In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes

been holding a dying heart. Hearing

Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well

next morning, I have a big pimple on my forehead.

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big

My face is bitter. I have two face masks, which makes that

Desperate!

So desperate!

a lot of concealer and foundation, but

I can only wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on my face.

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I

arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson

edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm

of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then,

Even in college, he appeared in many of my

Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow him

Many of them bring their families with them.

you don’t

and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected.

knows Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I

Fountain is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I

“That’s all right. Divorce is

Noah Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me shy away

except me. Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for

I don’t dare to, not before, not

the conversation, I know that Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always