In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

and

have been holding a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I

some conscience and doesn’t come to see me

morning, I have a big

have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big pimple.

bitter. I have two face masks, which makes that pimple look even

Desperate!

So desperate!

up a lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover

dim a little bit and people

I don’t have to report my schedule to him.

at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson

After a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a

to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy has lived in my heart

Even in college, he appeared in many of my tossing

“Jane Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over

beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow him

the private room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring their children.

your husband? Why you

is my high school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected.

She knows Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I

Fountain is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I

“That’s all right. Divorce is good for me.”

Noah Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me shy away from eating freely.

love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to tell him

don’t dare to, not before,

conversation, I know that Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always