Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight all

away from my family and Rowan. A place no

have just been fine

“Ava?”

as a response. I

it wasn’t you fault. You were also drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him too”

look at him

I

drunk. They all thought I was malicious and I

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do, don’t you believe you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes seer into me. As if he was trying to unveil

was to blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe that’s exactly what happened. Everyone has

drunken state that sometimes I doubt the

That sometimes I think that my memory is faulty. I mean if everyone says I’m guilty isn’t that

was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to me. That’s also something everyone has

throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing that I was

they put me through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could

Noah. I would never regret my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I wanted to end it all. During

that I thought of it. I knew that Rowan would take good care of

especially I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together with her and I was afraid she would transfer her hate for me

me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had

was to blame. You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken

I’m the one that sought him

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you alcohol knowing that you weren’t supposed to be drinking” he pulls his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The more

say anything. After all, I was beginning to hate

he says then helps me stand

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