His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me

too long, you just have to be so eager for

doesn't hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how I am going to

so much, that all

and I don't want you

you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone

dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if you really love

I nodded my head.

to my question, I want you to answer me

you come back so we could finish up

going out

leave you are meant to give

do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that

i-i wa-was only in a

"To answer your Dad, right?, You feel I don't have a dad,

you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me,

I find the woman I would love to spend

was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause of the death of

but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing

go answer your Dad", she said after

upstairs to meet my dad, he was going

months, my dad's colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to ever ask him

I don't just know but,

called

I sat down on the

"How old are

at him, "why was he asking such questions", I

does he really not know how old I am?",

will be

"That's good, you were just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen,

maybe, you are still six

really wonderful", he said, as