In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

we stand outside, the second-generation rich boy comes out

grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come

I thought, he doesn’t have time to talk

playing games and the whole room is noisy. Naturally, that topic couldn’t have a chance to be

my mind. They touch my soft heart again

Noyes, I like

whole time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway,

blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying that

Jefferson says lightly.

up all night. At about ten o

at such a scene

there would be no husband to blame you. Come on,

divorced and no one feed

stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to

take

It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel

knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I

taxi. You go back

Noah Jefferson

with him, and even get a

“Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open

says makes

I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes

feels like pressed by a big stone, and I

some people in this world has missed each other and would not meet again

was crazy about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at