His pain
Gabe.
I groan in ecstasy as I release my load onto her back. This was just what I needed. The best way I
knew to unwind and relax.
“So when will we do this again, Tomorrow?” she asks, her eyes shining.
She looks more relaxed. I guess she needed this just as much as I did. I help her wipe my cum off
her back, but I don’t say anything. She knows the drill. I call she answers, not the other way
around.
After I’m done, she starts getting dresses. It’s past ten at night and I want to get some shut eye
before my busy schedule tomorrow.
Like I said, she knows the drill. She doesn’t spend the night and vice versa. We are nothing more
than fuck buddies.
“Gabriel?”
She’s the only one that calls me by my full name. I hate it the name. Mainly because it reminds
me of the archangel when I am literally the opposite of an angel.
“Shut it. You don’t call the shots. We’ll do this when I decide” I growl, already feeling suffocated by
her damn question.
I see an emotion similar to hurt pass through her features. I ignore it. She knew very well what
she was getting into when she agreed to this.
“So meanwhile I wait till it’s my turn? I wait till you’re bored with your other women?” she
whispers.
I’ve never kept it a secret. She knew she wasn’t the only fuck buddy I had. I liked variety. Today I
was in the mood for having a taste of her. It might be the same tomorrow. Or I might develop a
taste for someone else.
“Yes” I tell her firmly.
The light that was shining in her eyes dims. She tries her best, but I see her fighting her emotions. Fighting the hurt I had caused.
1/5
Fuck! I hate this. Hate it when they develop feelings. We’ve had this arrangement for two years
like it’s time to nip
date. So this became the best solution.
were to date her, she wouldn’t fit
you could handle this, but I guess it was a
working for me like nothing ever happened between us,
Eden?”
stares at me.
do this anymore” she whispers. Tears filling her eyes“I love
me. For some reason you’ve closed off your heart and I can’t keep
you’ll never
was a damn good secretary, but to hell with
a resignation letter, isn’t
shakes her head before she turns
to unlock the gates for her. Once she’s gone, I
my bed.
closed my heart off. Promising myself that
other so much, but their case is one in
love can fucking destroy you. Seen how it can kill you on the inside and leave
nothing but a shell.
all but destroyed Rowan when he lost Emma. It was like living with a zombie
He used to drink himself to oblivion. Seeing all this why would I
me? Why would I give them the weapon to destroy
Emma and now? Now I am afraid of the
thing happening.
doesn’t realize it yet. That he loves Ava. When it finally hits him, it will destroy him.
has hurt the woman he loves over and over
and go to the bathroom for a
it, but I have a good damn feeling that it was
2/5
+15 BONUS
out of the shower, dry myself and put on a pair of sweats. I was just about to get my phone and call my brother when
authorization. Rowan.
to see him stumbling through my front
the hell man?” I ask as I help
too much because of what happened. Today things seem different.
much was
a seat then take mine
Ro?” I
he stammers. “I messed
what I
and it kills me. I love
anything to take away his pain.
can’t. Not
you think you’ve messed up and where exactly have you
Like his world just collapsed down
I fucking love”
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