Found by the Lycan King

Chapter 135

Zenovia

Pushing the hair away, he continued when I stepped back.

“So…it took me a while, but I realized I was not going to die no matter how much I fought and pushed myself. But those around me were dying…at an alarming rate. I had to change that. I could not save all of them but a few whom I could, I tried my best to care for them. Slowly, I found the survivors and gathered them to form a pack. I devoted my life to their betterment while silently hoping every day that I would not open my eyes the next morning. But guess what?”

He asked, smiling like a madman.

My heart broke to see him like this and I went towards him, trying to calm him down, but he stepped away again.

“I…I never fucking died. Aisy died, but I am still alive. And… I would not have wanted to live…until I found you.

Callahan said, the last four words leaving his mouth in a pained whisper. I felt as if somebody was squeezing my heart in a deathly grip and I could not breathe anymore.

This. This was his way of telling me that I mattered to him. That he found the will to live…because of me. He had never been good with words, but his admission told me I was not just a random girl crushing on him.

It told me that he felt something as well. And the burden of so many deaths, along with the guilt of staying alive with those memories, made him think he was unworthy of love.

I could not bear to see him so vulnerable.

“I would never let you die, Cal.” I began sobbing bitterly, and ran towards him, my hands holding him tightly. This time, he did not step away or push me back.

And I held onto him like he was the last breath of air I needed to survive.

fear of losing him made my heartbeat race, and I gripped his shirt tightly, coiling my hands around

I let the steady rhythm of his heartbeat calm my nerves. I could not bear the thought

and I chuckled despite the tears streaming down my

again. I had built walls around my heart to not let anybody come near me. But you…my little kitten, you tore it

than words. He pushed the hair sticking to my temples behind and wiped the tears with

long to tell me all this?” I asked between sobs. I had been begging him to tell me everything from day one, yet

everything I had done or said to him. He had just admitted he loved me in his own way. But I

of making him realize just how much he wanted me, and loved me with the same ferocious

of losing Aisy still haunts me to this day. And I did not allow myself to fall for anyone. I was afraid I would

smiled through the tears. “We both saw how good that plan turned out, right?”

I saw the first signs

still not second guessing your decision? Mirabel literally showed you what happened to her own daughter, Zee. I cannot bear to see something happen to you. I promised you the truth and I gave it to you. The complete truth.”

fingers that were caressing my cheek and I saw the way he gasped. This was my Callahan. The Lycan King who was cold and cruel on the outside but

and unreachable, but I could not have ever imagined

of a loved one leaves wounds and pain that seldom goes away. I had lost my mother, so I knew how that felt. But I had not seen the light in her eyes dim

live, Zee. I don’t

pulled it away and continued to talk. “I could not protect Aisy and…and I attacked you, too. That is why

had been living with so much burden and did not have

Aislynn died, and

anybody else spoke about fate. He never really worshiped the Moon Goddess either. I only thought

had been created by and left to rot. How

life and worshiped her, thought of her as my own mother. There were countless nights I would keep staring outside the window, looking at the moon and