Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

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“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

win Noah, this baby is unexpected and

child. I may not like his or her father right now,

Laush

tells me as the

happy about the news. I thought you

I truly believe that a baby is a blessing, and this baby is

This baby is your saving grace.

in time.” She takes a deep breath as emotions

could see it. I believe this baby has done

do. Pulling you out

said and it’s true. It’s because

That I’m willing to get

I kept pushing you away, you still

me” I

single thing makes me

sister I never had. Of course I wouldn’t give

I know you would do

catch up after that. Moving away from serious conversations. By the time

up. It was an hour or so

her. I didn’t realize how much I had missed

now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I

the time I am done. I collapse

front door open.

would dare enter my house without knocking or ringing the

is answered when I hear his sweet

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Mommy I am home!”

over my face and I stand up. I rush out of the

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

with mine. I hug him close to me as tears fall down my

had

all over his face, I hold

giggle, but he doesn’t push

right now?” I ask him as I pull away

don’t let him go.

were both on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy to have him here with

needed me. It was supposed to be

we talked

was only after he mentions his father that I realize Rowan was standing before him. Our

his eyes, but I just can’t figure

“Hi” I say softly.

my house everyday just to check up

He was so different from the Rowan

react to this version

got me a therapist who I began seeing three days

surprised by his action.

you today?” he asks with a

was making steps to

and I look at him. “Is it true that

who looks at me sheepishly while rubbing the back of his

tell

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