A mess
Rowan
Today I was hoping to have a wonderful evening with Emma, but that was blown to shits when I
saw Ava out on a date with Ethan.
“Rowan?” Emma calls me but I just can’t get my brain to function.
There, Ava stood in the arms of another man. At first I thought that my eyes were playing tricks
on me. I had been happy because seeing Ethan out with another woman proved he was a weasel.
That was until I realized said woman was Ava
She was stunningly beautiful. A sight I have never seen before. Her flawless skin was on display
and the little black dress she had on showed her curves.
Sure I’ve seen her naked before but this sight hit me differently. She had dressed up, something she never did when we were together. Probably because I never asked her out and never bothered
with her.
I watch as Ethan pushes a piece of her hair behind her ear. That gets my blood rushing, but not
like watching him caress her cheek before kissing her forehead. Seeing him doing that has me
seeing red
She smiles at him. A smile that for an unknown reason almost brings me to my knees.
“Rowan, you’re hurting me!” Emma snaps.
It’s only then that I realize that I had tightened my hand around her. I loosen it before turning in the direction of Ava. Our eyes collide but she quickly averts them, before stepping into Ethan’s car.
I wanted to rage. To destroy something, someone actually. I wanted to hit Ethan to a bloody pulp. I was mad at him and at my reaction at seeing him with Ava
Emma wrenches her arm from mine before stomping away angrily.
Before I can stop her, she hails a taxi and leaves.
I didn’t understand my anger. Now more than anything I understood that there was something going on between Ava and Ethan. I hated it.
so fucking torn, and I was confused as shit. I know Emma didn’t deserve this after
her through, but also I didn’t know how
affected me so much.
in my car, I drive off and head towards her condo because I know that’s where she’ll
me long before I’m
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so I unlock the door and get in. I find her
nothing.
call to
puffy. I feel like
what love is. Yet here I was hurting her, after promising
you doing here?” she
fucking sorry for
you?” she asks, her eyes piercing mine. “Do you know how painful it was to watch
hard it was to watch you drool over her then
was out with another
me is ravenous. Either way, I still couldn’t help how I reacted to
could have. Seeing her like that wasn’t something
cuts me
to pace, her hand gesturing wildly. Something she does when she’s
how to
did you ask
demands.
with,
I were in love
I’m standing, the way
otherwise”
course I care for her but that’s
did I feel like I wanted to murder someone every time I
I shake those thoughts away. I
with her, just fucking admit it” she shouts angrily then proceeds to throw
dodge it just in time and it hits the wall
let me explain” I snap, feeling
to be lies” she shrieks. “Just leave, Rowan
you right
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