I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 148

Selena POV:

Stepping out on the other side of the portal I come to stand right in front of the pack house, it feels like ages since I was here and it’s all different this time.

Take a deep breath before I start to walk up the stairs and head over to the front door, opening it up I hear several voices and know they are in the kitchen and eating breakfast making my way over there I step into the kitchen and see everyone sitting around the table except Jessie, she is nowhere to be seen.

“Selena you’re back!” Zoey says and gets up on her feet and walks over to me when she wraps me up in a tight hug. Feels good to be back with them!

“Yes, I am, and need to talk to you after I have talked to Jessie!” I say to her when she releases me from her arms.

“I have something to talk to you about as well, mind link me when you are done talking to her. You know where to find her!” she says and I think I do.

“I will catch up with you all later after I have talked to her!” I say and look at them when they give me a nod or a smile back in response. Turning around I head out of the kitchen and start to climb the stairs up to her room, finding her scent strong the closer I get when I stop in front of her door.

Taking a breath to prepare myself for this talk when I give the door a knock before going inside, seeing her sitting on the bed she raises her head and looks at me in surprise before she is quick on her feet and runs over to where I am and wrap her arms around me, she breaks down in a sob on my shoulder. Wrapping my arms around her I can only imagine how bad she feels about all that happened.

“I’m so sorry for everything Selena!” she says in a sob and I already know it.

“I know! But you have to explain some things to me!” I say when she lets go of me and turns around to take a seat on the bed.

to know?” she asks and wipe away her tears, walking over I take a

or did he command them?” I

orders and we shouldn’t have then they all would be alive now and you would still be in charge of the

on me and our children for what needed to be done, it was for the best he helped and take care of it for the time being!” I say when she turns to

are coming back as

on myself and how this could go so wrong! Both my Beta and my Gamma went against my orders and disobeyed their Alpha, what message does

pack safe and you, that’s why we wanted to go outside the barrier!” she stops and looks at me, I see the pain in her eyes after everything that happened and I

they all had to pay the price for it! I couldn’t save them and if I hadn’t forced you to come

know Selena, my conscious is heavy with their death on

what is out there and they would be outnumbered then you couldn’t have done anything to help them, even I tried and couldn’t do

Jacob who talked about it, he wanted to go out there and persuade me to go, it wasn’t hard and I should have stood against it but it was easy to change my mind!” she says and drags her hand down her

I suggest

job as your Beta than me!” she says when I place my

we both have to change and take a learning from this!”

grown big!” she says and chuckles, placing my hand on my stomach

hormones are starting to mess with me!” I say and

if I think it’s hilarious you cried over

the door!” I say and look

to be friends again and move past this, I want my pack

to Zoey if we are okay!” I turn to Jessie when she gives me