In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes

grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s

I thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about it after

the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to

mind. They touch my soft heart again and

I

Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her

dodge and I don't

high school, but does

you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun

about ten o 'clock, I get up and want

me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better

there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary

no one feed me. If I

keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school.

me take you

he puts his coat

am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he

take a taxi. You go back

to Noah

get a

Jefferson doesn’t notice my awkward. He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was

makes ripples in

Prince Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How could I

why my heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell

wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet

I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I