In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the

a dying heart. Hearing

Fortunately, Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I

Early in the next morning, I have

have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get

is bitter. I have two face masks, which makes

Desperate!

So desperate!

and foundation, but couldn't cover up the pimple.

dim a little

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I

at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at

a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more

first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy has lived in my heart for three years.

in many of my tossing and turning dreams.

Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives

on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow him

them bring their families with

husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks me.

we have always been in good relationship. After

so I don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

Fountain is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and

all right. Divorce is

me, which makes me shy away from eating

first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to tell him I like him.

I don’t dare to, not before, not now.

know that Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an