In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy comes out and calls us

I am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say

I thought, he doesn’t have time to

the whole

my mind. They

Noyes, I like

Jefferson's eyes are locked on

us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know

high school, but

you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and

staying up all night. At about

late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me

now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports

I am divorced and no one feed me. If

say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I

take you

out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts

Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that

a taxi. You go back to

to Noah Jefferson

with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when I speak

doesn’t notice my awkward. He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open

he says makes ripples in my

about is saying that he likes me. How could I

feels like pressed by a big stone,

was wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would not

you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.”