In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and

dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am immediately relieved.

has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight.

Early in the next morning, I have a big

the time of classmate’s

have two face masks, which makes that pimple look

Desperate!

So desperate!

lot of concealer and foundation,

lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on my face.

morning, so I don’t have

party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at

edges become more and more clear. Every move of him shows the charm of a mature

many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy has lived in my heart for three years.

appeared in many of my tossing and

Jefferson strides

my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on

them bring their families

your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?”

in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came to my wedding when I got married.

want to hide. I

expect me to say this. She smiles

all right. Divorce is good

me, which makes me shy away from eating freely.

uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to tell him I

to, not before, not

works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of elegance, is perfect to be a teacher.