He used to hate her

I reached home and knocked on the door.

" Hey, get in. Where have you been?" She casually asked.

" I did something bad," I blurted before entering.

" Then why's it feels so good," She sang, in a good mood.

" No. I'm not singing Taylor's song. I really did something bad. I made Xander angry and he's not coming back again. He said he's going to marry Veronica. I can't blame him. It's my fault in the first place. I can't feel relieved now. I'm...I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel like I'm breaking apart."

" Okay. Slow down, Madison. Get inside first." Sofia pulled me inside and closed the door.

" I already told you. You are worried about the future way too much. Now, you are in this desperate state. Tell me everything. What happened?"

I told her everything and she's looking like she's going to scold me for all my life.

" You make him do that. Why are you hurting yourself? You love him. He loves you. What more do you want?"

" I'm not in a mood to hear your scoldings, Sofia. It's done. I don't think I have a chance to go back and change anything. Goodnight," I went straight to my run and locked the door. I don't know if I could sleep. But I need to be alone.

.....

she didn't try to take the conversation unless I want to talk.

For a second, I wished it would be Xander. I will apologize to him and try to get back to him. I will try. Cause I did

after seeing it's Henry's number. It's not

" Hello,"

you do to Xander? He's looking emotionless and even agreed to marry Veronica. I can see he's not happy with it. He simply said that 'you

on the phone. " Please, don't ask me anything about it. I did the biggest mistake. I'm already regretting it.

you are not interested. I just have one more thing to tell. It's still

to do something. The wedding is about to happen

but he didn't attend. I called him again and again hoping I will hear his voice. But then the call ended in the first ring. He ignored it. He doesn't want to take it with me. In frustration, I threw

Madison? It's...it's the only phone you have. We can't afford another one." Sofia shouted, picking the phone

me. He won't give me another chance. I messed it up," I sobbed as Sofia looking at the broken phone and me who's broken just like my

got nothing to do after this. Later that night, I took my broken phone and

from you. I didn't know what I was doing. I was afraid of losing you one day but now I realized that I lost you forever. I can't bear it. I love you. Please, don't ignore this message. I'm sorry for driving you away. I want you. I want you back. I know it's too late. But please, forgive me. I don't think I can live without you. I lost a part of me when my sister died. After that, you are the person who brightened my life. If I lose you, I will lose the other part of myself. I wish I could take everything back. If you can forgive me, meet me outside

Xander. I imagined and hoped that he will show up. I waited for a long time. I will

He would have married Veronica. If my past self knows that this is how this will end, I would

I would have tried.

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used to these