Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 62

62 Noah’s back

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I’m cleaning the house. A thorough cleaning just to keep my mind off things. I’m still coming to

terms with the fact that I’m pregnant.

When Rowan rejected the idea of us having another baby. I all but gave up on giving Noah a

sibling. Now I have another baby on the way and I didn’t know how to feel.

My phone rings and I pick it up. Normally I would have refused to pick up, but not today. Pushing

those close to me away wasn’t doing me any good..

“Hi Letty” I murmur while sitting down.

I’ve been so tired of late. I should have known that there was something more to it.

“Oh my God. You picked up. I thought you wouldn’t” she screams through the phone before

sniffing. “I missed hearing your voice. It’s been weeks”

م

“I’m sorry.” I release a breath. “I just didn’t know how to handle everything so I pushed you away”

I’ve never been good at communicating my feelings. I’ve never been good at even acknowledging

them. When I’m stressed or over emotional, I shut down. I try to bury them so that I can function

properly. Pushing my emotions down is usually better than acknowledging them. Now I know

that isn’t healthy at all.

“Are you okay now?”

“Not all the way, but I will be” I assure her.

I don’t know how I plan to do that, but I was going to come out of this stronger.

I still can’t believe that I thought of killing myself and my own child. I may not know how to feel,

but this baby was my blood. Just like Noah is. I plan to be a good mother. I plan to be the best

mother to him or her.

I shake those thoughts away. I don’t want to think of how low I had hit. I don’t want to think of

what I almost did.

“I’m pregnant” I whisper, when she doesn’t say anything after a while.

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What? She shrieks in surprise “When did you find out?”

“About a week ago

this baby is unexpected and

I may not like his or

Laush

tells me as the surprises

thought

am. I truly believe that a baby is a blessing, and this baby is who you need to

you’ve recently been through. This baby is your saving grace. He

deep breath as emotions

see it. Everyone could see it. I believe this baby

to do. Pulling you out

it’s true. It’s because of Noah and this

I’m willing to get the help I

Letty. Even when I kept pushing you

up on me” I was

makes me

never had. Of course I wouldn’t give up

you

after that. Moving away from serious conversations. By the time

It was an

realize how much I

now. I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was on my

finish cleaning and I am exhausted by the time I am done. I collapse

front door open.

enter my house without knocking or ringing

is answered when I

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am

up.

through the entry way.

“Noah!”

me as tears fall down my face. His

I had missed

all over his face, I

he doesn’t push

you so much! How are you here right now?”

don’t let him go.

on the floor, but I didn’t care. I

for me. He said you needed me. It was

we talked

after he mentions his father that I realize Rowan was standing

in his eyes, but I just can’t figure

“Hi” I say softly.

to check up

was so different from the Rowan I was used to that I

how to react to this version

his words, he got me a therapist who I began seeing three days ago. Every time he

his

he asks

steps to get better and that’s what

sleeves and I look at him. “Is it true that you’re having

glare at Rowan who looks at me sheepishly while rubbing the back

I tell

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