His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

sounds?, That's how you will suckle me

to wait too long, you just have to be so eager for

this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how I am going to deal with

much, that all your life, you would only

are too little for that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going to

am not sure anyone has or will

dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if you really love

I nodded my head.

head to my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you get that?"... "Yes mummy",

hurry up, go meet your dad, and when you are done, you come back so we could finish up with our little secrets", she

was about going out of her bedroom door, when she called

you are meant to give

"Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to

wa-was only in a hurry to answer my dad",

your Dad, right?, You feel I don't have

not what you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me, that I should make sure no woman makes me

that no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the

when my dad, confided in me about the cause

hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I

and go answer your Dad", she said after

dad, he

daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always

He looks so sickly and so...., I don't just know but, he

called

I called you, have a seat", I sat down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants

old are

up at him, "why was he asking such questions", I

he for real?, Or does he really not

be

yesterday, and now you are fourteen, all

maybe, you are

really wonderful", he said, as