Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0501

Emma.

I am nervous. I am very nervous. My heart is racing and I can barely breathe. I clutch the steering wheel in a tight grip as I try to calm down the panic that was surging inside me.

If I am honest, then I'll admit that I have been skeptical since talking to Ava. My words were a false bravado from a woman who, at the moment, had an unusual surge in confidence. After Ava left, that false bravado faded. The confidence I had dropped and I was left doubting the decision I had made.

I struggled with it, wondering if I was doing the right thing. I doubted the actions I wanted to take. I wasn't sure if it would bear fruits or if I would be making things worse by pushing myself onto them.

Finally, I decided to hold off on my plans. It surprised me, honestly, I wasn't like that before. I never doubted myself or my decisions. If I wanted something, I went after it, guns blazing.

Yesterday after I talked to Mia, it opened my eyes. She asked me if I was sure about making things right. I was sure. That is what I wanted. I couldn't help but ask myself one question as I went home. If being in Gunner's life was what I wanted, then why was I hesitating concerning the decision I had made?

I got home and the question kept ringing in my head like a broken record. The rest of the day, I thought about nothing else. Finally, before going to sleep, I decided to go through with the plan. This was the only way to get close to them. To get close to Gunner. He was what I wanted and I was planning to go after him, guns blazing. Content belong to NôvelDráma. Org.

Which brings me to now. When I got up in the morning, I called Ava and told her that I'd be coming in the afternoon. She was happy to hear. So glad that I hadn't backed out from my original plan. She'd given me her new address and I was on my way there now.

a deep breathe, I loosen the grip I had on the

fifth avenue." Siri's

get on to the avenue, driving at

upper rich. I grew up around wealth, but I still get shocked when I

required speed limit of ten, I follow Siri's voice till

reached your destination." Her voice says before turning

bell engraved on it,

voice comes through the

Emma.

open them for you. Follow

release the breaks and drive through the long driveway. Finally, I see their house and it's completely marvelous. It's

breathe, I slowly walk towards the house, my

door opens before Noah's

says in an emotionless and detached tone.

him, I see so much of Rowan in him that, for a minute, I forget that this is his son. I never got