In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes

I have been holding a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am

Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well

Early in the next morning, I have a big pimple on

the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big pimple.

have two face masks, which makes that pimple look even bigger.

Desperate!

So desperate!

lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover

wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people

the morning, so I don’t have

I arrive at the hotel at 5:30

the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a mature man.

back to the age of first love. He passed

many of my tossing

Noah Jefferson strides over and

beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face,

most students are here. Many of them

where's your husband? Why you don’t bring him

She is my high school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also

She knows Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

Fountain is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I don't know.”

right. Divorce is good for me.”

sits next to me, which makes me shy away from eating

Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three

dare to, not before, not now.

conversation, I know that Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with