In My Desperate Time

I am afraid about his concern.

Every time he calls me over, I couldn't get out of bed the next day. Now my waist is not good, if he tortures me again, I will lose half of my life.

Reluctantly, I go over and stand in front of him.

Without speaking, Frances Louis looks at me quietly, her eyes as gentle as water. His gentleness makes me feel that he is not looking at me, but want to see someone's shadow from me.

I don’t ask. I don’t dare to, nor want to.

My 1.6-meter-figure is completely crushed in front of Frances Louis's 1.8 or higher height, and my neck is a little sore.

I still have an injury on my waist. It hurts after standing for so long. I don't have such good spirit to waste time with him here.

“What?” I can’t help asking.

My arm is seized by him and moved forward. I slip into his arms defenselessly.

He holds me in his arms, put his head on my head, rubbing my back, and finally his hand settle on the right of my waist.

“Does it hurt?” He presses lightly, and I inhale deeply.

“You tell me.” I roll my eyes.

It hurts if you don't touch it, let alone when he presses it.

“You deserve it.” He says and then pushes me away. His face blackens again.

I deserve it? I am

not dare to

he was so gentle appearance, and after a

“You won't have to go to work this month.” He

go to work, what shall I eat, and how to return your money?!”

I have asked for three days' leave. Steven Song is kind to me. I am already grateful that he doesn’t deduct my salary. If I

people like Frances Louis do not understand the sufferings of the poor. How am I going to get out of this life if I

“If you go to work, your brother will be in jail.” Frances Louis says coldly, and leaves

so angry but can’t speak out. I can only call Steven Song and ask for a week's

I can

I cook the meal, and Frances Louis

“It tastes not good.” He tastes the sweet and sour

know he thinks I made it too sweet. When I put the sugar, I pull my waist and my hand shake a bit. So I put all

“Oh, I will be careful next time.” I answer him casually.

Frances Louis seems dissatisfied with my attitude and frowns. I am about to say something when my cell phone rings.

Not many people would call me, so I

Yes, as

“I heard you are in hospital.” My mother asks.

she changes the subject quickly.

turn the phone on now, also dares not go out of

I feel very tired, don't want to listen to my mother say one more word,

three days, only Mindy and David Gibbs came to the hospital to see me. My heart is very lonely. I feel I am alone in this world, I only have myself to depend

if she knew I was in the hospital.

and looks at me,