His Immense Desires

THE MUM I WISH I HAD

**STEFFS'POV**

It's been two weeks since I last saw Janelle, it was not easy for me when I reported her to the lecturer.

I only did that because I still felt hurt at her words, when she left the class, I was so down, but me, being a strong girl, I masked up my emotions and tried acting strong.

I never knew the lecturer would be so tough on her, I assumed since he's a very young lecturer he would take it easy on her, but it was the opposite.

Janelle was meant to come to class today, since last week Thursday marked the end of her suspension from the sociology class, I wondered why she didn't come to school today.

After lectures, I thought on going to her house but on second thought, I decided to go visit my parents.

It's been a while since I last saw my parents.

I went back to the lodge with the hope of visiting my parents, I got carried away by the breeze and fresh air which sauntered its way to the windows and finally into my room.

I decided to take a little nap, school was really stressful.

**JANELLE'S POV**

"And that was all what happened, i tried apologizing to her but to no avail, she didn't even try listening to me.

She just went so far, reporting me to her lecturer, although I feel her pains, but still, I haven't been going to his class for the past two weeks.

The worst part is that the lecturer feels insulted by me, he thinks I was trying to make mockery of him due to how young he is.

I don't even know how I am going to face him in his next class.

I just don't know", I said addressing Steffs' parents.

Yes steffs' parents, I came here because literally I am so fed up with the fact that I and Steff are having issues.

I know that if I can't talk to her, her parents would probably talk to her.

"Janelle I understand the fact that you are trying to help her from her addiction, we have been trying our best to make sure she quits the drug, but what do you expect when she spent her last thirtteen years with typical Jamaican kids.

father helped me through with it, it wasn't easy at first but look

grateful to him", she

see the great love that exists between them, I won't lie, I wished I had parents who cared

I have a whole lot of

it's almost 8pm and you intend

you in Dreamland or what?, Do you think you are still in Florida where you can go out

of rape here is too much, it's not just rape but you could be be manhandled by all these street boys,

the puppy look, that made to laugh out loud, still giving a thought to

scary at night sometimes, I crossed my hand to the other side of the table, and clasped her hand, urging

"Alright, I would definitely do so", I said, giving her a

up our dinner", she said standing up, I stood up to follow her to the kitchen, she stopped me, and said, "no baby, don't worry, it's

subjected to

steffs' Dad, Mr Douglas had little

After we were done eating, I cleared the table and went to

plates, so I went to the sitting room,

o stood on a spot, trying

it's either work or she spends her day arguing

really call it threatening, because I still respect the

"Hey what's up, you look zoned out",

was just thinking

it about Stefflon again?,

just smiled as a

what's that Janelle, I

was a hurtful cry, she came over and brought me to the cushion, after

After some minutes, I felt okay,

"I-it-its n-noth-ing", I stuttered.

can't be nothing, you can confide in

m-my m-mum",

"What happened to you

she doesn't even care about me, she ju-ju-just, I don't even know what I did to her",

your mum loves you, there's no mother that doesn't love

she feels you have the right to

Janelle, don't let your emotions get to you,