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It’s been a week sitace Noah left and i can’t find a pattern to live life without him This is the
longest we’ve been separated and I’m not ashamed to say that I am not handling it well
Nosh is my anchor and without home feel slightly Best Like I’m just drifting through life like a
stop wreck at sea Every day 1 eagerly wait for his calls because that’s what keeps me calm. Those calls and his sweet voice keep me grounded
I haven’t heard from Rowan since that day at the airport A part of my heart still longs for him but
I know that this is for the best. There was no future between us and I couldn’t go on living with a
man that didn’t love me
So far everything has been quiet. Not that anyone has tried to keep me informed or anything.
Since there hasn’t been any more shoot outs or people dying, then it’s safe to assume that those criminals have gone underground
All of a sudden I bump into someone Jolting me out of my thoughts.
“I’m so sorry, I did not see you” I apologize and bend down to pick up my books
I’m heading home from work Today has been a rather tiring day I just wanted to go home and
sleep
“It’s okay. I was also not paying attention to where I was going”
The familiar voice makes me snap my head in his direction. I wasn’t wrong Ethan was the one [
had bumped into
He helps me pick my books up and we get up together He gives me a charming smile and I find myself smiling back at him
“What are you doing here?” I ask him
He was in his officer uniform and damn did he look good. I might have sworn myself off men but
that didn’t mean I couldn’t look, and there was a lot to look at
drugs to kids” he pauses before continuing “And I’m guessing you’re
feeling conscious all of
had been against the idea, preferring I got a high class job like Emma who was a fantastic lawyer or Travis who was
books
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you teach?” Ethan asks, and he genuinely looked interested in
that Rowan had been interested in
“Biology”
brains…I like that” he winks, making
tucking a wayward piece
made me feel flustered for some reason.
good looking men. Men don’t look at me
blonde, I was a mouse
going on for me. Brown hair, brown eyes
used to that since it was hammered into me over and
attention to me when we were growing up and if they did it was so
to piss me off but after a while
to the opposite S**.
call, we’ve just been busy
says after a while.
at him, I reply. “It’s okay, I totally understand…I know being
I did understand. I understood that that was just an excuse. He wasn’t
when he left my
shifting from one foot to another feeling hella
eyes searching my soul. I shift
Someone calls and I turn to see another
Ethan shouts before turning to me. “I’m happy to see you beautiful, I’ll
yeah?”
“Yeah” I mumble.
unexpected hug before
hell just happened.
the stupor after a while and begin walking. I
that far from school,
was still functional. I thought about everything I needed to Buy but at the forefront was my
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so different from how Rowan treated me that
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