I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 149

Selena POV:

Stepping out on the other side of the portal I come to stand right in front of the pack house, it feels like ages since I was here and it’s all different this time.

Take a deep breath before I start to walk up the stairs and head over to the front door, opening it up I hear several voices and know they are in the kitchen and eating breakfast making my way over there I step into the kitchen and see everyone sitting around the table except Jessie, she is nowhere to be seen.

“Selena you’re back!” Zoey says and gets up on her feet and walks over to me when she wraps me up in a tight hug. Feels good to be back with them!

“Yes, I am, and need to talk to you after I have talked to Jessie!” I say to her when she releases me from her arms.

“I have something to talk to you about as well, mind link me when you are done talking to her. You know where to find her!” she says and I think I do.”

“I will catch up with you all later after I have talked to her!” I say and look at them when they give me a nod or a smile back in response. Turning around I head out of the kitchen and start to climb the stairs up to her room, finding her scent strong the closer I get when I stop in front of her door.

Taking a breath to prepare myself for this talk when I give the door a knock before going inside, seeing her sitting on the bed she raises her head and looks at me in surprise before she is quick on her feet and runs over to where I am and wrap her arms around me, she breaks down in a sob on my shoulder. Wrapping my arms around her I can only imagine how bad she feels about all that happened.

“I’m so sorry for everything Selena!” she says in a sob and I already know it.

“I know! But you have to explain some things to me!” I say when she lets go of me and turns around to take a seat on the bed.

“What do you want to know?” she asks and wipe away her tears, walking over I take a seat on the bed beside her.

“Did everyone go with Jacob of their own free will or did he command them?” I have had this nagging at my mind since it happened.

“Everyone went because they wanted and were tired of sitting inside here and only. waiting for what’s to come, I know we went against your orders and we shouldn’t have then they all would be alive now and you would still be in charge of the pack!” she says and I hear how troubled she is over the whole thing.

“I’m still in charge of the pack, needed to focus on me and our children for what needed to be done, it was for the best he helped and take care of it for the time. being!” I say when she turns to look at me.

“So, you are coming back as the Alpha?” she says.

“I never stopped being the Alpha, only I had to focus on myself and how this could go so wrong! Both my Beta and my Gamma went against my orders and disobeyed their Alpha, what message does it send to the rest?” I ask and look at her, seeing. her take a deep breath before she gets up on her feet and starts to pace around the room.

“We only wanted to keep the pack safe and you, that’s why we wanted to go. outside the barrier!” she stops and looks at me, I see the pain in her eyes after everything that happened and I can only imagine how hard she is blaming herself. for their death.

“I know why you did it even if it were wrong, they all had to pay the price for it! I couldn’t save them and if I hadn’t forced you to come with me that day you would. probably lay dead like the others!” I say when she walks over and takes a seat beside me on the bed.

“I know Selena, my conscious is heavy with their death on it!” she says and I grab her hand in mine.

would be outnumbered then you couldn’t have done anything to help. them, even I tried and couldn’t do anything!” I say when she hangs

was me and Jacob who talked about it, he wanted to go out there and persuade me to go, it wasn’t hard and I should have stood against it but it was easy to change my mind!” she says

I suggest you do a far

persons to handle the job as your Beta than me!” she

both have to change and take a learning from this!” I say when she looks down at my

weeks, you have grown big!” she says and chuckles, placing my hand on my stomach she is

of pickles! I need you to keep my head straight these hormones are starting to mess with

feeling even if I think it’s hilarious you cried over some pickles!” she

outside the door!” I say and

move past this, I want my pack back!” she says and raises her hands in the

and right now I have to talk to Zoey if we

and I see her look over at Emma before she looks back at me, I get this feeling they are

do I get a

when I hear some footsteps in the hallway and Zoey comes walking to

and get up from

door. Push my door open. and walk inside, Kian’s faint scent lingers in the room and I guess he has

look of it you still haven’t changed your mind!” I say when she slowly takes a seat on a chair in front of me, it takes a moment before

not what’s bothering me!” she says and holds

tell me, she pulls her shirt to the side and I see a freshly made mark on it, I’m shocked at

big smile, couldn’t be happier for her when she put her shirt back and sit back

group of Kian’s men to protect the pack,” she says and looks

don’t look happy!” I say and can’t understand a

but you might not be!” she says when there is a knock on my

inside with a big smile his lips, he walks over to Zoey and places a kiss on her lips,

you she wouldn’t have any problem with it!” he says and pecks her lips before taking a seat beside her and

would I have a problem with it?” I say

alright with it since I am your brother!”

see you as my family Zoey!” I say when she turns to look at me.

your Gamma!” she says and turns to look at Jaden, by the sight of them I already know they have discussed

want to be in charge of the training with Zoey!” I say and look at my brother when he

shake, holding on to my desk I turn my head and look outside, the sky is a mix of purple and yellow I instantly get a bad feeling about it. Reaching out to Kian I feel him

the hallway and rushing down the stairs we run towards the door when Jessie is right behind us. Opening the door and running outside when I see Declan and Cannon shift to their wolves and start to run towards the borders, there

I see Emma comes running

already guessed it when I try to reach out to Kian again but it feels

can’t reach Kian!” I tell her and look around at the barrier.