Ex-Husband's Regret

ot giving up
Emma

I haven’t moved an inch since Rowan left I felt like the walls were closing in on me and I had no

escape. No way to numb the pain I was feeling inside

Everything hurt and I didn’t even know how to stop it. I didn’t know what to do or how to react

Why was this happening to me? That’s the question I keep asking myself, but there is no ansnes for it. There is no hint on why I was still going through shit even after getting the guys

I feel the trickle of tears as they fall down my face. I hated being weak. I hated crying I rub the tears away angry at myself for letting them fall in the first place

When daddy died, I was broken. I was his princess and he was my hero I didn’t get to spend a lot of time with him because I moved to a different city, but when we did, it was awesome

I thought I wouldn’t recover his death. That there wasn’t a bright side to it. Then Powan and I

talked. He told me that he and Ava were divorced and asked if I could give us a chance

I have been in love with him since I can remember. I never stopped loving him even after he broke my heart. My love for him kept burning throughout the nine years we were apart. That’s how

strong it was

My family had kept me in the loop on things between Rowan and Ava. I knew that despite being

married and no matter how Ava tried, Rowan kept her at a distance. He was cold to her and he

never fell for her. He always asked after me. That his feelings for me were still obvious

All these things considered, I didn’t understand why right now he was all of a sudden interested in her life. Did my family miss something when it came to them? Something was just not adding up

I stand up and start pacing I felt like I was going crazy with so many unanswered questions !

needed to talk to someone Someone who would help clear my doubts.

Picking up my phone, I call the one person that knows all there is to know about my life. She

answers on the first ring

“Hey, darling how is happily ever after treating you? she greets, excitement in her voice

Molly has been my best friend since we started Uni She was my anchor and support system after

everything went down with Rowan She was the one that helped pull me back together it wasn’t for her pushing, I would have continued being depressed and failing my classes I owe my

career to her

that great” I whisper

+15 BONUS

finally get my man. That everything was finally falling into place

Instead here I am worrying and

I thought everything was going great.

questions, her voice

the club because I was just as confused as

to doubt

that everyone might have been wrong

Ava. I don’t

up being the case.

you are in doubt and then we can work

I study the facts before coming up

think clearly so that I can disable my enemies. Yet, when it comes to

learned is thrown out

has been obsessive with Ava. He thinks I don’t know but for the past weeks, he’s

hired bodyguards for her, bought her a brand

hired someone to look

that I knew because I wanted him to tell me himself. I didn’t understand why

things if he truly didn’t give a fuck about her. In my head,

an ex–husband to

happen to ‘she who shall not be named‘ or something?” I can tell she’s puzzled. I can even imagine her brows pinched as tries to

and she was injured” I tell her

before, Ava isn’t anyone of importance to us, so why would

You’re a damn lawyer and yet you want to

lawyer that I believe it. You can’t imagine what lengths women

of their exes

others and their supposed loved one all in the name of winning back their

when in love, and crazy is Ava’s middle

+15 BONUS

Ava did everything and anything to get Rowan’s attention She even went as far as sabotaging our dates, ruining any diess I picked when I was going to meet Rowan and once she put green hair

she wouldn’t stoop that low… Besides, isn’t she the one that asked for the

go to tell her that it might have been a manipulative trick she used, but she doesn’t give me

worried but Rowan has been married to Ava for nine years. They also have a son. He may not be in love with her but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care for her. After what you’ve told me happened to Ava, it’s normal he would be worried and want to look after

feel that something is just not right with

not my worry. My concern is how he behaves when he sees her with