His letter
1 stare at the piece of paper on my table, not really sure what to do about it.
I was now at home. I had gotten back like an hour ago. The whole time, I spent it debating whether I should open it or tear it to pieces
The paper had been burning a hole in my purse the entire time I drove back home. Now, here I am
Still staring at it.
A part of me was curious about it contents. The other didn’t much care about what was written. The man who wrote it hated me. What good could come out of reading a letter written by him?
I pick it up, about to tear it, but a voice stops me.
‘Just read the damn thing. What’s the worst that could happen?‘ my inner voice whispers.
I cringe at the words.
Famous last words. I think to myself.
The worst thing that could happen is he hurts me.
Words were dangerous. They cause more damage than any weapon can. I still remember some of the harsh words my so called parents said to me over the years. The wounds their words inflicted
have never truly healed.
‘Just open it!‘ the voice screams.
Not giving myself a second to back out, I unfold the letter.
[Dear Ava,
If you’re reading this then it’s because I didn’t make it out of surgery. Truth be told, I don’t think I
will. They’re trying to save me not knowing that their efforts are futile. I am too far gone and I can already see you grandparents calling me to come join them. It may be the imagination of a dying
man or not, but I believe I have a special place in hell for how I treated you.
You were such a sweet girl when Winnie left you with us, but we destroyed that. We destroyed
your light and I will forever regret that I did that to you my sweet girl.
I remember when she still had you. I used to play with you and Emma. You were so innocent and
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playing with you, Travis
My mind confused. None of what he said was making any sense. If he used
the piece of paper,
be such a monster to you, but when Winnie died and she asked us to take you in, something just shifted inside
an excuse because nothing can make how we treated you right.
and uncalled
is really a vengeful bitch. I am getting exactly what I deserve for
leave this world, I want to tell you how sorry
up for what I did and said, but it’s all I have. I’m so sorry
for being the
What I deserve is to burn
you be there for your mother. She’ll need you. She has a good
mistakes towards you, she’ll
love you. I may not
my darling
the paper and shove it back in
letter affected me so much
last thing he wrote before died.
stand up abruptly and leave for my bedroom. I push
to think about them. I don’t want to think about the pain they caused me. I just
block them because I know that if I
then I would
weak right now. It would cost me more than I’m willing to bargain. I
wasn’t going to risk
my soul.
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get on my bed and lie down Refusing to let the tears flow. I’ve cried enough for these
going to waste my tears on people that
catches up to me. The fatigue, both emotional and physical weighs me down and I
I wake up it’s around
supposed to pick Noah
scramble to take a shower and get ready. Doing it in less than ten minutes. Once I’m done I rush down the stairs, praying I don’t trip and break my
Rowan and Noah in the kitchen having breakfast. He was wearing a suit and was making pancakes. It
finally awake” Noah screams with his mouth full. “I wanted to wake
going on here?”
seat and eat something. I want to finish these before I leave” Rowan replies
your meeting? You should have woken me
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