In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

stand outside, the second-generation rich boy

am grasping at a life-saving straw,

I thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about

the whole process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that

my mind.

I like

Jefferson's eyes are

“Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything

once. My eyes dodge

is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me

jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want to

late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is

now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and

have to go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If

stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I can’t fit into them,

me take

out. It is a bit windy outside and he

Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

a taxi. You go back to

to Noah Jefferson and say

get a little tongue-tied when I

are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in

says makes

always dreamed about is saying that he likes

like pressed by a big

each other and would not meet again for the rest of their

I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness showed