In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich

grasping at a life-saving straw, I say to Noah Jefferson, “Let’s come in

he doesn’t have time to talk about it after we

singing and playing games and the whole room

Noah Jefferson’s words reverberate in my mind. They touch my soft heart again

I like

Jefferson's eyes

boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a

blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I don't know what

Fountain who is speaking. We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass

leave if you make any jokes.” Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun and

all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and

at such a scene tonight. I feel

are single now and there would be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports

I am divorced and no

don’t keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get

take you

follows me out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a pang of

I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better

take a taxi. You go

smile to Noah Jefferson and say

even get a little tongue-tied when I speak with

and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in

he says makes

Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes me.

why my heart feels like pressed by a big stone, and I can’t fell any

world has missed each other and would not meet again

to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.” I try to smile at him, but