Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

fight

far away from my family and Rowan. A place no one knew them. I’m sure they wouldn’t even have bothered looking

would have just been

“Ava?”

ask as a response. I had gotten

drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him too” he gives me a

look at him

I ask him in

believed that I was drunk. They all thought I was malicious and I took advantage of

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his blue eyes seer into me. As if

sigh tiredly. “I got so tired of hearing that I was to blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that

state that sometimes I doubt

That sometimes I think that my memory is faulty. I mean if

for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to me. That’s also something everyone has told me.

to people’s words when the keep forcing their truth and beliefs down your throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing that I was a fault. Believing that I

Rowan especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves you wondering if there’s truly

I would never regret my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I

I thought of it. I knew that Rowan would take good care of him. He fell in love with Noah the moment he was placed

I was weak. Most especially I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together with her and I was afraid she would

looking at the vile words she spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen to stay strong I

were both drunk so no one was to blame. You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for his actions instead of allowing all the blame to

I’m the one that

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gave you alcohol knowing that you weren’t supposed to be drinking” he pulls his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The more I know about Rowan and your family, the more I dislike them” he says more to himself than

I was beginning to hate them

on” he says then

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