His pain
Gabe.

I groan in ecstasy as I release my load onto her back. This was just what I needed. The best way I

knew to unwind and relax.

“So when will we do this again, Tomorrow?” she asks, her eyes shining.

She looks more relaxed. I guess she needed this just as much as I did. I help her wipe my cum off

her back, but I don’t say anything. She knows the drill. I call she answers, not the other way

around.

After I’m done, she starts getting dresses. It’s past ten at night and I want to get some shut eye

before my busy schedule tomorrow.

Like I said, she knows the drill. She doesn’t spend the night and vice versa. We are nothing more

than fuck buddies.

“Gabriel?”

She’s the only one that calls me by my full name. I hate it the name. Mainly because it reminds

me of the archangel when I am literally the opposite of an angel.

“Shut it. You don’t call the shots. We’ll do this when I decide” I growl, already feeling suffocated by

her damn question.

I see an emotion similar to hurt pass through her features. I ignore it. She knew very well what

she was getting into when she agreed to this.

“So meanwhile I wait till it’s my turn? I wait till you’re bored with your other women?” she

whispers.

I’ve never kept it a secret. She knew she wasn’t the only fuck buddy I had. I liked variety. Today I

was in the mood for having a taste of her. It might be the same tomorrow. Or I might develop a

taste for someone else.

“Yes” I tell her firmly.

The light that was shining in her eyes dims. She tries her best, but I see her fighting her emotions. Fighting the hurt I had caused.

1/5

Fuck! I hate this. Hate it when they develop feelings. We’ve had this arrangement for two years

fine until now. Looks like it’s time to nip this at

didn’t have time to date and I don’t date. So this became the best

if I were to date her, she wouldn’t

this, but I guess it was a mistake.

You’ll continue working for me like nothing ever happened

Eden?”

me. Her

don’t think I can do this anymore” she whispers. Tears filling her eyes“I love

you’ve closed off your heart and I can’t keep

that you’ll never

good secretary, but

you to write a resignation letter, isn’t

Just shakes her head before she turns around

my phone to unlock the gates

my bed.

heart off. Promising myself that

marriage, and they love each other so much, but their case is one in a

you. Seen how it can kill you on the inside and leave you

nothing but a shell.

but destroyed Rowan when he lost Emma. It was like living with a zombie for

born. He used to drink himself to oblivion. Seeing all this

power over me? Why would I give them the weapon

with Emma and now? Now I

thing happening.

it yet. That he loves Ava. When it finally hits him, it will

woman he loves over and over

and go to the bathroom for a shower. Ten minutes

it, but I have a good damn feeling that it was

2/5

+15 BONUS

was just about to get my phone and call my brother when my security system unlocks.

authorization. Rowan.

downstairs in time to see him

I ask as I help him up, supporting

guess. He usually stays clear from drinking too much because of what happened. Today things seem different. It fucking worried me because the last time

much was during his dark

him take a seat then take

happened Ro?” I ask

right. Fucking right as always” he stammers. “I

I destroyed

feel the pain in his voice and it kills me. I love my

with him. I would do anything to take away

can’t. Not

think you’ve messed up and

his world just collapsed down

I fucking love”

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