I love her
Ethan
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When put my plan in motion, I never expected to fall in love with her. That was the biggest
hindsight known that has ever happened to me.
I thought it would be easy. Just kill her and I would have everything I’ve worked for. I didn’t know that it would turn out to be harder than anything I’ve ever done.
Ava isn’t the kind of woman you ignore. She isn’t the type of woman you brush aside. She’s the type you fall in love. The kind of woman who makes you want to be a better man.
I knew the moment I started falling in love with her. I tried preventing it, but it was impossible. It was similar to trying to avoid a head on collision. It was just nearly impossible.
When I realized I had fallen for her, I tried fixing things but it was already too late. The damage had been done and I knew that it was only a matter of time before the truth came out. Instead of letting her go and backing away, I held on to her for the little time I knew I had with her.
Hurting her will always be my biggest regret. Her pain was mine too. While her heart was breaking, mine was breaking alongside hers. I destroyed a future we might have had because of
greed and if she never forgave, I would understand.
“Ethan, you got a visitor” a guard says.
I refused to see my parents every time they came to see me. I was fucking ashamed. They took me in. They loved me. They gave me their name and I turned around and stabbed them in the back by
trying to kill their biological daughter.
I don’t understand how they can still want to see me or be near me. If I were them, I wouldn’t have
been so forgiving.
“Ethan…” he shouts. I turn back and give him a cold look.
For a moment I think of telling him to tell them I don’t want to see them, but something stops me.
Something prevents the words from coming out.
I nod my head and he gestures to my hands. After extending them, he handcuffs me, before
leading me out of my cell.
I’m a new bee here, but no one dares to touch. Mainly because I’m a tough motherfucker and I
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I walk out and freeze. The last person I expected to come see me was seated in the furthest corner.
I walk slowly as if I was in a daze. Unable to believe that Ava was actually here.
unlocks
I take a seat and face
memorize her face. Knowing that this is probably the last time I would see her. She was most likely here to get closure. Most women seek that, before moving
long before she’s dropping her eyes. As if just looking at me was causing her pain. Seeing her beautiful face just makes all I’ve lost the more real. I will never have her again. Never have a
that it has never before. Because
you’ll even care or not, but I just
in a small unsure
fact that she’s unsure while talking to me, just shows how much I’ve broken her. All the progress she
betrayal.
I ask her,
she would
I had no
takes a deep breath.
stem the worry inside. Was something wrong? Why was
“Ava…”
looking down at
I hadn’t heard her correctly. She said she was
fucking case.
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“What?”
a week ago and got it confirmed. I’m around three
along
That Ava and I managed to create life together. I
carrying my child. I wouldn’t
my baby.
that thoughts crosses my mind another one crashes inside my head
you don’t want the baby and are getting an abortion, right?” I ask her stiffly, every joint in my body
looks up sharply at me. Fire burning inside those brown orbs. For a moment I see the old Ava
would you think that?” she snaps. “I admit, when I found out I wasn’t in my right frame of mind and I thought the baby would be better off not being born, but I quickly came
to my senses.”
relief. I don’t know what I would have fucking
have my
you want to do. I know that you don’t really care about me so maybe you wouldn’t care about the baby too. Do you
about it before
pained me to say it, but the baby was better off without
before she stands up and picks up her bag. My head falls
that I
goes to leave, but then she stops
because you were just
the time I get out, he or she
get to be a real father to them, plus who
things to their mom?” I
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