Something wrong with me
Ava
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My brain cells were totally fried.
I’ve been sitting here since Calvin left about an hour ago. I asked him if Noah could stay the night
at his house today and he agreed.
I was still trying to grasp all that I learnt today. It was too much information all at once. I didn’t
know how to handle all of it.
My phone rings. For a second I think of ignoring, but decide against it. It might be an emergency.
I swipe the screen sightlessly. I put the gadget to my ear, but don’t say a thing. My mind was
completely blank so I wait for whoever was on the other side to speak.
“Ava” she breathes. “Thank God. Are you okay? Travis told me what happened today”
Immediately I recognize her voice. Letty.
“I’m not sure, honestly” I reply in a whisper.
I still didn’t understand how Emma could be so cruel to Calvin and Gunner. I know that she always
wanted to carry Rowan’s children, but to reject her own flesh and blood because he doesn’t have
Rowan’s DNA is downright malicious.
“Travis told me you’re the one that discovered the truth and exposed Emma’s lie”
Knowing how a parent’s rejection feels like, I completely understood Gunner’s pain. I took his pain
as my own because he r ded me so much of myself.
He didn’t choose Emma to be his mother, yet she hurt him as if he was nothing. That pissed me of
and broke my heart at the same time.
“Yes. It was just by coincidence I guess”
“How? How were you able to figure it out” she asks, her voice in disbelief.
I don’t know whether it’s from finding out that Emma has a son or it’s from her inability to
understand how I came by the truth.
“His smile” I breathe. “He’s smiled at me many times before, but there was this day it just hit me
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was young snapped in my head His smile was similar to hers
“Cal never said anything before?”
“Never but when I mentioned Emma’s name, he completely froze. That gave everything away.
Also the fact that he didn’t correct me”
It still seems so surreal. I can’t imagine my life without Noah so I don’t understand how Emma
was able to live like her son didn’t exist.
everything” she insists and I proceed to tell her everything from how
got here.
the time I am done, I’m crying once again. I didn’t want to project my
hard.
I was at Kate’s house” I
angry on
one did for me when I was little and they treated
him and call Emma out on her
was growing up. Other parents
Hell, even Rowan’s parents kept quiet and
me or what was right. So I decided
No child should suffer through how
right for exposing
There was this part of me that felt like maybe I shouldn’t have
could have handled it
but I was so angry that I couldn’t even
like daughter 2I was about to say something when my doll
door, Letty. I have to
so tired and drained.
know it has
hang up. I consider ignoring the person on the
I didn’t
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slowly use up and ge open
are you doing
am mitpitted to see him if I am being
her I’m shocked that he in here
in?” he asks instead of
step aside
enters
he asks while
not here. Today
name. For a moment I think he’s going to start a fight
literally forces himself to calm down. I almost clap for him at
crazy how today turned out.” He pauses. “How are
seen some massive changes in him recently, but today it’s just sort
Before he wouldn’t have cared. In fact he would have lashed
honestly be possible that he
I’m being absurd. He
never did. It’s not possible for him to have a change of heart all
say, then take a while to consider what
I feel like I’ve been scraped
closer
his body heat. I feel
where
reason I am
from exhaustion. If I had been thinking clearly, I would have told
I know this must be hard
concerns Gunner”
a bit. I’m shocked that he understands that not all of what I am feeling right
Gunner, but also because of my
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look at his feet, but he cups
know, Rowan” I
my cheek softly. His fingers skimming over my cheek and neck. He then pushes a lock of my
at me in a way that I used to dream about.
he wants. Like I am his
to distract you” he starts. “If I bend and take those pretty pink lips, will you let me?” he
stare
no‘ I whisper to
no, Ava. Push him
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