In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy comes

life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come

have time to talk about

whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to be

reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again and

Noyes, I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's

also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby!

eyes dodge and I

high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying that

lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get

catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It

home so early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the

divorced and no one feed me. If

no one needs me to

me take you

is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a pang

living with Frances Louis. I don't want him

taxi. You go back to

smile to Noah Jefferson and

strangely nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when I speak with

my awkward. He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed

he says makes ripples

Prince Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How could

a big stone, and I can’t fell any

world has missed each other and would not meet

that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was