In My Desperate Time

I run to the bathroom and lock the door.

I lean against the door, and my heart feels like being pressed by a heavy stone, which makes me breathless.

I see things simply. I didn’t expect that things have just started and I have begun to think that it is not easy to stay at Frances Louis’s side.

I have prepared to throw my dignity away, but in the end, he tramples me to pieces.

Below me, there is a muddy liquid flowing out, with a silk of red.

Of course, I know. It's not my period. It's my transformation from girl to woman.

How ironic!

What's the point of this blood coming out now?

Can I bring Frances Louis in and show him?

“Jane Noyes, maybe your life is just a joke.”

I walk to the shower with a wry smile, open the shower head, carefully wash my soring body, and wash off the blood on the floor.

Let all these unimportant things go with the water. I just want to solve my brother problem through Frances Louis, and I don't want to think about anything else.

I don't know how long I've been in there. The foggy water fills in the bathroom, and I feel a little dizzy.

But I don't want to go out, I don't want to face Frances Louis' scrutiny.

At least, not tonight.

There is a rhythmic knock on the door, followed by the voice of Frances Louis.

“How long will you be in there? You wash yourself so long, Are you not clean, or I am not clean?”

I am shocked and don’t know what to do.

I am glad I have closed the door, or Frances Louis might have come in.

“Right…right away.”

ready to get a towel to wipe the body, but suddenly

the floor so hard

are you doing? Get out?!” The unhappy voice of Frances Louis

want him to come in and save me, but I don’t want him to

But my tongue is like knotted, I can say nothing and my body is

God, no! Can anything

Frances Louis calls me again

Then, the world

I think he has gone, but the door is kicked open.

Frances Louis rushes in.

I could feel his burning eyes on me, and my skin is boiling hot. But I couldn't open my eyes. I have no idea

mind. It is better not to see him, so as not to

me up. I feel soft under him. He probably put me to bed.

It takes me a while to feel less dizzy and regain some strength.

Most importantly, I was

don’t know whether Frances Louis is in the room or asleep.

I open my eyes a little, and meet Frances Louis's eyes.

his face, but it

I am still naked. The air conditioning opens, he could at least

Louis has been looking at

this, my face suddenly blushes. I pull over the quilt and cover my body.

still up?” I turn my head away to

“Don't wash so long next time, you lock the doors and windows. If I had come in

Louis glances at me and says lightly.

Hearing what he said, I guess

not solved the problem, I can’t die!

cell phone rings, and he picks it up gently.

know. Wait. I'll be right there.”

it is a woman on the other end of the line. He would be so gentle to a woman.

is she? Is that woman I saw in the hospital?

I just take what

to him for Frank Noyes.

Frances Louis about my brother, but he gets up and says, “you sleep first. I have to go out

have something to talk to you.” I say quickly.