Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight

so far away from my family and Rowan. A place no one knew them. I’m

would have just been fine

“Ava?”

I ask as a response. I had gotten lost

drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him too” he gives me a

at him

believe me?” I ask

was drunk. They all thought

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you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes seer into me. As if he was trying to unveil all my

blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe that’s exactly what happened. Everyone has pounded it in

took advantage of his drunken state that sometimes I doubt the events of my

I think that my memory is faulty. I mean if everyone says

punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to me. That’s also something everyone has told

get used to people’s words when the keep forcing their truth and beliefs down your throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing that I was a

me through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves you wondering if there’s truly

is Noah. I would never regret my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I wanted to end it all. During the times when I felt

tired of the constant pain, the constant hate that I thought of it. I knew that Rowan would take good care of him. He fell in love with Noah the moment he

I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together with her and I was afraid she would transfer her hate for

vile words she spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I

both drunk so no one was to blame. You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan

the one that

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weren’t supposed to be drinking” he pulls his hand from mine and runs it through his

all, I was beginning to

says then

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