Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight

no one knew me. A place so far away from my family and Rowan. A place no one knew them. I’m sure they wouldn’t even have bothered looking

have just been fine with

“Ava?”

response. I had

were blaming you, they should have blamed him too” he gives me a reassuring

at him with round

me?” I ask

I was drunk. They

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do, don’t you believe you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes

hearing that I was to blame. That I wasn’t drunk at all, that sometimes I believe that’s

advantage of his drunken state that

my memory is faulty. I mean if everyone says I’m guilty

That God was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man that didn’t belong

what happened with me. Soon

everything they put me through, Rowan especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves you wondering if there’s truly

of that mistake is Noah. I would never regret my son. He was the one that saved.

of it. I knew

especially I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together

at the vile words she spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had

drunk so no one was to blame. You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for his actions instead of allowing all the blame to fall

the one that sought

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you alcohol knowing that you weren’t supposed to be drinking” he pulls his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The more I know about Rowan and your family, the more I dislike them” he says more to himself than

say anything. After all, I was

on” he says then helps me stand

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