In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

the second-generation rich boy

a life-saving straw, I say to Noah

he doesn’t have time to talk about it

games and the whole room is

mind. They

I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes

also see the difference between us and boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and make a baby! everything

eyes dodge and I don't know

We were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by saying that

Noah Jefferson says lightly. Hearing what he says, people lost the fun

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up

at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to go

no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and

am divorced and no one feed

keep me stay anymore and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay. I didn’t get along well with

me take you

is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I

Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to

take a taxi. You go

smile to Noah

with him, and even get

awkward. He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high school, I missed you because I was always afraid to open my mouth. But now,

makes ripples in my

I have always dreamed about is

a big stone, and I can’t fell any

each

I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it