His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

will suckle me breasts, when

you just have to be so eager

he should hear even

so much, that all your life, you would only

want you to feel the

am not sure anyone has

is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out,

I nodded my head.

your head to my question, I want

up, go meet your dad, and when you are done, you come back so we could finish up with

I came down from the bed, and was about going out of her bedroom door, when she called me

before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love

"I love you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to know my reaction", with that she

so-sor-sorry mum, i-i wa-was only in a hurry to answer my

answer your Dad, right?, You feel I don't

I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I

I find the woman I

I was twenty-three, that was when my

but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I

go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran out of the

dad, he was going

dad's colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me

don't just know

called

I sat down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants to

are you?", He

him, "why was he asking such questions", I asked

not know how

will be

you were just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen,

was thinking that maybe, you are still six years

as he kept scrolling up and