Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future by Neener Chapter 5

Sam scoots back on his backside away from me, wide- eyed, then clambers up and runs away as fast as he can.

Suddenly, I’m thrust back into my normal state of mind and I fall back to the ground, exhausted. My hands are no longer glowing but they feel like they are on fire and full of static electricity.

“Lex! What was that?” I scold her, but mostly because it scared me.

“I couldn’t help it. He was threatening us.”

“Okay, but what was with the glowy purple, burny hands thing?! That’s not normal!”

“Kas, we’ve been through this. We are a child of the Moon Goddess. We are special. The ‘glowy purple, burny hands thing’ is a gift from our mother. There is more too. You will see after we shift for the first time. Until then,

I’m not strong enough to show you. Besides, it isn’t like I hurt him; his wolf will heal him before he is back in his office.”

“I-I don-, wait, you mean the Moon Goddess is my actual mom? Like she gave birth to me, specifically? Not just, like, mother of all werewolves because she created us a gazillion years ago?”

“That’s what I’ve been saying since I woke up. It’s not my fault you didn’t believe me.”

I pick up a towel to wipe the blood from my nose. Lex is already healing me from the break. But my face is clearly going to be bruised for a couple of days. I pull my hat down low so no one can see the bruises then pick up the first two platters and rush out to the dining room.

“Okay, well if you’re able to do that to Sam, how come you can’t do it to Alpha Graham or Ryan?”

“Well, I think it happened one time before I woke up, but I wasn’t fully in control then. I can’t do it now because he’s our Alpha, Kas. I can’t go against what he says. I

can’t attack our Alpha or our future Alpha.”

don’t want to argue with her. I’m just trying to figure out the rules. I’m

I mean, it’s cool territory but I don’t know

I need and put it in the box hanging outside Sam’s office. That way, I don’t have

go to the stockroom and put supplies on the pantry cart for later. As I’m working, I hear someone clear their throat behind me. I look up to find Ryan standing uncomfortably close to

I try to swallow the panic that instantly builds

wanted to say, when I’m Alpha, you won’t be treated the way you are now,” he takes a step

please stop,” I put my hands up and push lightly against him to get him to move, but he’s stronger than me and doesn’t budge. I

dad

it,” he moves closer, breathing deeply until he’s fully pressing himself against me, “I think you like when he does it. Don’t you?” he whispers in my

There is no way I

father,” I say in disbelief, “and you’re no better, standing there watching

feel tears stinging the corners of my eyes as he slips an arm around

it’s finally my turn. I can’t wait until he lets me treat you like that. I want to hear you moan with pleasure when I beat you. I want you on your knees so I can whip you instead of him. I want you to be my toy, Kas, not his.

bedroom,” He’s nuzzling against my neck right below my ear making me cringe, but I don’t have anywhere to be able to move to get away from him. I can feel his erection getting harder as he leans more weight against

I push hard against him but he’s too strong. He doesn’t budge,

on by watching his dad torture me? What the hell

contorts from happy evil to disgusted. Without

my knees. Then he bends over behind me, pressing his body against mine, and slides his arm under my shirt roughly massaging my breast while he grunts in my ear. He slides his other hand inside my leggings, rubbing his fingers against my lower area.

as soon as I convince my father to let me have you. I wanted him to watch the first time I take you. I want to make him proud when I make you squeal in pain but I don’t think I can wait,” His voice

to fight back or to even

Goddess, if you’re really my mother, please help me! Please save me

with his wolf claws extended. I

the night his father beat me within an inch of my life. My mind cannot be present

off me and I fall to the floor. He tears the back of my shirt open and releases his seed on the skin of my scarred back. He kicks me in the stomach again and

Kas,” Lex