Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0442

"Eh, what do I say to that? I'm not a believer of positive and negative energies.

“So, if I may ask, why are you here, Emma? What made you decide on therapy?” her question comes as a surprise and for a moment I fumble with my answer.

“I didn’t want to come. Hell, I’m not even the one that booked it, but my friend thinks it will be beneficial for me. She thinks I need to heal and forgive myself before I can move forward.” The words just tumble out of my mouth without warning, which shocks me. I never intended to tell her the truth.

She smiles at me, her face radiating peace. “Honesty, I like that. That’s one thing that I prefer my clients having.Without honesty, how can I help them, right?”

When I don’t say anything, she continues.

“You mentioned forgiving yourself;am I wrong to assume that you feel guilty about something?”

hell? Did she do something to me? Is there something in the humidifier that makes people open up and talk? Because how the hell did I admit that to her

is a strong emotion. What else do you feel?”

“Regret, loss”

guilt and vice versa. In your case, I think you lost someone precious to you, and the guilt and regret of not valuing them

because she was damn right. She hit the mark

your childhood. Your parents, siblings, friends, childhood crushes. Walk me through your life as a teenager and then as a young adult. Can you do that

listens as I bare everything. By the time we get to when Ava and Rowan slept together and then what happened after, I was a hot crying mess.

why I am here” she says once I am done talking. “I’m here to help you deal with you pain

snivel and

you to give you an assignment. Go buy a journal, okay? And in our next session you'll tell me

to it. Is it because it’s your favorite color? Is it because you like leather covers? That sort of thing”