In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy

am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson,

thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about it after we get

and the whole room is

mind. They touch my soft

I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything

dodge

were good friends in high school,

will leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and

doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to go home

no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge

no

to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high

take

It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my

Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he

a taxi. You

to Noah Jefferson

nervous with him, and even get a little

why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now,

makes

Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How

like pressed by a big stone, and

each other and would not meet again for the rest

crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to