In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy comes

a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come in

time to

and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic

Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart

Noyes, I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

“Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what to

speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me

make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I

such a scene tonight. I

now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in

and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would

me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I can’t fit into them,

me take you

he puts his coat over

would be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and

can take a taxi.

to Noah Jefferson and say

strangely nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when I speak with

staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to

says makes

have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How could I

pressed by a big stone, and

wondering if some people in this world has missed each other and

me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness