Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

and unplanned. That

not like

Laush

congratulations” she tells me as the

news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who the father

blessing, and this

is your

She takes a deep breath as emotions

see it. Everyone could see

managed to do. Pulling you

because of Noah and this child that I want

to get

for trying Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still kept

on me” I

single thing makes me emotional

More like the sister I never had.

know you would do

that. Moving away from serious conversations. By the time

up. It was an

how much I had missed her. Just

I felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there

the time I am done. I collapse on the sofa,

front door open.

frown. Who the hell would dare enter

when I

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I am home!” he

my face and I stand up. I rush

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

body crashes with mine. I hug him close to me as tears

I had missed

all over his face, I hold him

he doesn’t push me

you so much! How are you here right now?” I

don’t let him go.

I didn’t care. I

came for me. He said you needed me. It was supposed to be a

when we

he mentions his father that I realize Rowan was standing before him. Our

eyes, but I just can’t figure out what

“Hi” I say softly.

been by my house everyday just to check up

different from the Rowan

to this

a therapist who I began seeing three days ago. Every time

by his action. It was so unlike

are you today?” he asks with a small

I shrug. I was making steps to get better and that’s what

sleeves and I look at him. “Is it true that you’re having

at Rowan who looks at me sheepishly while rubbing the back of his

I tell him

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