In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy

straw, I say to

he doesn’t have time to talk about it after we

games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that

words reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again and

I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know

good friends in high school, but

you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and go on

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get

Louis doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better

go home so early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on,

work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would

go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get

me take you

outside and he puts his

would be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s

take a taxi. You

Noah Jefferson

and even get a little

are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't

he says makes ripples in

about is saying that he likes me. How could I

pressed by a big stone, and I can’t

some people in this world has missed each other and would not

crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I