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It’s been a week sitace Noah left and i can’t find a pattern to live life without him This is the
longest we’ve been separated and I’m not ashamed to say that I am not handling it well
Nosh is my anchor and without home feel slightly Best Like I’m just drifting through life like a
stop wreck at sea Every day 1 eagerly wait for his calls because that’s what keeps me calm. Those calls and his sweet voice keep me grounded
I haven’t heard from Rowan since that day at the airport A part of my heart still longs for him but
I know that this is for the best. There was no future between us and I couldn’t go on living with a
man that didn’t love me
So far everything has been quiet. Not that anyone has tried to keep me informed or anything.
Since there hasn’t been any more shoot outs or people dying, then it’s safe to assume that those criminals have gone underground
All of a sudden I bump into someone Jolting me out of my thoughts.
“I’m so sorry, I did not see you” I apologize and bend down to pick up my books
I’m heading home from work Today has been a rather tiring day I just wanted to go home and
sleep
“It’s okay. I was also not paying attention to where I was going”
The familiar voice makes me snap my head in his direction. I wasn’t wrong Ethan was the one [
had bumped into
He helps me pick my books up and we get up together He gives me a charming smile and I find myself smiling back at him
“What are you doing here?” I ask him
He was in his officer uniform and damn did he look good. I might have sworn myself off men but
that didn’t mean I couldn’t look, and there was a lot to look at
kids” he pauses before continuing “And I’m guessing you’re a teacher here?” he asks with
feeling conscious all of a
idea, preferring I got a high class job like Emma who was a fantastic lawyer or Travis who was an entrepreneur. I guess that had been another mark against me in
books
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you teach?” Ethan asks, and he genuinely looked interested in
during our marriage that Rowan had been interested in what I did. In fact I’m sure he doesn’t know what
“Biology”
like that” he
a wayward piece of
made me feel flustered for some reason. Mainly because I wasn’t used to getting
at me twice. Unlike
was a mouse
hair, brown eyes and
used to that since it was hammered into me over and
were growing up and if they
It used to piss me off but after a while
the opposite S**.
been able to call, we’ve just
says after a while.
“It’s okay, I totally understand…I know
was just an excuse. He wasn’t planning on texting
he left my
from one foot to another
searching my soul. I shift
I turn to see
turning to me. “I’m happy to see you
yeah?”
“Yeah” I mumble.
gives me an unexpected hug before walking away. I’m left there
hell just happened.
a while and begin
far from school, I decide
shoulder was sore and sometime ached, it was still functional. I thought about everything
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way he treated me was so different from how Rowan treated me that I
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