His Immense Desires

THE MUM I WISH I HAD

**STEFFS'POV**

It's been two weeks since I last saw Janelle, it was not easy for me when I reported her to the lecturer.

I only did that because I still felt hurt at her words, when she left the class, I was so down, but me, being a strong girl, I masked up my emotions and tried acting strong.

I never knew the lecturer would be so tough on her, I assumed since he's a very young lecturer he would take it easy on her, but it was the opposite.

Janelle was meant to come to class today, since last week Thursday marked the end of her suspension from the sociology class, I wondered why she didn't come to school today.

After lectures, I thought on going to her house but on second thought, I decided to go visit my parents.

It's been a while since I last saw my parents.

I went back to the lodge with the hope of visiting my parents, I got carried away by the breeze and fresh air which sauntered its way to the windows and finally into my room.

I decided to take a little nap, school was really stressful.

**JANELLE'S POV**

"And that was all what happened, i tried apologizing to her but to no avail, she didn't even try listening to me.

She just went so far, reporting me to her lecturer, although I feel her pains, but still, I haven't been going to his class for the past two weeks.

The worst part is that the lecturer feels insulted by me, he thinks I was trying to make mockery of him due to how young he is.

I don't even know how I am going to face him in his next class.

I just don't know", I said addressing Steffs' parents.

Yes steffs' parents, I came here because literally I am so fed up with the fact that I and Steff are having issues.

I know that if I can't talk to her, her parents would probably talk to her.

"Janelle I understand the fact that you are trying to help her from her addiction, we have been trying our best to make sure she quits the drug, but what do you expect when she spent her last thirtteen years with typical Jamaican kids.

but her father helped me through with it, it

she said looking into the eyes

lie, I wished

do understand also, I think I will get going, tomorrow is Saturday and I have a whole lot

no, no, how can you say that, it's almost 8pm and you intend leaving

what?, Do you think you are still in Florida where you can go out and come

rape but you could be be manhandled by all these street boys, they could also go away with

can you spend the night, please??", She cried out, giving me the puppy look, that made to laugh out loud, still giving a thought to what

crossed my hand to the other side of the

"Alright, I would definitely do so", I said,

kitchen, she stopped me, and said, "no baby, don't worry, it's just to warm it up, you could stay here and give your

laughed and subjected to

Douglas had little talk, after which Mrs

I cleared the table and went to the kitchen to wash the

with the plates, so I went to the

o stood on a spot, trying to remember when

spends her day arguing with me, or threatening me to do things

I still

"Hey what's up, you look

I was just thinking about

it about Stefflon again?, You really love her", she

just smiled as a tear escaped my

"Shhhh, what's that Janelle, I

crying, it was a hurtful cry, she came over and

After some minutes, I felt okay, "do

"I-it-its n-noth-ing", I stuttered.

"It can't be nothing, you can confide

m-mum",

"What happened to you mum?", She

me, she doesn't even care about me, she ju-ju-just, I don't even know

don't talk like that Janelle, your mum loves you, there's no mother that

you are in highschool, so she feels you have the right to do

let your emotions get to you, just