In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the room.

a dying heart. Hearing what

Frances Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep

Early in the next morning, I have a big pimple on my forehead.

the time of classmate’s reunion and I

bitter. I have two face masks, which makes that pimple look even

Desperate!

So desperate!

I put up a lot of concealer and foundation,

I can only wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would

the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to him.

The party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at the

After a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a mature man.

I seem to go back to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy

Even in college, he appeared in many of my tossing and

are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives

Thinking of the pimple on

of them bring their families with them. Two even bring their children.

your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks me.

and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship.

want to hide. I answer directly,

Fountain is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and

all right. Divorce is good for me.”

sits next to me, which makes me shy away from eating freely.

the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for

I don’t dare to, not before, not now.

as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of elegance, is perfect to