In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy comes

a life-saving straw,

doesn’t have time to

process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally,

Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They

Noyes, I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a

at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know

good friends in high school,

any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and

At about ten

like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to

go home so early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you.

divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would deduct my

anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with

take

Jefferson follows me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders.

if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know,

take a taxi. You go

to Noah

even get

hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed

he says makes ripples in my

always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How

a big stone, and I can’t fell any

missed each other

you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married.