His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

how that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for his

long, you just have to be

hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how I am going to deal

hurt you so much, that all your life, you would only

I don't want you to feel the pains I am going to

am going to show you when your Dad leaves, I am not

is calling you, remember, do not

I nodded my head.

want you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you get that?"... "Yes mummy",

come back so we could finish up with

from the bed, and was about going out of her bedroom door, when she

you?, Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or don't

"I love you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to

am...so-so so-sor-sorry mum, i-i wa-was only in a

You feel I don't have

"Allah, it's not what you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me,

that no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would love to spend the rest of

that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause

loved my mum and still love her, but there

"Now, run out and go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran

to meet my dad,

pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to ever ask him

don't

You called me",

I called you, have a seat", I sat down on the bed, while waiting for

are

up at him, "why was he asking such

he really not know how old I am?", I asked

will be fourteen",

you were just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen, all

thinking that maybe, you are still six years

wonderful", he said, as he kept scrolling up and