His pain
Gabe.
I groan in ecstasy as I release my load onto her back. This was just what I needed. The best way I
knew to unwind and relax.
“So when will we do this again, Tomorrow?” she asks, her eyes shining.
She looks more relaxed. I guess she needed this just as much as I did. I help her wipe my cum off
her back, but I don’t say anything. She knows the drill. I call she answers, not the other way
around.
After I’m done, she starts getting dresses. It’s past ten at night and I want to get some shut eye
before my busy schedule tomorrow.
Like I said, she knows the drill. She doesn’t spend the night and vice versa. We are nothing more
than fuck buddies.
“Gabriel?”
She’s the only one that calls me by my full name. I hate it the name. Mainly because it reminds
me of the archangel when I am literally the opposite of an angel.
“Shut it. You don’t call the shots. We’ll do this when I decide” I growl, already feeling suffocated by
her damn question.
I see an emotion similar to hurt pass through her features. I ignore it. She knew very well what
she was getting into when she agreed to this.
“So meanwhile I wait till it’s my turn? I wait till you’re bored with your other women?” she
whispers.
I’ve never kept it a secret. She knew she wasn’t the only fuck buddy I had. I liked variety. Today I
was in the mood for having a taste of her. It might be the same tomorrow. Or I might develop a
taste for someone else.
“Yes” I tell her firmly.
The light that was shining in her eyes dims. She tries her best, but I see her fighting her emotions. Fighting the hurt I had caused.
1/5
Fuck! I hate this. Hate it when they develop feelings. We’ve had this arrangement for two years
worked fine until now. Looks like it’s
to date and I don’t date. So this became
secretary. Even if I were to date her, she
this, but I guess it was a mistake. So this will be
for me like nothing ever happened between us, am I
Eden?”
me.
anymore” she whispers. Tears filling her eyes“I love you, but I
love me. For some reason you’ve closed off your heart and
you’ll
secretary, but to hell
you to write a resignation letter, isn’t it?”
Just shakes her head before she turns around and
use my phone to unlock
my bed.
that I
amazing marriage, and they love each other so much, but their case is one in a
can fucking destroy you. Seen how it
nothing but a shell.
but destroyed Rowan when he lost Emma. It was like
He used to drink himself to oblivion. Seeing all
immense power over me? Why would I
things went to shit with Emma and now? Now I
thing happening.
yet. That he loves Ava. When it
he has hurt the woman he loves over and over
the bathroom for a shower. Ten minutes later and I
what was causing it, but I have a good damn feeling that it
2/5
+15 BONUS
about to get my phone and call my brother when my security system unlocks. There is only one other
authorization. Rowan.
to see him stumbling through my front
as I help him
wasn’t a hard guess. He usually stays clear from drinking too much because of what happened. Today things seem different. It
was during
him take a seat then take
Ro?” I
“I messed up big time. How the hell
fix what I destroyed with
feel the pain in his voice and it kills me. I love my
him. I would do anything to take away
can’t. Not really
think you’ve messed
world just collapsed
I fucking
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