His Immense Desires

CHAPTER 44 : HER WITHERED PLANS

HER WITHERED PLANS

***FIONA'S POV***

"That wasn't my plan seriously, but what had you expected me to do, you know left for me, I would have just sat where I am.

You ought to know how MAMA would have reacted. I really don't want to have any words with her, seriously.

You know the worst part, all sessions would be in his house, the thought of going there again fills me with rage, there is nothing I can do about it.

That is his pay, I am tired really, I am very tired.

I could still remember when I was little, I always told my mum and dad how I would love to be a pilot.

I always dreamt of it, until...

"Until what?", Sandra chirped in.

"Until my dad was killed, I really can not remember what or how it happened.

My mama told me that, after some days, they took my mum away, I was so young and naive I could not remember how it all happened.

The only thing I remember was when MAMA came to take me away, I had been working with her until I was sixteen years.....

My life changed when I clicked sixteen, that was when I was introduced to this kind of life, I was taught on how to pleasure men.

I was forced to do so many things which I would never want someone as young as me then to ever experience.

Eighteen years, was when I made my first sale, that was when Prince Rashid came for me.

I never wanted to do so, until i was told by MAMA that I won't eat from her again.

Until then I never knew she was serious, until after three days without food not water, that was when it dawned on me that she was really serious about me not eating until I earned it.

I had walked up to her and

never knew what it was to be hungry, not just

It was my first time, I would be forever grateful to Prince

what it was to be gentle, but when I saw how my

plans for life got

So....

am just so tired I need to rest, yesterday night was a long one, it was not like.... You know, but I

"Soooo, you are thoroughly spent and used huhhh?", Sandra

"Yeah babe",

him, none of the bad things

this guy, but you

so inferior, due to

never wanted to be in this condition, so please

well, you like him and he is kind of

cold

the one he doesn't know of, he is going to be mad over you

like you, somehow, you have to know that everyone have their own dark past, soooo..", Sandra

"So... What, you don't even know a bit of

No you don't.

over to his house yesterday night, all he could say is, :get in the room:, I had thought that maybe it's his room, you know..... What every girl wants, even though I know I do not worth

Guess what, he took me to his guest room.... So what

me as a whore, a slutty whore or whatever, I am okay with that, but I feel very

Right now, my heart just starts cringing whenever I remember him, do you call it love or

it love,

rather call it stupidity, loving a guy who

is just mere infatuation, because he would only see me as a hole to drill whenever he wants to ease himself off

just..... I feel like I

just miss my family, no one is

feel so helpless Sandra!!!, I feel

kinda lo-lo-, infact I detest

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