Ex-Husband's Regret

ot giving up
Emma

I haven’t moved an inch since Rowan left I felt like the walls were closing in on me and I had no

escape. No way to numb the pain I was feeling inside

Everything hurt and I didn’t even know how to stop it. I didn’t know what to do or how to react

Why was this happening to me? That’s the question I keep asking myself, but there is no ansnes for it. There is no hint on why I was still going through shit even after getting the guys

I feel the trickle of tears as they fall down my face. I hated being weak. I hated crying I rub the tears away angry at myself for letting them fall in the first place

When daddy died, I was broken. I was his princess and he was my hero I didn’t get to spend a lot of time with him because I moved to a different city, but when we did, it was awesome

I thought I wouldn’t recover his death. That there wasn’t a bright side to it. Then Powan and I

talked. He told me that he and Ava were divorced and asked if I could give us a chance

I have been in love with him since I can remember. I never stopped loving him even after he broke my heart. My love for him kept burning throughout the nine years we were apart. That’s how

strong it was

My family had kept me in the loop on things between Rowan and Ava. I knew that despite being

married and no matter how Ava tried, Rowan kept her at a distance. He was cold to her and he

never fell for her. He always asked after me. That his feelings for me were still obvious

All these things considered, I didn’t understand why right now he was all of a sudden interested in her life. Did my family miss something when it came to them? Something was just not adding up

I stand up and start pacing I felt like I was going crazy with so many unanswered questions !

needed to talk to someone Someone who would help clear my doubts.

Picking up my phone, I call the one person that knows all there is to know about my life. She

answers on the first ring

“Hey, darling how is happily ever after treating you? she greets, excitement in her voice

Molly has been my best friend since we started Uni She was my anchor and support system after

everything went down with Rowan She was the one that helped pull me back together it wasn’t for her pushing, I would have continued being depressed and failing my classes I owe my

career to her

great” I whisper

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I would finally get my man. That everything was finally falling into place and

Instead here I am worrying and questioning

was going great. Rowan asked you for another

her

I was just as confused as she

first, but now I’m starting to

ache to think that everyone might

might have developed some for Ava. I don’t know how I would survive if that

up being the case.

and then we can work from there” she

of the best lawyers. I study the facts

to think clearly so that I can disable my

learned is thrown out of the

I don’t know but for the

on and calling her. He hired bodyguards for her, bought

to

that I knew because I wanted him to tell me himself. I didn’t understand why

doing all these things if he truly didn’t give a fuck about her. In my head, that was

what’s normal for an ex–husband to do for

happen to ‘she who shall not be named‘ or something?” I can tell she’s puzzled. I can even imagine her

car got blown up and she was injured” I tell her everything that happened “Personally, I think she did all these things to steal

anyone of importance to us, so why would anyone

I were there, I would have smacked you Emma. You’re a damn lawyer and yet you want to believe

I believe it. You can’t imagine

get the attention of their exes after said exes have

ex- wives and girlfriends after they harmed others and

things when in love, and crazy is Ava’s

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everything and anything to get Rowan’s attention She even went as far as sabotaging our dates, ruining any diess I picked when I was going to meet Rowan and once she

did to you, but I think she

a manipulative trick she used, but she doesn’t give me the chance to

you’re worried but Rowan has been married to Ava for nine years. They also have a son. He may not be in love with her but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care for her. After what you’ve told me happened to Ava, it’s normal he would be worried and

sense, but I still couldn’t help feel that

that’s not my worry. My concern is how he behaves