In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out

life-saving straw,

I thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about it after we get

the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic

in my mind. They touch

I like

Noah Jefferson's eyes

and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward!

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge

friends in high school, but does

you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost

they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want

He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a

no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy

work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would deduct

say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with

take

bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a pang of

living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he

can take a taxi. You go back to

Noah Jefferson

feel strangely nervous with him, and even get a little

holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high

he says makes ripples in my

who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes

a big stone, and I can’t fell any

in this world has missed each other and would not meet again

me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married.