He used to hate her

I decided while my mind voice is saying that I'm going to regret this later ( that's 100 percent right).

" Go ahead, we don't have much time left. Everyone has their chances," Henry said.

" For what...every girl has a chance to kiss you...that's never going to happen, dude," Another guy said and laughed.

" Shut up, I'm not desperate to kiss a girl," They continued arguing. While I'm going crazy. I have a terrible dilemma. If I didn't do it, I will miss my change forever. If I did it, I will regret it. It won't end up well. I'm a girl will zero luck. Everything ends up bad for me. So, what's the matter in worrying?

" I will do it," I said as I moved towards Xander. I can see he didn't expect that I would choose it. His eyes widened and my hands touched his cold cheeks. I pressed my lips to his lips without worrying about the consequences. I should be worrying that he would move away. But he didn't.

He hesitated at first and then kissed me back. I can't believe this is my first kiss. And I defiently can't believe my life is good for a second. I don't want to end the kiss. I want to savour this moment. I wanted more from Xander. I never desired anything like this before.

But then, something bad happened. That broke my heart. Shattered me to pieces. I know something wrong will happen. That's my destiny.

" What the hell is happening here" I heard a loud voice. A girl's voice. A familiar one.

I stepped back and turned to see Veronica. She's standing in the front of the class with a shocking face. What is this reaction supposed to mean? She should be happy like Sofia feels.

understand this situation. But I can sense a

nothing to explain, Xander. Whatever happening between us...it's over." She shouted

could you do this,

the fuck is going on here? Why Xander is running behind Veronica?" Sofia asked Henry and wrapped her arms around me. I want to know what's happening between Veronica and Xander. She never betrays me. Am I wrong? I told

place to talk. Come outside." Henry told us and motioned his hand telling us that the others can continue the game. We walked few steps away from class and I already have tears in

to her and she accepted. They have been dating for a month. All I asked you is

didn't even mention it and I haven't seen them together in school." Sofia said. She couldn't even take this truth Veronica hides

girls have a crush on him, he never wanted to take advantage of it and make out with them. Now, he liked Veronica but still, he wasn't even ready to kiss her. Now, all of a sudden you kissed him. I don't know how will Veronica take this and I know Xander will get mad if he couldn't make it up with her. She's his first

silence. I couldn't be happy that I'm Xander's first kiss and I couldn't take that my best friend

Xander didn't push you back and say that he has

shocked to respond and have a

that's not your business. I gotta go find

Didn't I tell her that I love him? Atleast, she could have told us that she loves him. I would have sacrificed for

me? I already lost my mother and father's love and

I'm so sorry, Madison. I didn't see this coming. We gotta know the truth. I will help you. She's going to regret this. She's not our friend anymore. She's not going to get away with this. I'm with you." Sofia assured me and there's a lot of anger in

the rest of the day. Probably the rest of the days in school. I don't know why Xander kissed me back. I wish I know why. Maybe, if I tell him that I never know that Veronica's his girlfriend, he would forgive me. Wouldn't he? He also kissed me without pushing me away. I will try to get rid of my feelings