I love her
Ethan

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When put my plan in motion, I never expected to fall in love with her. That was the biggest

hindsight known that has ever happened to me.

I thought it would be easy. Just kill her and I would have everything I’ve worked for. I didn’t know that it would turn out to be harder than anything I’ve ever done.

Ava isn’t the kind of woman you ignore. She isn’t the type of woman you brush aside. She’s the type you fall in love. The kind of woman who makes you want to be a better man.

I knew the moment I started falling in love with her. I tried preventing it, but it was impossible. It was similar to trying to avoid a head on collision. It was just nearly impossible.

When I realized I had fallen for her, I tried fixing things but it was already too late. The damage had been done and I knew that it was only a matter of time before the truth came out. Instead of letting her go and backing away, I held on to her for the little time I knew I had with her.

Hurting her will always be my biggest regret. Her pain was mine too. While her heart was breaking, mine was breaking alongside hers. I destroyed a future we might have had because of

greed and if she never forgave, I would understand.

“Ethan, you got a visitor” a guard says.

I refused to see my parents every time they came to see me. I was fucking ashamed. They took me in. They loved me. They gave me their name and I turned around and stabbed them in the back by

trying to kill their biological daughter.

I don’t understand how they can still want to see me or be near me. If I were them, I wouldn’t have

been so forgiving.

“Ethan…” he shouts. I turn back and give him a cold look.

For a moment I think of telling him to tell them I don’t want to see them, but something stops me.

Something prevents the words from coming out.

I nod my head and he gestures to my hands. After extending them, he handcuffs me, before

leading me out of my cell.

I’m a new bee here, but no one dares to touch. Mainly because I’m a tough motherfucker and I

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I walk out and freeze. The last person I expected to come see me was seated in the furthest corner.

I walk slowly as if I was in a daze. Unable to believe that Ava was actually here.

unlocks

I take

memorize her face. Knowing that this is probably the last time I would see her. She was most likely here to get closure. Most

her pain. Seeing her beautiful face just makes all I’ve lost the more real.

bones. My cold beating heart hurting in a way that it has never before. Because of my own greed, I

not. Whether you’ll even care or

a small

unsure while talking to me, just shows how much I’ve broken her. All the progress she was able to make was

betrayal.

it, Ava?” I ask her, my voice

I just wasn’t sure if she would let me. If she would pull away. She was

mine, so I had no rights to

takes a

to finish the sentence. My brows pull together as I try to stem the worry inside. Was something wrong? Why was she having a

“Ava…”

she whispers, looking

that I hadn’t heard her correctly. She said she was pregnant, but that couldn’t be

fucking case.

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“What?”

found out a week ago and got it confirmed.

along

Ava and I managed to create life together. I still remember the way her body felt against mine. How making

honestly honored that she was carrying my child.

my baby.

crosses my mind another

want the baby and are getting an abortion, right?” I ask her stiffly, every joint in my body

moment I see the old Ava back. The one she was becoming before I broke

she snaps. “I admit, when I found out I wasn’t in my right frame of mind and

to my senses.”

know what I would have fucking done if she had told me she

to have

because I wanted to know what you want to do. I know that you don’t really care about me so maybe you wouldn’t care about the baby too. Do you want

it

pained me to say it, but the baby was better off without me. I am a monster for what

before she stands up and picks up her bag. My head falls

pain that I was

goes to leave, but then she stops

because you were just using

in prison, Ava. By the

get to be a real father to them, plus

such despicable things to their mom?” I ask, desperate to have

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