In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

we stand outside, the second-generation rich

at a life-saving straw,

he doesn’t have time to talk

is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have

Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind.

I

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway,

blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high

Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want

going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little

husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in high

to go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would deduct

I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I

me take

is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my

Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want

can take a taxi. You go

Noah

nervous with him, and even get

He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't

says makes

who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes

feels like pressed by a

people in this world has missed each other and would not meet again for the rest

me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.”