His remedy
Present day.

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“So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes.

It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could

ake him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying the price for

loving Rowan Woods.

“It wasn’t your fault?” Ethan asks me, his fingers slowly caressing mine.

“It was. I let my obsession with him take center stage and because of that I made the biggest

mistake of my life” the tears fall freely now.

If only I could go back in time. If only I could change things. I’ve lived my life in regret. I wish I

had listened to that nagging voice in my head. I wish I had payed attention to it instead of

ignoring it. It would have saved me from so much heartache and pain.

Hell, I wish I had realized earlier that I was pregnant. I could have escaped earlier. I would have

left and never told Rowan that I was pregnant with his child. No one would have been the wiser. I know it sounds downright evil but looking back now it would have saved Noah from seeing Rowan

fight

place where no one knew me. A place so far away from my family

just been fine with

“Ava?”

as a response. I had gotten

if they were blaming you, they should have blamed him

at him with

I ask him in

one and I mean no one has ever believed that I was drunk. They all thought I

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I do, don’t you believe you’re also innocent?” his blue eyes seer

drunk

I took advantage of his drunken state that sometimes I doubt the

faulty.

was punishing me for wanting and sleeping with a man

happened with

especially. That a man you love could destroy you leaves you

my son. He was the one that saved. He was anchor during the times when I wanted to

the constant pain, the constant hate that I thought of it. I knew that Rowan would take good care of him. He fell

didn’t want him to think I was weak. Most especially I didn’t want Emma as his step mother. I knew Rowan would get back together with her and I was afraid she would transfer her hate

words she spewed at me concerning Noah, I’m glad that I had chosen

You parents should have been ashamed for placing the entire blame on

I’m the one

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his hand from mine and runs it through his hair. “The more I know about

all, I was beginning to

on” he says then

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