A mess
Rowan

Today I was hoping to have a wonderful evening with Emma, but that was blown to shits when I

saw Ava out on a date with Ethan.

“Rowan?” Emma calls me but I just can’t get my brain to function.

There, Ava stood in the arms of another man. At first I thought that my eyes were playing tricks

on me. I had been happy because seeing Ethan out with another woman proved he was a weasel.

That was until I realized said woman was Ava

She was stunningly beautiful. A sight I have never seen before. Her flawless skin was on display

and the little black dress she had on showed her curves.

Sure I’ve seen her naked before but this sight hit me differently. She had dressed up, something she never did when we were together. Probably because I never asked her out and never bothered

with her.

I watch as Ethan pushes a piece of her hair behind her ear. That gets my blood rushing, but not

like watching him caress her cheek before kissing her forehead. Seeing him doing that has me

seeing red

She smiles at him. A smile that for an unknown reason almost brings me to my knees.

“Rowan, you’re hurting me!” Emma snaps.

It’s only then that I realize that I had tightened my hand around her. I loosen it before turning in the direction of Ava. Our eyes collide but she quickly averts them, before stepping into Ethan’s car.

I wanted to rage. To destroy something, someone actually. I wanted to hit Ethan to a bloody pulp. I was mad at him and at my reaction at seeing him with Ava

Emma wrenches her arm from mine before stomping away angrily.

Before I can stop her, she hails a taxi and leaves.

I didn’t understand my anger. Now more than anything I understood that there was something going on between Ava and Ethan. I hated it.

so fucking torn, and I was confused as shit. I know Emma didn’t deserve this

through, but also I didn’t know how to explain why all of a

affected me so much.

drive off and head towards her condo

take me long before I’m parking outside

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gave ine a spare key, so I unlock the door and get in. I find her

nothing.

I call to her

and puffy. I feel like an asshole.

I was hurting her, after

she composes

fucking sorry

she asks, her eyes piercing mine. “Do you know how painful it was to watch

it was to watch you drool over her then get pissed

was out

ravenous. Either way, I

probably could have. Seeing her like that wasn’t something I was prepared

cuts me off and

to pace, her hand gesturing wildly. Something she does when she’s pissed but

how to deal

Then why the hell did you ask me to give your another chance if you knew very well that your love for

demands.

with, Ava”

would know if I were

standing, the way

otherwise”

I

was the case, then why did I feel like

man? I shake those thoughts away. I wasn’t ready

liar. You’re in love with her, just fucking admit it” she shouts angrily then proceeds to throw a

and it hits the

you calm down and let me explain” I snap, feeling my temper

It’s bound to be lies” she shrieks.

you

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