Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0488

Emma

I was back in therapy with Mia. I still can't believe that I went to Calvin's office and apologized. If I am being honest, when it comes to Calvin, I've never done anything so bold before.

*Emma?"

I stop staring at the wall and focus on Mia. My head was still in a mess, but slowly I felt like I was starting to piece things together.

"Yes?"

*You were telling me that you apologized to Calvin," she pushes her glasses up her nose.

The humidifier made soft noises as it pushed the calming scent of lavender into the surrounding air. I felt relaxed. I felt like I was floating. Maybe it was time for me to invest in aromatherapy because, so far, I liked how it made me feel.

me realize that I was

feel

"A bit lighter."

placing them on my lap. I stare at my nails. They were short and plain. Not my usual well done. I don't even remember the last time I went to get my nails done. That's how

and I know there is a 'but' coming. "But, you have to realize that apologizing

sigh. She didn't have to explain it to me. I already understand. It's similar to Ava. She had the right to forgive or leave Rowan. She chose to forgive him, but even if she hadn't, it would still have been her right. Her choice.

staring at my

you? What will you do if they decide against

I didn't want to let my mind wander into that territory because it scared the crap out of me. Content belong to NôvelDráma.

want to be there for him. It scares me that I might just have lost that chance

my head as I try to think of an answer. As I try to dig deep and come up with a

had asked me this question two years ago, I would have just shrugged and told you it didn't matter. That in the