In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the room.

I have been holding a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am immediately

Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me

next morning, I have a big pimple on my forehead.

why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big pimple.

I have two face masks, which makes that pimple look

Desperate!

So desperate!

lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up

dim a little bit

Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to him.

The party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at

handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a mature man.

back to many years ago, back to the age of first love.

appeared in many of my tossing

Noah Jefferson strides

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my

room, most students are here. Many of them bring their

your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?”

relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came to

don’t want to hide. I answer

doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t

“That’s all right. Divorce is

which makes me shy away from eating freely.

first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three

I don’t dare to,

in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks