Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future by Neener Chapter 49

Kas’s POV

I can feel the lump in my throat give way into tears as Delilah comes into the apartment. She sets down a

leather bag that looks like an old time doctor’s bag and takes my hands in hers.

“Kas, what happened?” she asks. Her face is fills with worry. Lenora is rubbing soothing circles on my back.

“I had a vision, Delilah, it was awful, ” I begin to sob and collapse against her. Delilah wipes my tears with her sleeve as she shushes me, rocking me gently in her arms. Her movement makes me realize I flinched when Bronx tried to do the same thing just a few moments ago. Why did I do that? Was it because of the premonition? My heart aches thinking that I did that

because of something Bronx didn’t actually do. It was just in my head.

I look around and realize he isn’t in the room. “Bronx?” I look around, “Where did he go?“

“I think he feels guilty for slapping you, ” Lenora growls in annoyed tone. She has a hand on her hip taking a judgemental stance.

“Slap me? Don’t be ridiculous. Bronx would never hit me, Lenora, ” I defend my mate with a little growl.

“Kas, I saw it. We all did.“

“I don’t remember. I can’t believe it would happen, ” I shake my head in denial.

“Okay, if you don’t remember, that’s probably for the best. How about you and Delilah sit down so you can tell her what your premonition was, Kas. I’ll mind link my brother and see if I can get him back here,” Lenora

reassures me, “Don’t worry about him.“

I let Delilah lead me to the sofa while Lenora contacts Bronx.

She uses my

I already feel like I am starting to forget the details of it,”

easier if you close your eyes and concentrate on the vision. I’m going

that you will feel like you’re in that moment again. I know it will be scary, but I need you to let yourself relive it. You may see me as a ghost in your peripheral vision if you try to look around. This is normal. I will be

he’s fine. We just need to give him a little time, then I will send Milo

happens is normal, I assure you. I don’t know how long it will take, but I need you to make sure we are not

too early can be…well…

and locks the door to the

my best friend and close my eyes. I feel her hands press gently against the sides of my head and she begins to murmur words in a language I don’t understand. An odd

from her hands. Cooling and soft, making me feel like I ‘m turning to jelly. Her unfamiliar words become a

bed in a cold sweat. I ‘m aware that I’m in my premonition, but I can’t stop the events from playing out. I look around and I swear I see Delilah standing just out of my vision but turning my head to face her doesn’t work. She is always just out of my

looks at me with tears in her eyes. She pulls me

It may not seem like it right now, but it’s going to be

alright?” Lenora is sitting

at

Delilah? I ‘in so sorry you had to experience that,” I

need to relay to my mother so we can figure out how to keep

at all?”

will remember , but it will just be an awareness. It won’t feel scary like it does now, ” she nods while she is explaining, “It’s complex magic and taking

emotions kind of falls in the gray magic area of light and dark but I think in this case, it’s for the best. I am sure Lady

think about it. I understand Delilah telling mee this is gray magic means it is going to take a lot out of her and she will need to have a cleansing ceremony performed, but I trust her.

don’t want to feel this way about my mate. He hasn’t

overhear bits and pieces of Delilah describing what happened in the vision and Lenora mentioning PTSD. They come back with Delilah holding her doctor’s bag, placing it on the coffee table. She pulls out several bottles of liquid and pouches of herbs. She hands Lenora an empty glass and starts filling it with the various components. As I watch her skillfully concoct the potion, her ocean blue eyes turn

glass far in front of her, “What are you going to do with

deep, it’s almost unrecognizable. She takes the glass from Lenora and hands it to me. I take a sniff and almost gag. It

and moves