In My Desperate Time

As soon as I walk in, I feel urgent to back out.

I thought it would be a dinner party or something with a few people at most.

I didn’t expect to see so many people.

I stand there in a daze and don’t go out for a long time.

Everyone turns their eyes on me, which makes me even more nervous. To put it mildly, I am Frances Louis's mistress, and to attend such an event with him would make me feel embarrassed.

“Don’t be nervous, just stay with me.”

Frances Louis cocks his head and whispers in my ear. He doesn’t even look at me. How does he know I am nervous?

I look down at his coat, which has been pulled out of folds, and sheepishly let go.

Seeing his intimacy with me, everyone shows an ambiguous smile. I keep walking and feel my hands and feet out of place.

I almost walk by the same foot with the hand.

But I find that my nervousness seems unnecessary. No one seems to look at me differently. Yes, I don't have a “mistress” written on my face. I calm down with that thought.

Frances Louis takes two glasses of wine from the waiter and offers me one.

“Don’t drink, just pretend.”

I nod, holding my glass and surveying the scene around me.

It should be the dining room of this hotel, surrounded by a lot of food. So late at night, and these people are eating?

I feel a little strange.

We keep walking forward. When we pass the first man, he toasts to Frances Louis and says, “happy birthday, president Louis.”

Today is Frances Louis's birthday? No wonder these people are still here so late at night.

I turn to look at him, feeling nervous.

so unqualified to be a mistress, because I

Frances Louis graciously clinks glasses with the man

walk toward the center of the crowd, I see a group of girls forming a circle. Inside, there are two men like two

One is handsome and a little ruffian, and the other is stylish, I can feel his muscles bouncing even across the

birthday party! You're the main character but won't show up until eleven o' clock.” The ruffian man comes out from a

ridicules, “You don’t know. What's the point of having a birthday without

has sent

ruffian man doesn’t finish his sentence

I know what he

expression on Frances Louis’s face. He

of women, seeing Frances Louis, gather around and pounce

“Mr. Louis.”

Louis, why you come so

seen each other for a long

Frances

Anyway.

can just

“Jane Noyes.”

I could move, Frances Louis calls

at Frances Louis., “What, do you want the beauty to save the hero? You'd better enjoy coming to

Louis so hard that they could have tied their hands

want to be Mr. Louis's woman. I suppose you wouldn't mind since

woman? But I don’t want to. If I have not been cornered, I would never have something to do

ladies look like. I'm tired of seeing them.” The muscular man adds by

I would think I have come

out of the way.” Frances Louis

is the second time I have heard him say it, but it doesn’t

these women don’t seem to be very frightened. Maybe their desire is

to get out of

and says to the woman standing in front

name? The

figure is tall and sexy. She is definitely an

him. He just pretended to be immune to t

spit on Frances Louis