In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy comes out and calls

a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson,

doesn’t have time to talk about it after we

playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to be

Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They touch

Noyes, I like

Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything will be

once. My eyes dodge and I don't

who is speaking. We were good friends in high school,

says lightly. Hearing what he

staying up all night. At about ten o

He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a

You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in high school,

go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If

I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high

me take you

me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a pang

terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him

take a taxi. You

Noah

feel strangely nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied

really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't want to make myself

says makes

Prince Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes

heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t

if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet again for

hear you say you like me.