Ex-Husband's Regret

Harper.

I get out of bed feeling like I've been run over by a track. I didn't get a stitch of sleep yesterday. You could tell by how sluggish and slow I was this morning.

Looking at my phone, I see that it's a little past five in the morning. I know that I won't be able to go back to sleep so I just get up. Gabriel had told me that he had a gym, so I put on some leggings and a sport bra and then leave my room.

I had a long day ahead of me. Today is Monday, and it'll be Lilly's first day at school. I wanted to be the one to take her. She seemed a bit nervous when she went to sleep, but she tried downplaying it.

The only thing that gave her comfort was knowing that Noah would be with her. She had told me that Noah had promised to introduce her to all his friends. It was so sweet and kind of him. It was clear that he was raised right, and given how kind Ava was towards me, I didn't expect anything else.

I walk through the still dark hallways trying to maneuver my way to the gym. I remember Gabriel telling me it was on the top floor so that's where I head.

On my way, I pass by Gabriel's room and for a moment I stop. Don't look at me like that. I have no freaking idea why I stopped. There was just something that pulled me to a stop. There was no light and sound so he was probably still asleep.

I literally have to force myself to move. The last thing I wanted was him waking and finding me outside his door standing there like a creep.

Within minutes, I find the locked doors. The lights were on, but I don't think anything about it. I realized that he sometimes works out at night, so maybe he forgot to switch them of yesterday.

I open the door and step inside. I freeze in my trucks. Gabriel was definitely not asleep.

Instead, he was t-shirtless on the treadmill. I swear I could see sweat dripping down his chest and, fuck did it do things to me.

I wanted to look away, but I couldn't. I couldn't stop staring at his wide chest or the muscles that rippled underneath his skin. My eyes were fixated on him. Drinking him up like they were thirsty.

"You done staring? Or should I flex my muscles and give you more of the show" his arrogant filled tone, pulls me back to the present.

I realize that he was no longer running on the damn thing. Shit. He'd stopped and he'd caught me staring him

staring" I mutter, stepping further

were probably

me" he says with

workout. I've haven't seen Gabriel since

wanted to ask him where he was going. Who he was going with. I wanted to remind him that we both agreed that there would be no cheating. I wanted to so much, but

whole night I was on edge. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about where he was, what he was doing or more specifically, who he was doing. My mood didn't improve when I woke up the next day, and he still wasn't home. I didn't see him the whole day and went to sleep without laying my eyes on

and I don't even know what to act or react. Should I ask? But

ask. The need

you since Saturday" I say, trying

around, pretending that I was looking at the weights, trying to

ask what you really want to ask without beating around the bush, Harper" his voice drawls

him move.

ask, pushing the

around. I gasp when

chest to his eyes. There was something in them that I couldn't fully

was a storm I was seeing behind those

"No I

"Good, because if you had,

me finish my sentence.

too late do I realize that he'd cornered me with nowhere else

he says before adding. "Though, you must realize how this is fucking hard

offering anything!" I snap, trying to push against