In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out and

straw,

time to talk about it after

the whole process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is

words reverberate in my mind. They

I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a

My eyes dodge and I don't know what to

good friends in high school, but

make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and go on

like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and

doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel

single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in

no one feed me.

stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get

take you

follows me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts

with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he

taxi. You

smile to Noah

him, and even get a little tongue-tied when I speak

are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like

word he says makes ripples in my

dreamed about is saying

like pressed by a big stone,

wondering if some people in this world has missed each

about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.”