In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy comes out and calls us

a life-saving straw, I say to Noah

he doesn’t have time to talk about it after

the whole process, everyone is singing and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to be

words reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again

Noyes, I like

Jefferson's eyes are

lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a

once. My eyes dodge and

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high

says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and go

staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up

doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It

be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in high

have to go to work tomorrow. I am divorced and no

don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well

me take

a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over

Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't

take a taxi. You go

Noah Jefferson and say

and even get a little tongue-tied when

like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't

makes

dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How

like pressed by a big stone, and

this world has missed each other and

really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him,