Something wrong with me

Ava

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My brain cells were totally fried.

I’ve been sitting here since Calvin left about an hour ago. I asked him if Noah could stay the night

at his house today and he agreed.

I was still trying to grasp all that I learnt today. It was too much information all at once. I didn’t

know how to handle all of it.

My phone rings. For a second I think of ignoring, but decide against it. It might be an emergency.

I swipe the screen sightlessly. I put the gadget to my ear, but don’t say a thing. My mind was

completely blank so I wait for whoever was on the other side to speak.

“Ava” she breathes. “Thank God. Are you okay? Travis told me what happened today”

Immediately I recognize her voice. Letty.

“I’m not sure, honestly” I reply in a whisper.

I still didn’t understand how Emma could be so cruel to Calvin and Gunner. I know that she always

wanted to carry Rowan’s children, but to reject her own flesh and blood because he doesn’t have

Rowan’s DNA is downright malicious.

“Travis told me you’re the one that discovered the truth and exposed Emma’s lie”

Knowing how a parent’s rejection feels like, I completely understood Gunner’s pain. I took his pain

as my own because he r ded me so much of myself.

He didn’t choose Emma to be his mother, yet she hurt him as if he was nothing. That pissed me of

and broke my heart at the same time.

“Yes. It was just by coincidence I guess”

“How? How were you able to figure it out” she asks, her voice in disbelief.

I don’t know whether it’s from finding out that Emma has a son or it’s from her inability to

understand how I came by the truth.

“His smile” I breathe. “He’s smiled at me many times before, but there was this day it just hit me

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was young snapped in my head His smile was similar to hers

“Cal never said anything before?”

“Never but when I mentioned Emma’s name, he completely froze. That gave everything away.

Also the fact that he didn’t correct me”

It still seems so surreal. I can’t imagine my life without Noah so I don’t understand how Emma

was able to live like her son didn’t exist.

she insists and I proceed to tell her everything from how it started to

got here.

am done, I’m crying once again. I

hard.

was at Kate’s house” I tell

“I felt so angry on his behalf

one did for me when I was little and they treated me with cruel disdain.

to stand up for him and

was something I’d prayed for when I was growing up.

they said nothing. Hell, even Rowan’s parents kept quiet and

up for me or what was

understand you babe. No child should suffer through how

were right for exposing what a bitch she is”

this part of me that felt like maybe I shouldn’t have done

could have handled it

I was so angry that I couldn’t

like daughter 2I was about to say something when my doll

Letty.

so tired and drained. Both

tomorrow. I know it has

and hang up. I consider ignoring

tired. I didn’t want

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slowly use up and ge

doing here?” I ask in

being

her I’m shocked that he

he asks instead

wrong with me because I step aside

enters my

Noah asleep?” he asks

here. Today he’ll be sleeping over

For a moment I think he’s going to start a

down. I almost clap for him at

crazy how today turned out.” He pauses. “How

seen some massive changes in him recently, but today it’s just sort of

wouldn’t have cared. In fact he would have lashed out at

honestly be possible

push away those thoughts. I’m

not possible for him to have a change

good” I say, then take a while to consider what I just said. “Scratch that.

like I’ve

walks closer

in his arms. I feel his body

where I am

some reason

been thinking clearly, I would

do to ease your pain? I know this

concerns Gunner”

that he understands that not

of Gunner, but also because of my own

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cups my cheek and makes me look at

know, Rowan” I

skimming over my cheek and neck. He

He stares at me in a way that

he wants. Like I am his world,

bend and take those pretty pink lips, will you let me?” he ask, as my heart

just stare

no‘ I whisper to

Ava.

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