In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

He passes me and goes into the room.

dying heart. Hearing what he said, I

has some conscience and doesn’t come to see me tonight. But I don’t sleep well because of my lumbago.

Early in the next morning, I have a big pimple on my forehead.

I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion and I get a big pimple.

is bitter. I have two face masks, which makes that pimple look even bigger.

Desperate!

So desperate!

put up a lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up

wait for the lights turning dim a little bit and people

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to

at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at the

few years, the fresh and handsome young boy, his edges become more and more clear. Every move

ago, back to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the first-grade classroom

Even in college, he appeared in many of my

strides over and

I feel my heart skip a beat. Thinking of the pimple on

In the private room, most students are here. Many of them

Why you don’t bring him here?” Fountain

relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came to my wedding

Andrew Malan, so I don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I am

Fountain is stunned, apparently, she doesn’t expect me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and apologizes, “sorry, I don’t mean to, I don't know.”

Divorce

Noah Jefferson sits next to me, which makes me shy away

Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to tell him I like

I don’t dare to, not before, not

Noah Jefferson works in the college as a lecturer. A man like him, who always speaks with an air of