In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the room.

holding a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am immediately relieved.

Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well because of my

have a big pimple on my forehead.

have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big pimple.

two face masks, which makes that pimple look even bigger.

Desperate!

So desperate!

a lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up

I can only wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on my face.

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to

The party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson

After a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a mature

The feeling of heartbeat is very strong, I seem to go back to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade

he appeared in many of my tossing and turning

“Jane Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my

In the private room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring their

Noyes, where's your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks

always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected.

so I don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I

She smiles awkwardly and apologizes,

“That’s all right. Divorce is

next to me, which makes me shy away from eating freely.

of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him

don’t dare to, not before, not now.

in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always