In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out and calls us

am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson,

thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about it after we

games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to be

words reverberate in my mind. They touch my

I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

crowd also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high

jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and

Louis doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for

be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and

am divorced and no

anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I can’t fit into them,

take

bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I

I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he would never

can take a taxi. You go back

smile to Noah Jefferson and say

nervous with him, and even get a

you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high

makes ripples in

dreamed about is saying that he likes me.

heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell any

wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet again for the rest of

Jefferson. I liked you, but that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to