Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight

A place so far away from my family and

would have just been

“Ava?”

as a response. I had gotten lost in

You were also drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should have

him

me?” I ask him in

drunk. They all

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course I do, don’t you believe you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes seer into me. As if he

I was to blame. That I wasn’t drunk

of his drunken state that sometimes I

memory is faulty. I mean if everyone says I’m

other times I think that the pain I went through at Rowan’s hand was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to me. That’s also something

words when the keep forcing their truth and beliefs down your throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after

Rowan especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves you wondering if there’s truly any good in

never regret my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I

was born. I was so tired of the constant pain, the constant hate that I thought of it. I knew that Rowan would take good care of him. He fell in love with Noah the

him to think I was weak. Most especially I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan

me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen to stay strong I wasn’t going to let

should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for his actions instead of allowing all the blame

one that sought him

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it through his hair. “The more I know

say anything. After all, I was beginning to hate

he says then helps me

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