In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy

at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson,

doesn’t have time to talk

whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to be

my mind. They touch my

Noyes, I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

crowd also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight

at once. My eyes dodge and

who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to

jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and go

all night. At about ten o

too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a

you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of

to go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would deduct my

one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now

me take you

windy outside and he puts his coat over

am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

take a taxi. You

Noah Jefferson

get a little tongue-tied

“Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't

word he says makes

dreamed about is saying that he likes me.

pressed by a

each other and would not meet again for the rest of

I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah