A mess
Rowan

Today I was hoping to have a wonderful evening with Emma, but that was blown to shits when I

saw Ava out on a date with Ethan.

“Rowan?” Emma calls me but I just can’t get my brain to function.

There, Ava stood in the arms of another man. At first I thought that my eyes were playing tricks

on me. I had been happy because seeing Ethan out with another woman proved he was a weasel.

That was until I realized said woman was Ava

She was stunningly beautiful. A sight I have never seen before. Her flawless skin was on display

and the little black dress she had on showed her curves.

Sure I’ve seen her naked before but this sight hit me differently. She had dressed up, something she never did when we were together. Probably because I never asked her out and never bothered

with her.

I watch as Ethan pushes a piece of her hair behind her ear. That gets my blood rushing, but not

like watching him caress her cheek before kissing her forehead. Seeing him doing that has me

seeing red

She smiles at him. A smile that for an unknown reason almost brings me to my knees.

“Rowan, you’re hurting me!” Emma snaps.

It’s only then that I realize that I had tightened my hand around her. I loosen it before turning in the direction of Ava. Our eyes collide but she quickly averts them, before stepping into Ethan’s car.

I wanted to rage. To destroy something, someone actually. I wanted to hit Ethan to a bloody pulp. I was mad at him and at my reaction at seeing him with Ava

Emma wrenches her arm from mine before stomping away angrily.

Before I can stop her, she hails a taxi and leaves.

I didn’t understand my anger. Now more than anything I understood that there was something going on between Ava and Ethan. I hated it.

fucking torn, and I was confused as shit.

through, but also I didn’t know how to explain why

affected me so much.

my car, I drive off and head towards her condo because I know that’s

me long before I’m parking

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and get in. I find her seated on the sofa,

nothing.

I call

turns to look. Her blue eyes red and puffy. I feel like an

is. Yet here I was hurting her, after promising never to

you doing here?” she composes herself,

fucking sorry for

mine. “Do you know how painful it was to

How hard it was to watch you drool over her then get pissed off

that she was out

guilt that eats at me is ravenous. Either way, I still couldn’t help how I reacted

and I probably could have. Seeing her like that wasn’t something I was prepared

me off and

pace, her hand gesturing wildly. Something

how to

you ask me to give your another chance if

demands.

love with, Ava” I

would know if I were

Because from where I’m standing,

otherwise”

I care for her

feel like I wanted to murder someone every time I

any other man? I shake those thoughts away. I

goddamn liar. You’re in love with her, just fucking admit it” she shouts angrily then proceeds to throw

it just in time and

and let me explain”

bound to be lies” she shrieks. “Just

with you

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