In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy

straw, I say to Noah Jefferson,

he doesn’t have time to talk about

is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to

reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart

I

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything will be

blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what to

is speaking. We were good friends in high

if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing

night. At about ten o 'clock, I get

He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It

no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the

no one feed me.

what I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I

take

he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a

terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he would

a taxi. You go back

to Noah

even get

like you. When I was in high

word he says makes ripples in

Prince Charming who I have always dreamed about is

by a

people in this world has missed each other and

happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness