In My Desperate Time

As soon as I walk in, I feel urgent to back out.

I thought it would be a dinner party or something with a few people at most.

I didn’t expect to see so many people.

I stand there in a daze and don’t go out for a long time.

Everyone turns their eyes on me, which makes me even more nervous. To put it mildly, I am Frances Louis's mistress, and to attend such an event with him would make me feel embarrassed.

“Don’t be nervous, just stay with me.”

Frances Louis cocks his head and whispers in my ear. He doesn’t even look at me. How does he know I am nervous?

I look down at his coat, which has been pulled out of folds, and sheepishly let go.

Seeing his intimacy with me, everyone shows an ambiguous smile. I keep walking and feel my hands and feet out of place.

I almost walk by the same foot with the hand.

But I find that my nervousness seems unnecessary. No one seems to look at me differently. Yes, I don't have a “mistress” written on my face. I calm down with that thought.

Frances Louis takes two glasses of wine from the waiter and offers me one.

“Don’t drink, just pretend.”

I nod, holding my glass and surveying the scene around me.

It should be the dining room of this hotel, surrounded by a lot of food. So late at night, and these people are eating?

I feel a little strange.

We keep walking forward. When we pass the first man, he toasts to Frances Louis and says, “happy birthday, president Louis.”

Today is Frances Louis's birthday? No wonder these people are still here so late at night.

I turn to look at him, feeling nervous.

my patron’s birthday and I have no idea about it. I am so unqualified to be a mistress, because I

glasses with the

of the crowd, I see a group of girls forming a circle. Inside, there are two men like

ruffian, and the other is

won't show up until eleven o' clock.” The

also comes and ridicules, “You don’t know. What's

this little beauty has

man doesn’t finish his sentence but the

course, I know what he means. I give him a black

is no expression on Frances Louis’s face. He doesn’t seem to

Frances Louis, gather around

“Mr. Louis.”

why you come

haven’t seen each other for a

women push desperately towards Frances

Anyway.

can just take this opportunity

“Jane Noyes.”

move, Frances Louis calls out

turn to him with a bitter face, but his two handsome friends stand beside me and smile at Frances Louis., “What, do you want the beauty

They rub against Frances Louis so hard that they

has always been popular with these ladies, and there's no one in this country who wouldn't want to be Mr. Louis's woman. I suppose you wouldn't mind since

I don’t want to. If I have not been cornered, I would never have something

of seeing them.” The muscular man

tell me. I would think I have come into

out of the way.” Frances Louis says

have heard him say it, but it doesn’t seem to

be

But these daredevil women don’t want to get out of the way. No one would

suddenly smiles and says to the woman standing

name? The daughter

enchanting, her figure is tall and sexy. She is

to be immune to t women, and he can’t

spit on Frances