In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy

life-saving straw, I say to Noah

thought, he doesn’t have time to

and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that

reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart

I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked

the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything will be

once. My eyes dodge

who is speaking. We were good friends in high school,

you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten

catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It

early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary

and no one feed me. If

no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others

take

bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my

be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

taxi. You go back to

to Noah

even get a little tongue-tied when I

from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth.

word he says makes

Prince Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying

by a big stone,

world has missed each other and would not

you say you like me. But it is