His Immense Desires

HIS TURMOILS AND PAST

**KHALIDS'POV**

"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.

So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.

You know how much I have been looking after you, right.

Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.

I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.

I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.

"Yes ma" I replied her.

"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.

I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.

She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.

It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.

I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.

You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.

Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.

Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.

You love how that sounds right?"

I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.

that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for

have to wait too long, you just have to be so eager

hear even a bit

all your life, you would only feel

little for that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going to

Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone has or will ever show

up, your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if

I nodded my head.

"Ohhhhh no, I don't want you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer

you are done, you come back so

I came down from the bed, and was about going out of her bedroom door, when she called

you leave you are meant to

"I love you so much, mum",. "Then why can't you give me a hug, or do I smell irritating to

only in a hurry

answer your Dad, right?, You feel I don't have a dad, uhh?",

almost wanted to cry, but I remembered what my mum told me, that I should

tears, unless I find the woman I would love to spend the rest of my life

twenty-three, that was when my dad,

but I couldn't turn back the hands of the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do to remedy the fact that

your Dad", she

meet my dad, he was going

the past few months, my dad's colour has been getting more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to

so...., I don't just know but,

called me",

you, have a seat", I sat down on the bed,

"How old are you?", He

up at him, "why was he asking such questions", I asked

for real?, Or does he really not know how

will be fourteen", I

just two yesterday, and

are still six years

said, as he kept scrolling up and