He used to hate her

I reached home and knocked on the door.

" Hey, get in. Where have you been?" She casually asked.

" I did something bad," I blurted before entering.

" Then why's it feels so good," She sang, in a good mood.

" No. I'm not singing Taylor's song. I really did something bad. I made Xander angry and he's not coming back again. He said he's going to marry Veronica. I can't blame him. It's my fault in the first place. I can't feel relieved now. I'm...I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel like I'm breaking apart."

" Okay. Slow down, Madison. Get inside first." Sofia pulled me inside and closed the door.

" I already told you. You are worried about the future way too much. Now, you are in this desperate state. Tell me everything. What happened?"

I told her everything and she's looking like she's going to scold me for all my life.

" You make him do that. Why are you hurting yourself? You love him. He loves you. What more do you want?"

" I'm not in a mood to hear your scoldings, Sofia. It's done. I don't think I have a chance to go back and change anything. Goodnight," I went straight to my run and locked the door. I don't know if I could sleep. But I need to be alone.

.....

day passed and Sofia did everything to make me feel better and she

would be Xander. I will apologize to him and try to

after seeing it's Henry's number. It's

" Hello,"

mind. What did you do to Xander? He's looking emotionless and even agreed

yelled on the phone. " Please, don't ask me anything about it. I did the biggest mistake. I'm already regretting it. Don't make me suffer

talk more if you are not interested. I just

wedding is about to happen in one day.

It rang and rang but he didn't attend. I called him again and again hoping I will hear his voice. But then the call ended in the first ring. He ignored it. He doesn't want to take

It's...it's the only phone you have. We can't afford another one." Sofia

chance. I messed it up," I sobbed as Sofia looking at the

that night, I took my broken phone and tried hard to send

I can't bear it. I love you. Please, don't ignore this message. I'm sorry for driving you away. I want you. I want you back. I know it's too late. But please, forgive me. I don't think I can live without you. I lost a part of me when my sister died. After that, you are the person who brightened my life. If I lose you, I will lose the other part of myself. I wish I could take everything back. If you can forgive me,

left home to wait for Xander. I imagined and hoped that he will show up. I waited for

home hopelessly. By tomorrow, nothing can be done. He would have married Veronica. If my past self knows that this is how this will end, I would have never let myself

I would have tried.

....

I should get used to these surroundings. Xander didn't show up yesterday. That means he already