In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes

life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come

doesn’t have time to talk

playing games and the whole room is

in my mind. They touch my soft heart again and

I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are

difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and

at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what to

We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying that

make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says,

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up

me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight.

to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in

and no one feed

stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I can’t fit

take

and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a pang of

living with Frances Louis.

taxi. You go

to Noah Jefferson and say

strangely nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when

me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was

makes ripples in

who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes

a

was wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would not

before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And,