Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0488

Emma

I was back in therapy with Mia. I still can't believe that I went to Calvin's office and apologized. If I am being honest, when it comes to Calvin, I've never done anything so bold before.

*Emma?"

I stop staring at the wall and focus on Mia. My head was still in a mess, but slowly I felt like I was starting to piece things together.

"Yes?"

*You were telling me that you apologized to Calvin," she pushes her glasses up her nose.

The humidifier made soft noises as it pushed the calming scent of lavender into the surrounding air. I felt relaxed. I felt like I was floating. Maybe it was time for me to invest in aromatherapy because, so far, I liked how it made me feel.

I was wrong in how I treated

you feel

"A bit lighter."

my nails. They were short and plain. Not my usual well done. I don't even remember the last time I went to get my nails done. That's

"But, you have to realize that apologizing may not be enough. You have to accept that Calvin may never forgive

forgive or leave Rowan. She chose to forgive him,

again, staring at my hands.

and Gunner decide not to forgive you? What will you do if

but for the longest time I didn't want to consider it. I didn't want to let my mind wander into that territory because it scared

want to be a mother to him. I want to be there for him. It scares me that I might just have lost that chance

think of an answer. As I try to dig

that right now. If you had asked me this question two