He used to hate her

What am I feeling right now? Should I be happy or...

Suddenly, the door to my house burst open. Sofia never comes in such a rush. I turned to spot Xander breathlessly looking at the entrance. He's here to see me at this night time. Did he receive my voice message?

No one spoke for a minute. His eyes shifted from my face to my phone. " Are you watching my wedding? The one where I run away?" He asked.

" Yeah, the one where a groom ran away instead of a bride."

" Yeah, that's true. I can't marry her. I thought you gave up on me. But then I received your voice message at the last minute"

" I'm so sorry, Xander. I walked away from you. But I gave you a lot of missed calls for the past two days. But you didn't respond to my calls. I thought you moved on," I told him, tossing the phone aside.

" I didn't know you called me, Madison. If I have known it earlier, I would have responded in a minute. Veronica deleted all the calls I got from you. She even tried to delete the voice message you sent me. I just caught her with my phone today morning. You asked me to meet you outside the dinner yesterday. I already missed the day. She did it all," Xander explained.

She's still trying to break us apart but for god's sake, Xander saw my message.

" I can't believe she hasn't changed a little after many years. I can't imagine what would have happened if you have never seen my message. I thought it's all over," I spoke as I'm close to tears.

" It didn't happen. The wedding's cancelled for good. I'm not worried about my memories anymore. I want to start a new life. I'm okay with these new memories if you are in it," Xander said, as I ran into his arms. That's what I wanted to do days ago but I walked away. I will never do that again.

" I'm glad it's over. I know you asked me to move in with you. I will do that, Xander." I said, pressing my lips to his lips. He didn't speak any more words but kissed me desperately and fiercely.

" Close the door," I muttered as he locked it and questioned me. " Isn't Sofia home yet?"

" No. It may take an hour or so,"

He pushed me towards the coach without breaking the kiss. His hands roamed

your runaway?" I asked as we lay on the couch

really think of anything but you," He replied, taking

your parents," I spoke as I got distracted by Xander's

I will tell them that I'm going to marry you," He replied and buried his face

so serious about our wedding?" I managed to

choose a

talkative but I will try," I told while I removed his shirt. I ran my hand over his chest admiring his muscle. Years ago, when I was lying next to him with his shirt off, he just yelled at me and left the room. The memories come to me but it's not

to say that from the

eyes too since

But I loved the way you looked at me. You looked like I'm everything to you. I wanted to know you from

past behind us, but I wanted to tell you one

Did you?" There's an amusement in his

would have loved

I

and kept it down on the

You didn't see

I don't want anyone to interrupt this

him again until our lips are swollen. Then my hands moved down

" Are you sure?"

you don't want

it. Why would I even say 'no'? " I relaxed after hearing that. Xander won't remember it but he's my first kiss and I was his first. I don't know if Veronica was his first which is the last thing I want to think about. But I want him to be the one and only one

have...." I stopped in