Ex-Husband's Regret
Chapter 93
She deserves better.
Rowan.
My eyes snap open. Rays of light hitting me square in the face. I groan in pain. My head was
pounding as if there was someone using it as a fucking drum.
It takes a while to register that I am in my room, in Gabe’s house. It’s something we both did. He
has a room at my house, and I have one in his.
Groaning, I stand up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step under it. Using my
hands for support, I lean against the wall and try to put my jumbled thoughts in order. I don’t
remember much of last night except drinking.
Fuck! How the hell did I get here? How is it possible that I fell in love with Ava and didn’t realize it
sooner?
The moment the realization hit me, I went straight to the club. I rarely get drunk. I promised
myself not to ever get butt drunk after Noah was born. Normally, I just take a class or two, and
that’s enough. Yesterday, though, I needed it. I needed it badly.
There is no remedy for what I was feeling. No fucking cure. How do you even begin to deal with
the realization that you love the woman that you hated? The same woman you spent nine fucking
years hurting?
I sigh and get out of the bathroom. Feeling like I have aged at least thirty years. I haven’t been this
out of sorts in years.
After getting dressed, I head downstairs. I find Gabe having breakfast.
“Where is June?” I ask, referring to his housekeeper.
“She’s made us breakfast and left. She said that she wanted an early start to the market so she
could get fresh veggies.”
June had a thing against buying from grocery stores. For some reason, she believed that they
weren’t as fresh or organic as they wanted us to believe. She buys all vegetables, fruits, meat,
eggs, and milk from the local market, which is owned by a bunch of farmers.
“How are you feeling?” Gabe asks as I pour myself some coffee.
“Like I’ve been hit by a truck.”
+16 BONUS
When I realized that I loved Ava, part of me wanted to rush back to her house and tell her immediately. I would have if my rational side hadn’t won. It was too soon to tell her. She wouldn’t
have believed me at all.
never been scared, but with this new awareness, I was fucking terrified. Is this how she
but also knowing that I hate
“I thought you swore
to numb the pain. You can’t understand how difficult it was to realize that I love Ava. That all this time I’ve
I may have lost my chance with her all because I couldn’t
she frowns at me in disapproval. Or when, at times, she looks at me with nothing but hate
crave her. I follow her around like a damn lost
the only way to be near
never thought of what she went through at my hands. What she is dishing out is nothing compared to what I did to her. Yet it still fucking hurts. How the hell did she survive
nine fucking years?
do with me. Wants me to be completely out of her life for good. I want
she deserves better, but I can’t let her go
did that happen? The last
asks me, looking puzzled.
sure you were in love with
weren’t you the one that insisted that I
was about that. He wouldn’t let it go, even
guess he just knows me better than I know myself. He
didn’t
was telling me you loved Ava, but your insistence at
was wrong.”
“You were fucking right. My only wish is that I had relegalized this sooner.
have been easier to mend what
+15 BONUS
into space. Lost in the bitter memories. Memories where I had her,
I broke her. My actions and words
until there was
shoes” Gabe whistles and I
it happened. When did you
pinpoint the exact time. Maybe it happened when we were
a recent thing. All I know
hair. I was frustrated and
you love someone!
there. Probably came after
you held on to the memory of Emma. She was your first love, so
she was your true love. You can’t live with someone for nine years and
wouldn’t even have touched her if
I just got what I needed from her while
imagined she was Emma.” I
treated her. 1
1
fucking Emma because you missed her or
hold you back? Something that would guard
Ava because you felt that enjoying sex with her
you held on to
the
I
about it like that. I admit I
I explain how the
was right, and I used Emma as an escape from what I truly felt
already betrayed the love of my life once; how then could
sleeping with and enjoying Ava’s body? It all made sense
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