Get Me Married

Chapter 19: the advice

I struggled to walk back to my room. My heart was too heavy and so were my legs. I kept breathing in and out because of the fear of having another panic attack. That was the last thing I wanted and it was better I got to my room soon.

“Ma’am are you alright?” Margaret came out of nowhere and ran to my aid. She placed my hands over her shoulders and held my waist, helping me with my weight.

I sniffed and tried to clean my tears but I changed my mind about it, she had seen me in my weakest time, I didn’t see why I had to hide my tears away from her.

“you should be asleep” I said to her and sniffed.

“You should be in your husband’s room” she replied and I stopped walking, my head snapped back at her immediately and she looked away.

“I’m sorry” she apologized and I started walking again. Though I knew somehow that she was right, I should have been the one in his room but I wasn’t.

Even after my conditions, he disrespected and disregarded me. He brought in another woman and she was in the room with him like it was hers from the beginning.

When I got to my room, I took a seat at the couch and Margaret brought me a glass of water which I gulped down immediately.

“Thank you” I said to her and she smiled faintly at me.

“Please be patient with him. Jordan needs you” she added and I scoffed at her ridiculous demand.

How could she have expected me to be patient with someone like that. It wasn’t so possible, I was already loosing it.

“You can go to bed now. You need your rest” I said, dismissing her.

“Goodnight ma’am” she said and turned to the door.

“Margaret” I called and she paused.

“Yes ma’am” she replied and turned to me.

“My breakfast should be brought up to my room from now on” I said and she gaped at me for a second.

“But ma’am……”

“Come on please, don’t make this harder on me” I interrupted and she sighed.

“Yes ma’am” she replied reluctantantly and walked out.

I sighed and took off my clothes, having a shower was the best thing for me at that point and that was what I planned on doing.

I went into the bathroom and decided to make use of the shower. I wrapped my hair and covered it up before walking through the glass then I turned it on.

The chilled water ran through my body and relaxed my tensed muscles.

Jordan’s words ran through my mind and tears came flooding back. I couldn’t help but feel like somehow he was right. Maybe he might not be right about everything especially about the fact that he called me a gold digger, I wasn’t after his wealth like Samantha was but he was right when he said I came for his money.

My life changed because I bared his name and the tittle of a wife, my family’s life changed because I was his wife. I would have left and found a way to run away but because I couldn’t steal my family’s happiness and peace of mind, I remained.

I had watched them struggle for so long, and my marriage to Jordan had given them a better life. If that was me coming after his money, then I was guilty as charged.

But again he was wrong when he said I wasn’t a victim. I didn’t ask to be married to him. His mother had trapped me by giving my sister a new kidney. Though I was grateful but that was a terrible way to trap me. I was trapped with her son who was madly in love with a girl who wanted nothing but his money. I was the victim because I had to be the one to hide in my room so I wouldn’t see his face. I had to hide away from my own husband because he was gradually scaring the hell out of me.

I wiped my tears and smiled at myself. I thought of the reason I was doing all what I did. It was for Ava, my mom and my dad. For them I was going to sacrifice my happiness, my peace, my joy, my life and I wasn’t going to care about what Jordan thought about me.

A week after.

I came out of the shower and saw some of my maids grinning at me.

As days went by, the maids that flocked to my room increased. They were literally fighting over who would get me breakfast and help me dress up. They would find any excuse to be in my room, knowing I was always never coming out of it.

“What is it?” I asked them. Six of them couldn’t be grinning at me for nothing.

“We wanted to show you around the house” they chorused and I pretended I was thinking about it.

“No” I simply said and walked over to where they had placed my clothes.

for a week. Come

know. But that wouldn’t be today” I

now stop that” I ordered

to friends. We joked and laughed and did more

you all would get a chance to show me around soon” I said and they cheered up

“When?” Anna asked.

she pouted. She was the

“But….”

you are. I get tired of coming to this room to look for any maid that

at them and they all

“Good morning

morning…”

really sorry about them, I can’t

around” I replied and

she smiled at me and my

me that I

downstairs?” she asked and I gave her a look. The look that told her

leave while I went ahead to

someone knocked on my door and opened the door without waiting for me to say come in. No matter how good I was with my staff, none could do that. I had that ultimate

turned my head to the door and Samantha walked in with a smug look on her

that night, I had not seen her and I loved the peace I felt all those nights that I didn’t see her

breaking to be all alone in this part of the house” she started and I rolled my eyes

“You know, if I were you. I would leave” she started and walked deeper into the

I ignored her, the Morning was going perfectly well to be ruined

doesn’t want you. Why can’t you leave?” she added but I ignored her. I didn’t know what hier game

talking to you dammit” she said with an edginess to her voice when she noticed I

“This house is mine, what ever I tell Jordan he is going to believe. It’s your loss

want you out of here” she barked and it was time to give her

turned to her while seating on

me?” I

insecure” I

do what you want. But come here and vomit trash. Now….get out” I said calmly and her eyes

with. You better leave or I will make you leave myself” she barked and walked out

and her threat actually got to me. I knew I needed help and I needed it from someone who knew Samantha too. I could

while, the perfect person came to my mind

want to see her ofcourse but we had to speak and speak soon. I dialled her number and waited for her to pick

“Oh my… Genesis…”

“I want us to speak” I interrupted her rudely, I didn’t want to hear what she had

free for the next two hours” she

she asked and I thought

“No, actually no. Let’s meet at a restaurant” I

“Okay…which?” she asked.

your choice, I am on

changed my clothes. I wore a silky lemon button down shirt that stopped at my thighs. Then I added a black Valentino boot and a black shade. I packed my

what I saw, then leaded for

I smiled at the way the staffs looked at me and felt pretty good

way downstairs, I saw Samantha and gave her a smirk of my own. I felt really comfortable and confident about myself and knowing she felt insecure

my staffs like

my eyes turned to

Jordan’s and as quickly I

see mom Leona because Samantha had triggered me to want to. It was a week after what happened the last time I had

a movie ‘men on black’ no matter how much I saw

They quickly ran to the car and I followed behind. I stepped into the car and sat down comfortably and

Two walked in front of me, two behind me

directly taken to the table she reserved and the guards bowed to her and gave us a little space. I took my sit and noticed she had already

went ahead to pour myself some wine

dear” she complimented and I thought of

That thought can’t leave my head” I blurted and she stopped eating and

bad?” she

Samantha and almost broke my arms the day I walked in