In My Desperate Time

I run to the bathroom and lock the door.

I lean against the door, and my heart feels like being pressed by a heavy stone, which makes me breathless.

I see things simply. I didn’t expect that things have just started and I have begun to think that it is not easy to stay at Frances Louis’s side.

I have prepared to throw my dignity away, but in the end, he tramples me to pieces.

Below me, there is a muddy liquid flowing out, with a silk of red.

Of course, I know. It's not my period. It's my transformation from girl to woman.

How ironic!

What's the point of this blood coming out now?

Can I bring Frances Louis in and show him?

“Jane Noyes, maybe your life is just a joke.”

I walk to the shower with a wry smile, open the shower head, carefully wash my soring body, and wash off the blood on the floor.

Let all these unimportant things go with the water. I just want to solve my brother problem through Frances Louis, and I don't want to think about anything else.

I don't know how long I've been in there. The foggy water fills in the bathroom, and I feel a little dizzy.

But I don't want to go out, I don't want to face Frances Louis' scrutiny.

At least, not tonight.

There is a rhythmic knock on the door, followed by the voice of Frances Louis.

“How long will you be in there? You wash yourself so long, Are you not clean, or I am not clean?”

I am shocked and don’t know what to do.

I am glad I have closed the door, or Frances Louis might have come in.

“Right…right away.”

to get a towel to wipe the body, but suddenly I

The back of my head hits the floor

what are you doing? Get out?!” The unhappy

don’t want

like

God, no! Can anything worse happen to me?

again outside door and

Then, the world becomes

I think he has gone, but

Then, Frances Louis rushes in.

I could feel his burning eyes on me, and my skin is boiling hot. But I couldn't open

see him, so as not to die of embarrassment under his eyes.

I feel soft under him.

It takes me a while to feel

Most importantly, I was conscious

room is terribly quiet. I don’t know whether Frances Louis is in the room or

a little, and meet Frances Louis's eyes.

face, but it is enough to embarrass me to

still naked. The air conditioning opens, he could at least give me cover.

Louis has been looking at me?

At the thought of this, my face suddenly blushes. I pull over the quilt and

my head away to skip the awkward subject.

time, you lock the doors and windows. If I had come in later, you

Louis glances at me and says lightly.

what he said, I guess I was poisoned by carbon

I have not solved the problem,

cell phone rings, and he picks it up gently.

know. Wait.

is a woman on the other end of the

she? Is that woman I saw

Louis and I just take what

to him for Frank Noyes.

about my brother, but he gets up and says, “you sleep first. I have to go

“I have something to talk to you.” I say quickly.