In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

outside, the second-generation rich

am grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come

I thought, he doesn’t have time to talk about it after we get

and the whole room is noisy.

Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart

I like

Noah Jefferson's eyes are

boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything will be

blushes at once. My eyes dodge and

were good friends in high school,

any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and go on

up all night. At about ten o 'clock,

scene tonight. I feel

are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and

am divorced and no one feed me. If I am late, someone would deduct

let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with others in high school. Now I can’t

me take

Jefferson follows me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over

would be terrible if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want

take a taxi. You

smile to Noah Jefferson and

nervous with him, and even get a little tongue-tied when I speak

Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you

word he says makes

dreamed about is saying that he likes me. How

by a big stone, and I can’t fell any

this world has missed each other and would

to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson,