Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

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“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

this baby is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop

I may not like

Laush

congratulations” she tells me as the

about the news. I thought you wouldn’t,

a blessing, and

through. This baby is

in time.” She takes a deep

could see it. I believe this baby has done

else has managed to do. Pulling

she’s said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this child that I

I’m willing to get the help I

for trying Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still kept

on me” I

single thing makes

I never had. Of

I know you would

away from serious conversations. By the time

was an hour

realize how much I had missed her. Just how lonely

like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was on my

am exhausted by the time I am

front door open.

enter my house without

when I hear his sweet

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I am

over my face and I stand up. I rush out of the

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

hug him close to me

I had

his face, I hold

but he doesn’t push

you so much! How are you here right now?” I ask him as I pull away a little though

don’t let him go.

on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just

came for me. He said you needed me. It was supposed to be a

when we

mentions his father that I realize Rowan was

emotion in his eyes, but I just can’t figure out what it

“Hi” I say softly.

my house everyday just to check up on. He has been supportive and

surprises me. He was so different from the

to react to this version of him.

who I began seeing three days ago. Every time he

nice, I’m left surprised by his action. It was so unlike

are you today?” he asks with a

was making steps

and I look at him. “Is it true that you’re having a

me sheepishly while

tell him

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