His Immense Desires

CHAPTER 44 : HER WITHERED PLANS

HER WITHERED PLANS

***FIONA'S POV***

"That wasn't my plan seriously, but what had you expected me to do, you know left for me, I would have just sat where I am.

You ought to know how MAMA would have reacted. I really don't want to have any words with her, seriously.

You know the worst part, all sessions would be in his house, the thought of going there again fills me with rage, there is nothing I can do about it.

That is his pay, I am tired really, I am very tired.

I could still remember when I was little, I always told my mum and dad how I would love to be a pilot.

I always dreamt of it, until...

"Until what?", Sandra chirped in.

"Until my dad was killed, I really can not remember what or how it happened.

My mama told me that, after some days, they took my mum away, I was so young and naive I could not remember how it all happened.

The only thing I remember was when MAMA came to take me away, I had been working with her until I was sixteen years.....

My life changed when I clicked sixteen, that was when I was introduced to this kind of life, I was taught on how to pleasure men.

I was forced to do so many things which I would never want someone as young as me then to ever experience.

Eighteen years, was when I made my first sale, that was when Prince Rashid came for me.

I never wanted to do so, until i was told by MAMA that I won't eat from her again.

Until then I never knew she was serious, until after three days without food not water, that was when it dawned on me that she was really serious about me not eating until I earned it.

I had walked up to her and told her that I was

what it was to be hungry, not just being hungry but

would be

be gentle, but when I saw how my

All my plans for life got withered like flowers that just

So....

Sandy, I am just so tired I need to rest, yesterday night was a long one, it was not

"Soooo, you are thoroughly spent and used

"Yeah

of the bad things you have been saying about him really looks real with you

but you past us making

so inferior, due to

condition, so please loosen up, girl you

very well, you like him and he is kind

want each other in your different ways. Don't try to act all cold whenever he calls you, act like the whore you are, be free

doesn't know of, he is going to be mad over

have to know that everyone have their own dark

you don't even know a

No you don't.

night, all he could say is, :get in the room:, I had thought that maybe it's his room, you know..... What every girl wants, even though

his guest room.... So

He sees me as a whore, a slutty whore or whatever, I am okay with that, but

Right now, my heart just starts cringing whenever I remember

call it

it stupidity, loving a guy who would never

me as a hole to drill

I feel like I am

no one is here for me, there is nothing

feel so helpless Sandra!!!, I

kinda lo-lo-, infact I detest

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