Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop me from

like his or her father

Laush

darling, congratulations” she tells me as the surprises fades and

about the news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who the father

is a blessing, and this baby is who you

recently been through. This baby is your

time.” She takes a deep breath

Everyone could see it. I believe this baby has done what

managed to do. Pulling you

she’s said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this child that I want

to get the

kept pushing you away, you still kept trying. You

me” I was close to

single thing makes me emotional

the sister I never had. Of course I

know you

Moving away from serious conversations. By

was an

to her. I didn’t realize how much I had

now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was

the time I am done. I collapse on the sofa, just as I hear

front door open.

the hell would dare enter my house without knocking or ringing the

is answered when I

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am home!” he

big smile takes over my face and I stand up. I rush out of the living room just as

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

me as tears fall down my

had missed

his face, I

but he doesn’t push

now?”

don’t let him go.

were both on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy to

needed me. It was supposed to be

we talked

was only after he mentions his father that I realize Rowan was standing before him.

emotion in his eyes, but I just can’t figure out what

“Hi” I say softly.

by my house everyday just to check up on. He

so different from the Rowan

to

who I began seeing three days ago.

left surprised by his

are you today?” he asks with

making steps

at my sleeves and I look at him. “Is it true

looks at me sheepishly while rubbing

tell

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