I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 149

Selena POV:

Stepping out on the other side of the portal I come to stand right in front of the pack house, it feels like ages since I was here and it’s all different this time.

Take a deep breath before I start to walk up the stairs and head over to the front door, opening it up I hear several voices and know they are in the kitchen and eating breakfast making my way over there I step into the kitchen and see everyone sitting around the table except Jessie, she is nowhere to be seen.

“Selena you’re back!” Zoey says and gets up on her feet and walks over to me when she wraps me up in a tight hug. Feels good to be back with them!

“Yes, I am, and need to talk to you after I have talked to Jessie!” I say to her when she releases me from her arms.

“I have something to talk to you about as well, mind link me when you are done talking to her. You know where to find her!” she says and I think I do.”

“I will catch up with you all later after I have talked to her!” I say and look at them when they give me a nod or a smile back in response. Turning around I head out of the kitchen and start to climb the stairs up to her room, finding her scent strong the closer I get when I stop in front of her door.

Taking a breath to prepare myself for this talk when I give the door a knock before going inside, seeing her sitting on the bed she raises her head and looks at me in surprise before she is quick on her feet and runs over to where I am and wrap her arms around me, she breaks down in a sob on my shoulder. Wrapping my arms around her I can only imagine how bad she feels about all that happened.

“I’m so sorry for everything Selena!” she says in a sob and I already know it.

“I know! But you have to explain some things to me!” I say when she lets go of me and turns around to take a seat on the bed.

“What do you want to know?” she asks and wipe away her tears, walking over I take a seat on the bed beside her.

“Did everyone go with Jacob of their own free will or did he command them?” I have had this nagging at my mind since it happened.

“Everyone went because they wanted and were tired of sitting inside here and only. waiting for what’s to come, I know we went against your orders and we shouldn’t have then they all would be alive now and you would still be in charge of the pack!” she says and I hear how troubled she is over the whole thing.

“I’m still in charge of the pack, needed to focus on me and our children for what needed to be done, it was for the best he helped and take care of it for the time. being!” I say when she turns to look at me.

“So, you are coming back as the Alpha?” she says.

“I never stopped being the Alpha, only I had to focus on myself and how this could go so wrong! Both my Beta and my Gamma went against my orders and disobeyed their Alpha, what message does it send to the rest?” I ask and look at her, seeing. her take a deep breath before she gets up on her feet and starts to pace around the room.

“We only wanted to keep the pack safe and you, that’s why we wanted to go. outside the barrier!” she stops and looks at me, I see the pain in her eyes after everything that happened and I can only imagine how hard she is blaming herself. for their death.

“I know why you did it even if it were wrong, they all had to pay the price for it! I couldn’t save them and if I hadn’t forced you to come with me that day you would. probably lay dead like the others!” I say when she walks over and takes a seat beside me on the bed.

“I know Selena, my conscious is heavy with their death on it!” she says and I grab her hand in mine.

is out there. and they would be outnumbered then you couldn’t have done anything to help. them, even I tried and couldn’t do

it, he wanted to go out there and persuade me to go, it wasn’t hard and I should have stood against it but it was easy to change

this, I suggest

better persons to handle the job as your Beta than me!” she says when I place

both have to change and take a learning from this!” I say when

for weeks, you have grown big!” she says and

to mess with me!” I say and laugh about it when she joins me and the door flies open when Emma comes.

think it’s hilarious you cried over some pickles!” she says and laughs hard.

outside the door!” I say and look at

I have! Need you two to be friends again and move past this, I want my pack back!” she says and raises her

rid of us and right now I have to talk to Zoey if we

her to be the Gamma?” she asks and I see her look over at

hoping she wants it this time! Why do I get

to you!” Jessie says when I hear some footsteps in the hallway and Zoey

office!” I say to Zoey and get up from

in the room and I guess he

what I plan to ask you but by the look of it you still haven’t changed your mind!” I say when she slowly takes a seat on a chair in front of me, it takes a moment before she raises

bothering me!” she

tell me, she pulls her shirt to

a big smile, couldn’t be happier for her when

here with a group of Kian’s men to protect the pack,”

and can’t

might not be!” she says when there is a knock on my

the sight when my brother comes walking inside with a big smile his lips, he walks over to Zoey and places a kiss on her lips, I can’t

got a new sister by the look of it!” I say when my brother doesn’t let her go “told you she wouldn’t have any problem with it!” he says and

with it?” I say and look

alright with it since I am your

already see you as my family Zoey!” I say when she

I will accept being your Gamma!” she says and turns to look at Jaden, by the sight of them I

training with Zoey!” I say and look at my brother when he flashes me

I turn my head

feet I start to move over to the door when Jaden and Zoey are right behind me, moving quickly down the hallway and rushing down the stairs we run towards the door when Jessie is right behind us. Opening the door and running outside when I see Declan and Cannon shift to their

going on!” she yells out when I see

down the barrier!” she screams with worry in her voice, I already guessed it when

I tell her