In My Desperate Time

I am stunned.

I realize how much I have made a fool of myself.

From the moment I arrived at Frances Louis' house, he never promised to help me.

It is my wishful thinking that he leads me into the game, so he would help me.

And now his cruel words have made me understand that my actions are not even a trade. To put it crudely, I send my vagina to him by myself, no man would refuse it.

“Frances Louis, what do you mean?”

I struggle to get out of his arms, but he holds me tightly and I can’t get out from him.

“You guess, what do I mean?” He raises his eyebrow and asks me.

“You know I come here to help my brother, and I come to you because I want to help him. Are you playing me as a fool now?”

The anger in my heart is lit up by him in an instant.

I glare at Frances Louis, and really want to tear off his hypocritical face.

“Jane Noyes, do you know what your brother did has made Louis Group lost millions of dollars. Although it means nothing to Louis Group, do you really think you sleeping with me is worth millions of dollars?”

His words make me speechless.

Of course, I know I am not worth millions of dollars, even ten of me are not worth that much. Although Frances Louis' words are sharp, they also make me realize how ridiculous my behavior is.

But now, I've come into this situation. What can I do if Frances Louis doesn't help me?

“So, what do you mean... you won’t help me?”

I stiffen and lie in his arms. The man behind me is warm, but makes me feel chill.

of me. “If you would serve me well, I may help you. And it all depends on

hands takes off my underpants and his

so violent that I haven’t gotten over from the last night. I feel obvious uncomfortable and my lower

Louis doesn’t slow down at all, but

Louis treats every woman the same, and has no compassion for women.

My body is extremely uncomfortable, and my heart is also like pressed by a big stone,

I still have to act like a prostitute, trying to cater to the man in front of me. In my heart, I still hold a fluke mind. Perhaps, as

today this step, I really have no

take a deep breath, put my hands around Frances Louis' neck, and my body moves toward him.

like an indefatigable beast, bit by bit swallows me up and carries me through the waves until we

over, it is already noon.

his tall figure stands back to me, his voice is so cold.

“From now on, you will live with me here. If you serve me well, I won’t pursue the

Live here?

How could it

don't have to live here. I promise I'll be here

What I said makes me feel that I have

him would take my

Also, I'm living with Steven Song now, working as his nanny, and making at least tens of thousands of dollars a month. When I pay back Frances Louis, I

seem to buy it. He turns and looks me

you think you have the

No, I don’t.

I accept my fate.

to pack my stuff.” I say

answer seems to satisfy Frances

soft smile on his lips, he comes, holding my shoulder, and says softly, “That's a good girl. Only if you obey

I might like to hear such

I don’t like it.

a mistress. I am quite clear about the relationship between us, but instinctively I do not

some things that money can't buy.” I look at him firmly, but my heart is beating the drum, I don’t know if my attitude