His Immense Desires

THE MUM I WISH I HAD

**STEFFS'POV**

It's been two weeks since I last saw Janelle, it was not easy for me when I reported her to the lecturer.

I only did that because I still felt hurt at her words, when she left the class, I was so down, but me, being a strong girl, I masked up my emotions and tried acting strong.

I never knew the lecturer would be so tough on her, I assumed since he's a very young lecturer he would take it easy on her, but it was the opposite.

Janelle was meant to come to class today, since last week Thursday marked the end of her suspension from the sociology class, I wondered why she didn't come to school today.

After lectures, I thought on going to her house but on second thought, I decided to go visit my parents.

It's been a while since I last saw my parents.

I went back to the lodge with the hope of visiting my parents, I got carried away by the breeze and fresh air which sauntered its way to the windows and finally into my room.

I decided to take a little nap, school was really stressful.

**JANELLE'S POV**

"And that was all what happened, i tried apologizing to her but to no avail, she didn't even try listening to me.

She just went so far, reporting me to her lecturer, although I feel her pains, but still, I haven't been going to his class for the past two weeks.

The worst part is that the lecturer feels insulted by me, he thinks I was trying to make mockery of him due to how young he is.

I don't even know how I am going to face him in his next class.

I just don't know", I said addressing Steffs' parents.

Yes steffs' parents, I came here because literally I am so fed up with the fact that I and Steff are having issues.

I know that if I can't talk to her, her parents would probably talk to her.

"Janelle I understand the fact that you are trying to help her from her addiction, we have been trying our best to make sure she quits the drug, but what do you expect when she spent her last thirtteen years with typical Jamaican kids.

age, but her father helped me through with it, it wasn't easy at first

will forever be grateful to him", she

between them, I won't lie, I wished I had parents who cared more about

do understand also, I think I will get going, tomorrow is Saturday and I have a whole lot of work to do

how can you say that, it's almost 8pm

Dreamland or what?, Do you think you are still in Florida where you can go out and come back the time you

rape but you could be be manhandled by all these street boys, they could

night, please??", She cried out, giving me the puppy look, that made to laugh out loud, still giving

could get scary at night sometimes, I crossed my hand to the other side

would definitely do so", I

follow her to the kitchen, she stopped me, and said, "no

laughed and subjected to her

had little talk, after which

cleared the table

the plates, so I went to the sitting room, where I saw steffs' mum watching

movie, o stood on a spot, trying to remember when last

For her, it's either work or she spends her day

still respect

"Hey what's up, you look zoned out", that was steffs'

was just thinking about something",

Stefflon again?,

as a

that Janelle, I thought we talked

cry, she came over

felt okay, "do why were you crying?", She

"I-it-its n-noth-ing", I stuttered.

"It can't be nothing, you can confide

m-mum", I

to you mum?", She

about me, she doesn't trust me, she doesn't even care about me,

talk like that Janelle, your mum loves you, there's no mother that doesn't love her child,

you have the right to do what you want,

your emotions get to