Found by the Lycan King

Chapter 135

Zenovia

Pushing the hair away, he continued when I stepped back.

“So…it took me a while, but I realized I was not going to die no matter how much I fought and pushed myself. But those around me were dying…at an alarming rate. I had to change that. I could not save all of them but a few whom I could, I tried my best to care for them. Slowly, I found the survivors and gathered them to form a pack. I devoted my life to their betterment while silently hoping every day that I would not open my eyes the next morning. But guess what?”

He asked, smiling like a madman.

My heart broke to see him like this and I went towards him, trying to calm him down, but he stepped away again.

“I…I never fucking died. Aisy died, but I am still alive. And… I would not have wanted to live…until I found you.

Callahan said, the last four words leaving his mouth in a pained whisper. I felt as if somebody was squeezing my heart in a deathly grip and I could not breathe anymore.

This. This was his way of telling me that I mattered to him. That he found the will to live…because of me. He had never been good with words, but his admission told me I was not just a random girl crushing on him.

It told me that he felt something as well. And the burden of so many deaths, along with the guilt of staying alive with those memories, made him think he was unworthy of love.

I could not bear to see him so vulnerable.

“I would never let you die, Cal.” I began sobbing bitterly, and ran towards him, my hands holding him tightly. This time, he did not step away or push me back.

And I held onto him like he was the last breath of air I needed to survive.

him made my heartbeat race, and I gripped

his chest and I let the steady rhythm of his heartbeat calm my nerves. I could not bear the thought of not hearing his heart beat like this. He had to live. For me.

and I chuckled despite the tears streaming

I had built walls around my heart to

hair sticking to my temples behind and wiped the tears with the pad

so long to tell me all this?” I asked between sobs. I had been begging him to tell me everything from day one, yet he took so much time. I plotted running away from him, hated him and

everything I had done or said to him. He had just admitted he loved me in his

if I could jump upon this chance of making him realize just how much he wanted me, and loved me with

sure if you would stay with me till the end. The pain of losing Aisy still haunts me to this day. And I did not allow myself

said, and I smiled through the tears. “We both saw how good that plan turned out,

chuckled, and I saw the first signs of relief

cannot bear to see something happen to you. I promised you the truth and I gave it to you. The

way he gasped. This was my Callahan. The Lycan King who was cold and cruel on the outside but was a sweetheart

knew he was only putting up a show of being cold and unreachable, but I could not have ever imagined the truth

I knew how that felt. But I

to live, Zee. I don’t deserve you either.”

could not protect Aisy and…and I attacked you, too. That is why I was not letting you become my anchor. I feel…I feel I will not be able to do justice to you or

fact that he had been living with so much burden and did not have anybody

did not deserve this life. Nobody did. It was not his fault that Aislynn died, and he has been living with a tremendous amount of guilt all his life.

or anybody else spoke about fate. He never really worshiped the Moon

God. But he had been created by and left to rot. How could Selene

my own mother. There were countless nights I would keep staring outside the window, looking at the moon and wondering