In My Desperate Time

I put the meat into my mouth slowly and look at the woman who is speaking.

I know her. She is one of the women who surround Frances Louis.

She is followed by two other women. One is Fontaine, who still has tears on her face. When she looks at me, the venom in her eyes almost kills me.

Although they have three people, I am not afraid of them.

What can they do to me in public? Besides, with Frances Louis supporting me, I'm a coward.

Slowly I wipe my mouth, then my hands. I get up, smiling at them, “what can you do if I am from the countryside? Frances Louis's dating with me, not you. I have flown up on the branch, I am the phoenix!”

Usually I really hate the entanglement with Frances Louis. But now, it has become the backing for my arrogance.

They're just a bunch of bullies, and if I'm tough enough, they'll know I'm not a push-over.

Then their faces turn pale. They look towards Frances Louis and seem to be frightened.

“You are just a sex toy. Wait and see.”

That woman leaves a malicious sentence and go away with other two women.

I purse my lips and sit down to eat. This foie gras is so delicious, I don't know who the chef is, how could he make such a delicious thing.

Sure enough, the rich eat better than the average person.

is only one foie gras left on the

look at the last piece of meat in front of me awkwardly,

The playful voice of Frances Louis rings behind me, and I blush

women here are famous ladies, polite and reserved. They eat

“No!”

dishonestly, and get up

light in the hall suddenly

hand and holds me

His star-like gaze

My heart beats quickly.

handsome and rich man, I feel difficult to resist him. But the relationship between him and me is just a deal,

his hand, “I

are

me.” The ruffian man takes my hands to the center of the

looks heavy and his calm eyes

I would decline them. I just hope I won’t make a fool of myself

at dancing.” I say honestly, but my eyes

him talking to someone nearby. Several women come up and invite him, but

been for Frances Louis, who was so cruel to me in bed,

just follow my step.” This man says to me

against my clothes and doesn’t make me feel

I am relieved and dance to his

is Lawrence Jordan. I've been a friend