I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 148

Selena POV:

Stepping out on the other side of the portal I come to stand right in front of the pack house, it feels like ages since I was here and it’s all different this time.

Take a deep breath before I start to walk up the stairs and head over to the front door, opening it up I hear several voices and know they are in the kitchen and eating breakfast making my way over there I step into the kitchen and see everyone sitting around the table except Jessie, she is nowhere to be seen.

“Selena you’re back!” Zoey says and gets up on her feet and walks over to me when she wraps me up in a tight hug. Feels good to be back with them!

“Yes, I am, and need to talk to you after I have talked to Jessie!” I say to her when she releases me from her arms.

“I have something to talk to you about as well, mind link me when you are done talking to her. You know where to find her!” she says and I think I do.

“I will catch up with you all later after I have talked to her!” I say and look at them when they give me a nod or a smile back in response. Turning around I head out of the kitchen and start to climb the stairs up to her room, finding her scent strong the closer I get when I stop in front of her door.

Taking a breath to prepare myself for this talk when I give the door a knock before going inside, seeing her sitting on the bed she raises her head and looks at me in surprise before she is quick on her feet and runs over to where I am and wrap her arms around me, she breaks down in a sob on my shoulder. Wrapping my arms around her I can only imagine how bad she feels about all that happened.

“I’m so sorry for everything Selena!” she says in a sob and I already know it.

“I know! But you have to explain some things to me!” I say when she lets go of me and turns around to take a seat on the bed.

asks and wipe away her tears,

did he command them?” I have

because they wanted and were tired of sitting inside here and only waiting for what’s to come, I know we went against your orders and we shouldn’t have then they all would be alive now and you would still be in

still in charge of the pack, needed to focus on me and our children for what needed to be done, it was for the best he helped and take

you are coming back as the Alpha?”

myself and how this could go so wrong! Both my Beta and my Gamma went against my orders and disobeyed their Alpha, what message does it send

me, I see the pain in

why you did it even if it were wrong, they all had to pay the price for it! I couldn’t save them and if I hadn’t forced you to come with me that day you would probably lay dead like the others!” I say when she walks over

Selena, my conscious is heavy with their death on it!” she says and

they all went outside by their own free will knowing what is out there and they would be outnumbered then you couldn’t have done anything to help them, even I tried and couldn’t do anything!” I

go, it wasn’t hard and I should have stood against it but it was easy to change my mind!” she says and drags her hand down her face.

and we have to move forward from this, I suggest you do a far better work from now on!” I say when she looks

better persons to handle the job as your Beta than me!” she says when

a learning from this!” I

you have grown big!” she says and chuckles, placing my hand on my stomach she is right about that.

morning I cried over an empty bottle of pickles! I need you to keep my head straight these hormones are starting to mess with me!” I say and laugh about it when

think it’s hilarious you cried over some pickles!” she says

been eavesdropping outside the door!” I

past this, I want my

I have to talk to Zoey if we are okay!” I turn to Jessie when she gives