Chapter 0443

Ava stands up and walks towards me the moment I get outside the door.

“How was it?” she asks, her eyes shifting I between mine.

If I am being honest, then I’m surprised she’s still here. When she said that she would wait for me, I didn’t expect her to.

I Just thought she would wait till I was inside, then leave. I never thought she’d wait the entire one and a half hour.

“It was surprisingly nice,” I reply, not really sure how to put it.

I'liked the session more than I thought I would. For so long, I kept what I was feeling inside me. Sure, I told Molly, but I never allowed myself to feel the emotions. I never told her how I felt. The heartbreak, the pain, the emptiness, all of it, I kept it to myself.

Being able to do that with Mia was eye- opening. I don’t know how she did it. I I don’t know how she got me to open up...

But everything just came tumbling out of my mouth and heart. Every feeling I've tried fleeing from. Every pain I’ve tried burying. Everything just tumbled out of I me. I I'm nowhere near okay, but I feel good. I feel great that I was able to release that part of myself that I’ve been trying to bury.

then we can get some ice cream.” I feel like I've lost my mind or

some shit? Before I can even question her on her actions, she pulls me to a corridor. We enter the washrooms and

shock when I stare

my session,” she says as she pulls out wipes, concealer and mascara

staring at myself in the

and my mascara was smudged all over my face. If I had known this would be the

to break my defenses and have me bawling like a child. I've always held myself upright and uptight. For Mia to be able to

my thoughts when Ava hands me the wipes. Slowly, I take them from her hand and begin wiping the mascara. We stay silent as I get myself cleaned up. Once I'm done, I use the concealer to cover the blotchiness under my eyes. Thank God

you look?” I ask when everything is

more as

“That’ll do.” We

appointment, we leave the building. We were outside and I was just about thank

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