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It’s been a week sitace Noah left and i can’t find a pattern to live life without him This is the

longest we’ve been separated and I’m not ashamed to say that I am not handling it well

Nosh is my anchor and without home feel slightly Best Like I’m just drifting through life like a

stop wreck at sea Every day 1 eagerly wait for his calls because that’s what keeps me calm. Those calls and his sweet voice keep me grounded

I haven’t heard from Rowan since that day at the airport A part of my heart still longs for him but

I know that this is for the best. There was no future between us and I couldn’t go on living with a

man that didn’t love me

So far everything has been quiet. Not that anyone has tried to keep me informed or anything.

Since there hasn’t been any more shoot outs or people dying, then it’s safe to assume that those criminals have gone underground

All of a sudden I bump into someone Jolting me out of my thoughts.

“I’m so sorry, I did not see you” I apologize and bend down to pick up my books

I’m heading home from work Today has been a rather tiring day I just wanted to go home and

sleep

“It’s okay. I was also not paying attention to where I was going”

The familiar voice makes me snap my head in his direction. I wasn’t wrong Ethan was the one [

had bumped into

He helps me pick my books up and we get up together He gives me a charming smile and I find myself smiling back at him

“What are you doing here?” I ask him

He was in his officer uniform and damn did he look good. I might have sworn myself off men but

that didn’t mean I couldn’t look, and there was a lot to look at

drugs to kids” he pauses before continuing “And I’m

reply feeling conscious

preferring I got a high class job like

books

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you teach?” Ethan asks, and he genuinely looked interested in

there was any time during our marriage that Rowan had been interested in what I did. In

“Biology”

like that”

a wayward piece of hair

me feel flustered for some reason. Mainly because I wasn’t

looking men. Men don’t look at me twice. Unlike Emma who is

was a

brown eyes and

into me

attention to me when we were growing up and if they did it

but after

to the

sorry I haven’t been able to call, we’ve just been busy I haven’t gotten any free time”

says after a while.

at him, I reply. “It’s okay, I totally understand…I know being a police officer is

I did understand. I understood that that was just

when he left my house

I was shifting from one foot

I shift my

Someone calls and I turn to see another officer

to me. “I’m happy to see you

yeah?”

“Yeah” I mumble.

an unexpected hug before walking away. I’m left

hell just happened.

the stupor after a while and begin walking. I needed to

store wasn’t that far

was still functional. I thought about everything I needed

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way he treated me was so different from how Rowan treated me that I

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