Falling For The Man I Married

Chapter 52: Why? Why do I love you?

I pushed him but not in a way that could catch the attention of the crowd.

"Gabriel, what is happening to you?" I whispered In his ears.

"What is happening to me? You said you were just going to the bathroom and when I saw you, you're dancing with Greg!" he said gripping my waist.

"I was about to go back to the table when I saw him. He asked me to dance---"

"And you agreed and danced with him!"

"So what? What was wrong with that?" I also glared at him.

"I brought you here to make Stacey jealous and not me!"

I was left speechless with what he said. -'He's jealous?'- I noticed how he was also surprised by his own word, but he masked it immediately.

"What I mean is that we're playing a sweet couple here, Madi! What do you think would other people say when they see you dancing with another man?"

"But Greg is not another man to me, Gabriel! He's my friend too!"

He looked at me suspiciously and I started to feel nervous. What if he asks me why I'm so closed with Greg?

"Are you falling in love with Greg, Madi?"

But the question he asked me wasn't something I expected. There's a different emotion in his eyes when he asked me that question. And because I was still in shock, I didn't answer him right away.

"You don't need to answer, I understand. I'm not in a position to ask you that." and then he left me with an open mouth.

He always seemed jealous

when we were inside the car. He was quiet but remained frowning all the way home, so

he drives. His ring shines on my face when we passed the street lights and I looked into my lap where my hands were resting. I sighed and played my ring. I swirled it around my ring finger and looked out

blocks from his house when the heavy rain started pouring on the roof

"Stop the car!" 

a deep frown on his forehead, but he also pulled over and stopped the car. I immediately opened the door and

and danced around with both arms in a sideward position. I smiled and looked up at the sky. I missed this. I missed everything in my homeland. I missed my childhood. Those days when my sister,

cheeks, but since it's raining heavily, nobody notices it. I remember what my brother said when

cry but don't want anyone to notice, go out when it's raining

wash away all my tears, but I wish it can also wash away my pain. I wish it can also

what are

watched him walk closer to me. Why do I love him? Why do I also have to feel this pain of loving him? Are these the consequences of loving someone whose

let's go back!" he tried to grab my

going to run in front of the gate." And I didn't wait for

"But Madi---"

tears flowing fast as if there's no tomorrow. The guards immediately opened the gate when they saw Gabriel's car. I also walked in towards the front door, but

we're both drenched under the rain. He's hugging me but I'm not hugging him back. I couldn't stop the tears to flow, it just feels heavier now

"You're crying."

cupped both of my cheeks. I tried to avoid his gaze but

"Why?"

why? I was also asking so many 'why' to myself. I looked at

Gabriel? Why do I love you? Why it has to be you of all people? Why not

"Shhh..."

control my sobs and his eyes followed the movement of my lips. I just closed my

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