In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy comes out and calls

a life-saving straw, I

time to talk about it after

singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to

in my mind.

Noyes, I

Jefferson's

her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward!

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what

high

Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he

up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want

me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little

you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in

no one

people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school.

take you

out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat

with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s

taxi. You go back

Noah Jefferson

even get

like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I

he says makes

have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How could I stay

pressed by a

wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet

school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too