In My Desperate Time

I run to the bathroom and lock the door.

I lean against the door, and my heart feels like being pressed by a heavy stone, which makes me breathless.

I see things simply. I didn’t expect that things have just started and I have begun to think that it is not easy to stay at Frances Louis’s side.

I have prepared to throw my dignity away, but in the end, he tramples me to pieces.

Below me, there is a muddy liquid flowing out, with a silk of red.

Of course, I know. It's not my period. It's my transformation from girl to woman.

How ironic!

What's the point of this blood coming out now?

Can I bring Frances Louis in and show him?

“Jane Noyes, maybe your life is just a joke.”

I walk to the shower with a wry smile, open the shower head, carefully wash my soring body, and wash off the blood on the floor.

Let all these unimportant things go with the water. I just want to solve my brother problem through Frances Louis, and I don't want to think about anything else.

I don't know how long I've been in there. The foggy water fills in the bathroom, and I feel a little dizzy.

But I don't want to go out, I don't want to face Frances Louis' scrutiny.

At least, not tonight.

There is a rhythmic knock on the door, followed by the voice of Frances Louis.

“How long will you be in there? You wash yourself so long, Are you not clean, or I am not clean?”

I am shocked and don’t know what to do.

I am glad I have closed the door, or Frances Louis might have come in.

“Right…right away.”

to get a towel to wipe the body, but

The back of my head hits the floor so hard

out?!” The unhappy voice of Frances

I want him to come in and save me, but I don’t want him to see me naked. Although, he has seen everything.

me. But my tongue is like knotted, I can say nothing and my body is limp,

no! Can anything worse happen to me?

calls me again outside door and knocks

world

but the

Then, Frances Louis rushes in.

I could feel his burning eyes on me, and my skin is boiling hot. But I couldn't

mind. It is better not to see him, so as not to die of embarrassment under his

feel soft under

It takes me a while to feel less dizzy and regain some

was conscious the whole time!

is terribly quiet. I don’t know whether Frances Louis is in the room or

a little, and meet Frances Louis's eyes.

me with no expression on his face, but it is enough to

I am still naked. The air conditioning opens, he could at least give me

Louis

thought of this, my face suddenly blushes. I pull over the quilt and cover my body.

I turn my head

“Don't wash so long next time, you lock the doors and windows. If I had come

at me and says lightly.

Hearing what he said, I guess I was poisoned by carbon dioxide.

it. I have not solved the problem,

Frances Louis's cell phone rings, and he picks it up gently.

“Well, I know. Wait. I'll

other end of the line. He would be

Who is she? Is that woman I saw in the hospital?

I know it isn’t my business. Frances Louis and I just take what we need, and neither of us has any say in the other’s

to him for Frank Noyes.

Louis about my brother, but he gets up and says, “you sleep first. I have

something to talk to you.” I say