In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

the second-generation rich boy comes out

a life-saving straw, I say to

he doesn’t have time to talk about

is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally,

reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again and

I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home

My eyes dodge

is Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high

if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what

night. At about ten o

like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I

there would be no husband to blame you. Come

and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would deduct my

anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay.

me take

out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders.

Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he

a taxi. You go back to

to Noah Jefferson and say

strangely nervous with him, and even get

you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like

says makes

about is saying that he

pressed by a big stone,

has missed each other and would

I liked you, but that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile