His Immense Desires

THE MUM I WISH I HAD

**STEFFS'POV**

It's been two weeks since I last saw Janelle, it was not easy for me when I reported her to the lecturer.

I only did that because I still felt hurt at her words, when she left the class, I was so down, but me, being a strong girl, I masked up my emotions and tried acting strong.

I never knew the lecturer would be so tough on her, I assumed since he's a very young lecturer he would take it easy on her, but it was the opposite.

Janelle was meant to come to class today, since last week Thursday marked the end of her suspension from the sociology class, I wondered why she didn't come to school today.

After lectures, I thought on going to her house but on second thought, I decided to go visit my parents.

It's been a while since I last saw my parents.

I went back to the lodge with the hope of visiting my parents, I got carried away by the breeze and fresh air which sauntered its way to the windows and finally into my room.

I decided to take a little nap, school was really stressful.

**JANELLE'S POV**

"And that was all what happened, i tried apologizing to her but to no avail, she didn't even try listening to me.

She just went so far, reporting me to her lecturer, although I feel her pains, but still, I haven't been going to his class for the past two weeks.

The worst part is that the lecturer feels insulted by me, he thinks I was trying to make mockery of him due to how young he is.

I don't even know how I am going to face him in his next class.

I just don't know", I said addressing Steffs' parents.

Yes steffs' parents, I came here because literally I am so fed up with the fact that I and Steff are having issues.

I know that if I can't talk to her, her parents would probably talk to her.

"Janelle I understand the fact that you are trying to help her from her addiction, we have been trying our best to make sure she quits the drug, but what do you expect when she spent her last thirtteen years with typical Jamaican kids.

her father helped me through with it, it wasn't easy at first but

him", she said looking into the eyes

great love that exists between them, I won't lie, I wished I had parents who cared more about the welfare

tomorrow is Saturday and I have a whole lot

can you say that, it's almost 8pm

Florida where you

but you could be be manhandled by all these street boys, they could

look, that made to laugh out loud, still giving a thought to what

get scary at night sometimes, I crossed my hand to the other side of the table, and clasped her hand, urging

"Alright, I would definitely do so", I said, giving her

she stopped me, and said, "no baby, don't

laughed and subjected to her

I and steffs' Dad, Mr Douglas had little talk,

the table and went

done with the plates, so I went to the

stood on a spot, trying to remember when

For her, it's either work or she spends her day arguing with me, or threatening me to do things

threatening, because I still respect the fact that she's

"Hey what's up, you look zoned out", that was

thinking

about Stefflon again?, You really love

a tear escaped my

that Janelle, I thought

over and brought me

okay, "do why were

"I-it-its n-noth-ing", I stuttered.

nothing, you

m-my m-mum", I

"What happened to you mum?", She

even care

"Shh, don't talk like that Janelle, your mum loves you, there's no mother that doesn't love her child, maybe she's

right to do what you want, she just cares so much about you that it hurts

that Janelle, don't let your emotions get to