Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 36

His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

I fight

would have gone to a place where no one knew me. A place so far away from my family and

would have just been fine with

“Ava?”

I ask as a response. I had gotten lost

You were also drunk, so if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him

him with

I ask him

mean no one has ever believed that I was drunk. They all thought I was malicious and I took

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I do, don’t you believe you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes seer into me. As if he was

drunk at all, that sometimes I believe

I took advantage of his drunken state that sometimes I doubt

I think that my memory is faulty. I mean if

went through at Rowan’s hand was my punishment. That God was punishing me for wanting and

used to people’s words when the keep forcing their truth and beliefs down your throat. That’s what happened with me. Soon after I started believing them. Believing that I was a fault. Believing that I

especially. That a man

that came out of that mistake is Noah. I would never regret my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times

it. I knew that Rowan would take good care of him. He fell in love with Noah

especially I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together with her and I was afraid she would transfer her

looking at the vile words she spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen

ashamed for placing the entire blame on an eighteen year old girl. Rowan should have taken responsibility for

I’m the one that

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runs it through his hair. “The more I know about Rowan

After all, I

then helps me

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