I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 138

Selena POV:

I have to blink several times before I’m able to come back to my senses when I see him take a step closer to where I am. I hurry and wrap the towel around my body and take a step back.

I hear him walk closer to where I stand when I try to step to the side, there isn’t enough room in the bathroom for me to get away from him and soon I see him stop right in front of me.

Holding the towel tighter around my body when I see him lift his hand to touch my stomach.

Taking a small step back my back hits, the wall and I have nowhere else to go!

“Don’t!” I say to him when he takes a step closer to me. He doesn’t move from his spot and I take my chance to push beside him and walk out of the bathroom in a rush, coming outside to the bedroom I head over to the closet and start to take out a large shirt and some pajama pants with some underwear. Closing the door, I turn around only to halt in my track when he stands right behind me!

As of now, I don’t want him close to me, it’s harder to keep my walls up when he is near me. Seeing him take a step closer I have nowhere to go but back up against the door when he is right in front of me.

Lifting my head, I look at his chest when I see him raise his hand to touch my cheek, I turn my head to the side by instinct and try to get away from his hand

I say in a low voice, not sure if my voice will hold if I speak up louder. He doesn’t stop and when his palm touches my skin, I have to close my eyes and take a deep breath from how good it feels with his touch. Small tingles

thought my heart where about to broke into tiny pieces, this

up to look at him and when I open my eyes they fall right on his,

hard with him this close after all these days and nights apart! All my longing I had to

face while his

my chambers!” he says and I have to keep my feelings

yearn after something I can’t have and constantly get reminded every second of it!” I say and

have!” he says and I hold

I say and keep my lips in a tight line when I see his eyes flicker for a moment. He takes a deep breath

says and I almost burst and break down in a sob when I close my eyes and breath while I push my feelings back. I will not let my walls fall and crumble to dust,

clothes down, holding my towel tight around my body when there is a knock on the door, and head over to open it.

hear him say when Kian walks closer to

here to take care of!” he says. and I see Cannon give him a nod before he turns around and walk out of the room. I feel Kian’s intense gaze on me the whole time and try to avoid looking at him for the longest moment but when he doesn’t do anything I have

looks at me for a bit before he closes the distance between us and pulls me close to him, I almost drop my grip on my towel