Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future by Neener Chapter 5

Sam scoots back on his backside away from me, wide- eyed, then clambers up and runs away as fast as he can.

Suddenly, I’m thrust back into my normal state of mind and I fall back to the ground, exhausted. My hands are no longer glowing but they feel like they are on fire and full of static electricity.

“Lex! What was that?” I scold her, but mostly because it scared me.

“I couldn’t help it. He was threatening us.”

“Okay, but what was with the glowy purple, burny hands thing?! That’s not normal!”

“Kas, we’ve been through this. We are a child of the Moon Goddess. We are special. The ‘glowy purple, burny hands thing’ is a gift from our mother. There is more too. You will see after we shift for the first time. Until then,

I’m not strong enough to show you. Besides, it isn’t like I hurt him; his wolf will heal him before he is back in his office.”

“I-I don-, wait, you mean the Moon Goddess is my actual mom? Like she gave birth to me, specifically? Not just, like, mother of all werewolves because she created us a gazillion years ago?”

“That’s what I’ve been saying since I woke up. It’s not my fault you didn’t believe me.”

I pick up a towel to wipe the blood from my nose. Lex is already healing me from the break. But my face is clearly going to be bruised for a couple of days. I pull my hat down low so no one can see the bruises then pick up the first two platters and rush out to the dining room.

“Okay, well if you’re able to do that to Sam, how come you can’t do it to Alpha Graham or Ryan?”

“Well, I think it happened one time before I woke up, but I wasn’t fully in control then. I can’t do it now because he’s our Alpha, Kas. I can’t go against what he says. I

can’t attack our Alpha or our future Alpha.”

with her. I’m just trying to figure out

territory but I

I make the list of extra supplies I need and put it in the box hanging outside Sam’s office. That way,

to the stockroom and put supplies on the pantry cart

to swallow the panic

when I’m Alpha, you won’t be treated the way you are now,” he takes a

up and push lightly against him to get him to move, but he’s stronger than me and

way my dad treats

against me, “I

is no way I heard him right.

in disbelief, “and you’re no better, standing there

stinging the corners of my eyes as he slips an arm around my

when it’s finally my turn. I can’t wait until he lets me treat you like that. I want to hear you moan with pleasure when I beat you. I want you on your knees so I can

playroom just for us, instead of just your bedroom,” He’s nuzzling against my neck right below my ear

but he’s too strong. He doesn’t budge, “Get

whole time, he’s been turned on by watching his dad torture me? What the hell

happy evil to disgusted. Without warning, he takes

knees. Then he bends over behind me, pressing his body against mine, and slides his arm under my shirt roughly massaging my breast while he grunts in my ear. He slides his other hand inside my leggings, rubbing his fingers against my lower area. He pulls me toward his body, pressing his erection against my butt, moving back and forth to

mine as soon as I convince my father to let me have you. I wanted him to watch the first time I take you. I want to make him proud when I make you squeal in pain but I don’t think I can wait,” His voice is rough and ragged with excitement and he’s grinding against me

do is sob. I’m afraid to fight back or to even say anything. Lex can’t help

please help me! Please

He pulls my leggings and underwear down, tearing them both in half with his wolf claws extended. I feel him pressing himself against my entrance. I know what

mind off. Just like the night his father beat me within an inch of my life. My mind cannot be present for what is happening to

gets off me and I fall to the floor. He tears the back of my shirt open and releases his seed on the skin of my scarred back. He kicks me in the stomach again and walks away. I lay on the floor of

up, Kas,” Lex commands