His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for his

wait too long, you just have to be so eager

if he should hear even

so much, that all your life, you would

you to feel the pains I

you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone

"Khalid",... "Alright, hurry up, your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little

I nodded my head.

I don't want you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer me with your

hurry up, go meet your dad, and when you are done, you come back so we could finish up

going out of her bedroom door, when she

Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or

you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?,

am...so-so so-sor-sorry mum, i-i wa-was only in a hurry to answer my dad", I

Dad, right?, You feel I don't

"Allah, it's not what you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered

find the woman I would love to spend

knew what killed my mum, until I was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the

of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do to remedy the fact that

go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran out of the

ran upstairs to meet my dad, he was going through

ask him what was

sickly and so...., I don't just know but,

You called me", I

on the bed, while waiting for whatever he

old are you?",

looked up at him, "why was he asking

really not know how

will be fourteen",

two yesterday, and now you are fourteen, all praise to

maybe, you are still six years old or

as he kept scrolling up and down