In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

stand outside, the second-generation rich boy

at a life-saving straw,

to talk about it

process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to be

in my mind. They touch my soft

Noyes, I like

Jefferson's eyes are locked

Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know

who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by

leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and go

night. At about ten o 'clock, I

scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to go

you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the

work tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I

no one needs me to stay. I didn’t

me take

follows me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over

be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that

a taxi.

smile to Noah Jefferson and say

nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when

“Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high

word he says makes ripples in

always dreamed about is saying that he likes

by a big

in this world has missed each other and

In high school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to