I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 139

Selena POV:

Closing the door I walk over to the bed and start to take my clothes on, pulling the shirt over my head before grabbing my pants and trying to get them to be comfortable over my stomach but they feel too tight.

I have to place them under my growing belly, I will have to buy myself new ones.

Taking the towel, I walk over to the bathroom and hang it up before getting back to the bed and starting up my computer, there are some emails I have to go over when there is a knock on the door.

Seeing the door slightly open I hear Emma’s voice.

“Can I come in?” she asks and wait for me to answer, when did she ever wait for me to invite her in? She always just walks right inside!

“Yes, you can come in!” I say when she pushes the door open and walks inside. Looking at her she gets right over to the bed and takes a seat on the other side.

“What are you doing?” she asks when I’m in the middle of answering a mail.

“I’m working!” I say and continue to look at the screen, she moves closer to the middle of the bed and looks at the laptop.

“Have you gone back to your work?” she says and I have to stop answering the email, can’t focus on both things.

“I quit my job and started my own business, have started to take only a few clients until I have it all up and running properly. Couldn’t go back there after everything that happened, only need to go there one day and get my belongings!” I tell her and try to get back to my response on the mail.

places her hand on mine and

and I turn my head to look at her.

better than anything else, and why not work for myself instead!” I say

telling me you are coming back to the pack as the alpha?” she

and my children for the threat that is out there and make sure to be prepared. Once it’s over I will come back and need to have the finance in order!” I tell

are making me!” she says to my shoulder,

Kian know about this?” she asks after a little

all these weeks!” I say

believe he attends to do it” she says when

everything that’s going on around me and I will not

have control over every little thing and a

Jacob as the gamma I have to choose someone else and I’m not sure what to do with Jessie. All that

on the way that lead to this disaster I have had a long time to think over, I know where I failed

have lived without having to go through but I believe it will

what I need to change, but the fact that they went against my orders lies on them. I have hoped for another outcome

I say and turn to look at

called and told me you are using your gift as a shield to your feelings, I don’t want you this off and get trapped this

bad! It is attached to my feelings, if I’m angry it tries to become stronger by pulling strength from someone else’s energy, in that state I easily get engulfed in that feeling and I can’t get enough!” I say and

I’m afraid if I put it down I won’t be able to put it up again, I didn’t do this on purpose

can’t pull it up when I need it? For them, I have to

it! I can’t let it happen” she says and I have heard it several times from Michael these weeks, I feel like I have it under control