In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

the second-generation rich

I am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson,

have time to talk about it after we

the whole process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy.

Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again and

I

Noah Jefferson's

Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what

speaking. We were good friends in high school, but

says lightly. Hearing what

night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want

home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a

there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in high school,

work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed

one needs me to

me take

he puts his

I am living with Frances Louis. I don't

can take a taxi. You

smile to Noah

strangely nervous with him, and even get a

at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I

makes ripples in my

I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How could

heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I

each other and

like me. But it