In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the room.

Hearing what he said, I am immediately relieved.

Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight.

Early in the next morning, I have

at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big

My face is bitter. I have two face masks,

Desperate!

So

of concealer and

dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple

I don’t have to report

The party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at

fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and

age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy has lived in my heart for three years.

college, he appeared in many of my tossing and turning dreams.

Noah Jefferson strides over

my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow

here. Many of them bring their

where's your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks

roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She

want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t

“That’s all right. Divorce is

which makes me shy away from eating

Everyone is chatting, except me. Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another,

don’t dare to, not before, not

lecturer. A man