Something wrong with me
Ava
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My brain cells were totally fried.
I’ve been sitting here since Calvin left about an hour ago. I asked him if Noah could stay the night
at his house today and he agreed.
I was still trying to grasp all that I learnt today. It was too much information all at once. I didn’t
know how to handle all of it.
My phone rings. For a second I think of ignoring, but decide against it. It might be an emergency.
I swipe the screen sightlessly. I put the gadget to my ear, but don’t say a thing. My mind was
completely blank so I wait for whoever was on the other side to speak.
“Ava” she breathes. “Thank God. Are you okay? Travis told me what happened today”
Immediately I recognize her voice. Letty.
“I’m not sure, honestly” I reply in a whisper.
I still didn’t understand how Emma could be so cruel to Calvin and Gunner. I know that she always
wanted to carry Rowan’s children, but to reject her own flesh and blood because he doesn’t have
Rowan’s DNA is downright malicious.
“Travis told me you’re the one that discovered the truth and exposed Emma’s lie”
Knowing how a parent’s rejection feels like, I completely understood Gunner’s pain. I took his pain
as my own because he r ded me so much of myself.
He didn’t choose Emma to be his mother, yet she hurt him as if he was nothing. That pissed me of
and broke my heart at the same time.
“Yes. It was just by coincidence I guess”
“How? How were you able to figure it out” she asks, her voice in disbelief.
I don’t know whether it’s from finding out that Emma has a son or it’s from her inability to
understand how I came by the truth.
“His smile” I breathe. “He’s smiled at me many times before, but there was this day it just hit me
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was young snapped in my head His smile was similar to hers
“Cal never said anything before?”
“Never but when I mentioned Emma’s name, he completely froze. That gave everything away.
Also the fact that he didn’t correct me”
It still seems so surreal. I can’t imagine my life without Noah so I don’t understand how Emma
was able to live like her son didn’t exist.
everything” she insists and I proceed to tell her everything from
got here.
the time I am done, I’m crying once again. I didn’t want to project my
hard.
was going until I was at Kate’s house” I tell her. I had
so angry on his
one did for me when I was little and
him and call Emma out on her
prayed for when I was
said nothing. Hell,
or what was right. So I decided to do it for
should suffer through how your Kate and James treated
Emma treated Gunner. You were right for exposing what a bitch she is”
felt so relieved. There was this part of me that felt like maybe I shouldn’t have done
could have handled it
angry that I couldn’t even think straight. I couldn’t
about as I drove is; Like mother, like
Letty.
tired and
know it has
up. I consider ignoring the person on the door. Like I
tired. I didn’t want to see
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up and ge open the
you doing
am being honest, I
that he in
I come in?” he
because I step aside and let him in. He gives me a small
enters
asleep?” he asks while
not here. Today he’ll be
in his eyes at his name. For a moment I think he’s going to start a fight over
down. I almost clap for him at his show
crazy how today turned out.” He pauses. “How are you
in him recently, but today it’s just sort of
he would have lashed out at me for hurting
be possible
shake my head to push away those thoughts. I’m being absurd. He had nine years to change
It’s not possible for him to have a change
say, then take a while to consider
like I’ve been scraped
closer to
his arms. I feel his body heat. I
every place where I am
but for some reason I am not. My mind was completely empty
been thinking clearly, I
do to ease your pain? I know this must be hard for you and not
concerns Gunner”
that not all of what I
also because of my
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look at his feet, but he cups my cheek
know, Rowan”
softly. His fingers skimming over my cheek and neck. He
clash with mine. He stares at me in a way that I used to dream about.
I am his world, which is impossible,
starts. “If I bend and take those pretty pink lips, will
just stare
him no‘ I whisper to
Ava.
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