In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy

life-saving straw, I say

have time to talk about it

is singing and playing games and the whole room

Noah Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They

I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying

jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and

like they're staying up all night. At about

such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to

single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay

I am divorced and no one feed me. If I

to stay. I didn’t get along well with others

me take

me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel

terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I

taxi. You go back

Noah Jefferson and

strangely nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when

“Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I

says makes ripples in

Prince Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me.

a big stone, and I can’t

has missed each other and would not meet again

I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but