In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the

dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am immediately relieved.

to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep

Early in the next morning, I have a big pimple on

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of

face is bitter. I have two face masks, which makes that pimple look even

Desperate!

So desperate!

put up a lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up the pimple.

lights turning dim a little bit and people

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have

at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at the

more and more clear.

the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy has lived in my

he appeared in many of my tossing

are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me a gentle

heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my

most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring

husband? Why you don’t

been in good relationship. After graduation, we

Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I

is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t

“That’s all right. Divorce is good for

Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me shy away from eating freely.

me. Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but

I don’t dare to, not

works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks