Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight all

knew me. A place so far away from my family and

have just been

“Ava?”

I ask as a response. I had gotten lost

also drunk, so if they were blaming you, they

look at him

believe me?” I ask him in

that I was drunk. They

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innocent?” his blue eyes seer into me. As if he was trying to unveil

was to blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe that’s exactly what happened. Everyone has

drunken state that sometimes I doubt the events of

faulty. I mean if everyone says I’m

that the pain I went through at Rowan’s hand was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong to me. That’s

used to people’s words when the keep forcing their truth and beliefs down your throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing that I

when I think of everything they put me through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could

would never regret my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I

I knew that Rowan would take good care of him.

I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together

concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen to stay strong I wasn’t going to let her

were both drunk so no one was to blame. You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen

one that sought

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runs it through his hair. “The more I know

say anything. After all, I was beginning to

he says then

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