In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and

have been holding a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am immediately relieved.

Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep

next morning, I have a big pimple on my

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a

My face is bitter. I have two face

Desperate!

So desperate!

I put up a lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up

the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I

6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at

a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move of him

strong, I seem to go back to many years ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom and since then, this boy has lived in my heart for three years.

Even in college, he appeared in many of my tossing and turning dreams.

Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me a

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower my

are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two

your husband? Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain asks me.

She is my high school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came to my wedding when I got married.

don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I am divorced.”

Fountain is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly

Divorce is good for me.”

Noah Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me shy away from

taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare

I don’t dare to, not

college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of elegance, is perfect to