In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

the second-generation rich boy comes out and

like I am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say

have time to talk about it after we

process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room

Noah Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They touch my

Noyes, I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and

is Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but

if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun

all night. At about

doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better

now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in

to go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would deduct my

keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with

me take you

bit windy outside and he

that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want

taxi. You go

to Noah Jefferson

even get a little tongue-tied

are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my

says makes ripples

about is saying that he likes me. How could I stay

by a big stone, and I can’t fell

each other and would not meet again

school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah