His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

how you will suckle me breasts, when your

to wait too long, you just have to be so eager

any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how I am

you so much, that all your life, you would only feel the

little for that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I

am going to show you when your Dad leaves, I am

remember, do not let our little secret out, if you really love yourself,

I nodded my head.

to my question, I want you to answer me

come back so we could finish

from the bed, and was about going out of her

you leave you are meant to

you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with

only in

feel I don't have a dad, uhh?",

wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me, that I should make sure no

woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would

twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause of the

loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing

"Now, run out and go answer your Dad", she said after which I

to meet my dad, he was going

more pale daily, I try to ask him what was

so sickly and so...., I don't just know but, he hasn't been looking

You called me", I

the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants to say

old are you?", He

"why was he asking such questions",

does he really not

will be fourteen", I replied

were just two yesterday, and

thinking that maybe, you are still six

he said, as he