His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for

long, you just have to be so eager for that

Make sure your Dad, doesn't hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it,

will hurt you so much, that all your life, you would only feel

want you to feel the pains

you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone

"Khalid",... "Alright, hurry up, your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if you really love yourself, alright??", She

I nodded my head.

my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you get that?"...

dad, and when you are done, you come back so

going

wrong with you?, Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug,

do I smell irritating to you?,

so-sor-sorry mum, i-i wa-was only in

answer your Dad, right?, You feel I don't have

I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me, that I should make sure no

tears, unless I find the woman

I was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause of the death of my

of the clock, I loved my mum and still love

answer your Dad", she said after which I ran

to meet my dad, he

months, my dad's colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me

sickly and so...., I don't just

called me",

a seat", I sat down on the bed, while waiting for

old are

looked up at him, "why was he asking such questions", I

real?, Or does he really not know how old I

be fourteen", I replied

"That's good, you were just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen,

was thinking that maybe, you are

is really wonderful", he said, as he kept scrolling up and down in his