His Immense Desires

HER WITHERED PLANS

***FIONA'S POV***

"That wasn't my plan seriously, but what had you expected me to do, you know left for me, I would have just sat where I am.

You ought to know how MAMA would have reacted. I really don't want to have any words with her, seriously.

You know the worst part, all sessions would be in his house, the thought of going there again fills me with rage, there is nothing I can do about it.

That is his pay, I am tired really, I am very tired.

I could still remember when I was little, I always told my mum and dad how I would love to be a pilot.

I always dreamt of it, until...

"Until what?", Sandra chirped in.

"Until my dad was killed, I really can not remember what or how it happened.

My mama told me that, after some days, they took my mum away, I was so young and naive I could not remember how it all happened.

The only thing I remember was when MAMA came to take me away, I had been working with her until I was sixteen years.....

My life changed when I clicked sixteen, that was when I was introduced to this kind of life, I was taught on how to pleasure men.

I was forced to do so many things which I would never want someone as young as me then to ever experience.

Eighteen years, was when I made my first sale, that was when Prince Rashid came for me.

I never wanted to do so, until i was told by MAMA that I won't eat from her again.

Until then I never knew she was serious, until after three days without food not water, that was when it dawned on me that she was really serious about me not eating until I earned it.

I can still remember it vividly, I had walked up to her and told her that I was ready to go

knew what it was to be hungry, not just being hungry

was my first time, I would be forever grateful to Prince

be gentle, but when I saw how my fellow colleagues had been manhandled by other young guys or

my plans for life got withered like flowers that just sprung

So....

rest, yesterday night was a

"Soooo, you are thoroughly

"Yeah babe", Fiona

me what you have been thinking of him, none of the bad

Seriously Fiona, you just love this guy, but you past us

so inferior, due to what we

be in this condition, so please loosen up, girl you have to

I would advice you to relish all these Opportunities very well, you like him and he is

other in your different ways. Don't try to act all cold whenever he calls you, act

he wants and even the one he doesn't know

also like you, somehow, you have to know that everyone have

even know a

No you don't.

house yesterday night, all he could say is, :get in the room:, I had thought

guest room.... So what am I trying to say

a slutty whore or whatever, I am okay with that, but I

Right now, my heart just starts cringing whenever I

"I call it love, babe", Sandra

"No!, I will rather call it stupidity, loving a guy who would never get

just mere infatuation, because he would only see me as a hole to drill whenever he wants to ease himself off the

I just..... I

just miss my family, no one is here for me, there is nothing I can

just feel so helpless Sandra!!!, I feel so

infact I