In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

passes me and goes into the room.

holding a dying heart. Hearing

conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well because of my lumbago.

Early in the next morning, I have a big pimple on my forehead.

But why at the time of classmate’s reunion

face masks,

Desperate!

So desperate!

lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover

little bit and people would not see the pimple on my face.

the morning, so I don’t have to report my

is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson

handsome young boy, his edges become more and more

The feeling of heartbeat is very strong, I seem to go back to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by

he appeared in many of my tossing and turning dreams.

here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me a gentle smile.

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I

private room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring their

Noyes, where's your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?”

school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still

want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I don't know.”

Divorce is good for me.”

sits next to me, which makes me

the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to tell him

dare to, not before, not now.

man like him,