I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 139

Selena POV:

Closing the door I walk over to the bed and start to take my clothes on, pulling the shirt over my head before grabbing my pants and trying to get them to be comfortable over my stomach but they feel too tight.

I have to place them under my growing belly, I will have to buy myself new ones.

Taking the towel, I walk over to the bathroom and hang it up before getting back to the bed and starting up my computer, there are some emails I have to go over when there is a knock on the door.

Seeing the door slightly open I hear Emma’s voice.

“Can I come in?” she asks and wait for me to answer, when did she ever wait for me to invite her in? She always just walks right inside!

“Yes, you can come in!” I say when she pushes the door open and walks inside. Looking at her she gets right over to the bed and takes a seat on the other side.

“What are you doing?” she asks when I’m in the middle of answering a mail.

“I’m working!” I say and continue to look at the screen, she moves closer to the middle of the bed and looks at the laptop.

“Have you gone back to your work?” she says and I have to stop answering the email, can’t focus on both things.

“I quit my job and started my own business, have started to take only a few clients until I have it all up and running properly. Couldn’t go back there after everything that happened, only need to go there one day and get my belongings!” I tell her and try to get back to my response on the mail.

hand on mine and stops

have done what?” she says and I turn my head to look at

need a job to be able and provide for me and the children beside the pack, this job I know better

to the pack as the alpha?” she says and I can see a glimmer of hope in her

or stripped me from being an Alpha, he took over the lead as of now and I believe it’s for the best at the moment. I have to focus on myself and my children for the threat that is out there and make sure to be prepared. Once it’s over I will come back and need to have

happy you are making me!” she says to my shoulder, leaning my head at hers I have missed

Kian know about this?” she asks after a

spoke to me in all these weeks!” I say and lift my head to get back to what I

he would provide the pack with everything we need! I believe he attends to do

to rely on anyone else, I need to have full control of everything that’s going on around me and I will not run a pack

me that I have to have control over every little thing and a plan

without Jacob as the gamma I have to choose someone else and I’m not sure what to do

I sigh. I have come to terms with what happened, every fault on the way that lead to this disaster I have had a long time to think over, I know where I failed and I

a lesson I could have lived without having to go

them. I have hoped for another outcome but we have to move forward from this!” I state and she falls silent for a

I say and turn to look

gift as a shield to your feelings, I don’t want you this off and get trapped this way!” she says and

It is attached to my feelings, if I’m angry it tries to become stronger by pulling strength from someone else’s energy, in

the first time I can block every attempt Michael does to try and take strength from me, I can pull on his without letting it consume me! I’m afraid if I put it down I won’t be able to put it up again,

and I can’t pull it up when I need it? For

but if you’re not careful you will be cut off from your feelings completely and nothing good will come out of it! I can’t let it happen” she says and I have heard it