Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

and unplanned. That won’t

may not like his or her father right now, but it’s not

Laush

tells me as the surprises fades and joy fills her

thought you

that a baby is a blessing, and this baby is

baby is your saving grace.

She takes a deep breath

were drowning, Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe

do. Pulling you

true. It’s because of Noah and this

That I’m willing to get the

when I kept pushing you away, you still

up on me” I

thing makes me

I never had. Of course

know you would do

after that. Moving away from serious

an hour

nice talking to her. I didn’t realize how much I had missed her. Just how lonely I had

like myself, now. I

and I am exhausted by the time I am done. I collapse on

front door open.

dare enter my house without knocking or ringing

answered when I hear his

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I am home!” he

big smile takes over my face and I stand up. I rush out

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

hug him close to me as tears fall down

had missed

over his face,

he doesn’t

much! How are you here right now?” I ask

don’t let him go.

on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so

said you needed me. It was supposed to be a surprise, that’s

we talked

his father that I realize Rowan was standing before him.

an emotion in his eyes, but I just can’t figure out what it

“Hi” I say softly.

just to

surprises me. He was so different from the

to this

words, he got me a therapist who I began seeing three days

nice, I’m left surprised by his action.

he asks with

making steps to get

at my sleeves and I look at him. “Is it true that you’re having a

at me sheepishly while rubbing

I tell

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