His pain
Gabe.

I groan in ecstasy as I release my load onto her back. This was just what I needed. The best way I

knew to unwind and relax.

“So when will we do this again, Tomorrow?” she asks, her eyes shining.

She looks more relaxed. I guess she needed this just as much as I did. I help her wipe my cum off

her back, but I don’t say anything. She knows the drill. I call she answers, not the other way

around.

After I’m done, she starts getting dresses. It’s past ten at night and I want to get some shut eye

before my busy schedule tomorrow.

Like I said, she knows the drill. She doesn’t spend the night and vice versa. We are nothing more

than fuck buddies.

“Gabriel?”

She’s the only one that calls me by my full name. I hate it the name. Mainly because it reminds

me of the archangel when I am literally the opposite of an angel.

“Shut it. You don’t call the shots. We’ll do this when I decide” I growl, already feeling suffocated by

her damn question.

I see an emotion similar to hurt pass through her features. I ignore it. She knew very well what

she was getting into when she agreed to this.

“So meanwhile I wait till it’s my turn? I wait till you’re bored with your other women?” she

whispers.

I’ve never kept it a secret. She knew she wasn’t the only fuck buddy I had. I liked variety. Today I

was in the mood for having a taste of her. It might be the same tomorrow. Or I might develop a

taste for someone else.

“Yes” I tell her firmly.

The light that was shining in her eyes dims. She tries her best, but I see her fighting her emotions. Fighting the hurt I had caused.

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Fuck! I hate this. Hate it when they develop feelings. We’ve had this arrangement for two years

Looks like it’s time to nip this at the

have time to date and I don’t date. So this became the

if I were to date her,

handle this, but I guess it was a mistake. So this will be the last time

nothing ever happened between us, am

Eden?”

at me. Her

can do this anymore” she whispers. Tears filling her eyes“I love you, but I see

love me. For some reason you’ve closed

that you’ll never reciprocate my

damn good secretary, but to

guess it’s time for you to write a resignation letter,

head before she turns around and quietly leaves.

her. Instead I use my phone to unlock the

my bed.

myself that I will never

marriage, and they love each other so much, but

seen how love can fucking destroy you. Seen how it can kill

nothing but a shell.

but destroyed Rowan when he lost Emma. It was like living with a

was born. He used to drink himself to oblivion. Seeing all this why would

me? Why would I give

destroyed when things went to shit with Emma and now? Now

thing happening.

it yet. That he loves Ava. When it finally

has hurt the woman he loves over

and go to the bathroom for a shower. Ten minutes

anxious. I don’t know what was causing it, but I have a good damn

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myself and put on a pair of sweats. I was just about to get my phone and call my brother when my security system

authorization. Rowan.

get downstairs in time to see him stumbling through my

I ask as I

It wasn’t a hard guess. He usually stays clear from drinking too much because of what happened. Today things seem different. It fucking

this much was during

him take a seat then take mine beside

Ro?”

Fucking right as always” he stammers. “I messed up big time. How the

fix what I

it kills me. I love my brother

suffer right along with him. I would do anything to take away

can’t. Not

messed up and where exactly have

looked distraught. Like his world just

love her Gabe. I fucking love”

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