Something wrong with me
Ava
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My brain cells were totally fried.
I’ve been sitting here since Calvin left about an hour ago. I asked him if Noah could stay the night
at his house today and he agreed.
I was still trying to grasp all that I learnt today. It was too much information all at once. I didn’t
know how to handle all of it.
My phone rings. For a second I think of ignoring, but decide against it. It might be an emergency.
I swipe the screen sightlessly. I put the gadget to my ear, but don’t say a thing. My mind was
completely blank so I wait for whoever was on the other side to speak.
“Ava” she breathes. “Thank God. Are you okay? Travis told me what happened today”
Immediately I recognize her voice. Letty.
“I’m not sure, honestly” I reply in a whisper.
I still didn’t understand how Emma could be so cruel to Calvin and Gunner. I know that she always
wanted to carry Rowan’s children, but to reject her own flesh and blood because he doesn’t have
Rowan’s DNA is downright malicious.
“Travis told me you’re the one that discovered the truth and exposed Emma’s lie”
Knowing how a parent’s rejection feels like, I completely understood Gunner’s pain. I took his pain
as my own because he r ded me so much of myself.
He didn’t choose Emma to be his mother, yet she hurt him as if he was nothing. That pissed me of
and broke my heart at the same time.
“Yes. It was just by coincidence I guess”
“How? How were you able to figure it out” she asks, her voice in disbelief.
I don’t know whether it’s from finding out that Emma has a son or it’s from her inability to
understand how I came by the truth.
“His smile” I breathe. “He’s smiled at me many times before, but there was this day it just hit me
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was young snapped in my head His smile was similar to hers
“Cal never said anything before?”
“Never but when I mentioned Emma’s name, he completely froze. That gave everything away.
Also the fact that he didn’t correct me”
It still seems so surreal. I can’t imagine my life without Noah so I don’t understand how Emma
was able to live like her son didn’t exist.
me everything” she insists and I proceed to tell her everything from how it started to
got here.
am done, I’m crying once again. I didn’t want to project my pain, but
hard.
was at Kate’s house” I tell her. I had
ago. “I felt so angry on his behalf and mine. I wanted to do
did for me when I was little and they
up for him and
was something I’d prayed for when I was growing
said nothing. Hell, even Rowan’s parents kept quiet
No one stood up for me or what was right. So
babe. No child should suffer through how your
right for exposing what a bitch she is”
of me that felt like
could have handled it
angry that I couldn’t even think
as I drove is; Like mother, like daughter 2I was about to say something when my doll bell
my door, Letty. I
felt so tired and drained. Both emotionally
know it has been a tiring day
up. I consider ignoring the person on
I didn’t want to
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up and
what are you doing here?”
I am being honest, I was expecting him to
I’m shocked that he in
in?” he asks instead
step aside and let him in. He gives me
he enters my
asks while taking off his
though he’s not here. Today he’ll
at his name. For a
to calm down. I almost clap for him
how today turned out.” He pauses. “How are
some massive changes in him recently, but today it’s just
he wouldn’t have cared. In fact he would
it honestly be possible that he
my head to push away those thoughts. I’m being absurd. He had nine years to
possible for him to have a change of heart all of
while to consider what I just said. “Scratch
I feel like I’ve been scraped
closer
I feel his body heat. I feel
every place where
for some reason I am not. My
from exhaustion. If I had been thinking clearly, I
can I do to ease your pain? I know this must be hard for you and not just because
concerns Gunner”
a bit. I’m shocked that he understands that not all of what I am feeling right
Gunner, but also because
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cups my cheek and
know, Rowan” I
softly. His fingers skimming over my cheek and neck. He then pushes a lock of my hair
He stares at me in a way that I used to dream about. He stares
he wants. Like I am his world, which is impossible,
and take those pretty pink lips,
just stare at
him no‘ I whisper to
Ava. Push
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