His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

how that sounds?, That's how you will suckle

too long, you just have to be so eager

your Dad, doesn't hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how

all your life, you would only feel the

that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going to bring upon

show you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone has or will ever show

hurry up, your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if you

I nodded my head.

you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you

so we could finish up with our little secrets",

was about going out of her bedroom door, when she called me

with you?, Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love me?",

you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she slapped me hard

wa-was only in a hurry

answer your Dad, right?, You feel I don't have a dad, uhh?",

almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me, that I should

I find the woman I would

when my dad, confided in me about the cause

I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing

and go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran out of the

to meet my dad,

been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me

He looks so sickly and so...., I don't just know but, he

called me",

have a seat", I sat down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he

are

looked up at him, "why was he asking such

does he really not

I will be fourteen", I

just two yesterday, and

thinking that maybe, you are still six

Allah is really wonderful", he said, as he kept scrolling up