In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

we stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out

straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come

to talk about it after we

and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance

words reverberate in my mind. They touch

I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything will be

eyes dodge and I

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by

lightly. Hearing what he says, people

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want to

at such a scene tonight. I

now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge

to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed

what I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with

me take you

is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders.

Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and

taxi. You go

to Noah Jefferson and say

strangely nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied

awkward. He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my

makes ripples

always dreamed about is saying

why my heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell

world has missed each

Jefferson. I liked you, but that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too