In My Desperate Time

As soon as I walk in, I feel urgent to back out.

I thought it would be a dinner party or something with a few people at most.

I didn’t expect to see so many people.

I stand there in a daze and don’t go out for a long time.

Everyone turns their eyes on me, which makes me even more nervous. To put it mildly, I am Frances Louis's mistress, and to attend such an event with him would make me feel embarrassed.

“Don’t be nervous, just stay with me.”

Frances Louis cocks his head and whispers in my ear. He doesn’t even look at me. How does he know I am nervous?

I look down at his coat, which has been pulled out of folds, and sheepishly let go.

Seeing his intimacy with me, everyone shows an ambiguous smile. I keep walking and feel my hands and feet out of place.

I almost walk by the same foot with the hand.

But I find that my nervousness seems unnecessary. No one seems to look at me differently. Yes, I don't have a “mistress” written on my face. I calm down with that thought.

Frances Louis takes two glasses of wine from the waiter and offers me one.

“Don’t drink, just pretend.”

I nod, holding my glass and surveying the scene around me.

It should be the dining room of this hotel, surrounded by a lot of food. So late at night, and these people are eating?

I feel a little strange.

We keep walking forward. When we pass the first man, he toasts to Frances Louis and says, “happy birthday, president Louis.”

Today is Frances Louis's birthday? No wonder these people are still here so late at night.

I turn to look at him, feeling nervous.

is my patron’s birthday and I have no idea about it. I am so unqualified to

with

of the crowd, I see a group of girls forming

little ruffian, and the other is stylish, I can feel his

What a birthday party! You're the main character but won't show up until eleven o' clock.” The ruffian man comes out from a crowd of women

know. What's the point of

little beauty has sent herself to

sentence but

I know what he

Louis’s face. He doesn’t seem to

Frances Louis, gather around and pounce

“Mr. Louis.”

why you come

haven’t seen each other for a

towards Frances Louis and

Anyway.

and I can just take this

“Jane Noyes.”

I could move, Frances Louis

turn to him with a bitter face, but his two handsome friends stand beside me and smile at Frances Louis., “What, do you want the beauty to

Louis so hard that they could have

has always been popular with these ladies, and there's no one in this country who wouldn't want to be Mr. Louis's woman. I suppose you wouldn't mind since you stay with him.” The ruffian says

in this country want to be his woman? But I don’t want to. If I have not been

of seeing them.” The muscular man

me. I would think I have come into a

way.”

second time I have heard him say it, but

to be very frightened. Maybe their desire is

getting gloomy. But these daredevil women don’t want to get out of the way. No one

Louis suddenly smiles and says to the woman standing

your name? The daughter of

figure is tall and sexy. She is definitely an amorous

immune to t

Frances Louis