In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

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life-saving straw,

time to talk about it after

and the whole

mind. They touch

Noyes, I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are

see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway,

once. My eyes dodge

We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me

Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people

about ten

at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to

now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of

go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would

what I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to

me take

out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a pang

Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he would

take a taxi. You go back

Noah

feel strangely nervous with him, and even get

and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But

makes ripples in

have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How

a big stone, and I

was wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet again for the rest of

high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I