In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

passes me and

I have been holding a dying heart. Hearing

Fortunately, Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep

the next morning, I have a big pimple on my forehead.

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and

My face is bitter. I have two face masks, which makes that pimple look even

Desperate!

So desperate!

concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up

I can only wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on my

the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule

is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at

more and more clear. Every move of him shows

to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since

Even in college, he appeared in many of my tossing and turning dreams.

are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow

the private room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring their children.

your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks me.

roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came to my wedding when I got

She knows Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

this. She smiles

all right. Divorce is good for me.”

Jefferson sits next to me, which

love is so uneasy. I liked him for three

I don’t dare to, not before, not now.

lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of elegance, is perfect to be a teacher.