Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

fight

A place so far away from my family and Rowan. A place no one knew them. I’m

would have just been

“Ava?”

I had gotten lost in thought

if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him too”

at him

believe me?” I ask him

no one has ever believed that I was drunk. They all thought I was malicious and I took advantage of an

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do, don’t you believe you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes seer

tired of hearing that I was to blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that

state that sometimes I doubt the

my memory is faulty. I mean if everyone says

punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with

what happened with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing that I was a fault. Believing that

think of everything they put me through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves you wondering if there’s truly any

saved. He was anchor during the times when I wanted to end it all. During the times when I

he was born. I was so tired of the constant pain, the constant hate that I thought of it. I knew that Rowan

was weak. Most especially I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together with her and I was afraid she would transfer

glad that

You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for his actions instead

one that sought

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drinking” he pulls his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The more I know about Rowan and your family, the

all, I was

then

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