Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

fight

so far away from my family and Rowan. A place no one knew them. I’m sure they wouldn’t even have bothered

have just been

“Ava?”

I

if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him too” he gives

him with

I ask him in

and I mean no one has ever believed that I was drunk. They all thought

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his blue eyes seer into me. As

“I got so tired of hearing that I was to blame. That I wasn’t drunk

of his drunken state that sometimes I doubt

think that my memory is faulty. I mean if everyone

Rowan’s hand was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to me. That’s also something everyone has told me. That

with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing that I was a fault. Believing

I think of everything they put me through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could

my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I wanted to

of it. I knew that Rowan

to think I was weak. Most especially I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together with her and I was afraid

I’m glad that I had chosen to stay strong I wasn’t going to

on an eighteen year old girl.

the one that

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you weren’t supposed to be drinking” he pulls his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The more I know about Rowan and your family, the more I dislike them”

say anything. After all, I was beginning to hate them

he says then helps me stand

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