In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis is standing there, watching me quietly.

His eyes are cold, without any expression, but I still feel guilty.

I always feel like a woman caught in bed by her husband.

But it's my relationship with him that's unpresentable.

I think, what should I do if Frances Louis comes over at this moment? If Noah Jefferson knows about my relationship with Frances Louis, I would feel embarrassed in front of him for the rest of my life.

“Jane Noyes.”

Seeing me don’t answer him, Noah Jefferson urges me again.

I know he is waiting for my response.

If there is a ray of white moonlight in everyone's heart, Noah Jefferson is the irreplaceable in my heart. It never occurs to me that the person I hide in my heart is liking me the same way.

If I had known this, if I can be brave then, maybe now, everything would be different.

But now, I don’t know how to answer him.

How could I dare to respond to the feelings of Noah Jefferson when I could not see my own future?

And the presence of Frances Louis makes me even more nervous.

Fortunately, Frances Louis only looks at me for a few seconds and then gets into the car. I am relieved to see the car fly away.

All the while, Noah Jefferson looks at me so tenderly that it almost melts me.

“Why haven’t you come in? Come in and flirt!”

rich boy comes

a life-saving straw,

doesn’t have time to talk about it

and the whole room

my mind. They touch my soft heart again and

Noyes, I like

time, Noah Jefferson's eyes are

boo, “Noah Jefferson, if you lover her, just get her! Anyway, she is single, don’t be a coward! Just take her home tonight and

face blushes at once. My eyes dodge and I

were good friends in high school, but does she mean to embarrass me by

says lightly.

looks like they're staying up all night. At about ten o 'clock, I get up and want

me at such a scene tonight. I feel a little guilty. It is better for me to go

be no husband to blame you. Come on, stay and enjoy your life.” Joy, the commissary in charge of sports in high

tomorrow. I am divorced and no one feed me. If I

and let me go. Furthermore, no one needs me to stay.

take

out. It is a bit windy outside and he puts his coat over my shoulders. But I feel a pang

if Noah Jefferson knows that I am living with Frances Louis. I don't want him to know, and it’s better that

take a taxi. You go back

smile to Noah Jefferson and say

feel strangely nervous with him, and even get a

Jefferson doesn’t notice my awkward. He holds my shoulders, staring at me, and says, “Jane Noyes, why are you hiding from me? Believe me, I really like you. When I was in high

he says makes ripples in

Charming who I have always dreamed about is saying that he likes

a

each other and would not

about you. I'm really happy to hear you say you like me. But it is too late. Noah Jefferson, I was married. And, divorced.”