His Immense Desires

THE LETTER

I came to class the following day, it was kind of rowdy, I wondered what was happening in the class.

I was hearing beats from lockers, while some people were whistling.

I ducked my head into the classroom, I saw some girls dancing, damnn in the class.

I went straight to an empty locker, brought down my bad which I had placed astride my shoulder.

Seems like no lecture for today, if I had known I wouldn't have bothered coming to school.

I was about laying my head on the locker, with an earpiece listening to one of my favorite music 'haunted by Beyonce's, when I received a tap on my shoulder.

I looked up it was one of my course mates, "Hey Andrea, what's up", I asked smacking her lower elbow.

"All good, you know, you are all full this morning, is everything okay?", I asked.

"I am all good, Andrea, just the normal mood swings, it keeps hitting me bad, don't we have any lecture for today?", I asked.

"Ohhh I get it, sorry though, hope you get over em' mood swings.

For the record, we do have lectures today, you know the normal lazy syndrome of teachers.

Em' giving you different reasons as to why they won't make it to school.

'There would be teacher's forum, there will be board meetings and blah blah blah...", She said.

I kept laughing at her words, "definitely true though", I said.

"So....", She drawled.

"So what?", I asked.

"What about you and Steff?", She asked.

"What happened to us?", I retorted back.

"You guys been going quiet on each other, are you both having issues?", She

no, not at all, we are good, just decided to give ourselves a little

"Which bestfriends give themselves break, not even a little, damn you Janelle, if you guys are having

you know how many bestfriends look up on both of

don't understand you

"Janelle, don't give me that look, like you

You both are rated the best among all the groups of bestfriends we have in our department and

that one thousand and one people and still counting are jealous

you something, out of the thousands, I am the first person on

guys break up, but you know what you

look at you both, she's big and you're small,perfect combination", she said while I gave her a

look like mother and

"I understand you though, but, you know Steff could be hard sometimes, I know am not perfect, but going up to her, telling her that

a big blow to my ego, my pride will be angry with me if I do that, maybe she should take

Janey..", "No it's not Janey, it's Janelle, only Steff gets to

started laughing immediately, "you see it, you still love her so much, it's just pride, damn girl let go of

take it on your head that everything is your fault, so

"Alright, I have heard, I would give it a shot",

a shot, you have to do it,

Like I don't understand, don't tell me she's among the girls dancing at the front", I

know it's possible, because

before a lecturer entered the class, everyone

walked all the way to

that was

for everything that happened, I had reacted badly to what happened, I want to take back

am damn sorry and I promise you that something like that won't ever happen if you give me a second chance, I have been a dumbassed fool,

I didn't take up the responsibilities that a bestfriend

miss the way you call me Janey, the way you call me chubs, I am so sorry for blaming you on your addiction

all flawed but that's why I love you more, damn babe, I

looking all happy, and I am still sulking over us being apart, babe please

me, a sister I don't have and an angel sent to me by God, I am so sorry macho, please do

LOVE

XX-CHUBS.