In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out and calls us

grasping at a life-saving straw,

thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about it after we

is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to be

reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again

I

Jefferson's eyes are locked on

lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take

dodge and

were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying

will leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun

they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up

He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a

would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge

have to go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone

me to

take you

It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my

with Frances Louis. I don't

can take a taxi. You go back to

to Noah Jefferson

him, and even get a

you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I

he says makes

dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How could

my heart feels like pressed by a big

if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet again

crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is