In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the room.

a dying heart. Hearing what he said,

Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I

have a big pimple

have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion

My face is bitter. I have two face

Desperate!

So desperate!

concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up

can only wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple

in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule

party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at the door.

After a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the

to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then,

in college, he appeared in many of

“Jane Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me

heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow

private room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families

you don’t

desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation,

knows Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

say this. She smiles

“That’s all right. Divorce is good

Jefferson sits next to me, which

uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to tell him I like him.

I don’t dare to, not before, not now.

conversation, I know that Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of elegance,