In My Desperate Time

I am stunned.

I realize how much I have made a fool of myself.

From the moment I arrived at Frances Louis' house, he never promised to help me.

It is my wishful thinking that he leads me into the game, so he would help me.

And now his cruel words have made me understand that my actions are not even a trade. To put it crudely, I send my vagina to him by myself, no man would refuse it.

“Frances Louis, what do you mean?”

I struggle to get out of his arms, but he holds me tightly and I can’t get out from him.

“You guess, what do I mean?” He raises his eyebrow and asks me.

“You know I come here to help my brother, and I come to you because I want to help him. Are you playing me as a fool now?”

The anger in my heart is lit up by him in an instant.

I glare at Frances Louis, and really want to tear off his hypocritical face.

“Jane Noyes, do you know what your brother did has made Louis Group lost millions of dollars. Although it means nothing to Louis Group, do you really think you sleeping with me is worth millions of dollars?”

His words make me speechless.

Of course, I know I am not worth millions of dollars, even ten of me are not worth that much. Although Frances Louis' words are sharp, they also make me realize how ridiculous my behavior is.

But now, I've come into this situation. What can I do if Frances Louis doesn't help me?

“So, what do you mean... you won’t help me?”

I stiffen and lie in his arms. The man behind me is warm, but makes me feel chill.

that.” He rolls over and presses me under him, his eager desire pressing against the softest part of me. “If you would serve me well, I may help

Frances Louis says as his long hands takes off my underpants

movements are so violent that I haven’t gotten over from the last night. I feel obvious uncomfortable

but becomes

Louis treats every woman the same, and

is also like pressed

In my heart, I still hold a fluke mind. Perhaps, as long as I please

know I am cheap, but forced to today this

a deep breath, put my hands around Frances Louis' neck, and my body moves toward him.

Frances Louis, like an indefatigable beast, bit by bit swallows me up and carries me through the waves until we both are exhausted.

When everything is over, it is already

Frances Louis dresses slowly, his tall figure stands back

you will live with me here. If you serve me well, I

Live here?

How could it be?

“I don't have to live here. I promise I'll be here as soon as you need me.”

What I said makes me feel that I have been humbled to the

a man like him would take my breath away. If we live together, I

now, working as his nanny, and making at least tens of thousands of dollars a month. When I pay back Frances Louis, I may be able to get rid

But Frances Louis didn't seem to buy it. He turns and looks me up and down with ink-like eyes.

“Do you think you have the right to bargain with me?”

No, I don’t.

I accept my fate.

“I have to get back to pack my stuff.” I say quietly.

This answer seems to satisfy Frances

“That's a good girl. Only if you obey me will I relent. You don’t need to pack anything. I'll buy you a

like to hear such a domineering attitude

don’t like it.

is like that he wants to keep me like a mistress. I am quite clear about

“I must go back and get packed. There are some things that money can't buy.” I look at him firmly, but