His Immense Desires

THE LETTER

I came to class the following day, it was kind of rowdy, I wondered what was happening in the class.

I was hearing beats from lockers, while some people were whistling.

I ducked my head into the classroom, I saw some girls dancing, damnn in the class.

I went straight to an empty locker, brought down my bad which I had placed astride my shoulder.

Seems like no lecture for today, if I had known I wouldn't have bothered coming to school.

I was about laying my head on the locker, with an earpiece listening to one of my favorite music 'haunted by Beyonce's, when I received a tap on my shoulder.

I looked up it was one of my course mates, "Hey Andrea, what's up", I asked smacking her lower elbow.

"All good, you know, you are all full this morning, is everything okay?", I asked.

"I am all good, Andrea, just the normal mood swings, it keeps hitting me bad, don't we have any lecture for today?", I asked.

"Ohhh I get it, sorry though, hope you get over em' mood swings.

For the record, we do have lectures today, you know the normal lazy syndrome of teachers.

Em' giving you different reasons as to why they won't make it to school.

'There would be teacher's forum, there will be board meetings and blah blah blah...", She said.

I kept laughing at her words, "definitely true though", I said.

"So....", She drawled.

"So what?", I asked.

"What about you and Steff?", She asked.

"What happened to us?", I retorted back.

been going quiet on each other,

no, not at all, we are good, just decided to

"Which bestfriends give themselves break, not even a little, damn you Janelle, if you guys are having issues

you know how many bestfriends look up

understand you Andrea", I

"Janelle, don't give me that look, like you

all the groups of bestfriends we have in our department and you say you

I just want to tell you that one thousand and one people and still

tell you something, out of the thousands, I am the first person on the list that

up, but you know what you both are just so cute together

look at you both, she's big and you're small,perfect combination", she said while I gave her

you both look like mother and daughter, sorry to say though", she

could be hard sometimes, I know am not perfect, but going up

big blow to my ego, my pride will be angry with me if I do that, maybe she should take the

it's not Janey, it's

it's just pride, damn girl let go of your pride and walk up to her, you don't need to tell her of her wrong doings or

If she won't admit her wrongs, take it on your head that everything is your fault, so you won't let things escalate",

"Alright, I have heard, I would give

will give it a shot, you have to do it,

don't tell me she's among the girls dancing at the front", I said, still shocked

know it's possible, because

like thirty minutes more, before a lecturer entered the class, everyone went to their seat, with

all the way to her

one thought in mind, and that was to write to her a letter,

sorry for everything that happened, I had reacted badly to what happened, I want

promise you that something like that won't ever happen if you give me a second chance, I have

I had acted like a fool, I didn't take up the responsibilities that a bestfriend would have taken

I miss the way you call me Janey, the way you call me chubs, I am so sorry for blaming you on your addiction and talking about your

damn babe, I haven't been myself since after that incident between

a look at you looking all happy, and I am still sulking over us being apart, babe please I am

more than a bestfriend to me, a sister I don't have and an angel sent to me by God, I am so sorry

LOVE

XX-CHUBS.