His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

how that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for his usual

have to wait too long, you just have to be so eager for that day

hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of

all your life, you would only feel

and I don't want you to feel the pains I

leaves, I am not sure anyone

remember, do not let our little secret out,

I nodded my head.

want you to answer me with your mouth, do you get

back so

bed, and was about going out of her bedroom door, when she called me

you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug,

"I love you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you

i-i wa-was only in a hurry to answer

answer your Dad, right?, You feel

I almost wanted to cry, but I

told me that no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would love to

knew what killed my mum, until I was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause of the death

was furious, but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still

run out and go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran out of

dad, he

been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what

sickly and so...., I don't just

You called

the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants

are you?",

at him, "why was

really not know how old I am?", I asked

will be fourteen",

"That's good, you were just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen, all praise to

you are still

Allah is really wonderful", he said, as he kept scrolling