His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels

don't have to wait too long, you just have to be so eager

hear any of this, if he should hear even a bit of it,

that all your life, you would only

don't want you to feel the pains

am going to show you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone has or

is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if you really love yourself, alright??", She

I nodded my head.

want you to answer me with your mouth, do you get that?"... "Yes

meet your dad, and when you are done, you come back so we could finish up with our little secrets", she said giving

came down from the bed, and was about going out of

know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love

I smell irritating to you?, Or you

am...so-so so-sor-sorry mum, i-i wa-was only in a hurry to

right?, You feel I don't have

to cry, but I remembered what

woman is worth my tears, unless I find the woman I would love

when my dad, confided in me about

furious, but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could

go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran

to meet my dad, he was going through his

getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to ever ask him such

don't just know but, he hasn't been looking so

You called me", I

have a seat", I sat down on the bed, while waiting for

are

up at him, "why was he asking

does he really not know how old I am?",

be fourteen",

were just two yesterday,

maybe, you are still six

really wonderful", he said, as he kept