His Immense Desires

HER WITHERED PLANS

***FIONA'S POV***

"That wasn't my plan seriously, but what had you expected me to do, you know left for me, I would have just sat where I am.

You ought to know how MAMA would have reacted. I really don't want to have any words with her, seriously.

You know the worst part, all sessions would be in his house, the thought of going there again fills me with rage, there is nothing I can do about it.

That is his pay, I am tired really, I am very tired.

I could still remember when I was little, I always told my mum and dad how I would love to be a pilot.

I always dreamt of it, until...

"Until what?", Sandra chirped in.

"Until my dad was killed, I really can not remember what or how it happened.

My mama told me that, after some days, they took my mum away, I was so young and naive I could not remember how it all happened.

The only thing I remember was when MAMA came to take me away, I had been working with her until I was sixteen years.....

My life changed when I clicked sixteen, that was when I was introduced to this kind of life, I was taught on how to pleasure men.

I was forced to do so many things which I would never want someone as young as me then to ever experience.

Eighteen years, was when I made my first sale, that was when Prince Rashid came for me.

I never wanted to do so, until i was told by MAMA that I won't eat from her again.

Until then I never knew she was serious, until after three days without food not water, that was when it dawned on me that she was really serious about me not eating until I earned it.

I can still remember it vividly, I had walked up to

As a little child and a teenager, I never knew what it was to be hungry, not just being hungry but also

It was my first time, I would be forever grateful to Prince Rashid, he

when I saw how my fellow colleagues

All my plans for life got withered like flowers that just

So....

tired I need to rest, yesterday night was a

"Soooo, you are thoroughly spent and used

"Yeah

also tell me what you have been thinking of him, none of the bad things you have been saying about him really looks

this guy, but you past us making

just feel so inferior, due to what

so please loosen up, girl you

you to relish all these Opportunities very well, you like him and he is kind of addicted to your body, that is so

try to act all cold whenever he calls you,

he wants and even the one he doesn't know of, he is going to

also like you, somehow, you have to know that everyone have their

"So... What, you don't even know a bit of

No you don't.

house yesterday night, all he could say is, :get in the room:, I had thought that maybe it's his room, you know..... What every girl wants, even though I know I

Guess what, he took me to his guest room.... So

as a whore, a slutty whore or whatever, I am okay with that, but I feel very

starts cringing whenever I remember him, do you call it

"I call it love, babe",

"No!, I will rather call it stupidity, loving a guy who would never get to

because he would only see me as a hole to drill whenever he

I just..... I

no one is here for

just feel so helpless

kinda lo-lo-, infact I detest