Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight all

family and Rowan. A place no one knew

just been fine

“Ava?”

I had gotten lost in thought

were also drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should have

at him with

believe me?” I ask him

that I was drunk.

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you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes seer into me. As if he was

to blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe that’s exactly what happened.

his drunken state that sometimes I doubt the events of my

sometimes I think that my memory is faulty. I mean if everyone says I’m

went through at Rowan’s hand was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong

down your throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing that I was a fault. Believing that I

through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could destroy

my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I wanted to end

I knew that Rowan would take good care of him. He fell in

leaving Noah would mean. I didn’t want him to think I was weak. Most especially I didn’t want Emma as

spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen to stay

so no one was to blame. You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have

the one

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his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The

don’t say anything. After all, I was beginning to hate them

then helps me stand

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