In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

second-generation rich boy comes

at a life-saving straw, I say

doesn’t have time to talk about it

playing games and the whole

my mind. They touch my soft

Noyes, I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

“Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight

blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I

in high school, but does she mean

will leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and

staying up all night. At about ten o

at such a scene tonight.

there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay

am divorced and no one feed me. If I

and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well

take

a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my

that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that he would never

taxi. You go back

smile to Noah Jefferson

even get a little

at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't want to

makes ripples in my

dreamed about is saying that

feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t

world has missed each other and would not meet again

crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but bitterness showed on the corners of