His Immense Desires

HER WITHERED PLANS

***FIONA'S POV***

"That wasn't my plan seriously, but what had you expected me to do, you know left for me, I would have just sat where I am.

You ought to know how MAMA would have reacted. I really don't want to have any words with her, seriously.

You know the worst part, all sessions would be in his house, the thought of going there again fills me with rage, there is nothing I can do about it.

That is his pay, I am tired really, I am very tired.

I could still remember when I was little, I always told my mum and dad how I would love to be a pilot.

I always dreamt of it, until...

"Until what?", Sandra chirped in.

"Until my dad was killed, I really can not remember what or how it happened.

My mama told me that, after some days, they took my mum away, I was so young and naive I could not remember how it all happened.

The only thing I remember was when MAMA came to take me away, I had been working with her until I was sixteen years.....

My life changed when I clicked sixteen, that was when I was introduced to this kind of life, I was taught on how to pleasure men.

I was forced to do so many things which I would never want someone as young as me then to ever experience.

Eighteen years, was when I made my first sale, that was when Prince Rashid came for me.

I never wanted to do so, until i was told by MAMA that I won't eat from her again.

Until then I never knew she was serious, until after three days without food not water, that was when it dawned on me that she was really serious about me not eating until I earned it.

remember it vividly, I had walked up to

little child and a teenager, I never knew what it was to be hungry, not just being hungry but also

my first time, I would be

was to be gentle, but when I saw how my fellow colleagues had been

All my plans for life got withered like flowers that just sprung

So....

am just so tired I need to rest, yesterday night was a long one, it was not like.... You know, but I am tired",

"Soooo, you are thoroughly spent

"Yeah babe", Fiona

could also tell me what you have been thinking of him, none of the bad things you have been saying about him really looks real with you

you just love this guy, but you past us making you close your heart

inferior, due to what we

condition, so

advice you to relish all these Opportunities very well, you like him and

your different ways. Don't try to act all cold whenever he calls you, act

him all the sex styles he wants and even the one he doesn't know of, he is going to be mad over you when you are

may also like you, somehow, you have to know that everyone have their

know a bit of

No you don't.

could say is, :get in the room:, I had thought that maybe it's his room, you know..... What every girl wants, even though I know I do

room.... So what am I trying

sees me as a whore, a slutty whore or whatever, I am okay with that, but I

starts cringing whenever I remember

"I call it love, babe",

I will rather call it stupidity, loving a

mere infatuation, because he would only see me as a hole to drill whenever he wants to ease himself

I just..... I

miss my family, no one is here

feel so helpless Sandra!!!, I feel so

lo-lo-, infact I detest