His Immense Desires

HER WITHERED PLANS

***FIONA'S POV***

"That wasn't my plan seriously, but what had you expected me to do, you know left for me, I would have just sat where I am.

You ought to know how MAMA would have reacted. I really don't want to have any words with her, seriously.

You know the worst part, all sessions would be in his house, the thought of going there again fills me with rage, there is nothing I can do about it.

That is his pay, I am tired really, I am very tired.

I could still remember when I was little, I always told my mum and dad how I would love to be a pilot.

I always dreamt of it, until...

"Until what?", Sandra chirped in.

"Until my dad was killed, I really can not remember what or how it happened.

My mama told me that, after some days, they took my mum away, I was so young and naive I could not remember how it all happened.

The only thing I remember was when MAMA came to take me away, I had been working with her until I was sixteen years.....

My life changed when I clicked sixteen, that was when I was introduced to this kind of life, I was taught on how to pleasure men.

I was forced to do so many things which I would never want someone as young as me then to ever experience.

Eighteen years, was when I made my first sale, that was when Prince Rashid came for me.

I never wanted to do so, until i was told by MAMA that I won't eat from her again.

Until then I never knew she was serious, until after three days without food not water, that was when it dawned on me that she was really serious about me not eating until I earned it.

I can still remember it vividly, I had walked up to her and told her that I was ready

I never knew what it was to be hungry, not just

be forever grateful to Prince Rashid, he was so

I saw how my fellow colleagues had been manhandled by other young guys or even

All my plans for life got withered like flowers that just sprung

So....

tired I need to rest, yesterday night was a long one, it was not like.... You know,

are thoroughly spent and used

"Yeah babe", Fiona

"You could also tell me what you have been thinking of him, none of the bad things you have been saying about him really looks real with

Seriously Fiona, you just love this guy, but you past us making you

inferior, due to

in this condition, so please loosen up, girl you have

to relish all these Opportunities very well, you like him and

your different ways. Don't try to act all cold whenever

sex styles he wants and even the one he doesn't know of, he is going to

like you, somehow, you have to know that everyone have their

know a bit of what happened,

No you don't.

the room:, I had thought that maybe it's his room, you know..... What every girl wants, even though I know

room.... So what am

He sees me as a whore, a slutty whore or whatever, I am

Right now, my heart just starts cringing whenever I remember him, do you

call it love,

will rather call it stupidity, loving a guy who

mere infatuation, because he would only see me as a hole to drill

I just..... I feel

my family, no one is here for me, there is

just feel so helpless Sandra!!!, I feel so

infact