Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

Ava

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

and unplanned. That won’t stop

may not like his or her father

Laush

tells me as the surprises fades and joy fills

thought you

I truly believe that a baby is a blessing, and this baby is who you need to

baby is your saving grace. He or she came

She takes a deep breath as emotions

drowning, Ava. I could see it. Everyone could see it. I believe

has managed to do. Pulling you

because of Noah and this child

willing to get the

kept

up on me” I was close to

makes me

the sister I never had. Of course I wouldn’t

you would do the

away from serious conversations. By the time we

It was an hour

her. I didn’t realize how much I

weeks. I felt more like myself, now. I wasn’t quite there yet,

am done. I collapse on

front door open.

hell would dare enter

answered when I hear his sweet

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am

I stand up. I rush out of

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

with mine. I hug him close to me as tears fall down

had

all over his face, I hold

giggle, but he

so much! How are you here right now?” I ask him as I pull away a little though

don’t let him go.

on the floor, but I didn’t care. I was just so fucking happy to

needed me. It was supposed to be a surprise, that’s

when we

father that

see an emotion in his eyes, but I just can’t figure out what it

“Hi” I say softly.

been by my house everyday just to check up on. He has been supportive

was so different from the Rowan

how to react to this version of him.

who I began seeing three days ago. Every time

by his action. It was so

you today?” he asks with a

I shrug. I was making steps to get better and

look at him. “Is it true that you’re having

at me sheepishly

tell him

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