Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

win Noah, this baby is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop me from loving

like his or her father

Laush

tells me as the surprises fades

news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who the

believe that a baby is a blessing, and this baby

you’ve recently been through. This baby is your

in time.” She takes a deep breath

were drowning, Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe this

has managed to do. Pulling

she’s said and it’s true. It’s because

to get

for trying Letty. Even when I kept pushing you away, you still kept trying.

on me” I was

single thing makes me

bestfriend. More like the sister I never had. Of course I wouldn’t give up

I know you

Moving away from serious conversations. By the

an hour or

much I had missed her. Just how lonely I

I felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was

time I am done.

front door open.

enter my house without knocking or ringing

is answered when I hear his sweet

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I am home!” he

takes over my face and I stand up. I

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

hug him close to me as tears fall down my face. His body

had missed

his

he doesn’t

missed you so much! How are you here right now?” I ask him as I pull

don’t let him go.

care. I was just so fucking happy to

needed me. It was supposed to be

when we talked

mentions his father that I realize Rowan was standing before him. Our

see an emotion in his eyes, but I just can’t figure out

“Hi” I say softly.

to check up on. He has been supportive

surprises me. He was so different from the Rowan I was

how to react to

who I began seeing three days

his action. It was so unlike

today?” he asks with a

I shrug. I was making steps

sleeves and I look at

at Rowan who looks at me

tell

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