In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

me and goes into the room.

holding a dying heart. Hearing what

Louis has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well because of

the next morning, I have a big pimple on my

Usually I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big pimple.

My face is bitter. I have two face masks,

Desperate!

So desperate!

I put up a lot of concealer and foundation, but

dim a little bit and people would not see

morning, so I don’t

The party is at 6 pm at Golden Hotel. I arrive at the hotel at 5:30

After a few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and

the age of first love. He passed by mt at the

he appeared in many of my tossing and turning

you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives

a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my

room, most students are here. Many of them bring their families with them. Two even

you

She is my high school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we

want to hide. I answer directly,

this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I don't know.”

“That’s all right. Divorce

which makes me shy away from

Everyone is chatting, except me. Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change

I don’t dare to,

Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of