Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

this baby is unexpected and

another child. I may not like his or her

Laush

she tells me as the surprises fades and joy

happy about the news. I thought you wouldn’t, given who

truly believe that a baby is a blessing, and this

is your saving grace. He or

in time.” She takes a deep breath as emotions

were drowning, Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe

has managed to do. Pulling

and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and

willing to get the help

I kept pushing you away,

I was close

makes me emotional

More like the sister I never had.

you would do the

up after that. Moving away from serious

an hour or so

felt nice talking to her. I didn’t realize how much I

I wasn’t

cleaning and I am exhausted by the time I am done. I collapse on the sofa, just as

front door open.

hell would dare enter my house without knocking or ringing

answered when I hear

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am home!” he

my face and I stand up. I rush out

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

I hug him close to me as tears fall down my face.

I had missed

his face, I hold

but he doesn’t

so much! How are you here right now?”

don’t let him go.

on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy

you needed me. It was supposed to be a surprise, that’s why I didn’t

when we

he mentions his father that

in his eyes, but

“Hi” I say softly.

to

that still surprises me. He was so different from the Rowan I was used to that I

to this version of him.

words, he got me a therapist who I began seeing three

his action. It was so unlike him.

he asks with a

good” I shrug. I was making steps to get better and that’s

and I look at him. “Is it true

at me sheepishly while rubbing the

I tell him

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