I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 148

Selena POV:

Stepping out on the other side of the portal I come to stand right in front of the pack house, it feels like ages since I was here and it’s all different this time.

Take a deep breath before I start to walk up the stairs and head over to the front door, opening it up I hear several voices and know they are in the kitchen and eating breakfast making my way over there I step into the kitchen and see everyone sitting around the table except Jessie, she is nowhere to be seen.

“Selena you’re back!” Zoey says and gets up on her feet and walks over to me when she wraps me up in a tight hug. Feels good to be back with them!

“Yes, I am, and need to talk to you after I have talked to Jessie!” I say to her when she releases me from her arms.

“I have something to talk to you about as well, mind link me when you are done talking to her. You know where to find her!” she says and I think I do.

“I will catch up with you all later after I have talked to her!” I say and look at them when they give me a nod or a smile back in response. Turning around I head out of the kitchen and start to climb the stairs up to her room, finding her scent strong the closer I get when I stop in front of her door.

Taking a breath to prepare myself for this talk when I give the door a knock before going inside, seeing her sitting on the bed she raises her head and looks at me in surprise before she is quick on her feet and runs over to where I am and wrap her arms around me, she breaks down in a sob on my shoulder. Wrapping my arms around her I can only imagine how bad she feels about all that happened.

“I’m so sorry for everything Selena!” she says in a sob and I already know it.

“I know! But you have to explain some things to me!” I say when she lets go of me and turns around to take a seat on the bed.

wipe away her tears, walking over I take a

with Jacob of their own free will or did he command them?” I

of sitting inside here and only waiting for what’s to come, I know we went against your orders and we shouldn’t have then they all would be alive now and you would

was for the best he helped and take care of it for the time being!” I say when she turns to look at me.

back as the

Alpha, only I had to focus on myself and how this could go so wrong! Both my Beta and my Gamma went against my orders and disobeyed their Alpha, what message does it send to the rest?” I ask and look at her, seeing her take a deep breath before she gets up on her feet and starts to pace around

only wanted to keep the pack safe and you, that’s why we wanted to go outside the barrier!” she stops and looks at me, I see the

all had to pay the price for it! I couldn’t save them and if I hadn’t forced you to come with me that day you would probably lay dead like

with their death on it!” she says and I grab her

Jessie! If they all went outside by their own free will knowing what is out there and they would be outnumbered then you couldn’t have done anything to help them, even I tried and

and I should have

lesson here and we have to move forward from this, I suggest you do a far better

as your Beta than me!” she says when I place my arm around

to change and take a learning from this!” I say when

weeks, you have grown big!” she says and chuckles, placing my hand on my stomach she is right about

an empty bottle of pickles! I need you to keep my head straight these hormones are starting to mess with me!” I say and laugh about it when she joins me and the door flies open when Emma comes walking inside and laughing.

if I think it’s hilarious you cried over some pickles!” she says and laughs

you been eavesdropping outside the door!”

move past this, I want my pack back!” she says and

you won’t get rid of us and right now I have to talk to Zoey if we are okay!” I turn to Jessie