In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into

holding a dying heart. Hearing what

see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well because of

Early in the next morning, I have a big pimple on my

time of classmate’s

I have two face masks, which makes that

Desperate!

So desperate!

up a lot of concealer and foundation,

for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule

at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at

a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm

go back to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy

appeared in many of my tossing and

“Jane Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me a gentle

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow him

In the private room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two

Noyes, where's your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks me.

school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still

don’t want to hide. I answer directly,

Fountain is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I don't know.”

all right. Divorce is good for me.”

Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me shy away from eating freely.

I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but

don’t dare to, not before, not now.

From the conversation, I know that Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with