Ex-Husband's Regret

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Rowan

There is something that happens inside you when you see your ex–wife, the mother of your son, shot and bleeding on the cold cemetery ground. Something I never thought I would feel towards Ava. 1

When I saw the men with guns pointing at us, I didn’t fucking think. I knew Noah was safe with my parents so my instincts took over and I dived for Emma. I would die for her and I was prepared to do just that..

I was relieved when the shooters ran after seeing the police but my relief was short lived when one of the officers shouted for an ambulance. I turned around wondering who was hurt, only I didn’t expect it to be Ava and seeing her hurt almost brought me to my knees.

It was a flurry of events after that. The ambulance arrived and the officer refused to let Ava go until he made sure she was safely in the able arms of the doctor.

I was pissed at his reluctance to let her go, she was my wife, I mean ex–wife but more importantly I was pissed at myself. I should have protected her. If something worse had happened to Ava, how would I have explained it to Noah? How would I justify the fact that I had failed to protect his mother?

So here I was pacing back and forth in the waiting room. So fucking worried because we hadn’t gotten a word since Ava was rushed to the emergency room. No one had come out to inform us of the prognosis.

“Please let her be okay” Kate, her mother whispered.

This is the first time I’ve heard any emotion in her voice when she talked about Ava I guess losing her husband and then almost losing her daughter softened her a bit.

We were all here with the exception of Noah Travis was seated next to Kate who was next to

Emma

I sat down unable to control the anxiety inside me. I needed her to be okay for Noah’s sake. I kept telling myself

I don’t know fo

ow long we were waiting, but when I looked up I saw Ava. She was over at the nurse’s station handing off papers. Her left arm was in a sling as she took her credit card and put it in her bag.

With difficulty, she managed to get out her phone, while still holding her bag. You could see that it wasn’t an easy task by the frown on her face.

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“Ava” I called as she was about to walk past us. Her eyes still on her phone.

She looked up. I immediately noticed that something about her was different. I couldn’t place my

finger on it but it was there.

“What are you doing here, did someone else get hurt?” she asked. Her voice flat and devoid of any

emotion.

“How are you doing?” her mom asked instead of replying.

“Unfortunately for you, I’m not dead yet”

Her answer took everyone by surprise. Not only because of how she worded, but because of how cold it was.

I decide to cut in. “Where are you going”

“Home” was her only answer.

“Your hand is in a sling, you can’t drive” I reason.

“That’s why I called an Uber”

“Ava we need to talk. It’s about you father” Kate whispers making Ava turn to her mother.

I could

her mother. “I don’t see what that has to do

consider me his

tore from her mother’s throat but Ava doesn’t pay any

her feelings leaving nothing behind but

the door but then stopped. “Where is

Travis answered.

sighed. “Looks like you’ll get that

drive you” I

she’s got to understand. No matter my

Noah’s mother and she is hurt. Not forgetting that she was my

turns me down. “No need. I’ll use the Uber like I had planned and

left. We stare at

jump at any opportunity to be close to me. So

she rejected my offer.

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we’ve had the

Escalade and drive off. Breaking every speed limit, we get to Kate’s house just in time to see Ava closing

was basically ignoring them. It was weird seeing this side of her. Most of

over with” she says in irritation as she takes a

to partner with me. I

a criminal gang. Neither James nor I wanted anything illegal to touch our companies. We knew that it would be inevitable if we continued with them so we found a way to terminate the contract, and reported

the word, her brows were furrowed as if she was

they didn’t take it well that we had ousted them so they went into hiding. We thought

came after his wife and children. They blamed him because he was the one that had approached them even though he didn’t they were involved in illegal business. We thought that they were bluffing with their threats that’s until they

Gabe and my parents already knew. I look at Emma to find

I then turn to Ava and the same dead and cold look is still

how any of this has to do with me” her voice is cool as she looks

up. “I’m going to

it Ava, you’re not taking this seriously”

danger she was in. How‘ things

planning

I don’t

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was feeling. “You were shot today shouldn’t

glares at him. “All it tells me is that I was in the right

Kate goes to speak but Ava

the three of you, not me. Everyone in this damn city knows that none of

use of going after someone he wouldn’t care

if she died?”

words cut through the air leaving us.cold. This was so unlike

Her eyes are devoid of any emotion. It’s like she was

the way she looked at me bothered me. I hated that I couldn’t see any emotion

her eyes

worry about, someone whose safety should be your priority then. it’s the woman beside you. She was his perfect little princess, so stop

faces the rest. Staring each and

danger I will deal with it

and we stare at her in surprise. Unable to

Kate looks like Ava has just slapped her.Emma springs up and stares

down but

everything to