A mess
Rowan
Today I was hoping to have a wonderful evening with Emma, but that was blown to shits when I
saw Ava out on a date with Ethan.
“Rowan?” Emma calls me but I just can’t get my brain to function.
There, Ava stood in the arms of another man. At first I thought that my eyes were playing tricks
on me. I had been happy because seeing Ethan out with another woman proved he was a weasel.
That was until I realized said woman was Ava
She was stunningly beautiful. A sight I have never seen before. Her flawless skin was on display
and the little black dress she had on showed her curves.
Sure I’ve seen her naked before but this sight hit me differently. She had dressed up, something she never did when we were together. Probably because I never asked her out and never bothered
with her.
I watch as Ethan pushes a piece of her hair behind her ear. That gets my blood rushing, but not
like watching him caress her cheek before kissing her forehead. Seeing him doing that has me
seeing red
She smiles at him. A smile that for an unknown reason almost brings me to my knees.
“Rowan, you’re hurting me!” Emma snaps.
It’s only then that I realize that I had tightened my hand around her. I loosen it before turning in the direction of Ava. Our eyes collide but she quickly averts them, before stepping into Ethan’s car.
I wanted to rage. To destroy something, someone actually. I wanted to hit Ethan to a bloody pulp. I was mad at him and at my reaction at seeing him with Ava
Emma wrenches her arm from mine before stomping away angrily.
Before I can stop her, she hails a taxi and leaves.
I didn’t understand my anger. Now more than anything I understood that there was something going on between Ava and Ethan. I hated it.
I was confused as shit. I know Emma didn’t deserve this after
put her through, but also I didn’t know how to explain why all
affected me so much.
towards
take me long before I’m parking outside her
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a spare key, so I unlock the door and get in. I find her seated on the sofa,
nothing.
call to her
Her blue eyes red and puffy. I feel like an asshole. This is the woman I’ve
was hurting her, after
doing here?” she composes herself, Hiding away her
fucking sorry for
eyes piercing mine. “Do you know how
watch you drool over
was
guilt that eats at me is ravenous. Either way, I still couldn’t help
have and I probably could have. Seeing her like that wasn’t something I was
she cuts me off and stands
gesturing wildly.
to deal with
did you ask me
demands.
not in love with,
I would know if I were
sure? Because from where I’m standing, the way your behave towards her
otherwise”
were married, of course I care
that was the case, then why did I feel like I wanted
shake those thoughts away. I wasn’t
with her, just fucking admit it” she shouts angrily then proceeds to throw
in time and it hits the wall behind
and let me explain” I snap, feeling my
bound to be lies” she shrieks.
you
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