who was next to

Emma

I sat down unable to control the anxiety inside me. I needed her to be okay for Noah’s sake. I kept telling myself

I don’t know fo

ow long we were waiting, but when I looked up I saw Ava. She was over at the nurse’s station handing off papers. Her left arm was in a sling as she took her credit card and put it in her bag.

With difficulty, she managed to get out her phone, while still holding her bag. You could see that it wasn’t an easy task by the frown on her face.

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“Ava” I called as she was about to walk past us. Her eyes still on her phone.

She looked up. I immediately noticed that something about her was different. I couldn’t place my

finger on it but it was there.

“What are you doing here, did someone else get hurt?” she asked. Her voice flat and devoid of any

emotion.

“How are you doing?” her mom asked instead of replying.

“Unfortunately for you, I’m not dead yet”

Her answer took everyone by surprise. Not only because of how she worded, but because of how cold it was.

I decide to cut in. “Where are you going”

“Home” was her only answer.

“Your hand is in a sling, you can’t drive” I reason.

“That’s why I called an Uber”

“Ava we need to talk. It’s about you father” Kate whispers making Ava turn to her mother.

something missing. I could see it

stared at her mother. “I don’t see what that has to do with me, the

consider me

sob tore from her mother’s throat but Ava doesn’t pay

feelings leaving nothing behind but a

moved towards the door but then

mom’s house” Travis answered. His

like you’ll

you”

a frown from Emma but she’s got to

still Noah’s mother and she is

need. I’ll use the Uber

turned and left. We stare

would jump at any opportunity to be close to me.

she rejected my offer.

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had the chance to talk” Kate says

jump into my Cadillac Escalade and drive off. Breaking every speed limit, we get to Kate’s house just in time to see Ava closing the door

basically ignoring them. It was weird seeing this side

just get this over with” she says in irritation as she takes

that he wanted to partner with me. I agreed because I thought

nor I wanted anything illegal to touch our companies. We knew that it would be inevitable if we continued with

as if she was confused about where this

events of today. “Turns out the gang members were among the most wanted, they didn’t take it well that we had ousted them so

blamed him because he was the one that had approached them even though he didn’t they

I look at Emma

and the same dead and cold

voice is

going to take Noah and

taking this seriously” I say

what this meant? How much danger she was in. How‘

us planning her funeral

said I don’t

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the same frustration I was feeling. “You were shot today shouldn’t

that I was in the right

to speak but

you, not me. Everyone in

the use of going

if she died?”

air leaving us.cold.

look at me. Her eyes are devoid of any emotion. It’s like

me bothered me. I hated that I couldn’t see any

her eyes

should worry about, someone whose safety should be your priority then. it’s the woman

he created” she pauses then faces the rest. Staring each

fucking need it and if it turns out I’m danger I will deal with it by myself. I’d rather

stare at her in surprise. Unable

her.Emma springs up and stares her down, trying to intimidate her. In the past Ava would

but not

just like always you want everything to be