Something wrong with me

Ava

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My brain cells were totally fried.

I’ve been sitting here since Calvin left about an hour ago. I asked him if Noah could stay the night

at his house today and he agreed.

I was still trying to grasp all that I learnt today. It was too much information all at once. I didn’t

know how to handle all of it.

My phone rings. For a second I think of ignoring, but decide against it. It might be an emergency.

I swipe the screen sightlessly. I put the gadget to my ear, but don’t say a thing. My mind was

completely blank so I wait for whoever was on the other side to speak.

“Ava” she breathes. “Thank God. Are you okay? Travis told me what happened today”

Immediately I recognize her voice. Letty.

“I’m not sure, honestly” I reply in a whisper.

I still didn’t understand how Emma could be so cruel to Calvin and Gunner. I know that she always

wanted to carry Rowan’s children, but to reject her own flesh and blood because he doesn’t have

Rowan’s DNA is downright malicious.

“Travis told me you’re the one that discovered the truth and exposed Emma’s lie”

Knowing how a parent’s rejection feels like, I completely understood Gunner’s pain. I took his pain

as my own because he r ded me so much of myself.

He didn’t choose Emma to be his mother, yet she hurt him as if he was nothing. That pissed me of

and broke my heart at the same time.

“Yes. It was just by coincidence I guess”

“How? How were you able to figure it out” she asks, her voice in disbelief.

I don’t know whether it’s from finding out that Emma has a son or it’s from her inability to

understand how I came by the truth.

“His smile” I breathe. “He’s smiled at me many times before, but there was this day it just hit me

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was young snapped in my head His smile was similar to hers

“Cal never said anything before?”

“Never but when I mentioned Emma’s name, he completely froze. That gave everything away.

Also the fact that he didn’t correct me”

It still seems so surreal. I can’t imagine my life without Noah so I don’t understand how Emma

was able to live like her son didn’t exist.

tell her everything from how it started to

got here.

the time I am done, I’m crying once again. I didn’t want to project my pain, but it

hard.

at Kate’s house”

few months ago. “I felt so angry on his behalf and mine. I wanted

I was little and

him and call Emma out on her

when I was growing up. Other parents noticed

said nothing. Hell, even Rowan’s parents kept quiet and followed

or what was right. So I decided to

suffer through how

Gunner. You were right for exposing what

that felt like maybe I

could have handled it

but I was so angry that I couldn’t even think straight.

thought about as I drove is; Like mother, like daughter 2I was about to say something when my doll

at my door, Letty.

so tired and drained.

I know it has been a tiring day for

goodnights and hang up. I consider ignoring the person on the door.

didn’t want to see

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use up and

doing

him if I am being honest, I was expecting

shocked that he in

he asks instead of

because I step aside and let him in. He gives me a

enters my

asks while

he’s not here. Today he’ll be sleeping

in his eyes at his name. For a moment I think

forces himself to calm down. I almost clap for him at his show

crazy how today turned out.” He pauses. “How are

changes in him recently, but

Before he wouldn’t have cared. In fact he would have lashed out at

it honestly be possible that he

thoughts. I’m being absurd. He had nine

to have a change of

I say, then take a while to consider what I

I feel like I’ve

walks closer

body heat. I feel him

every place where I

reason I am not. My

If I had been thinking clearly,

can I do to ease your pain? I know this

concerns Gunner”

bit. I’m shocked that he understands that not all of what

of Gunner, but also because

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look at his feet, but he cups my cheek and makes me look at

don’t know, Rowan”

skimming over my cheek and neck. He then

at me in a way that I

like he wants. Like I am his world, which is

and take those pretty pink lips, will

stare at

him no‘ I whisper

Ava.

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