In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

passes me and goes into the room.

Hearing what he

Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well

I have a big pimple on

I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s

is bitter. I have two face masks, which makes that pimple look

Desperate!

So desperate!

of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up the pimple.

I can only wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on my face.

Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to him.

The party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at the door.

After a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a mature man.

age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since

Even in college, he appeared in many of my tossing and turning dreams.

you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me a gentle smile.

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower

Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring their children.

Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks

She is my high school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we

don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I

She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I don't know.”

right. Divorce is good for me.”

to me, which makes me shy away from eating freely.

except me. Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after

I don’t dare to, not before, not now.

From the conversation, I know that Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always