In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy comes

at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s

I thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about it

the whole process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have

reverberate in my mind. They

Noyes, I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she

eyes dodge and I don't know

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she

Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what

they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock,

me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty.

you. Come on, stay and enjoy your

go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am

stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I

me take you

windy outside and he puts his coat

am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

a taxi. You

smile to Noah Jefferson and

him, and even get a little tongue-tied

staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was

he says makes

have always dreamed about is saying that

heart feels like pressed by a

this world has missed each other and would not meet again for the rest

In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late.