He used to hate her

I reached home and knocked on the door.

" Hey, get in. Where have you been?" She casually asked.

" I did something bad," I blurted before entering.

" Then why's it feels so good," She sang, in a good mood.

" No. I'm not singing Taylor's song. I really did something bad. I made Xander angry and he's not coming back again. He said he's going to marry Veronica. I can't blame him. It's my fault in the first place. I can't feel relieved now. I'm...I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel like I'm breaking apart."

" Okay. Slow down, Madison. Get inside first." Sofia pulled me inside and closed the door.

" I already told you. You are worried about the future way too much. Now, you are in this desperate state. Tell me everything. What happened?"

I told her everything and she's looking like she's going to scold me for all my life.

" You make him do that. Why are you hurting yourself? You love him. He loves you. What more do you want?"

" I'm not in a mood to hear your scoldings, Sofia. It's done. I don't think I have a chance to go back and change anything. Goodnight," I went straight to my run and locked the door. I don't know if I could sleep. But I need to be alone.

.....

did everything to make me feel better and she

second, I wished it would be Xander. I will apologize to him and try to get back to him. I will try. Cause I did the

seeing it's Henry's number.

" Hello,"

of your mind. What did you do to Xander? He's looking emotionless and even agreed

Please, don't ask me anything about it. I did the biggest mistake. I'm already

more if you are not interested. I just have one more thing to tell.

The wedding is about to happen in one day. It feels like

what to do, I called Xander. It rang and rang but he didn't attend. I called him again and again hoping I will hear his voice. But then the call ended in the first ring. He ignored it. He doesn't want

It's...it's the only phone you have. We can't afford another one." Sofia shouted,

won't give me another chance. I messed it up," I sobbed as

I took my broken phone and tried hard to send a single

sorry for driving you away. I want you. I want you back. I know it's too late. But please, forgive me. I don't think I can live without you. I lost a part of me when my sister died. After that, you are the person who brightened my life. If I lose you, I will lose the other part of myself. I wish I could take everything back. If you can forgive me, meet me outside at

and hoped that he will show up. I waited for a long time. I will be happy even if he shows up late. But that didn't happen. He didn't show up at

have married Veronica. If my past self

I would have tried.

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night at the dinner while Xander would have been married to Veronica. I should get used to these surroundings. Xander didn't show up yesterday. That means he already moved on. I'm the one to