In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

the second-generation rich boy comes

at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come

doesn’t have time to talk

and playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a

in my mind. They

Noyes, I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight

eyes dodge and I

good friends in high school, but

says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and

Louis doesn’t like me going home too late. He catches me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for

there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in

divorced and no one feed

I say, people don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I can’t fit

me take you

out. It is a bit windy outside and he

would be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and

a taxi. You go back

Noah Jefferson

get a little tongue-tied

like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now, I don't

word he says makes ripples in my

is

why my heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and

has missed each other and would

school, I was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him,