In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy

am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah

doesn’t have time to

playing games and the whole room is noisy.

my mind.

I like

Jefferson's

get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and

once. My eyes dodge and I don't know

speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she

lightly. Hearing what

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up

going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a

to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in

to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one

people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay.

me take you

he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I

living with Frances Louis.

can take a taxi. You go

Noah

nervous with him, and even get a little

are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now,

says makes ripples

always dreamed about is saying that he

like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell any

wondering if some people in this world has missed each

about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was