In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy comes out

grasping at a life-saving straw, I

to

process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is

my mind. They touch my

I like

Jefferson's eyes are locked on

if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't

in high school, but does she

jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o

at such a scene tonight. I

there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in high school,

work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed

I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high

me take you

is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my

I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s

a taxi.

smile to Noah Jefferson and say

get a little tongue-tied when I speak with

hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When

says makes ripples in my

who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How

a big stone, and I can’t fell

world has missed each other and

happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness showed on the corners of my