Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight

to a place where no one knew me. A place so far away from my family and Rowan. A place no one knew them. I’m sure they wouldn’t even have bothered looking

would have just been

“Ava?”

I had gotten lost

you fault. You were also drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him

at him

believe me?” I

mean no one has ever believed that I was drunk. They all

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innocent?” his blue eyes seer into me.

to blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe that’s exactly what happened. Everyone has pounded it

that I took advantage of his drunken state that sometimes I doubt the events of

memory is faulty. I mean if everyone says I’m guilty isn’t that the

punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to me. That’s also

get used to people’s words when the keep forcing their truth and beliefs down your throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after I

especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves you

thing that came out of that mistake is Noah. I would never regret my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I wanted to end it all. During the

hate that I thought of it. I knew that Rowan

leaving Noah would mean. I didn’t want him to think I was weak. Most especially I didn’t want Emma

words she spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I

You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for his actions instead of

one

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supposed to be drinking” he pulls his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The more I know about Rowan and your family, the more I dislike them” he says more to himself than

I was beginning to

says then helps

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