65 Heart to heart

“Ava can we please talk?” mother pleads when I move to leave.

1 stare at her, not sure what she wanted. What was there to talk about? Hasn’t everything already

been said and done?

“There isn’t anything for us to talk about, Mother” I insist.

Looking back, I see now how I made a distinction when it came to her and father. While Emma and Travis referred to them as mom and dad, to me they were Father and Mother. Clean, cut and

completely impersonal.

I never truly acknowledged them as my parents, because deep down I just knew. Parents don’t hate their children. Parents don’t neglect their child and treat them like shit. I made what I called them impersonal because on a spiritual level, I didn’t consider them my parents.

“Please, I beg you” she pleads with tears in her eyes.

It was so strange looking at her with tears in her eyes. Her face flushed and soft. This is a look I’ve never seen her direct at me. Her face was always in a frown. She always looked at me with a certain cold indifference that was specifically targeted at me.

“How about you show me to our table as they talk?” Martha, Rowan’s mom asks Corrine while

cutting off what I was about to say.

Corrine looks skeptical. Like she didn’t want to leave me. After all, it was known that the Sharp family weren’t my biggest fan even though I was apparently their daughter.

Martha doesn’t give Corrine a chance. Instead she links their hands and pulls her away in the

opposite direction.

I sigh and take my seat. “Let’s just get this over with, looks like you won’t leave me alone until

said your piece, so do it now before I change my mind” I tell

used to adore this woman back in my younger days.

that she didn’t feel the same way. It changed when I realized

as if I was more of a burden, than a

taking my hands in

touch me. I didn’t want her near me. The part of me

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sorry, Ava More than you’ll ever know” she whispers, folding

saying anything. I keep quiet. I always imagined this moment. Always day dreamed of her apologizing to me, then pulling me into her arms. I used to crave it. Pray for it. Hope for the day to come. Now that it’s here, the

You loved me, loved us, but we gave you nothing but scorn. I wish more than anything that I could go back in time and change things. Go back and be the mother you

before continuing.

can have. It took almost losing you to realize

was full on crying. If I was my old self, then her tears would have moved me. I

tears meant

five years of hurting. It can’t be erased by a few drops

for you to try and sweeten me up, that shit won’t

emotionlessly.

hurting me for years. This was nothing

why she looked hurt. I was sure that the

save their

hurts that you would think that of me. That you would think that the only reason I was apologizing was so I

of my own actions that you find me so

you couldn’t tell she was the same woman who used to

treat me like I didnt matter. It was so weird. We’ve never had

here as she pours out her

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