His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

will suckle me breasts, when your

don't have to wait too long, you just have to be so eager for

should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how

hurt you so much, that all your life, you would

want you to feel the pains I am

leaves, I am not sure anyone has or will ever show you that type of

do not let our little

I nodded my head.

I want you to

are done, you come back so we could finish up with our little

I came down from the bed, and was about going out of her bedroom door, when she

are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love me?",

"I love you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she slapped me

mum, i-i wa-was only in

your Dad, right?, You feel I don't have

but I remembered what my mum told me, that I should

me that no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman

was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause of the death of my

I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could

"Now, run out and go answer your Dad", she

my dad, he was going

I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not

so sickly and so...., I don't just know but,

called me",

a seat", I sat down on the bed,

are you?",

up at him, "why was he asking such questions",

he for real?, Or does he really not know how old I am?",

I will be fourteen", I

"That's good, you were just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen, all praise

that maybe, you are still six years old

Allah is really wonderful", he said, as he