Something wrong with me
Ava
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My brain cells were totally fried.
I’ve been sitting here since Calvin left about an hour ago. I asked him if Noah could stay the night
at his house today and he agreed.
I was still trying to grasp all that I learnt today. It was too much information all at once. I didn’t
know how to handle all of it.
My phone rings. For a second I think of ignoring, but decide against it. It might be an emergency.
I swipe the screen sightlessly. I put the gadget to my ear, but don’t say a thing. My mind was
completely blank so I wait for whoever was on the other side to speak.
“Ava” she breathes. “Thank God. Are you okay? Travis told me what happened today”
Immediately I recognize her voice. Letty.
“I’m not sure, honestly” I reply in a whisper.
I still didn’t understand how Emma could be so cruel to Calvin and Gunner. I know that she always
wanted to carry Rowan’s children, but to reject her own flesh and blood because he doesn’t have
Rowan’s DNA is downright malicious.
“Travis told me you’re the one that discovered the truth and exposed Emma’s lie”
Knowing how a parent’s rejection feels like, I completely understood Gunner’s pain. I took his pain
as my own because he r ded me so much of myself.
He didn’t choose Emma to be his mother, yet she hurt him as if he was nothing. That pissed me of
and broke my heart at the same time.
“Yes. It was just by coincidence I guess”
“How? How were you able to figure it out” she asks, her voice in disbelief.
I don’t know whether it’s from finding out that Emma has a son or it’s from her inability to
understand how I came by the truth.
“His smile” I breathe. “He’s smiled at me many times before, but there was this day it just hit me
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was young snapped in my head His smile was similar to hers
“Cal never said anything before?”
“Never but when I mentioned Emma’s name, he completely froze. That gave everything away.
Also the fact that he didn’t correct me”
It still seems so surreal. I can’t imagine my life without Noah so I don’t understand how Emma
was able to live like her son didn’t exist.
everything” she insists and I proceed to tell her everything from how it
got here.
I didn’t want to project my pain, but it
hard.
where I was going until I was at Kate’s house” I tell her.
ago. “I felt so angry on his behalf and mine. I wanted
did for me when I was little and they treated
for him and call Emma out on her
was growing
treated me, yet they said nothing. Hell, even Rowan’s parents kept
what was right. So I decided to do it
you babe. No child should suffer through how your Kate and James treated you
Gunner. You were right for exposing what a bitch
of me that felt like
could have handled it
I was so angry that I couldn’t even
All I thought about as I drove is; Like mother, like daughter
door, Letty. I have
felt so tired and drained. Both
tomorrow. I know it has been a tiring day
both say our goodnights and hang up. I consider ignoring the person on
didn’t want to
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slowly use up and
doing here?” I
am being honest,
that
come in?” he
wrong with me because I step aside and let
he enters my
Noah asleep?” he asks while
Today he’ll be sleeping
anger flash in his eyes at his name. For a moment
he literally forces himself to calm down. I almost
It’s crazy how today turned out.” He pauses. “How
changes in him recently, but today it’s just sort
In fact he would have lashed out at me
it honestly be possible
head to push away those thoughts. I’m being
have a change of heart all
say, then take a while to consider what I just
feel like I’ve
walks closer
me in his arms. I feel his body
place where I am
for some reason I am not. My
thinking clearly, I would have told him
pain? I know this must
concerns Gunner”
I’m shocked that he understands that not all
but also because of
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but he cups my cheek and makes
don’t know, Rowan” I
skimming over my cheek and neck.
eyes clash with mine. He stares at me in a way that I used to
like he wants. Like I am his
know of one way to distract you” he starts. “If I bend and take those pretty pink lips, will you
stare at
I whisper
Ava. Push
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