His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy

just have to

any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like

will hurt you so much, that all your life, you would only feel the

that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going to bring

you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone has

remember, do not let our little secret out, if

I nodded my head.

no, I don't want you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you get that?"... "Yes

you are done, you come back so we could finish up with our little secrets", she said giving

going out of her bedroom door, when she called me

that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love me?",

"I love you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she slapped me hard across my

only in a hurry to answer my dad", I

answer your Dad, right?, You feel I don't have a dad,

think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what

told me that no woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would love to spend the rest

I was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about the cause of the

mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do

"Now, run out and go answer your Dad", she said after which

to meet my dad, he was going through

to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and

and so...., I don't just know but, he

called me", I

seat", I sat down on the bed,

"How old are you?",

up at him, "why was he asking such

Or does he really not know

I will be

"That's good, you were just two yesterday, and now

you are still six

Allah is really wonderful", he said, as he kept scrolling up and down in his