In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy comes out

I am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah

time to talk about it after we

whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have

reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart

I

Jefferson's eyes

lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take

dodge and I don't know what

is Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she

any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people

up all night. At about ten o 'clock,

me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to go home

home so early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in high school,

and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would

go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t

me take you

outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a

Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

taxi. You go back to

Noah Jefferson

nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when I speak

my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But

word he says makes

Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that

why my heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t

missed each other and would not meet

crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I