In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy comes out

straw, I say

time to talk about it after

the whole process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy.

my mind. They touch my soft

Noyes, I like

Jefferson's eyes

get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything

once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what

friends in high school, but does she mean

leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says,

staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and

like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene

home so early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy

have to go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would

me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I

me take you

me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his

knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

taxi. You

smile to Noah Jefferson and say

nervous with him, and even get a

me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I

word he says makes ripples in

Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How

like pressed by a

wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet again for the rest of their

liked you, but that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah