His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy

just have to be

your Dad, doesn't hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like

that all your life, you would only feel

and I don't want you to feel the pains

am not sure anyone has or will

is calling you, remember, do not let our

I nodded my head.

I want

up, go meet your dad, and when you are done, you come back so we could finish up with our little secrets", she

I came down from the bed, and was about going out of her bedroom door, when she called

Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a

"I love you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction",

in a hurry to answer my

feel I

think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told

no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would love to spend the rest of

was twenty-three, that was when

of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do to

"Now, run out and go answer your Dad", she said after which I

upstairs to meet my dad, he

getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to ever

looks so sickly and so...., I don't

called me", I

seat", I sat down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he

old are

him, "why was he

not know how old I

be fourteen", I replied

good, you were just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen, all praise to

you are still six years old

Allah is really wonderful", he said, as