His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

That's how you will suckle

too long, you just have to be so eager for that day

Also...... Make sure your Dad, doesn't hear any of this, if he should hear even

much, that all your life, you

little for that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going to bring upon

Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone has or will ever show you

not let our little secret out, if you

I nodded my head.

my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you

your dad, and when you are done, you come back so we

about going out of her bedroom door, when she called

are meant to give me a hug, or don't you love me?",

mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell

only in a hurry to answer my dad", I

feel I don't have a dad,

"Allah, it's not what you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told

woman is worth my tears, unless I find the

when my dad, confided in me about the cause of the death of

hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do to remedy the fact that

out and go answer your Dad", she said after which I ran

dad, he was going through his

what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to ever

and so...., I don't just know but,

called me", I

on the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants to say to

are

up at him, "why was he asking such questions", I asked

for real?, Or does he really not know how old I am?", I asked

will be fourteen",

you were just two yesterday, and

thinking that maybe, you are still six years old

Allah is really wonderful", he said, as he kept scrolling up and down