He used to hate her

I reached home and knocked on the door.

" Hey, get in. Where have you been?" She casually asked.

" I did something bad," I blurted before entering.

" Then why's it feels so good," She sang, in a good mood.

" No. I'm not singing Taylor's song. I really did something bad. I made Xander angry and he's not coming back again. He said he's going to marry Veronica. I can't blame him. It's my fault in the first place. I can't feel relieved now. I'm...I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel like I'm breaking apart."

" Okay. Slow down, Madison. Get inside first." Sofia pulled me inside and closed the door.

" I already told you. You are worried about the future way too much. Now, you are in this desperate state. Tell me everything. What happened?"

I told her everything and she's looking like she's going to scold me for all my life.

" You make him do that. Why are you hurting yourself? You love him. He loves you. What more do you want?"

" I'm not in a mood to hear your scoldings, Sofia. It's done. I don't think I have a chance to go back and change anything. Goodnight," I went straight to my run and locked the door. I don't know if I could sleep. But I need to be alone.

.....

me feel better and she

I wished it would be Xander. I will apologize to him and try to get

seeing it's

" Hello,"

your mind. What did you do to Xander? He's looking emotionless and even agreed to marry Veronica. I can see he's not happy with it. He simply said that 'you don't want

did the biggest mistake. I'm already regretting it. Don't make me suffer more."

want to stress you. But you said, you love him. Why are you doing this now? I won't talk more if you are not interested. I just have one more thing to tell. It's still not too late. Try to make it up with him." Henry hangs up with

have to do something. The wedding is about to happen

I called Xander. It rang and rang but he didn't attend. I called him again and again hoping I will hear his voice. But then the call ended in the first ring. He ignored it. He doesn't want to take it with me. In frustration, I threw

have. We can't afford another one." Sofia shouted, picking the phone up to see

chance. I messed it up," I sobbed as Sofia

after this. Later that night, I took my broken phone and tried

from you. I didn't know what I was doing. I was afraid of losing you one day but now I realized that I lost you forever. I can't bear it. I love you. Please, don't ignore this message. I'm sorry for driving you away. I want you. I want you back. I know it's too late. But please, forgive me. I don't think I can live without you. I lost a part of me when my sister died. After that, you are the person who brightened my life. If I lose you, I will lose the other part of myself. I wish I could take everything back. If you can forgive me, meet me outside at the dinner at 8:00 pm. If

I imagined and hoped that he will show up. I waited for a long time. I will be happy

home hopelessly. By tomorrow, nothing can be done. He would have married Veronica. If my past self knows that this is how this will end, I would have never let

I would have tried.

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Veronica. I should get used to these surroundings. Xander didn't show up yesterday. That means he already moved on. I'm the