Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

fight

have gone to a place where no one knew me. A place so far away from my family

have just been fine with

“Ava?”

I had

wasn’t you fault. You were also drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should

at him with

I ask

that I was drunk. They

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believe you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes

That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe that’s exactly what happened. Everyone has

advantage of his drunken state that sometimes I doubt the events of

that my memory is faulty. I mean if everyone says I’m guilty isn’t

that the pain I went through at Rowan’s hand was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to me. That’s also something everyone has told me. That my pain

keep forcing their truth and beliefs down your throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing

put me through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves

the one that saved. He was

after he was born. I was so tired of the constant pain, the constant hate that I thought of it. I knew that Rowan would take good care of him. He fell in love with Noah the moment

I realized what leaving Noah would mean. I didn’t want him to think I was weak. Most especially I didn’t want

vile words she spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen to stay strong I wasn’t going to

not to blame, Never. You were both drunk so no one was to blame. You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for his actions instead of allowing all the blame to fall on you.

one that sought him

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gave you alcohol knowing that you weren’t supposed to be drinking” he pulls his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The more I know

I was beginning to hate

says then helps me stand

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