In My Desperate Time

As soon as I walk in, I feel urgent to back out.

I thought it would be a dinner party or something with a few people at most.

I didn’t expect to see so many people.

I stand there in a daze and don’t go out for a long time.

Everyone turns their eyes on me, which makes me even more nervous. To put it mildly, I am Frances Louis's mistress, and to attend such an event with him would make me feel embarrassed.

“Don’t be nervous, just stay with me.”

Frances Louis cocks his head and whispers in my ear. He doesn’t even look at me. How does he know I am nervous?

I look down at his coat, which has been pulled out of folds, and sheepishly let go.

Seeing his intimacy with me, everyone shows an ambiguous smile. I keep walking and feel my hands and feet out of place.

I almost walk by the same foot with the hand.

But I find that my nervousness seems unnecessary. No one seems to look at me differently. Yes, I don't have a “mistress” written on my face. I calm down with that thought.

Frances Louis takes two glasses of wine from the waiter and offers me one.

“Don’t drink, just pretend.”

I nod, holding my glass and surveying the scene around me.

It should be the dining room of this hotel, surrounded by a lot of food. So late at night, and these people are eating?

I feel a little strange.

We keep walking forward. When we pass the first man, he toasts to Frances Louis and says, “happy birthday, president Louis.”

Today is Frances Louis's birthday? No wonder these people are still here so late at night.

I turn to look at him, feeling nervous.

patron’s birthday and I have no idea about it. I am so unqualified

glasses with the

center of the crowd, I see a group of girls forming a circle. Inside, there are two men like two

little ruffian, and the other is stylish, I can feel his muscles bouncing even

the main character but won't show up until eleven o' clock.” The ruffian man comes

What's the point of having a birthday

has sent herself

ruffian man doesn’t finish his sentence but the crowd begin

not stupid. Of course, I know what he means. I give him a black

no expression on Frances Louis’s face. He

Frances Louis, gather around and pounce at

“Mr. Louis.”

why you

haven’t seen each other for

towards Frances Louis and easily push me

Anyway.

just

“Jane Noyes.”

move, Frances Louis calls

beside me and smile at Frances Louis., “What, do you want the beauty to save the hero? You'd better enjoy coming to

exaggerating like playing a drama. They rub against Frances Louis so hard that

popular with these ladies, and there's no one in this country who wouldn't want to be

to. If I have not been cornered, I would never have something

I'm tired of seeing them.” The

would think I have come into a brothel.”

out of the way.” Frances Louis

the second time I have heard him

be very frightened. Maybe their

is getting gloomy. But these daredevil women don’t want to get out of the way. No one would let anyone around Frances Louis. They have surround Frances Louis in

and says to the woman standing in

The daughter of

tall and sexy. She

on him. He just pretended to be immune to t women, and he can’t resist the

on Frances