In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

we stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out and calls us

I am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come in

time to talk about it after we

whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t

my mind. They

I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything will be

eyes dodge and I don't

is Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does

if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get

like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight.

be no husband to blame you. Come on,

am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would

what I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high

take you

a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a

be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to

can take a taxi. You go

Noah Jefferson

strangely nervous with him, and even get a

my awkward. He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid

he says makes

is saying

why my heart feels like pressed by a big stone,

world has missed each other and would not meet again

but that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late.