Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

win Noah, this baby is unexpected and unplanned. That won’t stop me

child. I may not like his or her

Laush

tells me as the surprises

about the news. I thought

am. I truly believe that a baby is a blessing, and this

you’ve recently been through. This baby is your

takes a deep

could

managed to do. Pulling you out of

what she’s said and it’s true. It’s because

to get

I kept pushing you away, you

I was close

single thing makes me

the sister I never had.

you would do

serious conversations. By the time we

an hour or

nice talking to her. I didn’t realize how much I had missed her. Just how lonely I

few weeks. I felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I

am done. I collapse on the

front door open.

the hell would dare enter

question is answered when I hear his sweet

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Mommy I am home!” he

I stand up. I

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

body crashes with mine. I hug him close to me as tears fall down my face. His body

I had missed

his

giggle, but he doesn’t push me

right now?” I ask him as I pull

don’t let him go.

floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy

was supposed to be a

when we

after he mentions his father that I

I see an emotion in his eyes, but I just can’t figure out

“Hi” I say softly.

has been by my house everyday just to

surprises me. He was so different from the Rowan I

to this version of

who I began seeing three

left surprised by his action. It was so unlike

Ava…how are you today?” he asks with

making steps

at him. “Is it true that you’re

glare at Rowan who looks at me sheepishly

I tell

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