In My Desperate Time

After hanging up the phone, I still feel ill at ease.

What does Noah Jefferson mean?

“Who was that on the phone?” Frances Louis looks at me and asks in deep voice.

“No one.” I turn my head away with a guilty conscience.

“Why do you blush?” Frances Louis gives me a sneer of disbelief.

All I could do is run upstairs on the excuse that I am tired and want to sleep.

“Stop.” Frances Louis says coldly behind me, successfully stopping my footsteps on the stairs.

I know I'm so wimpy! But I can't help it. I'm just afraid of Frances Louis. He treats me not bad, but he has an innate sense of oppression.

My heart is beating, and I wonder whether to tell Frances Louis the truth or not.

But if I tell him, will he forbid me to go?

Slowly, I turn around and look at Frances Louis, don’t dare to say a word.

The man wipes his mouth gracefully and comes towards me.

The gradually closed distance makes my heart beat up violently.

Or I can just tell him. It's just a normal classmate’s reunion. I have nothing to fear.

“Wash the dishes, clean up the kitchen.”

passes me and goes into the room.

I have been holding a dying heart. Hearing what he said, I am immediately

and doesn’t come to see

I have a

I don’t have pimples. But why at the time of classmate’s reunion

My face is bitter. I have two face masks,

Desperate!

So desperate!

a lot of concealer and foundation, but couldn't cover up the

for the lights turning dim a little bit and people would not see the pimple on my face.

Frances Louis leaves in the morning, so I don’t have to report my schedule to him.

I arrive at the hotel at 5:30 and meet Noah Jefferson at the

his edges become more and more

to the age of first love. He passed by mt at the

Even in college, he appeared in many of my

“Jane Noyes, you are here.” Noah Jefferson strides over and gives me

a beat. Thinking of the pimple on my face, I quickly lower

Many of them bring their families with them. Two even bring their

Why you

She is my high school desk mate and roommate, and we have always been in good relationship. After graduation, we still get connected. She also came to

don’t want to hide. I answer directly, “I

me to say this. She smiles awkwardly and

“That’s all right. Divorce is good for me.”

to me, which makes me

chatting, except me. Maybe the taste of first love is so uneasy. I liked him for three years, watching him change one girlfriend after another, but never dare to

I don’t dare to, not

in the college as a lecturer. A man like him,