I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 139

Selena POV:

Closing the door I walk over to the bed and start to take my clothes on, pulling the shirt over my head before grabbing my pants and trying to get them to be comfortable over my stomach but they feel too tight.

I have to place them under my growing belly, I will have to buy myself new ones.

Taking the towel, I walk over to the bathroom and hang it up before getting back to the bed and starting up my computer, there are some emails I have to go over when there is a knock on the door.

Seeing the door slightly open I hear Emma’s voice.

“Can I come in?” she asks and wait for me to answer, when did she ever wait for me to invite her in? She always just walks right inside!

“Yes, you can come in!” I say when she pushes the door open and walks inside. Looking at her she gets right over to the bed and takes a seat on the other side.

“What are you doing?” she asks when I’m in the middle of answering a mail.

“I’m working!” I say and continue to look at the screen, she moves closer to the middle of the bed and looks at the laptop.

“Have you gone back to your work?” she says and I have to stop answering the email, can’t focus on both things.

“I quit my job and started my own business, have started to take only a few clients until I have it all up and running properly. Couldn’t go back there after everything that happened, only need to go there one day and get my belongings!” I tell her and try to get back to my response on the mail.

hand on mine and

done what?” she says and I turn my head to look at her.

a job to be able and provide for me and the children beside the pack, this job I know better than anything

coming back to the pack as the alpha?” she says and I can see a glimmer of

have to focus on myself and my children for the threat that is out there and make sure to be prepared. Once it’s over I will come back and need to have the finance in order!” I tell her when she gives me a big smile before she wraps her

no idea how happy you are making me!” she says to my shoulder, leaning my head at hers I have missed

she asks

the first time he spoke to me in all these weeks!” I say and lift my head to get back

I believe he attends to do it” she says when I

everything that’s going on around me and I will not run a

every little thing and a plan

once I have it all figured out and a plan for how to move on with the pack, without Jacob as the gamma I have to choose someone else and I’m not sure

on the way that lead to this disaster I have had a long time

to go through but I believe it will change me for

another outcome but we have to move forward from this!” I state and she falls silent for a long moment and I know she has

is it?” I say and

shield to your feelings, I don’t want you this

become stronger by pulling strength from someone else’s energy, in that state I easily

can pull on his without letting it consume me! I’m afraid if I put it down I won’t be able to put it up again, I didn’t do this

let it down and I can’t pull it up when I need it? For them, I have to keep going this way until we are safe!” I say

of it! I can’t let it happen” she says and I have heard it several times from Michael these weeks, I feel like I have it under control and I’m not