Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

win Noah, this baby is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop

not like his or her

Laush

tells me as the surprises fades and joy

the news. I thought you wouldn’t,

I truly believe that a baby is a blessing, and this baby is who you

you’ve recently been through. This baby is your saving grace. He or

takes a deep breath

see it. Everyone could

managed to do. Pulling

said and it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this child that I want

That I’m willing to get the help

Even when I kept pushing you away, you still kept trying. You

me” I was close to

makes me

like the sister I never

you

that. Moving away from serious conversations. By the time we say goodbye

It was an hour or so

didn’t realize how much I had missed her. Just how lonely

myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet,

I am exhausted by the time I am done. I collapse on the sofa, just as

front door open.

frown. Who the hell would dare enter my house without knocking or ringing the

question is answered when

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am home!”

stand up. I rush out of the living room just as

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

me as tears fall

had

his face, I hold him

he giggle, but he doesn’t push me

you so much! How are you here right now?” I ask him as I pull

don’t let him go.

I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy to have him

was supposed to be a surprise,

when we talked

father that

an emotion in his eyes, but

“Hi” I say softly.

just to check

was so different from the Rowan

how to react to this version of him.

to his words, he got me a therapist who I began seeing three days ago. Every

nice, I’m left surprised by his action. It was

are you today?” he asks with a

was making steps to

at my sleeves and I look at him. “Is

at Rowan who looks at me

tell him

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