In My Desperate Time

As soon as I walk in, I feel urgent to back out.

I thought it would be a dinner party or something with a few people at most.

I didn’t expect to see so many people.

I stand there in a daze and don’t go out for a long time.

Everyone turns their eyes on me, which makes me even more nervous. To put it mildly, I am Frances Louis's mistress, and to attend such an event with him would make me feel embarrassed.

“Don’t be nervous, just stay with me.”

Frances Louis cocks his head and whispers in my ear. He doesn’t even look at me. How does he know I am nervous?

I look down at his coat, which has been pulled out of folds, and sheepishly let go.

Seeing his intimacy with me, everyone shows an ambiguous smile. I keep walking and feel my hands and feet out of place.

I almost walk by the same foot with the hand.

But I find that my nervousness seems unnecessary. No one seems to look at me differently. Yes, I don't have a “mistress” written on my face. I calm down with that thought.

Frances Louis takes two glasses of wine from the waiter and offers me one.

“Don’t drink, just pretend.”

I nod, holding my glass and surveying the scene around me.

It should be the dining room of this hotel, surrounded by a lot of food. So late at night, and these people are eating?

I feel a little strange.

We keep walking forward. When we pass the first man, he toasts to Frances Louis and says, “happy birthday, president Louis.”

Today is Frances Louis's birthday? No wonder these people are still here so late at night.

I turn to look at him, feeling nervous.

about it. I am so unqualified to be a mistress, because I don’t know how to

graciously clinks glasses with the man

a group of girls forming a circle. Inside, there are two men like two moons standing in a

ruffian, and the other is stylish, I can feel his muscles bouncing even across

here. What a birthday party! You're the main character but won't show up until eleven o'

and ridicules, “You don’t know. What's the point of

has sent herself

finish his sentence but the crowd

I know what he means.

is no expression on Frances Louis’s face. He doesn’t seem to mind

Frances Louis, gather around and pounce

“Mr. Louis.”

you come

seen each other for a long

Frances Louis and easily

Anyway.

and I can just take this opportunity to eat

“Jane Noyes.”

move, Frances Louis

me and smile at Frances Louis., “What, do you want the beauty to save

drama. They rub against Frances Louis so hard that they could have tied their

country who wouldn't want to be Mr. Louis's woman. I suppose you wouldn't mind since you stay with him.” The ruffian says

want to be his woman? But I don’t want to.

look like. I'm tired of seeing them.” The muscular man adds by my

I have come into a brothel.” I roll my

of the way.”

heard him say it, but it

Louis is terrible, these women don’t seem to be

to get out of the way. No one

suddenly smiles and says to the woman standing in front of

name? The daughter

woman is very enchanting, her figure is tall and sexy. She is definitely an

He just pretended to be immune to t women, and he can’t resist

on Frances