Falling For The Man I Married

Gabriel's POV:

I pulled her closer to me and kissed her forehead when she finally fell asleep. I moved myself a bit to look at her sleeping face. I don't know why she cried earlier, but that's something I never want to see in her ever again if that's possible. I want to hold her and tell her things that will make her stop crying. 

I'm jealous. And now I admit I'm jealous, especially when she's talking to Greg. She's happy, she always smiles and even laughs. I'm jealous of those things he can do with her and I can't. I am her husband, but I can't make her happy and I don't even have to right to feel that way. 

I pushed some of her hair behind her ears, which now covering her face and I smiled. I was right from the very start that she's perfect as well as being my wife. 

-'I hope you'll stay, Madi. I hope you'll stay with me. I can't state exactly what I feel for you right now, but I know you're important to me. And believe it or not, I've started to care about you. I can't even think of one day of going home without you in this house, without seeing your beautiful face and your smile...

...I wish I could tell you these things, but I'm not brave enough to face you and these feeling. I hope you can wait for me. I hope you were still here when I'm complete again. The time I am ready to give you myself without looking back to the past behind me. If you'll still be here when that time comes, Madi, I promise I will be next to you in your every waking time in the morning and before you go to sleep at night... 

...I will hold you tight, hold your hand, hug you and kiss you every hour and every day of my life. But for now, I can't promise you anything. I just want first to be a better man, for you. So when I face you by that moment, I can proudly shout in front of everyone that I am yours and you are mine alone...

I know I am being a jerk to you most of the time, but believe me, this jerk of a man next to you is the first person who doesn't want to see you cry. All I want is to make you smile. I want you to be mine, Madi, when everything falls into their right place..'-

I smiled as she moved her face closer to my chest. It feels so natural and comfortable to hug her as if we've been doing it for a long time. Her skin is so soft and you can never see a single scar on her arm or even a pimple mark on her face. She looks like an angel when she sleeps, so peaceful yet so beautiful. 

It's already one in the morning when sleep has visited me. 

***

I woke up feeling something heavy on my waist. I tried to move my body but then I heard a small moan. 

"Hmm..."

And when I traced the small arm over my stomach, the smile formed on my lips. She's here beside me, sleeping like a baby. She has a small pout on her lips and I wish I could always kiss that pout on her. 

I hitched my breath when her knee moved up between my legs, under my precious jewels. I gulped and tried to move it away but she snuggled more to me and pressed her knee to that precious part of mine. 

-'Oh fuck!'-

"Hmm..."

My eyes went wide when she moaned and that precious thing began to twitch. And I didn't try to move again, because the more I tried, the more she pressed her knee. I just hugged her and kissed her on the forehead. 

And after thirty minutes of watching her sleep, I have already memorized how many moles she has on her face and where each one was placed. 

"Good morning." I smiled at her when she looked up at me with her half-closed eyes. 

"Good mor---" her eyes widened when she noticed her arm around me, but as she moved quickly she accidentally gave my jewels knee.

"Ohh!" I crashed in bed due to the sudden pain. 

"Oh my God! I'm sorry!" she jolted up and tried to touch it but I held her hand. 

"Don't!" I said through the surging pain. 

she bit her lips and I closed my eyes so I

can already take the pain. When I looked at her, I found her blushing and how I wish to kiss

can still have one or two children in the future." she chuckled and her voice sounded like music to

asked when she had already composed

you ask?" she looked at me, confused.

you cried

she said and looked into her lap. "I

"You have siblings?"

one sister. Anyway, what time is it?" she asked and I noticed that she just wanted to

checked the time from her clock. "It's 8:15,

at the party, because of your bitchy

do you want

her eyebrow. "Why?

- I'll try.." I said scratching

cook for this time because for sure you're going to ask one of your

talented, how did you know about that?" I asked

course! I am Madi!" and she confidently got up from

What do you mean by 'I'm Madi'? Well, I am Gabriel too." she just laughed at me when I said I am

Madi! Do you now get it?" she confidently stood up and posed in front

time I've seen her so carefree in front of me.

you?" she asked me again and I looked at her. "Haist! Never mind! You will never understand because you're right. You're Gabriel!"

"What do you mean, I will never understand because I'm Gabriel?" I tried to ask her but she already closed the bathroom door.

does she mean

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Madi's POV:

will never understand because you are Gabriel. The Gabriel who doesn't know about me, who doesn't

took it from him and started cooking our breakfast. It only took thirty minutes and we're now sitting across

Mom on Saturday," I said after taking a sip

my schedules free for that

stay there for two days ---" I looked at him when he dropped his

two days?" he asked with disbelief

and I really missed my

going with you!"

"Gab, you don't need---"

I'm going with you and

bit my lips with

how about your plans with Stacey?" I just asked

about it. It's just for

just for two

to book two

we'll use my jet." he's now done with his food and I remember one thing I need to clarify with him regarding our visit with my

don't want her to ask me some questions regarding this marriage thing

to love and marry, but I'm sure she won't be happy when she knows about this deal and that