In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy comes

life-saving straw,

thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about it

games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance

mind. They

I like

Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight

at once. My eyes dodge and I

friends in high

leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want

such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to go

are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports

to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would deduct my

me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay.

take

is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel

Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

taxi.

to Noah Jefferson

get a little tongue-tied when

really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my

word he says makes

who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me.

feels like pressed by a

people in this world has missed each other and would

you, but that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I