I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 139

Selena POV:

Closing the door I walk over to the bed and start to take my clothes on, pulling the shirt over my head before grabbing my pants and trying to get them to be comfortable over my stomach but they feel too tight.

I have to place them under my growing belly, I will have to buy myself new ones.

Taking the towel, I walk over to the bathroom and hang it up before getting back to the bed and starting up my computer, there are some emails I have to go over when there is a knock on the door.

Seeing the door slightly open I hear Emma’s voice.

“Can I come in?” she asks and wait for me to answer, when did she ever wait for me to invite her in? She always just walks right inside!

“Yes, you can come in!” I say when she pushes the door open and walks inside. Looking at her she gets right over to the bed and takes a seat on the other side.

“What are you doing?” she asks when I’m in the middle of answering a mail.

“I’m working!” I say and continue to look at the screen, she moves closer to the middle of the bed and looks at the laptop.

“Have you gone back to your work?” she says and I have to stop answering the email, can’t focus on both things.

“I quit my job and started my own business, have started to take only a few clients until I have it all up and running properly. Couldn’t go back there after everything that happened, only need to go there one day and get my belongings!” I tell her and try to get back to my response on the mail.

on mine

I turn my head to

a job to be able and provide for me and the children beside the pack, this job I know better than anything else, and why not work for myself instead!” I say when she turns her head and

pack as the alpha?” she says and I

the threat that is out there and make sure to be prepared. Once it’s over I will come back and need to have the finance in order!” I tell her when she gives me a big smile before she wraps her

idea how happy you are making

she asks after a

to me in all these weeks!” I say and lift my head to get back to what I was doing.

he said he would provide the pack with everything we need! I believe

to rely on anyone else, I need to have full control of everything that’s going on around me and I will not run a pack with the good grace of someone else!” I

have to have control over every little

the pack, without Jacob as the gamma I have to choose someone else and I’m not sure what to do with Jessie. All that has to wait until the threat is gone and I need to focus on my training for now, the pack is in good hands

what happened, every fault on the way that lead to this disaster I have had a long

a lesson I could have lived without having to go through

change, but the fact that they went against my orders lies on them. I have hoped for another outcome but we have to move forward from this!” I state and she falls silent for a long moment and I know she

and turn to look at

me you are using your gift as a shield to your feelings, I don’t want you this off and get trapped this way!”

stronger by pulling strength from someone else’s energy,

I can’t get enough of and when I was heartbroken after all that happened it took over and shielded me from breaking into pieces. For the first time I can block every attempt Michael does to try and take strength from me, I can pull on his without letting it consume me! I’m afraid if I put it down I won’t be able

it up when I need it? For them, I have to keep going this way until we are safe!” I say when she wraps

if you’re not careful you will be cut off from your feelings completely and nothing good will come out of it! I can’t let it happen” she says and I have heard it several times from Michael these weeks, I feel like I have it under control and I’m not worried about