In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

me and goes into the room.

a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am immediately relieved.

some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well because

Early in the next morning, I have a big

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I

two face masks, which makes that

Desperate!

So desperate!

a lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover

the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to

party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson

After a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of

back to the age of first love. He passed by mt

Even in college, he appeared in many of my

“Jane Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me

feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my

the private room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families

you don’t bring him here?” Fountain

She is my high school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came to my wedding when I got married.

knows Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I

she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t

all right. Divorce is good for me.”

Noah Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me

except me. Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never

don’t dare to, not before, not now.

a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of elegance, is perfect to be a teacher.