In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich

life-saving straw,

time to talk about it

playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to

Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They touch

I like

Jefferson's eyes are locked

us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she

once. My eyes dodge

who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass

will leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says,

they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock,

a scene tonight. I feel a little

are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on,

tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am

me to stay. I didn’t get along well with

take you

bit windy outside and he puts his

knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

take a taxi. You go back

Noah

feel strangely nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when

hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid

word he says makes ripples

Prince Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me.

heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I

missed each other and would not

I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness showed