Something wrong with me
Ava
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My brain cells were totally fried.
I’ve been sitting here since Calvin left about an hour ago. I asked him if Noah could stay the night
at his house today and he agreed.
I was still trying to grasp all that I learnt today. It was too much information all at once. I didn’t
know how to handle all of it.
My phone rings. For a second I think of ignoring, but decide against it. It might be an emergency.
I swipe the screen sightlessly. I put the gadget to my ear, but don’t say a thing. My mind was
completely blank so I wait for whoever was on the other side to speak.
“Ava” she breathes. “Thank God. Are you okay? Travis told me what happened today”
Immediately I recognize her voice. Letty.
“I’m not sure, honestly” I reply in a whisper.
I still didn’t understand how Emma could be so cruel to Calvin and Gunner. I know that she always
wanted to carry Rowan’s children, but to reject her own flesh and blood because he doesn’t have
Rowan’s DNA is downright malicious.
“Travis told me you’re the one that discovered the truth and exposed Emma’s lie”
Knowing how a parent’s rejection feels like, I completely understood Gunner’s pain. I took his pain
as my own because he r ded me so much of myself.
He didn’t choose Emma to be his mother, yet she hurt him as if he was nothing. That pissed me of
and broke my heart at the same time.
“Yes. It was just by coincidence I guess”
“How? How were you able to figure it out” she asks, her voice in disbelief.
I don’t know whether it’s from finding out that Emma has a son or it’s from her inability to
understand how I came by the truth.
“His smile” I breathe. “He’s smiled at me many times before, but there was this day it just hit me
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was young snapped in my head His smile was similar to hers
“Cal never said anything before?”
“Never but when I mentioned Emma’s name, he completely froze. That gave everything away.
Also the fact that he didn’t correct me”
It still seems so surreal. I can’t imagine my life without Noah so I don’t understand how Emma
was able to live like her son didn’t exist.
to tell her everything from
got here.
again. I didn’t want to project my pain, but it
hard.
know where I was going until I was at Kate’s house” I
felt so angry on his behalf and mine. I wanted
me when I was little and they treated
to stand up for him and
I’d prayed for when I was growing up. Other
me, yet they said nothing. Hell, even Rowan’s parents kept quiet and followed
me or what was right. So I decided to
No child should suffer through how your Kate and James
right for exposing what a bitch she is”
of me that
could have handled it
that I couldn’t even
I drove is; Like mother, like daughter 2I was
my door, Letty. I
felt so tired and drained. Both
know it has been a tiring
our goodnights and hang up. I consider ignoring the person on the
I didn’t want to
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use up and ge open the
are you doing
to see him if I am being honest,
her I’m shocked that he in
come in?” he asks
wrong with me because I step aside and let him in. He gives me
enters
Noah asleep?” he asks while taking off his
not here. Today he’ll be sleeping over
eyes at his name. For a moment I think he’s going to start a
he literally forces himself to calm down. I almost clap for him
today turned out.” He pauses. “How are you
and I’ve seen some massive changes in him recently, but today
have cared. In fact he would have lashed
be possible that
I’m being absurd. He had nine
never did. It’s not possible for him to have a change
while to consider
I feel like I’ve been scraped
closer to
I feel his body heat. I feel him
where I am
some reason I
If I had been thinking clearly, I would have told him to
I know this must be hard for you and not
concerns Gunner”
that he understands that not all of what I am feeling right now
also because of my
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but he cups my
don’t know,
and neck. He then pushes a
eyes clash with mine. He stares at me in a way that
Like I am his
one way to distract you” he starts. “If I bend and take those pretty
just stare at
him no‘ I whisper to
Ava.
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