His Immense Desires

HER WITHERED PLANS

***FIONA'S POV***

"That wasn't my plan seriously, but what had you expected me to do, you know left for me, I would have just sat where I am.

You ought to know how MAMA would have reacted. I really don't want to have any words with her, seriously.

You know the worst part, all sessions would be in his house, the thought of going there again fills me with rage, there is nothing I can do about it.

That is his pay, I am tired really, I am very tired.

I could still remember when I was little, I always told my mum and dad how I would love to be a pilot.

I always dreamt of it, until...

"Until what?", Sandra chirped in.

"Until my dad was killed, I really can not remember what or how it happened.

My mama told me that, after some days, they took my mum away, I was so young and naive I could not remember how it all happened.

The only thing I remember was when MAMA came to take me away, I had been working with her until I was sixteen years.....

My life changed when I clicked sixteen, that was when I was introduced to this kind of life, I was taught on how to pleasure men.

I was forced to do so many things which I would never want someone as young as me then to ever experience.

Eighteen years, was when I made my first sale, that was when Prince Rashid came for me.

I never wanted to do so, until i was told by MAMA that I won't eat from her again.

Until then I never knew she was serious, until after three days without food not water, that was when it dawned on me that she was really serious about me not eating until I earned it.

still remember it vividly, I had walked up to her and told her that I was ready

little child and a teenager, I never knew what it

It was my first time, I would be forever grateful

be gentle, but when I saw how my fellow colleagues had been manhandled by other young guys or even

life got withered like flowers

So....

to rest, yesterday night was a long one, it was

you are thoroughly spent and

"Yeah babe", Fiona

tell me what you have been thinking of him, none of the bad

Seriously Fiona, you just love this guy, but you past

just feel so inferior, due to what

be in this condition, so please loosen up, girl you have

relish all these Opportunities very well, you like him and he is kind

your different ways. Don't try to act all cold whenever he

the one he doesn't know of, he is going to be mad over you when you are done with

think he may also like you, somehow, you have to know that everyone have their own dark past, soooo..", Sandra

"So... What, you don't even know

No you don't.

he could say is, :get in the room:, I had thought that maybe it's his room, you know..... What every girl wants, even though I know I do not worth

me to his guest room....

He sees me as a whore, a slutty whore

Right now, my heart just starts cringing whenever I remember him, do you call it love or

it love, babe", Sandra

stupidity, loving a guy who would never get

because he would only see me as a hole to drill whenever

I feel like

miss my family, no one is here for me,

helpless Sandra!!!, I feel so

lo-lo-, infact I detest