His Immense Desires

CHAPTER 35 : THE MUM I WISH I HAD

THE MUM I WISH I HAD

**STEFFS'POV**

It's been two weeks since I last saw Janelle, it was not easy for me when I reported her to the lecturer.

I only did that because I still felt hurt at her words, when she left the class, I was so down, but me, being a strong girl, I masked up my emotions and tried acting strong.

I never knew the lecturer would be so tough on her, I assumed since he's a very young lecturer he would take it easy on her, but it was the opposite.

Janelle was meant to come to class today, since last week Thursday marked the end of her suspension from the sociology class, I wondered why she didn't come to school today.

After lectures, I thought on going to her house but on second thought, I decided to go visit my parents.

It's been a while since I last saw my parents.

I went back to the lodge with the hope of visiting my parents, I got carried away by the breeze and fresh air which sauntered its way to the windows and finally into my room.

I decided to take a little nap, school was really stressful.

**JANELLE'S POV**

"And that was all what happened, i tried apologizing to her but to no avail, she didn't even try listening to me.

She just went so far, reporting me to her lecturer, although I feel her pains, but still, I haven't been going to his class for the past two weeks.

The worst part is that the lecturer feels insulted by me, he thinks I was trying to make mockery of him due to how young he is.

I don't even know how I am going to face him in his next class.

I just don't know", I said addressing Steffs' parents.

Yes steffs' parents, I came here because literally I am so fed up with the fact that I and Steff are having issues.

I know that if I can't talk to her, her parents would probably talk to her.

"Janelle I understand the fact that you are trying to help her from her addiction, we have been trying our best to make sure she quits the drug, but what do you expect when she spent her last thirtteen years with typical Jamaican kids.

an addict when I was her age, but her father helped me through with it, it wasn't easy at first but look at me now, don't I look all

him", she said looking into the eyes of her

them, I won't lie, I wished I had parents who

alright ma, I do understand also, I think I will get going, tomorrow is Saturday and I

no, no, how can you say that, it's almost 8pm and you intend

you in Dreamland or what?, Do you think you are still in Florida where you can go out and come back the time

not just rape but you could be be manhandled by all these street boys, they

spend the night, please??", She cried out, giving me the puppy look, that made to

hand to the other side of the table, and clasped her hand, urging her that I

definitely do so", I said, giving

stopped me, and said,

laughed and subjected to her

and steffs' Dad, Mr Douglas had little

the table and went to the

plates, so I went to the sitting room, where I saw

the movie, o stood on a spot, trying to remember when

either work or she spends her day arguing with me,

call it threatening, because I still respect the

up, you look zoned

was just thinking

is it about Stefflon again?, You really love her",

a

what's that Janelle, I

started crying, it was a hurtful cry, she came over and brought me

minutes, I felt okay, "do why were you crying?", She

"I-it-its n-noth-ing", I stuttered.

"It can't be nothing,

m-mum", I

happened to you

about me, she doesn't trust me, she doesn't even care about me, she

there's no mother that doesn't love her

you are in highschool, so she feels you have the right to do what you want, she just cares so

don't let your emotions get to you, just

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