In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy comes out and calls us

life-saving straw, I

time to

playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that

my mind. They touch

Noyes, I

Jefferson's eyes are locked on

if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight

at once. My eyes dodge

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying that

you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and go on

about ten o 'clock, I get up

doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me

and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and

am divorced and no one feed

no one needs me to stay. I didn’t

me take

and he puts his coat over my shoulders.

with Frances Louis. I don't want him

a taxi.

to Noah Jefferson and

strangely nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when I speak

like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid

makes ripples

Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that

by a big stone, and

in this world has missed each other and would not meet again for the rest of

liked you, but that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him,