His remedy
Present day.
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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.
It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could
ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for
loving Rowan Woods.
“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.
“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest
mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.
If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I
had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of
ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.
Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have
left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan
fight all the
A place so far away from my family and Rowan. A place no one knew them. I’m
just been fine
“Ava?”
ask as a response. I had gotten
so if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him too” he
look at him with round
I
and I mean no one has ever believed that I was drunk. They all thought I was malicious and I took
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innocent?” his blue eyes seer into me.
blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe
took advantage of his drunken state that sometimes I doubt the events
faulty. I
was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man
what happened with me. Soon after I
when I think of everything they put me through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves you wondering if there’s
regret my son. He was the one that saved. He was
was after he was born. I was so tired of the constant pain, the constant hate that I thought of it. I knew that Rowan
especially I didn’t want Emma as his step
me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen to stay strong I wasn’t going
parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for his actions instead of
I’m the one
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mine and runs it through his hair. “The more I know about Rowan and your family, the more I dislike them” he says more to himself
anything. After all, I was
says then helps me
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