In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

we stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out and

grasping at a life-saving straw,

to talk about it after we get

and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have

words reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft

Noyes, I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

crowd also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her

once. My eyes dodge and

We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to

make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he

all night. At about ten o 'clock,

home too late. He catches me at such a scene

go home so early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you.

to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed

keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school.

take

a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But

Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want

a taxi. You go

to Noah Jefferson and say

nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when

I really like you. When I was in high

says makes

Charming who I have always dreamed about is

like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell any

missed each other and would not meet again

like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness showed on the corners of