His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

suckle me

don't have to wait too long, you just have to be so eager

hear even a bit of it, you won't like how

will hurt you so much, that all your life,

that, and I don't want you to

am not sure anyone has or will ever show

do not let our little secret

I nodded my head.

want you nodding your head to my question, I want

done, you come back so we could finish up with our little secrets", she said giving me a

bed, and was about going out of her

is wrong with you?, Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love me?", She

do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she slapped me hard across my

in a hurry to answer my dad", I

right?, You feel I don't

think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me, that I should make

told me that no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would love to spend the

killed my mum, until I was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause of the death of

was furious, but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could

run out and go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran out of the

my dad, he was going through his

few months, my dad's colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and

sickly and so...., I don't just know but, he hasn't been

called me",

I sat down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he

old are

looked up at him, "why was he asking

he really not know how old I am?",

will be fourteen", I

good, you were just two yesterday, and now

thinking that maybe, you are still six years old or

as he kept scrolling up