Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 105

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The bright light coming through my window makes me open my eyes. Instead of getting up

immediately, I just stay in bed for a while as I rub my belly and feel my baby move inside me.

I look at the calendar on my bedside table and realize that today I just hit the sixth–month

milestone. It’s scary to have a baby. The whole journey is filled with uncertainty. I always make

sure to thank God each time I pass a milestone with my baby, knowing not all babies get to be

born.

After saying a small thank–you prayer, I get up and move downstairs. I could always shower later,

but right now I am hungry. With everything that happened yesterday, I forgot to eat.

Thinking about yesterday brings me to what happened with Rowan. I still can’t believe that I let

him kiss me or that I actually enjoyed it.

It bugs me so much that I wanted more. I wanted him to deepen the kiss. I wanted him to take it

further. I can blame it on the hormones, but we all know that I’d be lying to myself.

Rowan hurt me so much. The fact that I wanted him yesterday makes me hate myself just a little

bit. I promised myself to move on, yet there I was making out with him in my living room.

I want to believe that Rowan has changed, but I just can’t. Even if, by some miracle, he has, don’t

you think it’s a little too late for us? Too much has already happened for us to make something out

of the mess he created.

Taking out the ingredients for breakfast, I get to work. No matter what I try, I still can’t stop

thinking about the

kiss. For heaven’s sake, why the hell did this kiss affect me so much? I

just don’t fucking get it, honestly.

erase the feel of

startles me so

holding.

of me,” I say with my hand pressing hard on

beating heart.

given Gunner and Noah didn’t really get

boys to find them munching

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was just a little

“Are you still

a lie, but he didn’t need

different thing.

are you making for breakfast,

up” I

his fist up in the air. “I love fry–ups;

breakfast food at once.”

one day Emma will see the error of her ways

you almost done?” Noah asks. “I’m

and I’ll be done. Why don’t you go wait

I finish up?”

same time, before rushing to

me and proceeds to

when we should have given you more time to yourself. It’s just that

that they

laugh at that. It’s not that Calvin was a bad cook. He just didn’t

mine.

finished cooking and brought some over anyway,

get back to frying

you holding up, all things considered?” I ask

“I feel relieved that now everyone knows about Gunner. He’s an

he shouldn’t be hidden away like a dirty secret. After my grandfather died, I had no one

two of us, but I

his mother had a family. Gunner deserves

eyes, Travis and Kate weren’t people worth knowing, but they’d treated Noah well, so

safe for Gunner to be

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