In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the room.

I have been holding a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I

to see me tonight.

next morning, I have a big

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I

My face is bitter. I have two face masks, which makes that pimple look even bigger.

Desperate!

So desperate!

of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover

turning dim a little bit and people would not see the

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to him.

The party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at

boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a

I seem to go back to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and

Even in college, he appeared in many of my

“Jane Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow him

here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two

“Jane Noyes, where's your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks me.

mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also

I don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles

all right. Divorce is good

which

the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to tell him I like

I don’t dare to, not

college as a lecturer. A man