He used to hate her

Oh my god, he's one of the hottest guys in our class. I should have guessed it a long time ago. You have always been distracted at classes when Xander was sitting in front of you." Sofia said with a lot of excitement. While Veronica stayed silent for a minute. I think she's taking whatever I'm saying into her mind. But she has a bright smile on her face like she's so happy for me. The thing is Xander has no idea that I have a crush on him. So, what's the point with all this excitement? Unless some situation gives me chance to make him fall in love with me. You don't know how much my life will be good if that's happened.

" You should take it to the next level. Does he talk to you? Try to make him your friend. That will do the remaining things. You are hot like him and there's all possible way for him to like you." Veronica encouraged me.

" You are saying that I'm hot because you are best friends. That's not how it works. I just confessed what's in my heart. This is gonna be a secret love hidden forever." I told them firmly so they won't push me to give it a try. I have already seen enough failures in my life. I don't want to add up this to the list.

" Secret...No, you never know what will happen unless you give it a try. Try to act friendly with him. That doesn't include studying because that's what you are talking with him from what I know." Sofia suggested. I nodded while Veronica suggested something that almost gave me a panic attack.

" You should directly tell him what you feel. Some girls do that. I know it and I know that it works. Even if you didn't get a reply right at the minute, he will think about it and decide to spend time with you. That's enough in the beginning. Just give it a try. Trust me." Veronica sincerely said. All I could say now is, 'I will try. But need more time.

I thought about that. What could go wrong if I told what I feel. I will feel relieved and something good happens. But I guess I can take some time for it. Maybe a month or so...that could work.

Days passed by. Again and again...The more I talked with him, the more I fell for him. But I don't know whether he has a little bit feelings for me. Somehow, I'm glad he's still single. He's selective in choosing a girl. He's not a filthy-rich boy who sleeps with everyone. That's never gonna be him.

" Whoa...Veronica...what's the rush?" I asked when she almost bumped into me outside the class.

" Hey, Madison. I...I will explain it later. Can you take my notebook to our class?" She asked and of course, in the evening she explained it all. Veronica and Percy ( a senior sports guy) had an intimate moment and she almost hooks up with him. So, the first word I wanna say is gross. Do you know why did I say that? She hasn't got any feelings for him. She's interested in sports guys and flirts with a lot of them. I don't want to judge anyone, especially not my close friend. Whatever she says about the encounter with boys, I would hear it.

No, not like me. I'm a girl who's crushing on a guy secretly? Sofia isn't interested in anyone. Not even celebrities. I wish I know what makes her like that? But she says she doesn't even know the

I got no time to spend time with my friends. We barely talked and have no idea

months. Our whole class had no classes. It's in the evening and we can do whatever we want in class

as we walked in the corridor while all the other students are wandering everywhere on the third floor. But one

What did she say? She's too late. This is the

the middle of something. That wasn't brief enough to understand,"

of hooking up with Percy. Nowadays, she's spending time with Percy a lot." Sofia sounded

him for real. When did you

too difficult to spot here after class is over,"

our class? It seems like something going on here," Sofia sneaked in and called me in. I have no interest in spending

said. There are seven to eight girls and boys. I would defiently feel claustrophobic but that's okay. Xander's here

game already?"

If my chance comes, I would take the truth. I couldn't bear the risk of taking the dare. But most of them, choose dare. Some girls caught up in a situation of kissing a boy. Others passed and convinced them

always seen you

She's not