His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

know how that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for his usual

wait too long, you just have to be so eager

sure your Dad, doesn't hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how

that all your life, you would only

that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going

love I am going to show you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone has

your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret

I nodded my head.

you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you

dad, and when you are done, you come back so we could finish

the bed, and was about going

with you?, Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love me?", She

I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she slapped me hard

i-i wa-was only in

You feel I don't have

but I remembered what my mum told me, that

worth my tears, unless I find

was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause of

of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was

go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran out of

to meet my dad, he was

colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me

so sickly and so...., I don't just know but, he hasn't been

called me",

down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants to say to

old are you?",

looked up at him, "why was he asking

real?, Or does he really not know how old I am?", I

I will be fourteen", I replied

"That's good, you were just two yesterday, and now you are

maybe, you are still six

Allah is really wonderful", he said, as he kept scrolling up