In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

passes me and goes into the room.

I have been holding a dying heart. Hearing

Fortunately, Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I

have

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big pimple.

I have two face masks, which makes

Desperate!

So desperate!

put up a lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover

for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on my face.

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to him.

pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at the door.

fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more

of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy has lived in my heart for

college, he appeared in many

Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and

feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face,

In the private room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring

Why you don’t

high school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship.

knows Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to

this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I don't know.”

right. Divorce is good for me.”

Noah Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me shy away from eating freely.

liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to

I don’t dare to, not before, not now.

Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him,