In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the room.

been holding a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am immediately relieved.

Fortunately, Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well because of my lumbago.

I have a big pimple on my

But why at the time of classmate’s reunion

have two face masks, which makes that pimple

Desperate!

So desperate!

of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up the

I can only wait for the lights turning dim a little

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to

The party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at

handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear.

feeling of heartbeat is very strong, I seem to go back to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then,

Even in college, he appeared in many of my tossing and turning dreams.

Jefferson strides over and gives me a gentle smile.

heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my head and follow him inside.

Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring their children.

“Jane Noyes, where's your husband? Why you don’t bring

mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came to my wedding when I got married.

Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to,

all right. Divorce is good

Noah Jefferson sits next to me, which

first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend

don’t dare to, not

college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of elegance, is perfect to be a teacher.