In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

passes me and goes into the room.

a dying heart. Hearing what

see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well because of my lumbago.

have a big

don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a

is bitter. I have two face

Desperate!

So desperate!

and foundation, but couldn't cover up the pimple.

I can only wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on my

Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to

arrive at the

young boy, his edges become more and more clear.

back to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this

in college, he appeared in many of my tossing

Jefferson strides over and gives me a gentle

a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow him

In the private room, most students are here. Many of them bring

Noyes, where's your husband? Why you

in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She

She knows Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to

stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean

“That’s all right. Divorce is

Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me shy away from eating

the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after

to, not before, not now.

college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an