In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

the second-generation rich boy comes out and calls us

I am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s

doesn’t have time to talk about it after we get

the whole

reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again and

I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are

“Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she

at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know

in high school,

says lightly. Hearing what he says,

about ten o 'clock, I get up

late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to

single now and there would be no husband to blame you.

I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would

me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others

me take you

is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel

Louis. I

a taxi. You go back to

to Noah

get a little tongue-tied when I speak

says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When

he says makes ripples

I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me.

why my heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t

was wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet

me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness showed on the corners of