65 Heart to heart
“Ava can we please talk?” mother pleads when I move to leave.
1 stare at her, not sure what she wanted. What was there to talk about? Hasn’t everything already
been said and done?
“There isn’t anything for us to talk about, Mother” I insist.
Looking back, I see now how I made a distinction when it came to her and father. While Emma and Travis referred to them as mom and dad, to me they were Father and Mother. Clean, cut and
completely impersonal.
I never truly acknowledged them as my parents, because deep down I just knew. Parents don’t hate their children. Parents don’t neglect their child and treat them like shit. I made what I called them impersonal because on a spiritual level, I didn’t consider them my parents.
“Please, I beg you” she pleads with tears in her eyes.
It was so strange looking at her with tears in her eyes. Her face flushed and soft. This is a look I’ve never seen her direct at me. Her face was always in a frown. She always looked at me with a certain cold indifference that was specifically targeted at me.
“How about you show me to our table as they talk?” Martha, Rowan’s mom asks Corrine while
cutting off what I was about to say.
Corrine looks skeptical. Like she didn’t want to leave me. After all, it was known that the Sharp family weren’t my biggest fan even though I was apparently their daughter.
Martha doesn’t give Corrine a chance. Instead she links their hands and pulls her away in the
opposite direction.
I sigh and take my seat. “Let’s just get this over with, looks like you won’t leave me alone until
do it now before I change my mind” I tell her
in my younger days. When I was
when I realized that she didn’t feel the same way. It
if I was more of a burden, than
hands in hers. I pull them away. Not
want her near me. The part
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you’ll ever
used to crave it. Pray for it. Hope for the day to come. Now that it’s here, the joy I thought I would feel is nonexistent.
You were just a child and instead of embracing you, I pushed you away. You loved me, loved us, but we gave you nothing but scorn. I wish more than anything that I could go back in time and change
before continuing.
daughter anyone can have. It took almost losing you to realize how
crying. If I was my old self, then her tears would have moved me.
tears meant
than twenty five years of hurting. It can’t be erased by a few drops of tears. It just doesn’t work like that. It would heaven’s
to the crap okay? If this is about the threat my mother made on your company, we can discuss it as adults. There is no need for you to try and sweeten me up, that shit won’t work. Instead of all the drama, why don’t you tell me the
emotionlessly.
I don’t care. She’s been hurting me for years. This was nothing compared to what I had to endure at her
I wasn’t sure why she looked hurt. I was sure that the
save their
reason I was apologizing was so
own actions that you find me
she was the same woman
to treat me like I didnt matter. It was so weird.
to heart, so sitting here as she
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