Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop me from

always wanted another child. I may not like his or her father right now, but

Laush

congratulations” she tells me as the surprises fades and joy fills her

thought you

is a blessing, and this baby is who

been through. This baby is your saving grace. He or she came to

time.” She takes a deep breath as emotions clogs her

Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe this

do. Pulling you out

because

to

when I kept pushing you away, you still kept

I was close

makes me emotional

never had. Of course I wouldn’t give up on

know you

that. Moving away from serious conversations.

was an hour or

her. I didn’t realize how much I had missed her. Just how lonely I had

felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was

exhausted by the time I am

front door open.

Who the hell would dare enter my house without

when I hear

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am

over my face and I stand up. I

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

with mine. I hug him close to me as tears

had missed

his face,

giggle, but he

missed you so much! How are you here right now?” I ask him as I

don’t let him go.

both on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy to

for me. He said you needed me. It was supposed to

we talked

after he mentions his father that I

I see an emotion in his eyes, but I just can’t

“Hi” I say softly.

been by my house everyday just to check up on. He has

still surprises me. He was so different from the Rowan I was

react to this version of him.

a therapist who I began seeing three days

surprised by his action. It was

Ava…how are you today?” he

shrug. I was making steps to get

and I look at him. “Is it

at me sheepishly

tell

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