His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

you know how that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for his usual

to wait too long, you just have to be so eager for that day

of this, if he should hear

will hurt you so much, that all your

little for that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going to bring upon

show you when your Dad leaves, I am not

"Khalid",... "Alright, hurry up, your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if

I nodded my head.

your head to my question, I want you to answer me with your

done, you come back so we could finish up with our

was about going out

you know that before you leave you are meant to give me

or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she slapped me

in a

You feel I don't have a dad, uhh?",

what you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what

is worth my tears, unless I find

was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided

clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do to remedy

Dad", she said

ran upstairs to meet my dad, he was going

the past few months, my dad's colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to ever ask him

I don't just know but, he hasn't been

You called

the bed, while waiting for whatever he

are

"why was he asking such questions", I

not know how

be fourteen", I replied

just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen,

thinking that maybe, you are still six years old or

said, as he kept scrolling up