A mess
Rowan

Today I was hoping to have a wonderful evening with Emma, but that was blown to shits when I

saw Ava out on a date with Ethan.

“Rowan?” Emma calls me but I just can’t get my brain to function.

There, Ava stood in the arms of another man. At first I thought that my eyes were playing tricks

on me. I had been happy because seeing Ethan out with another woman proved he was a weasel.

That was until I realized said woman was Ava

She was stunningly beautiful. A sight I have never seen before. Her flawless skin was on display

and the little black dress she had on showed her curves.

Sure I’ve seen her naked before but this sight hit me differently. She had dressed up, something she never did when we were together. Probably because I never asked her out and never bothered

with her.

I watch as Ethan pushes a piece of her hair behind her ear. That gets my blood rushing, but not

like watching him caress her cheek before kissing her forehead. Seeing him doing that has me

seeing red

She smiles at him. A smile that for an unknown reason almost brings me to my knees.

“Rowan, you’re hurting me!” Emma snaps.

It’s only then that I realize that I had tightened my hand around her. I loosen it before turning in the direction of Ava. Our eyes collide but she quickly averts them, before stepping into Ethan’s car.

I wanted to rage. To destroy something, someone actually. I wanted to hit Ethan to a bloody pulp. I was mad at him and at my reaction at seeing him with Ava

Emma wrenches her arm from mine before stomping away angrily.

Before I can stop her, she hails a taxi and leaves.

I didn’t understand my anger. Now more than anything I understood that there was something going on between Ava and Ethan. I hated it.

and I was confused as shit.

know how to explain why all of a sudden

affected me so much.

in my car, I drive off and head towards her condo because I know that’s where

before I’m parking outside

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and get in.

nothing.

I call to her

Her blue eyes red and puffy. I feel like an asshole. This is the woman

was hurting her, after promising never to do it

are you doing here?” she composes herself,

fucking sorry

mine. “Do you know how painful it was

hard it was to watch you

that she was out

eats at me is ravenous. Either way, I still couldn’t

could have. Seeing her like that wasn’t something I was

me

begins to pace, her hand gesturing wildly. Something

how to deal

it? Then why the hell did you ask me to give your another chance if

demands.

not in love with, Ava”

if I were in love with her.

Because from where I’m standing, the way

otherwise”

married, of course I care for her but

that was the case, then why did I feel like I wanted to murder

shake those thoughts away. I wasn’t ready to answer

liar. You’re in love with her, just fucking admit it” she shouts angrily then proceeds to throw a book at

just in time and it hits the wall behind

let me explain” I snap, feeling

your st* pid explanation. It’s bound to be lies” she shrieks. “Just leave,

you right

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