In My Desperate Time

As soon as I walk in, I feel urgent to back out.

I thought it would be a dinner party or something with a few people at most.

I didn’t expect to see so many people.

I stand there in a daze and don’t go out for a long time.

Everyone turns their eyes on me, which makes me even more nervous. To put it mildly, I am Frances Louis's mistress, and to attend such an event with him would make me feel embarrassed.

“Don’t be nervous, just stay with me.”

Frances Louis cocks his head and whispers in my ear. He doesn’t even look at me. How does he know I am nervous?

I look down at his coat, which has been pulled out of folds, and sheepishly let go.

Seeing his intimacy with me, everyone shows an ambiguous smile. I keep walking and feel my hands and feet out of place.

I almost walk by the same foot with the hand.

But I find that my nervousness seems unnecessary. No one seems to look at me differently. Yes, I don't have a “mistress” written on my face. I calm down with that thought.

Frances Louis takes two glasses of wine from the waiter and offers me one.

“Don’t drink, just pretend.”

I nod, holding my glass and surveying the scene around me.

It should be the dining room of this hotel, surrounded by a lot of food. So late at night, and these people are eating?

I feel a little strange.

We keep walking forward. When we pass the first man, he toasts to Frances Louis and says, “happy birthday, president Louis.”

Today is Frances Louis's birthday? No wonder these people are still here so late at night.

I turn to look at him, feeling nervous.

my patron’s birthday and I have no idea about it. I am so unqualified to be a

with the man and leads

girls forming a circle. Inside, there are two men like two

ruffian, and the other is stylish, I can feel

you are finally here. What a birthday party! You're the main character but won't show up until eleven o'

comes and ridicules, “You don’t know. What's

this little beauty has sent

man doesn’t finish his sentence but the crowd begin

stupid. Of course, I know what he means. I

is no expression on Frances Louis’s face. He doesn’t seem to mind

seeing Frances Louis, gather around and

“Mr. Louis.”

why you

each other for

women push desperately towards Frances Louis

Anyway.

hungry, and I can just take this opportunity to eat

“Jane Noyes.”

Frances Louis

but his two handsome friends stand beside me and smile at Frances Louis., “What, do you want

Louis so hard that they could have tied their

no one in this country who wouldn't want to be Mr. Louis's woman. I

be his woman? But I don’t want to. If I have not

I'm tired of seeing them.”

I would think I have come into a brothel.” I

of the way.” Frances Louis says

have heard him say it, but it doesn’t

is terrible, these women don’t seem to be very frightened. Maybe their

out of the way. No one would let anyone around Frances Louis. They have surround Frances Louis in a

suddenly smiles and says to the woman standing in front of

your name? The daughter of which

her figure is tall and sexy. She is

immune to t women, and he can’t resist

Frances Louis