He used to hate her

I reached home and knocked on the door.

" Hey, get in. Where have you been?" She casually asked.

" I did something bad," I blurted before entering.

" Then why's it feels so good," She sang, in a good mood.

" No. I'm not singing Taylor's song. I really did something bad. I made Xander angry and he's not coming back again. He said he's going to marry Veronica. I can't blame him. It's my fault in the first place. I can't feel relieved now. I'm...I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel like I'm breaking apart."

" Okay. Slow down, Madison. Get inside first." Sofia pulled me inside and closed the door.

" I already told you. You are worried about the future way too much. Now, you are in this desperate state. Tell me everything. What happened?"

I told her everything and she's looking like she's going to scold me for all my life.

" You make him do that. Why are you hurting yourself? You love him. He loves you. What more do you want?"

" I'm not in a mood to hear your scoldings, Sofia. It's done. I don't think I have a chance to go back and change anything. Goodnight," I went straight to my run and locked the door. I don't know if I could sleep. But I need to be alone.

.....

make me feel better and she didn't try to take the conversation

to him and try to get back to him. I will try. Cause I did the biggest

seeing it's Henry's number. It's

" Hello,"

of your mind. What did you do to Xander? He's looking emotionless and even agreed to marry Veronica. I can see he's not

ask me anything about it. I did the biggest mistake. I'm already regretting it. Don't make

him. Why are you doing this now? I won't talk more if you are not interested. I just have one more thing to tell. It's still not

do something. The wedding is about to happen

and again hoping I will hear his voice. But then the call ended in the first ring. He ignored it. He doesn't want to take

afford another one." Sofia shouted, picking the phone up to see the broken

I messed it up," I sobbed as Sofia looking at the broken phone and

I got nothing to do after this. Later that night, I took my broken phone and

away from you. I didn't know what I was doing. I was afraid of losing you one day but now I realized that I lost you forever. I can't bear it. I love you. Please, don't ignore this message. I'm sorry for driving you away. I want you. I want you back. I know it's too late. But please, forgive me. I don't think I can live without you. I lost a part of me when my sister died. After that, you are the person who brightened my life. If I lose you, I will lose the other part of myself. I wish I could take everything back. If you can forgive me, meet me outside at the dinner at 8:00 pm. If you don't show up, I will understand that it was my

to wait for Xander. I imagined and hoped that he will show up. I waited for a long time. I will be happy even if he shows up late. But that didn't happen. He didn't show

Veronica. If my past self knows that this is how this will end, I would have never let myself love

I would have tried.

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have been married to Veronica. I should get used to these surroundings. Xander didn't show up yesterday.