I love her
Ethan
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When put my plan in motion, I never expected to fall in love with her. That was the biggest
hindsight known that has ever happened to me.
I thought it would be easy. Just kill her and I would have everything I’ve worked for. I didn’t know that it would turn out to be harder than anything I’ve ever done.
Ava isn’t the kind of woman you ignore. She isn’t the type of woman you brush aside. She’s the type you fall in love. The kind of woman who makes you want to be a better man.
I knew the moment I started falling in love with her. I tried preventing it, but it was impossible. It was similar to trying to avoid a head on collision. It was just nearly impossible.
When I realized I had fallen for her, I tried fixing things but it was already too late. The damage had been done and I knew that it was only a matter of time before the truth came out. Instead of letting her go and backing away, I held on to her for the little time I knew I had with her.
Hurting her will always be my biggest regret. Her pain was mine too. While her heart was breaking, mine was breaking alongside hers. I destroyed a future we might have had because of
greed and if she never forgave, I would understand.
“Ethan, you got a visitor” a guard says.
I refused to see my parents every time they came to see me. I was fucking ashamed. They took me in. They loved me. They gave me their name and I turned around and stabbed them in the back by
trying to kill their biological daughter.
I don’t understand how they can still want to see me or be near me. If I were them, I wouldn’t have
been so forgiving.
“Ethan…” he shouts. I turn back and give him a cold look.
For a moment I think of telling him to tell them I don’t want to see them, but something stops me.
Something prevents the words from coming out.
I nod my head and he gestures to my hands. After extending them, he handcuffs me, before
leading me out of my cell.
I’m a new bee here, but no one dares to touch. Mainly because I’m a tough motherfucker and I
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I walk out and freeze. The last person I expected to come see me was seated in the furthest corner.
I walk slowly as if I was in a daze. Unable to believe that Ava was actually here.
 guard, unlocks my
 I take a seat and
 time I would see her. She was most likely here to get closure. Most women seek
 at me. It’s not long before she’s dropping her eyes. As if just looking at me was causing her pain. Seeing her beautiful face just makes all I’ve lost the more real. I will never have her again. Never have a future with her. I’ll never make her my
 deep inside my bones. My cold beating heart hurting in a way that it has never before. Because of my
 Whether you’ll even
 a small
 just shows how much I’ve broken her. All the
betrayal.
 Ava?” I
 I just wasn’t sure if she would let me. If she would pull away. She was
 I had no rights
 a
 try to stem the worry inside. Was something wrong? Why was she having a hard time telling me what
“Ava…”
 pregnant” she whispers, looking down at the
 her correctly. She said she was pregnant, but that couldn’t
fucking case.
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“What?”
 found out a week ago
along
 create life together. I still
 honestly honored that she was carrying my
my baby.
 as that thoughts crosses my mind another one crashes inside my
 getting an abortion, right?” I ask her stiffly, every joint in my body
 up sharply at me. Fire burning inside those brown orbs. For a moment I see the old Ava
 when I found out I wasn’t in my right frame of
to my senses.”
 I don’t know what I would have fucking done if
 to have
 really care
 think about it before answering.
 the baby was better off without me. I am a monster for what I did to
 and picks up her bag. My head falls forward.
 pain that I
 to leave, but then she stops
 “Is it because you were just using
 offer him or her? I’m in prison, Ava. By the time
 milestones, I’ll never get to be a real father to
 things to their mom?” I
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