In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy

at a life-saving straw,

doesn’t have time to talk

singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy.

Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft

Noyes, I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single,

eyes dodge

friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying that

will leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the

they're staying up all night. At about ten o

late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to go home

there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge

go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one

and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I can’t fit

me take

is a bit windy outside and he puts

would be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he would never

take a taxi. You go back

to Noah Jefferson

him, and even get a little tongue-tied when

from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I

he says makes ripples in my

Prince Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes

heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell any

some people in this world has missed each other and would not

you, but that was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness showed on the corners