I love her
Ethan
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When put my plan in motion, I never expected to fall in love with her. That was the biggest
hindsight known that has ever happened to me.
I thought it would be easy. Just kill her and I would have everything I’ve worked for. I didn’t know that it would turn out to be harder than anything I’ve ever done.
Ava isn’t the kind of woman you ignore. She isn’t the type of woman you brush aside. She’s the type you fall in love. The kind of woman who makes you want to be a better man.
I knew the moment I started falling in love with her. I tried preventing it, but it was impossible. It was similar to trying to avoid a head on collision. It was just nearly impossible.
When I realized I had fallen for her, I tried fixing things but it was already too late. The damage had been done and I knew that it was only a matter of time before the truth came out. Instead of letting her go and backing away, I held on to her for the little time I knew I had with her.
Hurting her will always be my biggest regret. Her pain was mine too. While her heart was breaking, mine was breaking alongside hers. I destroyed a future we might have had because of
greed and if she never forgave, I would understand.
“Ethan, you got a visitor” a guard says.
I refused to see my parents every time they came to see me. I was fucking ashamed. They took me in. They loved me. They gave me their name and I turned around and stabbed them in the back by
trying to kill their biological daughter.
I don’t understand how they can still want to see me or be near me. If I were them, I wouldn’t have
been so forgiving.
“Ethan…” he shouts. I turn back and give him a cold look.
For a moment I think of telling him to tell them I don’t want to see them, but something stops me.
Something prevents the words from coming out.
I nod my head and he gestures to my hands. After extending them, he handcuffs me, before
leading me out of my cell.
I’m a new bee here, but no one dares to touch. Mainly because I’m a tough motherfucker and I
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I walk out and freeze. The last person I expected to come see me was seated in the furthest corner.
I walk slowly as if I was in a daze. Unable to believe that Ava was actually here.
guard, unlocks
out as I take a seat and
Knowing that this is probably the last time I would see her. She was most likely here to get closure.
just looking at me was causing her pain. Seeing her beautiful face just makes all I’ve lost the more real. I will never have her again. Never have a future with her. I’ll never make
bones. My cold beating heart hurting in a way that it has never before. Because of my own greed,
even care or not, but
in a
fact that she’s unsure while talking to me, just shows how
betrayal.
I
I just wasn’t sure if she would let me. If she
mine, so I had
takes a deep breath.
together as I try to stem the worry inside. Was something wrong? Why was she
“Ava…”
looking down
correctly. She
fucking case.
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“What?”
repeats. “I found out a week ago and
along
life together. I still remember the way her body felt against mine. How making love to her
was carrying my child. I wouldn’t have picked a better
my baby.
as that thoughts crosses my mind another one crashes inside
tell me you don’t want the baby and are getting
at me. Fire burning inside those brown orbs. For a moment
think that?” she snaps. “I admit, when I found out I wasn’t in my right frame of mind and I thought the baby would be better off not being born,
to my senses.”
heave a sigh of relief. I don’t know what I would have fucking done if she
to have my
know that you don’t really care about me so maybe you wouldn’t care about the
it
say it, but the baby was better off without me. I am a monster for what
a while, before she stands up and picks up her
pain that I
leave, but then
because you were just
the time I get out,
get to be a real father
their mom?” I
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