In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

passes me and goes into

I have been holding a dying heart. Hearing

to see me

have

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big pimple.

face masks, which makes that pimple look even bigger.

Desperate!

So desperate!

concealer and foundation, but couldn't

dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on

leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my

at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at the door.

become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a

feeling of heartbeat is very strong, I seem to go back to many years ago, back to the age of first love.

college, he appeared in many of my tossing and turning dreams.

Jefferson strides over and gives me a gentle smile.

of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and

room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them.

“Jane Noyes, where's your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks me.

relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came

so I don’t want

is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I don't

right. Divorce is

to me, which makes me shy away from

uneasy. I liked him for three years,

don’t dare to, not before, not now.

that Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like