In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

we stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out and

at a life-saving straw,

to talk about

games and the whole room is noisy.

in my mind. They touch

I

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are locked on

boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know

who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does

leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what

they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and

catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is

so early? You are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in

and no one feed me. If I am

go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t

me take

he puts his coat over my shoulders.

Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

a taxi. You

Noah

even get a little tongue-tied when

Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always

makes ripples in

is

heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and

if some people in this world has missed each other and would

was before. In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I