His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for his

You don't have to wait too long, you just have to be so eager for that

if he should hear even a bit of it, you

will hurt you so much, that all your life,

and I don't want you to feel the pains

leaves, I am not sure anyone has or will ever show you that type of

you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if you really love yourself, alright??", She

I nodded my head.

"Ohhhhh no, I don't want you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer me with your mouth, do you get that?"... "Yes mummy", I

back so we could finish up

I came down from the bed, and was about going out of

is wrong with you?, Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to give me a hug, or don't you

smell irritating to you?, Or

wa-was only in a hurry to

You feel I don't have a dad, uhh?", She

"Allah, it's not what you think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me, that

no woman is worth my tears, unless I find

what killed my mum, until I was twenty-three, that was when my dad, confided in me about

I was furious, but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do to remedy

your Dad", she said after which I ran

meet my dad, he was going

past few months, my dad's colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always

and so...., I don't just know but, he hasn't been looking so

You called me",

called you, have a seat", I sat down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants to say to

old are you?", He

was he asking such questions", I asked

real?, Or does he really not know how old I am?", I

will be

"That's good, you were just two yesterday, and now you are fourteen, all

you are still six

really wonderful", he said, as he kept