In My Desperate Time

I am stunned.

I realize how much I have made a fool of myself.

From the moment I arrived at Frances Louis' house, he never promised to help me.

It is my wishful thinking that he leads me into the game, so he would help me.

And now his cruel words have made me understand that my actions are not even a trade. To put it crudely, I send my vagina to him by myself, no man would refuse it.

“Frances Louis, what do you mean?”

I struggle to get out of his arms, but he holds me tightly and I can’t get out from him.

“You guess, what do I mean?” He raises his eyebrow and asks me.

“You know I come here to help my brother, and I come to you because I want to help him. Are you playing me as a fool now?”

The anger in my heart is lit up by him in an instant.

I glare at Frances Louis, and really want to tear off his hypocritical face.

“Jane Noyes, do you know what your brother did has made Louis Group lost millions of dollars. Although it means nothing to Louis Group, do you really think you sleeping with me is worth millions of dollars?”

His words make me speechless.

Of course, I know I am not worth millions of dollars, even ten of me are not worth that much. Although Frances Louis' words are sharp, they also make me realize how ridiculous my behavior is.

But now, I've come into this situation. What can I do if Frances Louis doesn't help me?

“So, what do you mean... you won’t help me?”

I stiffen and lie in his arms. The man behind me is warm, but makes me feel chill.

the softest part of me. “If you would serve me well, I may help you. And it all depends on whether you can work hard.”

Frances Louis says as his long hands takes off my underpants and his gun goes straight into

are so violent that I haven’t gotten over from the last night.

at all, but becomes fiercer and fiercer,

I don't know whether Frances Louis treats every woman the same, and has

my heart is

my heart, I still hold a fluke mind. Perhaps, as long as I please him, he can really help

I know I am cheap, but forced to today this step, I really have

I take a deep breath, put my hands around Frances Louis' neck, and my body moves toward

Frances Louis, like an indefatigable beast, bit by bit swallows me up and carries me through the waves until we both are exhausted.

When everything is over, it is already

his tall figure stands back to me, his voice is so cold.

If you serve me well, I won’t pursue the matter about your brother.”

Live here?

How could it be?

I shake my head and say quickly, “I don't have to live here. I promise I'll be here as soon as

me feel that I have been humbled to the

encounter with a man like him would take my breath

I'm living with Steven Song now, working as his nanny, and making at least tens of thousands of dollars a month. When I pay back Frances Louis, I may be

didn't seem to buy it. He turns and looks me up and down with ink-like

“Do you think you have the right to

No, I don’t.

accept my fate.

“I have to get back to pack my stuff.” I say quietly.

This answer seems to satisfy Frances

lips, he comes, holding my shoulder, and says softly, “That's a good girl. Only if you obey me will I relent. You don’t need to pack anything. I'll buy you a new one.”

If I were another woman, I might like to hear such a domineering

I don’t like it.

mistress. I am quite clear about the relationship between

look at him firmly, but