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It’s been a week sitace Noah left and i can’t find a pattern to live life without him This is the
longest we’ve been separated and I’m not ashamed to say that I am not handling it well
Nosh is my anchor and without home feel slightly Best Like I’m just drifting through life like a
stop wreck at sea Every day 1 eagerly wait for his calls because that’s what keeps me calm. Those calls and his sweet voice keep me grounded
I haven’t heard from Rowan since that day at the airport A part of my heart still longs for him but
I know that this is for the best. There was no future between us and I couldn’t go on living with a
man that didn’t love me
So far everything has been quiet. Not that anyone has tried to keep me informed or anything.
Since there hasn’t been any more shoot outs or people dying, then it’s safe to assume that those criminals have gone underground
All of a sudden I bump into someone Jolting me out of my thoughts.
“I’m so sorry, I did not see you” I apologize and bend down to pick up my books
I’m heading home from work Today has been a rather tiring day I just wanted to go home and
sleep
“It’s okay. I was also not paying attention to where I was going”
The familiar voice makes me snap my head in his direction. I wasn’t wrong Ethan was the one [
had bumped into
He helps me pick my books up and we get up together He gives me a charming smile and I find myself smiling back at him
“What are you doing here?” I ask him
He was in his officer uniform and damn did he look good. I might have sworn myself off men but
that didn’t mean I couldn’t look, and there was a lot to look at
was selling drugs to kids” he pauses before continuing “And I’m guessing you’re a teacher here?” he asks with
feeling conscious all of
against the idea, preferring I got a high
books
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Ethan asks, and he
can’t say there was any time during our marriage that Rowan had been interested
“Biology”
that” he winks,
wayward piece of hair
reason. Mainly because I wasn’t used
me twice. Unlike Emma who is a beautiful
a mouse compared
brown eyes and
it was hammered into me over and over again
we were growing up and if they did
to piss me off but
the opposite
call, we’ve
says after a while.
I reply. “It’s okay, I totally understand…I know
understood that that was just an excuse. He wasn’t planning
when he left my
from one foot to another
me, his blue eyes searching my soul. I
to see
shouts before turning to me. “I’m happy to see you beautiful, I’ll see
yeah?”
“Yeah” I mumble.
before walking away. I’m left
hell just happened.
while and
far from school, I decide to
though my shoulder was sore and sometime ached, it was still functional. I thought about everything I
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me was so different from how Rowan treated me that I wasn’t sure
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