Ex-Husband's Regret

ot giving up
Emma

I haven’t moved an inch since Rowan left I felt like the walls were closing in on me and I had no

escape. No way to numb the pain I was feeling inside

Everything hurt and I didn’t even know how to stop it. I didn’t know what to do or how to react

Why was this happening to me? That’s the question I keep asking myself, but there is no ansnes for it. There is no hint on why I was still going through shit even after getting the guys

I feel the trickle of tears as they fall down my face. I hated being weak. I hated crying I rub the tears away angry at myself for letting them fall in the first place

When daddy died, I was broken. I was his princess and he was my hero I didn’t get to spend a lot of time with him because I moved to a different city, but when we did, it was awesome

I thought I wouldn’t recover his death. That there wasn’t a bright side to it. Then Powan and I

talked. He told me that he and Ava were divorced and asked if I could give us a chance

I have been in love with him since I can remember. I never stopped loving him even after he broke my heart. My love for him kept burning throughout the nine years we were apart. That’s how

strong it was

My family had kept me in the loop on things between Rowan and Ava. I knew that despite being

married and no matter how Ava tried, Rowan kept her at a distance. He was cold to her and he

never fell for her. He always asked after me. That his feelings for me were still obvious

All these things considered, I didn’t understand why right now he was all of a sudden interested in her life. Did my family miss something when it came to them? Something was just not adding up

I stand up and start pacing I felt like I was going crazy with so many unanswered questions !

needed to talk to someone Someone who would help clear my doubts.

Picking up my phone, I call the one person that knows all there is to know about my life. She

answers on the first ring

“Hey, darling how is happily ever after treating you? she greets, excitement in her voice

Molly has been my best friend since we started Uni She was my anchor and support system after

everything went down with Rowan She was the one that helped pull me back together it wasn’t for her pushing, I would have continued being depressed and failing my classes I owe my

career to her

great” I whisper

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finally get my man. That everything was finally

dream. Instead here I

you mean? I thought everything was

questions, her voice ringing in

join the club because I was just as

now I’m starting to doubt things. To doubt his

makes my heart ache to think that everyone might have been wrong about

developed some for Ava. I don’t know how I would

up being the case.

and then we can work from

study the facts before coming up with an attack plan. I make sure

can disable my enemies. Yet, when it comes to

learned is thrown out of the

with Ava. He thinks I don’t know but

checking on and calling her. He hired bodyguards for her, bought her a

hired someone to

him that I knew because I wanted him

truly didn’t give a fuck about her. In my head, that was

an ex–husband to do for his

to ‘she who shall not be named‘ or something?” I can tell she’s puzzled. I

daddy’s burial and a couple of weeks ago, her car got blown up and she was injured” I tell her everything that happened “Personally,

I said before, Ava isn’t anyone of importance

damn lawyer and yet you want to believe your sister

lawyer that I believe it. You can’t imagine what lengths women would go

attention of their exes

wives and girlfriends after they harmed others and their supposed loved one all

when in love, and crazy is Ava’s middle name”

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Ava did everything and anything to get Rowan’s attention She even went as far as sabotaging our dates, ruining any diess I picked when I was going to meet Rowan and once she put green hair dye in my shampoo Those were just some of the tame things she did. She didn’t stop until she finally managed to break Rowan

to you, but I think she wouldn’t stoop that low… Besides, isn’t she the one that asked for

have been a manipulative trick she used, but she doesn’t give

that you’re worried but Rowan has been married to Ava for nine years. They also have a son. He may not be in love with her but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care

I still couldn’t help feel that something is just not

but that’s not my worry. My concern is how he behaves when he sees