His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

you know how that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your

you just have to be so

he should hear even a bit of

will hurt you so much, that all your life, you would only feel the

little for that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going to bring

show you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone has or

"Khalid",... "Alright, hurry up, your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret

I nodded my head.

nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer

so we could finish up with our little secrets", she said giving me a wide

I came down from the bed, and was about going out of her bedroom

you are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love me?", She

a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she slapped me hard

am...so-so so-sor-sorry mum, i-i wa-was only in a hurry to answer my

your Dad, right?, You feel I don't have

"Allah, it's not what you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my

worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would love to spend the rest of

mum, until I was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about

clock, I loved my mum and still love her,

run out and go answer your Dad", she

to meet my dad, he was going through his

colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not

so sickly and so...., I don't just know but, he hasn't been looking so

called

I sat down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants to say

old are you?", He

"why was he asking

does he really not know how old

I will be fourteen",

"That's good, you were just two yesterday,

are

as he