Something wrong with me

Ava

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My brain cells were totally fried.

I’ve been sitting here since Calvin left about an hour ago. I asked him if Noah could stay the night

at his house today and he agreed.

I was still trying to grasp all that I learnt today. It was too much information all at once. I didn’t

know how to handle all of it.

My phone rings. For a second I think of ignoring, but decide against it. It might be an emergency.

I swipe the screen sightlessly. I put the gadget to my ear, but don’t say a thing. My mind was

completely blank so I wait for whoever was on the other side to speak.

“Ava” she breathes. “Thank God. Are you okay? Travis told me what happened today”

Immediately I recognize her voice. Letty.

“I’m not sure, honestly” I reply in a whisper.

I still didn’t understand how Emma could be so cruel to Calvin and Gunner. I know that she always

wanted to carry Rowan’s children, but to reject her own flesh and blood because he doesn’t have

Rowan’s DNA is downright malicious.

“Travis told me you’re the one that discovered the truth and exposed Emma’s lie”

Knowing how a parent’s rejection feels like, I completely understood Gunner’s pain. I took his pain

as my own because he r ded me so much of myself.

He didn’t choose Emma to be his mother, yet she hurt him as if he was nothing. That pissed me of

and broke my heart at the same time.

“Yes. It was just by coincidence I guess”

“How? How were you able to figure it out” she asks, her voice in disbelief.

I don’t know whether it’s from finding out that Emma has a son or it’s from her inability to

understand how I came by the truth.

“His smile” I breathe. “He’s smiled at me many times before, but there was this day it just hit me

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was young snapped in my head His smile was similar to hers

“Cal never said anything before?”

“Never but when I mentioned Emma’s name, he completely froze. That gave everything away.

Also the fact that he didn’t correct me”

It still seems so surreal. I can’t imagine my life without Noah so I don’t understand how Emma

was able to live like her son didn’t exist.

everything” she insists and I proceed to tell her everything from

got here.

the time I am done, I’m crying once again. I didn’t want to project my

hard.

was going until I was at Kate’s house” I tell her. I had

so angry on his

one did for me when I was little and

him and call Emma out on her

prayed for when I was

said nothing. Hell,

or what was right. So I decided to do it for

should suffer through how your Kate and James treated

Emma treated Gunner. You were right for exposing what a bitch she is”

felt so relieved. There was this part of me that felt like maybe I shouldn’t have done

could have handled it

angry that I couldn’t even think straight. I couldn’t

about as I drove is; Like mother, like

Letty.

tired and

know it has

up. I consider ignoring the person on the door. Like I

tired. I didn’t want to see

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up and ge open the

you doing

am being honest, I

that he in

I come in?” he

because I step aside and let him in. He gives me a small

enters

asleep?” he asks while

not here. Today he’ll be

in his eyes at his name. For a moment I think he’s going to start a fight over

down. I almost clap for him at his show

crazy how today turned out.” He pauses. “How are you

in him recently, but today it’s just sort of

he would have lashed out at me for hurting

be possible

shake my head to push away those thoughts. I’m being absurd. He had nine years to change

It’s not possible for him to have a change

say, then take a while to consider

like I’ve been scraped

closer to

his arms. I feel his body heat. I

every place where I am

but for some reason I am not. My mind was completely empty

been thinking clearly, I

do to ease your pain? I know this must be hard for you and not

concerns Gunner”

that not all of what I

also because of my

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look at his feet, but he cups my cheek

know, Rowan”

softly. His fingers skimming over my cheek and neck. He

clash with mine. He stares at me in a way that I used to dream about.

I am his world, which is impossible,

starts. “If I bend and take those pretty pink lips, will

just stare

him no‘ I whisper to

Ava.

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