He used to hate her

I reached home and knocked on the door.

" Hey, get in. Where have you been?" She casually asked.

" I did something bad," I blurted before entering.

" Then why's it feels so good," She sang, in a good mood.

" No. I'm not singing Taylor's song. I really did something bad. I made Xander angry and he's not coming back again. He said he's going to marry Veronica. I can't blame him. It's my fault in the first place. I can't feel relieved now. I'm...I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel like I'm breaking apart."

" Okay. Slow down, Madison. Get inside first." Sofia pulled me inside and closed the door.

" I already told you. You are worried about the future way too much. Now, you are in this desperate state. Tell me everything. What happened?"

I told her everything and she's looking like she's going to scold me for all my life.

" You make him do that. Why are you hurting yourself? You love him. He loves you. What more do you want?"

" I'm not in a mood to hear your scoldings, Sofia. It's done. I don't think I have a chance to go back and change anything. Goodnight," I went straight to my run and locked the door. I don't know if I could sleep. But I need to be alone.

.....

and she didn't try to take the conversation unless I want to talk. Which

I will apologize to him and try to get back to

after seeing it's Henry's number. It's not

" Hello,"

You are completely out of your mind. What did you do to Xander? He's looking emotionless and even agreed to marry Veronica. I can see he's not happy

about it. I did the

stress you. But you said, you love him. Why are you doing this now? I won't talk more if you are not interested. I just have one more thing

to do something. The wedding is about to happen in one day. It feels like I'm already

It rang and rang but he didn't attend. I called him again and again hoping I will hear his voice. But then the call ended in the first ring. He ignored it. He doesn't want to take it with me. In frustration,

the only phone you have. We can't afford another one." Sofia shouted, picking the phone up

another chance. I messed it up," I sobbed as Sofia

I got nothing to do after this. Later that night, I took my broken phone and tried hard

Xander. I shouldn't have walked away from you. I didn't know what I was doing. I was afraid of losing you one day but now I realized that I lost you forever. I can't bear it. I love you. Please, don't ignore this message. I'm sorry for driving you away. I want you. I want you back. I know it's too late. But please, forgive me. I don't think I can live without you. I

for a long time. I will be happy even if he shows up

done. He would have married Veronica. If my past self knows that this is

I would have tried.

....

worked day and night at the dinner while Xander would have been married to Veronica. I should get used to