Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future by Neener Chapter 49

Kas’s POV

I can feel the lump in my throat give way into tears as Delilah comes into the apartment. She sets down a

leather bag that looks like an old time doctor’s bag and takes my hands in hers.

“Kas, what happened?” she asks. Her face is fills with worry. Lenora is rubbing soothing circles on my back.

“I had a vision, Delilah, it was awful, ” I begin to sob and collapse against her. Delilah wipes my tears with her sleeve as she shushes me, rocking me gently in her arms. Her movement makes me realize I flinched when Bronx tried to do the same thing just a few moments ago. Why did I do that? Was it because of the premonition? My heart aches thinking that I did that

because of something Bronx didn’t actually do. It was just in my head.

I look around and realize he isn’t in the room. “Bronx?” I look around, “Where did he go?“

“I think he feels guilty for slapping you, ” Lenora growls in annoyed tone. She has a hand on her hip taking a judgemental stance.

“Slap me? Don’t be ridiculous. Bronx would never hit me, Lenora, ” I defend my mate with a little growl.

“Kas, I saw it. We all did.“

“I don’t remember. I can’t believe it would happen, ” I shake my head in denial.

“Okay, if you don’t remember, that’s probably for the best. How about you and Delilah sit down so you can tell her what your premonition was, Kas. I’ll mind link my brother and see if I can get him back here,” Lenora

reassures me, “Don’t worry about him.“

I let Delilah lead me to the sofa while Lenora contacts Bronx.

I connect with your mind?” Delilah asks. She uses my formal title indicating she needs to have control over my

fades. I already feel like I am starting to forget the

close your eyes and

is a possibility that you will feel like you’re in that moment again. I know it will be scary, but I need you to let yourself relive it. You may see me as a ghost in your peripheral vision if you try to look around. This is normal. I will be observing details you may not be able to because of the traumatizing nature

the sofa, “Bronx is having a tantrum. He won’t speak to me, but he’s fine. We just need to give him a little time, then I will send Milo and Reggie after him. They know how to

look scary, but whatever happens is normal, I assure you. I don’t know how long it will take, but I need you to make sure we are not

the link too

Lenora says. She goes and locks the door

facing the witch who has become my best friend and close my eyes. I feel her hands press gently against the sides of my head and she begins to murmur words in a

like I ‘m turning to jelly. Her

swear I see Delilah standing just out of my vision but turning my head to face her doesn’t work. She is always just out of my line of sight. I try to say her name but the word disolves like dust in my mouth. Once again, I relive the horror as Saint possesses Bronx’s body and the last flicker of life

eyes wide, back in reality. Delilah looks at me with tears in her eyes. She

to be okay, Kas. It may not seem like it right now, but it’s going to be okay, ” Delilah sniffs

Lenora is sitting on the

up at us before

Are you okay, Delilah? I ‘in so sorry you had to experience that,” I soothe. It’s my turn to wipe

let me take this fear out of your mind. I have everything I need to relay to my mother so we can figure out how to keep

won’t remember at all?”

, but it will just be an awareness. It won’t feel scary like it does now,

area of light and dark but I think in

it is going to take a lot out of her and she will need to have a cleansing ceremony performed, but I trust her. She wouldn’t offer it to me if she didn’t believe it was

to feel this way about my mate.

liquid and pouches of herbs. She hands Lenora an empty glass and starts filling it with the

the glass far in front of her, “What

unrecognizable. She takes the glass from Lenora and hands it to me. I take a sniff and almost gag. It smells of filth and rot. It reminds me of my former bedroom in the

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