In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

the second-generation rich boy comes out and

grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah

I thought, he doesn’t have time to talk

the whole process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have

my mind. They touch my

Noyes, I

Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make

once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what

is Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying

Noah Jefferson says lightly.

night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want

home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty.

single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge

no one feed me. If I am

and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get

take you

is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders.

that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he

take a taxi. You go back to

to Noah

and even get

notice my awkward. He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you.

says makes ripples

I have always dreamed about is saying

a big stone, and I can’t fell

if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet again for the

was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me.