His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

sounds?, That's how you will suckle

don't have to wait too long, you just have to be so eager for that day

doesn't hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how

you so much, that all your life, you would

that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I

your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone has or will

calling you, remember, do not

I nodded my head.

my question, I want you to

so

was about going out of her bedroom door, when she called me

that before you leave you are meant to give me

you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my

so-sor-sorry mum, i-i wa-was only in a hurry to answer my

You feel I don't have a

but I remembered what my mum told me, that I

told me that no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I

knew what killed my mum, until I was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided

was furious, but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing

"Now, run out and go answer your Dad", she said after which

to meet my dad, he was going

been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to

so sickly and so...., I don't just know but, he hasn't been looking so

You called me", I

have a seat", I sat down on the bed, while

old are you?", He

at him, "why was he asking such questions", I

he for real?, Or does he really not know how

be fourteen", I replied

you were just two yesterday, and now

maybe, you are still six

as he kept scrolling up