Get Me Married

Chapter 19: the advice

I struggled to walk back to my room. My heart was too heavy and so were my legs. I kept breathing in and out because of the fear of having another panic attack. That was the last thing I wanted and it was better I got to my room soon.

“Ma’am are you alright?” Margaret came out of nowhere and ran to my aid. She placed my hands over her shoulders and held my waist, helping me with my weight.

I sniffed and tried to clean my tears but I changed my mind about it, she had seen me in my weakest time, I didn’t see why I had to hide my tears away from her.

“you should be asleep” I said to her and sniffed.

“You should be in your husband’s room” she replied and I stopped walking, my head snapped back at her immediately and she looked away.

“I’m sorry” she apologized and I started walking again. Though I knew somehow that she was right, I should have been the one in his room but I wasn’t.

Even after my conditions, he disrespected and disregarded me. He brought in another woman and she was in the room with him like it was hers from the beginning.

When I got to my room, I took a seat at the couch and Margaret brought me a glass of water which I gulped down immediately.

“Thank you” I said to her and she smiled faintly at me.

“Please be patient with him. Jordan needs you” she added and I scoffed at her ridiculous demand.

How could she have expected me to be patient with someone like that. It wasn’t so possible, I was already loosing it.

“You can go to bed now. You need your rest” I said, dismissing her.

“Goodnight ma’am” she said and turned to the door.

“Margaret” I called and she paused.

“Yes ma’am” she replied and turned to me.

“My breakfast should be brought up to my room from now on” I said and she gaped at me for a second.

“But ma’am……”

“Come on please, don’t make this harder on me” I interrupted and she sighed.

“Yes ma’am” she replied reluctantantly and walked out.

I sighed and took off my clothes, having a shower was the best thing for me at that point and that was what I planned on doing.

I went into the bathroom and decided to make use of the shower. I wrapped my hair and covered it up before walking through the glass then I turned it on.

The chilled water ran through my body and relaxed my tensed muscles.

Jordan’s words ran through my mind and tears came flooding back. I couldn’t help but feel like somehow he was right. Maybe he might not be right about everything especially about the fact that he called me a gold digger, I wasn’t after his wealth like Samantha was but he was right when he said I came for his money.

My life changed because I bared his name and the tittle of a wife, my family’s life changed because I was his wife. I would have left and found a way to run away but because I couldn’t steal my family’s happiness and peace of mind, I remained.

I had watched them struggle for so long, and my marriage to Jordan had given them a better life. If that was me coming after his money, then I was guilty as charged.

But again he was wrong when he said I wasn’t a victim. I didn’t ask to be married to him. His mother had trapped me by giving my sister a new kidney. Though I was grateful but that was a terrible way to trap me. I was trapped with her son who was madly in love with a girl who wanted nothing but his money. I was the victim because I had to be the one to hide in my room so I wouldn’t see his face. I had to hide away from my own husband because he was gradually scaring the hell out of me.

I wiped my tears and smiled at myself. I thought of the reason I was doing all what I did. It was for Ava, my mom and my dad. For them I was going to sacrifice my happiness, my peace, my joy, my life and I wasn’t going to care about what Jordan thought about me.

A week after.

I came out of the shower and saw some of my maids grinning at me.

As days went by, the maids that flocked to my room increased. They were literally fighting over who would get me breakfast and help me dress up. They would find any excuse to be in my room, knowing I was always never coming out of it.

“What is it?” I asked them. Six of them couldn’t be grinning at me for nothing.

“We wanted to show you around the house” they chorused and I pretended I was thinking about it.

“No” I simply said and walked over to where they had placed my clothes.

out for a week. Come on, you need the air” another protested and I

that wouldn’t be today” I replied and their faces went

now stop that” I ordered feeling really

We joked and laughed and did more in their

would get a chance to show me around soon” I said and they cheered

“When?” Anna asked.

she pouted. She was the youngest of them all and closest to

“But….”

“Here you are. I get tired of coming to this room to look for any maid that has gone missing” Margaret interrupted and

Out. Out” she yelled at them and they all scurried away

“Good morning

“Good morning…”

about them, I can’t

being around” I replied and sat down

“And they love you too I see” she smiled at

something or some one to prove to me that I belonged and

downstairs?” she asked and I gave her a look. The look that told her ‘no, I am perfectly fine

faintly and turned to the door to leave while I went ahead to dress up

someone knocked on my door and opened the door without waiting for me to say come in. No

I turned my head to the door and Samantha walked in

had not seen her and I loved the peace I felt all those nights that I didn’t see her but she was right there in

to be all alone in this part of the house” she started and I rolled my

you. I would leave” she

was going perfectly

I ignored her. I didn’t know what hier game was but I was not going

to you dammit” she said with an edginess to her voice when she noticed I wasn’t paying any attention to her. But as I said, I was

he is going to believe.

of here” she barked and it was

my breakfast and turned to

of me?” I asked

and insecure” I added

let you do what you want because I want you to do what you want. But

who you are dealing with. You better leave or I will make you leave myself” she barked and walked

from someone who knew Samantha too. I could tell she wasn’t

thinking for a while, the perfect person came to my mind and

want to see her ofcourse but we had to speak and speak soon.

“Oh my… Genesis…”

I interrupted her rudely, I didn’t want to

“Ohh, uhmmmm. I will be free for

coming over?” she asked

Let’s meet at a restaurant” I

“Okay…which?” she asked.

am on my way” I

Valentino boot and a black shade. I packed my hair in

saw, then leaded for the

staffs looked

and gave her a smirk of my own. I felt really comfortable and confident about myself and knowing she felt

smiled at all my staffs like I was some

As I walked my eyes turned to

my eyes met with Jordan’s and as quickly I looked away like he was going to kill

see mom Leona because Samantha had triggered me to want to. It was a week after what happened

bowed immediately they saw me and I flinched. It felt like I was in a movie ‘men on black’ no matter how much I saw them, I still wasn’t used to having men on Black all

I followed behind. I stepped into the car and sat down comfortably and just as expected,

Two walked

table she reserved and the guards bowed to her and gave us a little space. I took

pour myself some wine since

thought of smiling at her

my life, five years of my life. That thought can’t leave my head” I blurted and she

bad?” she asked and

broke my arms the day I walked in on them” I