Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight all

knew me. A place so far away from my family and Rowan. A place no one knew them.

would have just been fine

“Ava?”

ask as a response. I

wasn’t you fault. You were also drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him too” he gives me a reassuring

him

believe me?” I ask him in

believed that I was drunk. They all thought I

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eyes seer into me. As

sigh tiredly. “I got so tired of hearing that I was to blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe that’s exactly what happened. Everyone has pounded it in me,

his drunken state that sometimes I doubt

really. That sometimes I think that my memory is faulty. I mean

pain I went through at Rowan’s hand was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to

with

That a man you love could destroy you leaves you

my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I wanted to end it all. During the

pain, the constant hate that I thought of it. I knew that

to think I was weak. Most especially I didn’t want Emma as his

spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen to

You were both drunk so no one was to blame. You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for his actions instead of allowing all the blame to fall on

the one

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and runs it through

don’t say anything. After all, I was beginning to hate

then helps me

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