In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

we stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out and

a life-saving straw,

have time to talk about it after we get

whole room is noisy. Naturally, that

reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again

Noyes, I

Jefferson's eyes are locked on

just get her! Anyway, she

eyes dodge and

We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by

will leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o

Louis doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty.

go home so early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports

to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late,

to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now

take you

a bit windy outside and he

with Frances Louis. I don't want him

a taxi. You go back to

to Noah

nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when I

hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't want to

word he says makes ripples in my

always dreamed about is

like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell

world has missed each other

you say you like me. But