Get Me Married

Chapter 15: Her condition

The car came to a halt at the apartment that once belonged to I, Tiana and Tiffany. I sighed and came down from the car, ignoring the eyes that stared at me. I walked straight to the apartment and pushed the door open as I have always done.

Tiana was watching a movie at the sitting room when I came in, as her usual self, she kept shouting at the tv screen. A faint smile spread to my lips with the familiar feeling that encircled me.

She was always shouting at the actors in all movie, do this, do that, jerk, don’t do that. I remember I was always the type that liked it still and quiet when watching a movie and Tiana was the loud one. We would fight and argue because of how noisy she was, at the end of the day none of us would watch the movie.

I stared at her, I was just happy watching her. My life was so peaceful and perfect, the only problem we had was money but at least I was happy, I was genuinely happy and no one took me for a joy ride. No boy joked with my feelings and no one used me as a pawn in their sick game.

“Tiana….I can’t find my shoe” Tiffany yelled from the room.

“I don’t wear your shoes” Tiana yelled back.

“Uhmmm, yes you do. Look I just need the silver coloured one and I can’t find it” she yelled back and I giggled lightly.

“Tiffany, my legs are bigger than yours, I can’t wear your shoes” she rolled her eyes.

“That’s true …” Tiffany said and I could hear her footstep as she walked out of the room.

“Genesis was the one who had the same size as me” she added and the back of my eyes burned with tears. I missed them so much.

“Yeah, do you think she is doing fine” Tiana said with emotions in her voice.

“Hell yeah, she is married to a Chase” Tiffany said sadly and came out of the room.

Then her eyes fell on me immediately. She screamed so loud, my ears felt the pain. Then she ran towards me and hugged me, I hugged her back with so much emotions going through my heart.

“How long .. I didn’t know you were here” Tiana pulled me into a hug the moment Tiffany let go of me.

“Of course you wouldn’t know. Genesis was always good at sneaking up on you” Tiffany added and I chuckled

I pulled away from the hug and stared at the both of them. My heart was filled with so much happiness from being with them.

“Your silver coloured shoes is at the left side of my wardrobe, below the drawer” I told Tiffany

and she grinned at me. Her eyes became cloudy with tears immediately and she pulled me into another hug.

“We missed you so much” she said. I hugged her back and felt ‘Tiana hug me from behind. Tears clouded my eyes and I allowed it flow. They were my friends after all and I had missed them. I left them behind, I moved on to a rich family and left my friends. And I regretted it, I regretted my decision, I hated what I did and wished I could go back in time

Jordan had hurt me, his mother had hurt me, his father had hurt me. Every single member of his family had hurt me. I left my family and friends and life to be with people who didn’t really care about me and my emotions, they all hurt me.

With that thought, my eyes watered more than it should, I could no longer hold myself and I cried openly like a child while my knees became weak.

“Genesis….” Tiffany and Tiana called out at once when they saw how I was shaking and crying in their arms. They pulled away from the hug and my knees gave way and I fell on the floor.

“Hey…hey” Tiana said and knelt beside me as she pulled me to herself.

“Calm down, breath” she soothed my back while I cried into her arms.

They allowed me cry, not once did they stop me. They allowed me breath, they allowed me pour out my feelings while they watched and waited for me to pull myself together. When I felt better, I stopped and pulled away from Tiana. She helped me stand up and led me to the couch while Tiffany handed me a glass of water. I gulped down everything and took a deep breath before exhaling

They both said nothing, they didn’t need to because I would tell them anyway. I was permitted to take time for myself while they waited patiently for me to be composed enough to talk.

When I felt okay, I was composed enough, I sighed and relaxed my back on the couch.

“I want a divorce” I said to them and watched the concern in there face turn to shock.

“Uhmmm, what are you saying?” Tiana asked me.

“I can’t be married to Jordan, I want to leave him and come back to my normal life” I said allowing a tear to slide away from my eyes.

Tiana and Tiffany looked at each other, unsure they were hearing me well, or maybe they thought I had gone crazy

“I know what I am saying. Those people are bad and …”

: Those people are bad and ….” The tears flowed more and Tiana patted my back.

“Shhhhh, it’s fine” she said, soothing me so I wouldn’t go into another long minutes of crying.

“Tell us what happened, why the drastic decision?” she asked. I gave her a faint smile when! remembered how and what they said. I breathed in and out, ready to tell my story.

“After Jordan left the wedding…..” I started and there I narrated all that took place, the good and

the bad, the feelings I felt, the joy, the pain, the sadness, the happiness, the loneliness, all the overwhelming feelings I felt and I explained all too well. Till the most recent. Jordan Chase didn’t want me, I wasn’t even the one he was supposed to marry, he loved someone else. Mom Leona lied and toiled with me like I was her puppet so she could get access to more riches. She ignored my feeling, she ignored what it would feel like to be me and pushed me to her son who loved Samantha so much, he brought her back home, he brought her back to the house that was supposed to be ours.

“He did what?” Tiana flared and got up from

and I just sat and stared at them. A part of me was relieved and I was happy I got

to bring a glass while I watched. When she returned, she came back with three tiny glass we always used for taking shots and opened the drink. She poured a mouthful into the glasses and gave it to each of us. I gulped down my own quickly and

then out before she turned

and over her anger. I openly gaped at her and wondered if

know what you must be thinking, I am crazy..but I am not”

added grudgingly and

she always thought and assimilated her words well before she spoke and I knew that was exactly what she was doing

I turned to her to listen to what she had to say, knowing very well she wasn’t Tiffany who always had to say whatever came to her mind, even

that jerk”

or without that bitch, you are still his wife and you can’t let that girl or anyone else change that” she said

her, can’t you see. He loves Samantha, there

Tiana rolled

such scenerio’s only affects the lady if she is madly in love with her husband, which Genesis here isn’t” she said

thought for a second about my reply. Jordan was amazing ofcourse and when we spoke on phone, I felt connected to him, I felt happy and saw a different Jordan from the cold, angry, harsh Jordan I just left his house.

him” I said coldly and Tiana

with, you shouldn’t be affected by Samantha’s presence. Be a

are you

leave with such disrespect, love or no love”

she doesn’t have an option too knowing that her parents signed a contract that would make

I raised my

“Yes…you were so busy on your wedding day” she explained and

everything planned out, she knew exactly how to trap me and she did it perfectly

that this marriage has changed the life and future of your family” she said the truth, the only

and relaxed

has a point. Ignore them and carry on with your life, your family

allowed their words sink in, I didn’t see myself

I simply said to Tiana who smiled weakly

I could no longer eat anymore. We had some laughs and jokes then I had to leave, I needed to see my parents anyway. I said my goodbyes to them with tears in our eyes and came out of the house. It was

mom and dad gave birth to me. It was a place of death, youths got killed day by day for going into drugs or being in the wrong group. Kids got killed for playing too close to the road or drinking bad water. I smiled a faint smile in remembrance of how I grew up

“Excuse me miss” a lady that was a little bit older than me came out of

shocked to actually see a stranger in my

around, just to be sure I was

to say something or else I will be calling the

nothing to her.

to be sure I was at the right place” I said with a smile

she said in a tone that showed she was

Ava screamed from God knows where and ran out, then she

burned the back of my eyes and I

you doing here, I wasn’t expecting to see you” she

“What?” I sniffed.

I wouldn’t cry in front of her but that was a waste of my time

tears triggered hers and she

it’s your home okay. Don’t ever say that. Its just, after your wedding, mom said you might be busy and won’t be able to see us yet” she said and wiped the tears away from her

something wrong?” she asked me and stretched her hands

I said with another wave of tears coming out

me cry all through the night” she pouted and allowed a tear

she said and we both

“Mom said, you are my hero. She said you exchanged your live for me and dad and mom. I have a little idea of what she means and that’s why I will forever

I pulled away from the hug so I could face her,

make you happy, to keep you all safe

happy? Do you like it here? Is

She smiled weakly at

love it here and I want you to come back” she said and tried blinking back

right. So I am going to sacrifice my happiness and wish to always be with you so you can

the sight of her. Ava was growing up so fast, it pained me that I wouldn’t be there to see her grow up as I thought I

“Come here you” I said

blue eyes” she said. I kissed her

love you too” I said with

and my eyes fell on the lady who I

asked making

nanny, Loretta” Ava replied

“You have a nanny now I see” I said wickedly at her and she

need one but she wouldn’t have it”

really didn’t recognize you. I am so sorry”

fine” I smiled warmly