In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy comes

straw, I say

doesn’t have time to talk about it after we

playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that

my mind. They

I like

Noah Jefferson's eyes

lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does

you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he

about ten o 'clock, I get

Louis doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to go

to blame you. Come on, stay

to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If

people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school.

me take you

follows me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts

Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want

taxi. You go back

to Noah

nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied

hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't want to make myself

says makes

who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How could I stay

a big

missed each other and

like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but