In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy comes

I am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say

I thought, he doesn’t have time to talk

whole process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to

words reverberate in my mind. They touch my

Noyes, I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take

at once. My eyes dodge and I don't

who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but

will leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and go

like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and

He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to

to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports

and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would

what I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t

take

windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a

that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he

can take a taxi. You go back to

to Noah Jefferson and

even get a

from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open

says makes

have always dreamed about is saying that

pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell

in this world has missed each other and would not meet again for the rest

I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it