Get Me Married

Chapter 15: Her condition

The car came to a halt at the apartment that once belonged to I, Tiana and Tiffany. I sighed and came down from the car, ignoring the eyes that stared at me. I walked straight to the apartment and pushed the door open as I have always done.

Tiana was watching a movie at the sitting room when I came in, as her usual self, she kept shouting at the tv screen. A faint smile spread to my lips with the familiar feeling that encircled me.

She was always shouting at the actors in all movie, do this, do that, jerk, don’t do that. I remember I was always the type that liked it still and quiet when watching a movie and Tiana was the loud one. We would fight and argue because of how noisy she was, at the end of the day none of us would watch the movie.

I stared at her, I was just happy watching her. My life was so peaceful and perfect, the only problem we had was money but at least I was happy, I was genuinely happy and no one took me for a joy ride. No boy joked with my feelings and no one used me as a pawn in their sick game.

“Tiana….I can’t find my shoe” Tiffany yelled from the room.

“I don’t wear your shoes” Tiana yelled back.

“Uhmmm, yes you do. Look I just need the silver coloured one and I can’t find it” she yelled back and I giggled lightly.

“Tiffany, my legs are bigger than yours, I can’t wear your shoes” she rolled her eyes.

“That’s true …” Tiffany said and I could hear her footstep as she walked out of the room.

“Genesis was the one who had the same size as me” she added and the back of my eyes burned with tears. I missed them so much.

“Yeah, do you think she is doing fine” Tiana said with emotions in her voice.

“Hell yeah, she is married to a Chase” Tiffany said sadly and came out of the room.

Then her eyes fell on me immediately. She screamed so loud, my ears felt the pain. Then she ran towards me and hugged me, I hugged her back with so much emotions going through my heart.

“How long .. I didn’t know you were here” Tiana pulled me into a hug the moment Tiffany let go of me.

“Of course you wouldn’t know. Genesis was always good at sneaking up on you” Tiffany added and I chuckled

I pulled away from the hug and stared at the both of them. My heart was filled with so much happiness from being with them.

“Your silver coloured shoes is at the left side of my wardrobe, below the drawer” I told Tiffany

and she grinned at me. Her eyes became cloudy with tears immediately and she pulled me into another hug.

“We missed you so much” she said. I hugged her back and felt ‘Tiana hug me from behind. Tears clouded my eyes and I allowed it flow. They were my friends after all and I had missed them. I left them behind, I moved on to a rich family and left my friends. And I regretted it, I regretted my decision, I hated what I did and wished I could go back in time

Jordan had hurt me, his mother had hurt me, his father had hurt me. Every single member of his family had hurt me. I left my family and friends and life to be with people who didn’t really care about me and my emotions, they all hurt me.

With that thought, my eyes watered more than it should, I could no longer hold myself and I cried openly like a child while my knees became weak.

“Genesis….” Tiffany and Tiana called out at once when they saw how I was shaking and crying in their arms. They pulled away from the hug and my knees gave way and I fell on the floor.

“Hey…hey” Tiana said and knelt beside me as she pulled me to herself.

“Calm down, breath” she soothed my back while I cried into her arms.

They allowed me cry, not once did they stop me. They allowed me breath, they allowed me pour out my feelings while they watched and waited for me to pull myself together. When I felt better, I stopped and pulled away from Tiana. She helped me stand up and led me to the couch while Tiffany handed me a glass of water. I gulped down everything and took a deep breath before exhaling

They both said nothing, they didn’t need to because I would tell them anyway. I was permitted to take time for myself while they waited patiently for me to be composed enough to talk.

When I felt okay, I was composed enough, I sighed and relaxed my back on the couch.

“I want a divorce” I said to them and watched the concern in there face turn to shock.

“Uhmmm, what are you saying?” Tiana asked me.

“I can’t be married to Jordan, I want to leave him and come back to my normal life” I said allowing a tear to slide away from my eyes.

Tiana and Tiffany looked at each other, unsure they were hearing me well, or maybe they thought I had gone crazy

“I know what I am saying. Those people are bad and …”

: Those people are bad and ….” The tears flowed more and Tiana patted my back.

“Shhhhh, it’s fine” she said, soothing me so I wouldn’t go into another long minutes of crying.

“Tell us what happened, why the drastic decision?” she asked. I gave her a faint smile when! remembered how and what they said. I breathed in and out, ready to tell my story.

“After Jordan left the wedding…..” I started and there I narrated all that took place, the good and

the bad, the feelings I felt, the joy, the pain, the sadness, the happiness, the loneliness, all the overwhelming feelings I felt and I explained all too well. Till the most recent. Jordan Chase didn’t want me, I wasn’t even the one he was supposed to marry, he loved someone else. Mom Leona lied and toiled with me like I was her puppet so she could get access to more riches. She ignored my feeling, she ignored what it would feel like to be me and pushed me to her son who loved Samantha so much, he brought her back home, he brought her back to the house that was supposed to be ours.

flared and got up

and stared at them. A part of me was

with three tiny glass we always used for taking shots and opened the

breathed in deeply, then out before she

she said clearly calm and over her anger. I openly

what you must be thinking, I am crazy..but I

grudgingly and she shook

always thought and assimilated her words well before she spoke and I knew that was exactly

to what she had to say, knowing very well she wasn’t

that jerk” she cursed

still his wife and you can’t let that girl or anyone else change that”

“Jordan doesn’t love her, can’t you see. He loves Samantha, there is no use being in such

know that” Tiana rolled her eyes

“But if he has an affair out side, such scenerio’s only affects the lady if she is madly in love with her husband, which Genesis

phone, I felt connected to him, I felt happy and saw a different Jordan from the cold, angry, harsh Jordan I just left his house. I did

“No, I don’t love him” I said

that is over with, you shouldn’t be affected by Samantha’s presence. Be a wife, be the trophy wife they want and focus

are you saying?”

can’t leave with such disrespect, love or no love” she

that way. I know all that but she doesn’t have an option too knowing that her parents signed a contract that would make sure she does not leave the marriage

“What?” I raised

so busy on your

Leona really had everything planned out, she knew

the fact that this marriage has changed the life and future of your family” she

I groaned and relaxed myself

hate to admit it but Tiana has a point. Ignore them and carry on with your life, your family needs this. Ava

allowed their words sink in, I didn’t

hungry” I simply said to

I ate till I could no longer eat anymore. We had some laughs and jokes then I had to leave, I needed to see my parents anyway. I said my goodbyes to them with tears

my parents house and I stepped down when we arrived. The environment again looked like one that a child should grow up in. It didn’t look like my former home where mom and dad gave birth to me. It was a place of death, youths got killed day by day for going into drugs or being in the wrong group. Kids got killed for playing too close to the road or drinking bad water. I smiled a faint smile in remembrance of how I grew up

“Excuse me miss” a lady that was a little bit older than

to actually see

around, just to be

I will

nothing to her.

just needed to be sure I was at the right place” I said with a smile after seeing the stuffs at the house

are at the right place” she said

ran out, then she jumped at me, making me almost loose

her hands wrapped around me, tears burned the back of my eyes and I hugged her back

wasn’t expecting to see you” she said

“What?” I sniffed.

I asked and blinked rapidly so I wouldn’t cry in front of her but that was a waste of

hers

Its just, after your wedding, mom said you might be busy and won’t be

are you crying, is something wrong?” she asked me and

with another wave of

me cry all through the night” she pouted and allowed a tear slipped away from

so much too” she said and

exchanged your live for me and dad and mom. I have a little idea of what she means and that’s why I will forever love you” Ava said tearfully and

so I could face her, not sure my

happy,

you happy? Do you like it here?

She smiled weakly

am happy, I love it here and I want you to come back” she

are married now, you can’t right. So I am going to sacrifice my happiness and wish to always be with you so you can be happy in your new home” she added

pieces at the sight of her. Ava was growing up so fast, it pained me that I wouldn’t be there to see

said

said. I kissed her head and pulled away from the

said with a

on the lady who I

she?” I asked making Ava to

Loretta” Ava replied

have a nanny now I see” I said wickedly at

I didn’t need one but she wouldn’t have it” she said

I am

“Its fine” I smiled warmly at