In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

we stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes

a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s

doesn’t have time to talk

playing games and the whole

words reverberate in my mind. They touch my

I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything

blushes at once. My eyes dodge

high school, but does she mean to embarrass

if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up

such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me

and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on,

and no

what I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I

take you

and he puts his coat over my

be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he would

taxi. You go back

smile to Noah Jefferson

get a little tongue-tied when

says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in

word he says makes ripples

have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How

by a

wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would

like me. But it is too late. Noah